Post by Stal on Sept 28, 2003 20:53:14 GMT -5
;D ;D ;D
"I love you, Trowa!"
I am on such a high right now from that comment.
Trowa, would be me.
Story behind all this....
As a few of you have read, you know my situation involving myself and a girl dubbed Yui. You also may recall that from Wednesday 'til Saturday I was rather....short-tempered, angered easily, and in a general bad mood.
That has changed, so much.
Like I do normally when I get in a bad mood and need to vent, I write a rant e-mail to a friend. I address it, type the whole e-mail, and when it's done, delete the entire thing. I've raged, and deleted the evidence. No one knows, and so forth.
I was worried, because this past one I wrote was a rant about how two-faced my life is. I addressed it to Yui, and instead of deleting it...I sent it.
I sent the stupid e-mail....
I get a response from her Friday. It showed me that she cared about me as a person, if not more. So there's at least a caring side to her with her 'relationship' with me.
Excerpts from e-mail:
"Andrew....trowa....whoever the hell you are...."
"You're my friend and friends are there for eachother."
"Personally, i think that you're a really cool person and a good friend. maybe that is what you want people to think, but i honestly believe it. we all have our different sides though. i know. "
"this life really isn't worth it sometimes, but please remember the things and people that spice it up and make you smile no da. i have to go now. i pray you'll be alright."
So, yeah.
Now, that was enough to make me happy then. I responded but she obviously hasn't seen it. I'll get to that in a bit.
So, Saturday comes. Kind of a double Sabbath situation for me. It was my normal weekly Sabbath, as well as the Feast of Trumpets/Rosh Hashannah. Means double services for me (with it being a holy day), and a combining of a couple congregations. So I get to see a friend of mine, Mike, whom I hadn't seen since...pre-teen camp (where we staff) in July.
That made me happy.
I get home, and my VERY VERY VERY NICE SHIN KIDOUSENKI GUNDAM W COMPLETE SONG COLLECTION 2 Disc set has arrived!
Finally... ^_^
*jamming to Last Impression by Two-Mix right now*
(Two-Mix = 0wNz)
Today, another old friend, Jon, the one who tried to get me set up with Yui and forced my hand in telling her....well, he calls. He says he called Yui last night and had something he needed to tell me, but he'd tell me later. We talk, he has to go, he says he'll call back.
He calls back a few hours later, and we talk. Turns out he asked her to go to one of the Prom dances that my church does, except this one down in Atlanta. I think he asked her as his date or something. He thought I'd freak, but I was cool with it because it's not like she's my property just because I like her (even if we were going out, I don't own her...). He felt bad, and claimed he didn't know what he was doing at the time, but I'm fine with it. Especially since he likes her about as much as I do...
Well, he wants me to get a conference call going. He's on a cell, so he can't. I click over and click back. The other person was Yui. We're all talking, and having a great time (with a feeling of awkwardness from me. Especially when Jon has to go for a second...I mean...what do we say after the e-mail she had to send me? And I didn't want anyone else to know about it...)
We have a great time, and she calls me Trowa for some reason. I'm like "Where'd that come from?" "I don't know...can I call you Trowa, though?" "If you want, sure?" "Yay."
And as she has to go, she goes like..."I love you, Trowa." which totally makes my heart stop for a few beats. I know she meant it in nothing but friendship, because she follows immediately with "I love you, Jon." and such.
But still! Those words! ^_^
I'm on such a high.
Oh, and another cool thing that even Yui freaked out about when I told her...
Final Fantasy: Advent Children.
A new Final Fantasy movie done in CGI. A sequel to the almighty and uber FFVII. It shall take place two years after the game, and definitely has Sephiroth in it!
some teaser posters:
www.gameforms.com/news/kh2/03.jpg
www.gameforms.com/news/?1005
SO I AM VERY HAPPY NOW, YES I AM!
--stal
"I love you, Trowa!"
I am on such a high right now from that comment.
Trowa, would be me.
Story behind all this....
As a few of you have read, you know my situation involving myself and a girl dubbed Yui. You also may recall that from Wednesday 'til Saturday I was rather....short-tempered, angered easily, and in a general bad mood.
That has changed, so much.
Like I do normally when I get in a bad mood and need to vent, I write a rant e-mail to a friend. I address it, type the whole e-mail, and when it's done, delete the entire thing. I've raged, and deleted the evidence. No one knows, and so forth.
I was worried, because this past one I wrote was a rant about how two-faced my life is. I addressed it to Yui, and instead of deleting it...I sent it.
I sent the stupid e-mail....
I get a response from her Friday. It showed me that she cared about me as a person, if not more. So there's at least a caring side to her with her 'relationship' with me.
Excerpts from e-mail:
"Andrew....trowa....whoever the hell you are...."
"You're my friend and friends are there for eachother."
"Personally, i think that you're a really cool person and a good friend. maybe that is what you want people to think, but i honestly believe it. we all have our different sides though. i know. "
"this life really isn't worth it sometimes, but please remember the things and people that spice it up and make you smile no da. i have to go now. i pray you'll be alright."
So, yeah.
Now, that was enough to make me happy then. I responded but she obviously hasn't seen it. I'll get to that in a bit.
So, Saturday comes. Kind of a double Sabbath situation for me. It was my normal weekly Sabbath, as well as the Feast of Trumpets/Rosh Hashannah. Means double services for me (with it being a holy day), and a combining of a couple congregations. So I get to see a friend of mine, Mike, whom I hadn't seen since...pre-teen camp (where we staff) in July.
That made me happy.
I get home, and my VERY VERY VERY NICE SHIN KIDOUSENKI GUNDAM W COMPLETE SONG COLLECTION 2 Disc set has arrived!
Finally... ^_^
*jamming to Last Impression by Two-Mix right now*
(Two-Mix = 0wNz)
Today, another old friend, Jon, the one who tried to get me set up with Yui and forced my hand in telling her....well, he calls. He says he called Yui last night and had something he needed to tell me, but he'd tell me later. We talk, he has to go, he says he'll call back.
He calls back a few hours later, and we talk. Turns out he asked her to go to one of the Prom dances that my church does, except this one down in Atlanta. I think he asked her as his date or something. He thought I'd freak, but I was cool with it because it's not like she's my property just because I like her (even if we were going out, I don't own her...). He felt bad, and claimed he didn't know what he was doing at the time, but I'm fine with it. Especially since he likes her about as much as I do...
Well, he wants me to get a conference call going. He's on a cell, so he can't. I click over and click back. The other person was Yui. We're all talking, and having a great time (with a feeling of awkwardness from me. Especially when Jon has to go for a second...I mean...what do we say after the e-mail she had to send me? And I didn't want anyone else to know about it...)
We have a great time, and she calls me Trowa for some reason. I'm like "Where'd that come from?" "I don't know...can I call you Trowa, though?" "If you want, sure?" "Yay."
And as she has to go, she goes like..."I love you, Trowa." which totally makes my heart stop for a few beats. I know she meant it in nothing but friendship, because she follows immediately with "I love you, Jon." and such.
But still! Those words! ^_^
I'm on such a high.
Oh, and another cool thing that even Yui freaked out about when I told her...
Final Fantasy: Advent Children.
A new Final Fantasy movie done in CGI. A sequel to the almighty and uber FFVII. It shall take place two years after the game, and definitely has Sephiroth in it!
some teaser posters:
www.gameforms.com/news/kh2/03.jpg
www.gameforms.com/news/?1005
SO I AM VERY HAPPY NOW, YES I AM!
--stal
You do a better job at it than any other forum I've been to, though.