Post by hippiesoul on Sept 16, 2003 12:44:10 GMT -5
This is something SO GOOD in my life that I just had to post. Even if you guys don't understand why this is so important. I guess you kind of have to live it to fully understand it. But I'll try to explain as best as I can.
Okay, from grade 1 to 4, I had this really really good friend of mine, During those four year we created a bond so great that even though we were separated from grade 5, I never forgot about her. By this I mean I used to think about her often, look at pics and get nostalgic, "relive" moments when we were happy playing and being silly dream about her and such. Kind of "reliving the past", wanting it to be the present.
So, on August 5 I turned 16 and since 16 is a pretty big age, I decided I'd do it differently this time and actually celebrate my birthday with my friends. That's why this friday there'll be a dinner party for me. I invited loads of people, probably more than I should, but I wanted to make sure everyone important for me would be there. And that included, without a single doubt, that big person in my life: the childhood friend I never forgot.
So I went to her school, got her schedule and today I went there, in hopes of finding her. And just as I was about to give up and go home... There she was. I can't even describe how I felt. My heart stopped for 6 seconds, one for each year I was without her, and all of a sudden I was all euphoric and shaking. She looks so different, but she's the same. I just felt connected to her again, even if in a different way. It was just... amazing. I invited her to my party and she said she'd most likely go, unless her mother really doesn't let her (which I doubt - she knows just how big friends we were). I just hope I don't just pay attention to her all teh time and ignore everyone else =P
She told me she missed me, she told me she dreamt about me too, and that she'd love to see me more often again. I wont let go of her this time. Our friendship will go on forever. I mean, if it survived six years without we ever forgetting it'll last, right? I just hope it will turn out perfect like I want it to. I'll do everything in order for it to be that way.
This was the one and only thing I was missing in my life in order for my happiness to be utter and complete. I just... I guess I'm high =P "Natural high", you know?
I just wanted to share that, have a nice day everyone!
Boy I just wanna give a flower and a hug to everyone I know!
*hands you a flower*
Okay, from grade 1 to 4, I had this really really good friend of mine, During those four year we created a bond so great that even though we were separated from grade 5, I never forgot about her. By this I mean I used to think about her often, look at pics and get nostalgic, "relive" moments when we were happy playing and being silly dream about her and such. Kind of "reliving the past", wanting it to be the present.
So, on August 5 I turned 16 and since 16 is a pretty big age, I decided I'd do it differently this time and actually celebrate my birthday with my friends. That's why this friday there'll be a dinner party for me. I invited loads of people, probably more than I should, but I wanted to make sure everyone important for me would be there. And that included, without a single doubt, that big person in my life: the childhood friend I never forgot.
So I went to her school, got her schedule and today I went there, in hopes of finding her. And just as I was about to give up and go home... There she was. I can't even describe how I felt. My heart stopped for 6 seconds, one for each year I was without her, and all of a sudden I was all euphoric and shaking. She looks so different, but she's the same. I just felt connected to her again, even if in a different way. It was just... amazing. I invited her to my party and she said she'd most likely go, unless her mother really doesn't let her (which I doubt - she knows just how big friends we were). I just hope I don't just pay attention to her all teh time and ignore everyone else =P
She told me she missed me, she told me she dreamt about me too, and that she'd love to see me more often again. I wont let go of her this time. Our friendship will go on forever. I mean, if it survived six years without we ever forgetting it'll last, right? I just hope it will turn out perfect like I want it to. I'll do everything in order for it to be that way.
This was the one and only thing I was missing in my life in order for my happiness to be utter and complete. I just... I guess I'm high =P "Natural high", you know?
I just wanted to share that, have a nice day everyone!
Boy I just wanna give a flower and a hug to everyone I know!
*hands you a flower*
