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Post by Fj0rd on Nov 28, 2011 8:46:52 GMT -5
*hugs, too* You are so much a person, and an important part of the NTWF even if you don't post very much these days (heck, neither do I).
One thing I will say about drug/alcohol counselors, therapists, etc--it may be true that you have to want to change for them to help, but they have a lot of resources you might not have access to or even just think of. Now that you've decided that you've had enough, that would be a good place to turn.
Best of luck. We're all rooting for you, Squiesh. <3
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Post by Lizzie on Nov 28, 2011 15:09:13 GMT -5
Sq... I don't really know what to say. That got me a bit choked up. But we're here for you. <3 *hug* this basically. love you, squiesh <3 *glomps* |
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Post by Nimras on Nov 28, 2011 16:32:51 GMT -5
Squiesh, it's only been four or five times that this forum has actually made me cry... and this is one of them. You're an amazing person, and we're all rooting for you.
Do you still have my phone number? You know you can call/text me at any time.
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Post by Nova on Nov 28, 2011 16:44:18 GMT -5
oh man Squiesh.. just.. *hugs* There's nothing else I can say.. but feel free to PM me any time or whatever. <3
Thank you for posting this. =')
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Post by Tiger on Nov 28, 2011 18:31:31 GMT -5
I've come to this thread about four or five times now, and I always leave unable to convey what I want to say.
The best I can do:
I'm so sorry you've had to go through all this, Squiesh. But it's clear you are incredibly brave and incredibly strong, and I know you'll fight your way through and find happiness at the other end of all this *hugs*
Thank you for posting this. We're all here and rooting for you. We love you.
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Post by Nut on Nov 29, 2011 14:14:41 GMT -5
Like Tiger, I've come to this thread and left it several times, never knowing how to express what this post has made me feel.
You're a wonderful person. You've always been an inspiration to me, and you'll always be an invaluable part of this forum. The words you write have always made me feel in a way I rarely do when I'm reading; the way you write has a way of speaking somehow almost to the soul.
And... I don't know if I should say this, but it's always saddened me that for a long time, when I read your posts, you didn't seem... happy. Because you're a beautiful, creative person, and I wanted you to be happy. Having read this and finally understanding the reasons why you weren't, I'm... overwhelmed. I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that, and I'm so amazed at you for having the courage to tell us about it, and the strength to rise above it. You have that strength, I know you do. I know you will come out on top of this. We're all rooting for you.
A lot of the things on your list are things that I've discovered for myself during my own confusing teen years, which I think is more evidence that they're true. I hope your future will be full of opportunities to do all the things you love, because you do deserve happiness. You deserve happiness so much. I wish you all the best in finding it.
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Post by selmette on Nov 29, 2011 19:20:20 GMT -5
i find myself frustrated at my inability to properly express my reaction to this.
i can't find anything to say that hasn't already been communicated numerous times, but that was absolutely inspirational and thought-provoking. you are incredibly brave and admirable for posting this and i'm so glad you did. i hope things turn out well for you. you are beyond deserving.
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Post by Sq on Dec 1, 2011 13:00:11 GMT -5
Thank you all so much for the support and love and... everything. <33 I appreciate it so much.
I love all of you. ^__^
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Post by Deleted on Dec 1, 2011 13:16:30 GMT -5
Squieshiee. I feel awful for only noticing this now and I just want to echo what everyone here has said. you are a beautiful, brave, magical person and you are one of the most inspiring people I've ever met (even if it is just through pixels and the Internet and separate screens) and I wish all the best in life for you because you deserve it so so much. <3333
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