letters to no one.

[lemmykoopa300]

I love our conversations about random things, from Pokemon, to how Zelda games hate me, to lolcats and the Fail Blog. You are my best friend, even if my other friends don't "get" how I have a guy-friend that I'm close to. You are also the reason that this past month I've been on the computer until about 11:30 pm, sometimes 12 every night. But I like it. And I'm grateful that you're my friend.
Let's never grow apart.

[♥ Lulu]

You are always there for me. If I call you, you comfort me, if I IM you, you'll persevere with my confusion and help me understand, if I text you, you always write back, even if it costs you a lot more than your mother appreciates. I've known you for a long time, and though I've never met you, you know more about me than anyone else in the world. I feel like I can talk to you about anything, and not be embarrassed or scared of what you say – because even if you laugh, it doesn't make me shameful. Laughing – that's another thing. You are one of the handful of people who can make me collapse in giggles.

I don't I could have got through hard times without you. You have been the only person I can rely on, and trust with everything. You will never read this, but I don't care. You are someone I can not live without.

You are the only person I trust in the world, and I would do anything for. You've got me through hard times, but you've always shared happy memories with, and you know how to cheer me up. I hope you get well soon, because you are the most caring person, and don't deserve this.

[Stal]

Maybe it's time I tried this thread. It's hard because normally people know I feel a way about them or something...

You... what can I say about you that you don't already know. you're one of my closest and best friends, we share a lot together. I won't be mushy here... like I said, you know it all. Thank you for everything, dear.

You are such a light to the forum. We're not close friends. Really, you probably don't even realize I'm talking about you. Yes... you. you're a positive warm influence here and the forum would be a lot more void of warmth without you around. So keep that chin up and don't worry about being who you are because there's nothing wrong with you.

You think I'm silly. And yes, I know that immediately let's you know I'm talking about you. But I wanted to get your attention. Even though we don't talk nearly as much as we once did, you're still a good friend and someone in whom I feel a kinship. We've changed a lot, you and I, but let's be sure not to lose touch completely.

You are a fun and crazy friend. I don't even remember how we got to talking or being friends... it just sort of happened and recently has been happening more often. But I don't mind. Because you're cool and I look forward to seeing you on the 'bloids when you stop be.

You are a lot better than you think. you seem to have gotten the brunt of my not-being-around AIM (despite being signed on) habits more than most have and I'm sure that's made you wonder. But don't worry... you are a friend and a rather cool person.

You and You... well, I don't know what to say. But I couldn't imagine not saying something here. I don't know what really started our friendship(s), but you've grown on me and I enjoy our convos and what we can relate on and the jokes we have and complaints we share and stuff. I wish I could give you and you your own things, but then it'd just look like a copy and so it's better to combine.

You... are someone else I have a hard time saying anything about. I can't actually believe we've gotten to be as good friends as we have considering how we started. XD But you're a good friend and I like bugging you because it's so much fun. Just don't lose touch and keep your chin up, too.

[phoenixblessed]

You I don't how to put myself in words, so hopefully this will get it all out. I don't know about you, but I really felt like kissing you. I'm very flattered that you think I'm beautiful, because no one has ever said that to me before. So I guess, it took me off guard. The thing is, I don't like to go with the moment of things, because I dont take relationships lightly. I dont know how you manage to get me to talk about things that I've never really told someone. BUt anyways, I feel that it's unfair for you, if I went with the moment and kissed you, because I'm not really sure /how/ I feel about you. I mean, we're going to college. We can't really start anything. Especially that summer's over. I just hope that not kissing you isn't something I regret. Btw, you're a really great person. Any girl is really truly lucky to have you.

[PFA]

Hmmm, I feel like giving this thread a shot. So here goes.


-I always smile whenever I see you online. It's always fun when I get to chat with you. I wish we could do it more often, but sadly, timezones are against us. ^_^;

-I can think of many times when I've enjoyed chatting with you. We always seem to be able to find something fun to talk about. I hope to have many more fun times on the 'bloids with you.

-You and you dominate my inbox. XDDDDDDDD It's fun chatting with you guys about stuff, whether it be roleplays, cherchons... alter-egos... or just random stuff.

-You are such a fun and crazy person. XDDD It's nice being able to chat with you on the 'bloids when they're otherwise dead, and of course at those times when they're not, as well.

-You compliment me more than I sometimes think I deserve. XDDD; And you're a wonderfully fun person. I wish we could chat more often.

-I never get to chat with you anymore, but I remember having lots of fun times with you back in the days when I was a clueless little newbie. :3 Good times, good times. I wish I could chat with you again sometime.

-I don't think you were ever that active around the forum, but I remember having lots of fun with you back in those days, as well. ^_^ I don't know if you even remember this place, much less if you'll ever hang around here again, but I miss you.

-You probably don't realize it, but I actually respect you quite a bit. I enjoy seeing your posts around the forum. ^_^

-I wish you and you would come hang around the NTWF more often! XDDD; But even so, it's fun chatting with you guys on Neo. ^_^


I could probably put a lot more if I wanted to, but I'm having trouble coming up with the right words. XD; This doesn't mean I don't still <3 you guys though.

[Fraze]

The first three are NTWFers, the rest aren't.

You are one of the first people I met here. Even though we haven't been talking much recently, I still consider you one of my best friends here.

You, I can talk with for hours on end, on just about any topic ranging from serious to raunchy to hilarious--which is one of the things I value most in any friendship.

You are a constant inspiration to me, and one of the strongest people I have ever met.

You--I'm not quite sure where to begin. I know we don't talk anymore, and I know our friendship has been pretty rocky. But I'm still eternally thankful I met you, back when you were a shy little newbie on the Help Chat. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have met any of the wonderful people on Neo or the NTWF who are now my dear friends.

You are a fantastic friend, so dear to me. We have the wackiest times together, and come up with the craziest ideas. But I've been beating my head against a wall for the past year and a half, trying to figure out how I feel about you and what I should do about it. I really wish we saw each other more often--I consider myself lucky if I see you on MSN once a month.

You...I don't think I've ever said this to you explicitly. I think I need to tell you this at some point, when I work up the courage. But you are the best friend I've ever had. The last time I had a friend as close as you, I was six years old. It's not just that we share a lot of the same beliefs, the same interests (I still can't believe we both separately became such huge fans of two of the same shows), and the same sense of humor. We really think alike--we share so many of the same thought processes that it's almost scary.

[Spoon]

You mean so much to me. You know I can never find the words to say it properly, and that you understand that is just one of the many, many incredible things about you. You make me feel good about myself in a way that nobody else ever has, and nobody ever could. Over the past three weeks, I've missed you more than I thought was possible. You're an amazing person, and, although we're separated by an ocean, I've never felt so close to you. So thank you. For being you.

You and I have had a lot of very unusual conversations in the past, and I've enjoyed every one of them - it's clear that our minds are very similar. And you're a very talented author. I know that you struggle sometimes, and that you can't always see for yourself what an awesome person you are.

I've only gotten to know you fairly recently, and I'm glad I did. I think we share a similar sense of humour, and we've had some excellent conversations.

You, I need to apologise to. I really enjoyed our PM correspondence, and that's been cut out at my end. I will reply to them, though, and know that the break was not for lack of enjoyment from the conversations.

[phoenixblessed]

You I love to im you regardless of your status, because I know that I have a 50-50 chance that you're still around. =] You're a really good person to talk to, and I hope that you know that you're always welcome to talk to me about anything.
You We were great friends, but what happened? I hope everything is well with you, but now you're doing stuff that I -m not sure of what and- don't really want to get involved with.
You are sleeping right now behind me. I'm really glad you're not some high-maintenance girl, because those really make me uncomfortable. Even though, you're not much of a talker, so I hope you secretly don't hate me.
You I really like it when you're looking at me, and I'm looking at you. It's not really creepy, because I like you a lot.

[Tam]

You will never know how much I appreciate your friendship. A lot of it comes from my own stubborn unwillingness to let people know how I feel about them, but even if I could express myself to you with complete openness, I could never put to words everything you've done for me. I was going through a time in my life when no matter what I did, I would still feel inadequate, like I could never measure up to the standards the world had set for me. No matter what I did, no matter what my passion was, I would never be as good at it as everyone else. You told me I had talent, and suddenly I was good enough for somebody. And not only that, but it came from one of my own role models -- one of those people whom I could only bring myself to admire from afar, because my respect bordered on intimidation. You erased that line. We became friends. You were there for me, for encouragement and support. I don't even know how it happened, because I always saw you as the kind of person whose life was full enough without me complicating things, as I often do. However it happened, I truly consider you a friend, and I would trust you with my life.

Edit: I thought of more, interestingly enough.

You confuse me. Completely and hopelessly. When I was a wee forum newbie, you were my own version of that one forumer that every newbie sees and is instantly terrified of. Most notably, your persona scared me. And at that point, I couldn't separate the persona from the person, so I was inclined to stay well away from you. I'm glad you made the effort to talk to me. All of a sudden, you started including me in your 'shipper jokes and random comments, and all of a sudden, I started talking to you. You're caring, enthusiastic, and ridiculously lovable. You have more talent than I can ever make clear to you. You're my hero. And you were that last bit of persuasion I needed to make that first post on the tabloids -- and without that, I wouldn't have anyone to write these other letters to. Thank you.

[Celestial]

I've thought of some more people I want to thank, plus maybe revise. Only the last one is Real Life by the way. ^^

I have never met anybody as generous as you. But you are also so friendly and kind as well as being a fantastic writer who has a great talent in an area that I cannot master no matter how much I try. I feel happy to know you and know that we have shared quite a few laughs.

You. Yes, you as one body are probably responsible for about 80% of what I am today. You have seen more grown and mature than probably any other entity in the world aside from my parents and I only have you to thank for it. You have provided me with hours of entertainment, happiness and joy as well as being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on and just be myself. You have seen my true self and have given me the key to letting myself be myself in real life. It would take too much to describe how awesome you are. In short, I owe the world to you.

You are the first friend I ever had and I'm glad of it. You are random and crazy enough to even challange the 'bloids and despite the fact that I appear shy and may not reply, I listen to what you say and take it in. The most special thing about you is that you do not care what others think and one day I hope to be like you. You are just so amazing and an awesome artist to boot. Lots of respect for you. ^^

[Deleted]

YOU ARE ALL DELICIOUS FOOD ITEMS.

... did I do it right

am I doing it right

[Zylaa]

You are of course doing it right, but I don't want to be eaten. D: You may eat these glow-in-the-dark stickers, though.

>__>

[Deleted]

I don't remember who all I wrote a letter to in my last post, as I'm too lazy to look, so I may do repeats. Oh, well.

you deserve so much. I wish I was a better friend, I wish I knew the right words, but either way, I hope you know that you matter to me.

you are terrifying. I hope things are okay, and you don't have cancer. Next time you want to tell me about a major life-threatening health issue, you should be a little nicer though. D: I'm worried. Still, I'm glad I met you. *hugs*

I wish I talked to you more often. You are my rock, someone who I can always go to. I miss you. I miss being around you - even when I have nothing to share or rant about. I'm excited for when I get to see you again.

you are amazing and talented. I don't know you very well, but I do think highly of you.

you are so great about my Candychans - always supporting my crazy obsession. The strength of their presence is due partly to you, and while it sounds stupid and ridiculous, it's something that matters to me. Thank you.

I know I don't talk to you much, but you are a great friend. I just tend to be lazy about logging onto MSN. D: Hopefully, you can forgive me.

you are ridiculous, but it meshes well with me. We don't necessarily have long conversations or even talk very often, but knowing that you're around, that's important to me.

And you I can never thank enough for what you did for me. *hugs tightly* Thank you, thank you, thank you. You are a luff.

...Again, I feel like it's really obvious who these people are. ^^;

[Zylaa]

H'okay, some more of these!

When I first saw you on the forum, I didn't think you would stick around for some reason- arbitrary judgement, or something. I'm so glad you've proved me wrong. You're always a lot of fun to talk to, and we've shared some fun inside jokes, one of which probably annoyed everyone else that was on the 'bloids at the time. You're incredibly nice, too, and I've always meant to ask where your name came from... I'll have to remember to ask you that.

You have apparently been here longer than me, despite what your current profile says, even though I never really knew you before. I'm glad you came back. You're funny, and sufficiently random, and I'll forgive you for that time you poisoned me.

You are always a fun person to see online, just because you're you. Don't think it's because of some persona.

You are great fun, and I love your writing, especially because you seem to channel my favorite author (and yours, maybe? I forget). Even though he's still alive. You're channeling his spirit anyway. >__> I admire the dedication and skill you have in your roleplaying, which is always better than mine.

And speaking of dedication, you have always impressed me with your willingness to take on massive, awesome projects, even when people like me utterly fail to hold up their end of it. Your art and animation is amazing, and you're a nice, fun person to boot. I admire you.

You were a very interesting and entertaining PM buddy. I know why the correspondance kinda died, but it would be fun to pick it up again.

You are also a fun PM buddy, and a fun person, and I just realized that I was the one who failed to reply to your last PM... about a week ago. D: I beg your forgiveness.

[Crystal]

I miss you, and you, and you, and you, and so, so many more of you. You have been a part of my life for so long; you were my friends here on the NTWF, but you're gone now, and I feel very alone. You can't see this, but I miss you, and I remember what fun we had together. There are new people here now, and they're as sweet and crazy and fun, but they're not you - you were the people who shaped my life and the friends who made me laugh and the people who set me on the course I'm on. You were the people who comforted me at night, and talked to me on AIM at all hours. Now I don't even sign onto AIM anymore. But I'm glad we had the chance to talk together, and laugh together, and I hope that somehow, we'll never grow apart. I hope I'm invited to your wedding. I hope I'll see you again someday. I'm looking forward to seeing you again someday.



I don't know if you'll ever realize how much you've changed me. Before I met you, I had a life of my own. Before I met you, I was my own person, I had my own friends, and I was fiercely independent. I remember the very first time I ever saw you, and I thought how unremarkable you looked. I remember you refused to talk to me the very first time I spoke to you. You wanted me to go away, actually. I'm sure if you'd known then how close we are now, you'd have been appalled. And now that I know you, and more than know you, I'm no longer one person; I'm you. I'm us. And I live my life, and train my mind, and aim my body only for our purposes and ideals.

You are the reason I'm still on this forum, when so many others have left. You are more than a friend; you are more than a lover; you are the air I breathe, the wind in my face, the ribbons in my hair... I wear ribbons in my hair because of you. And while I'm at it, you're the nodes in my graph, the asterisks in my pointers, the System.in in my I/O, and the semi-colons in my code, because I wouldn't compile without you. I could think of so many other things to say here, so many things I was planning to say. Every lovely song I hear, I dedicate to you, and I live my life knowing that you will be here for me.



You're my adored older brother. I think of you so, and I have never stopped thinking of you so. I hope you'll never realize just how fond I am of you, because then you'll be able to bamboozle me into terrible amounts of favours. You've never been afraid to say what has to be said, and even though sometimes I don't understand you, I'm grateful for your influence in my life, and I'm grateful that you're here, in this forum. I love you, and I adore you, and I will remember you as long as I live. I think you're smart, and clever, and dedicated - I admire how much you love Him, and I hope that it all goes well with her.



You're not around for a little while, and I know I was one of those who helped drive you away. I hope you will not hold it against us - we tried the best we could, but we're just as human as you are. You're who I run to when I hope for comfort; you make me laugh, and you make me smile, and I wish with all my heart the best that I can ever hope for you and him, and I pray with all my heart that you will always be together. I will always remember those horrible horrible dirty MSN jokes you made, that scarred my mind forever =P and I hope you never give up, because I couldn't ever bear to see you give in. I hope you're happy in the life you choose for yourself, and I want you to know that I will always be here for you, whether you're happy or not.



There isn't a way to tell you how much you mean without mentioning him. I don't know what he means to you... is he your hero?... maybe you barely know us. I don't know you as well as I ought to, or would like to, but I think I know you better than you know me anyway, because of him. The first time he saw you roleplaying, we were on a call, and he gushed about you for AGES, and has done so ever since. He teases me about leaving me to marry you on the spot. You're our inside joke, and we keep an eye out for you, and we love you more than you realize, because neither of us really tell you. I think you're pretty, and smart, and witty, and talented... I admire you very much, and hope with all my heart that you become someone you can be proud of.

P.S. I hope you realize that a surprising amount of the roses and hearts he sent you were actually sent by me.



I miss teasing you about going on rollercoaster rides, and laughing at you because you snore. You're a perfect gentleman, and you're really funny, and I've known you for longer than I care to remember. I hope you're always happy with your life, and I hope you'll stick your chin out and do something that will scare all of us one day.



You all are a group of friends, and I miss you on this forum. You made it lively and happy, and you brought joy into it, and while I see you around occasionally, I can't help but hope that I'll see you more. <3 You all had your own personalities, but I always admired how you stuck with each other. Sometimes it's hard to bring real life into online life, but you did it, and did it admirably.



I'm running out of words to describe the people I want to write letters to. You, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you. There are so many of you that I could be here writing letters until midnight. But I want you to know, all of you, that I love you, and appreciate you, and that you're more wonderful than you know.