Post by Shinko on Dec 1, 2016 16:32:14 GMT -5
Continued...
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Part Three
"From Hollow to Hallowed"
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
A Question of Souls
Chapter Thirteen
“Tooooovah!” The Glass Empress sang as she entered the royal’s private sitting room, Kott trailing at her heels. “Tovah darling, are you here?”
Tovah, seated on a velvet-embroidered settee with a book in her lap, looked up and quirked her brow. Her mother sounded… happy— which was always jarring, because the empress’s joy never came across quite right. It was always missing something. Like a veneer. Painted and lacquered with nothing of value beneath it.
“Mother,” the teenager said, shutting the book. “You need something?” The empress always needed something. She never talked merely for the sake of it.
“Motya and I were just having tea with Prince Angelo, and well,” she smiled towards her nephew, who was trailing her into the room; her expression looked positively predatory. “He gave us quite the surprise, wouldn’t you say?”
“Mm,” Kott said by way of agreement. There were bags beneath his eyes— heavy ones. He looked as if he had an infinite number of places he'd have rather been than skulking after his aunt like an obedient hound. “It was quite surprising, yes.”
“Oh?” said Tovah.
“Meltaiman,” the Empress purred. “He spoke to us only in Meltaiman. His accent is awful of course and his communication as basic as a toddler but… he didn’t try to default to Valzick once, even when he didn’t know a word.”
Tovah only barely bit back a small smirk. She and Angelo had been slowly been working up to this, ever since their teary confessional conversation over a month ago. They'd known they needed to take baby steps, that Urszula would grow suspicious if his turnaround was too quick, and it had been a great effort in patience not to rush matters.
It delighted Tovah to no end to see that it had started working.
That finally, finally, it had started working.
Her voice the perfect measure of neutral surprise, she said to her mother: “Oh? Is that so? How lovely— that must've been the nicest surprise.”
Urszula smiled widely. “The gods work their miracles for us, purging the evil that the blanks have instilled in Angelo’s heart.” She tilted her head. “And I do believe I made a promise to reward him if he started to speak in Meltaiman properly, didn’t I my love?”
“You did,” agreed Tovah, not daring to let herself sound too eager. Nor did she wish to push her luck, voice casual as she suggested, “Perhaps a flat with windows, Mother? Like we spoke about before?”
“As I said, he can have a flat with windows once he converts,” Urszula said, quirking an eyebrow as her lips curled slightly in a frown. “But- I will keep my promise to have off his current cuff. I think at this point he is trustworthy enough not to need it- and I daresay if he abuses that trust, we can handle it.” She quirked an eyebrow towards Kott, who only heaved a sigh.
“If that is your will, majesty,” her nephew said. He hesitated for a moment. “Although… if you believe he is more trustworthy… shall you still require my service as his guard? As you might understand, I— ah…” He shifted on his heel. “I might prefer to spend my energies elsewhere. These days.”
“Patience, Motya,” she soothed, putting a hand on her nephew’s shoulder. “There is time yet- have a little faith, hm?”
Kott clenched his jaw, and Tovah frowned. “Have you scheduled the tests yet?” she asked.
“No.” Kott looked away, a rare flash of emotion that wasn't merely derision or anger crossing his pale face. “Your mother wishes to wait until springtime.” A beat. “Until… closer to his birthday.”
“I keep telling you it’ll be fine,” Urszula said firmly. “And we’re celebrating right now, remember? Why, I think this calls for a nice family dinner.” She smirked towards Tovah. “Just you, me, Motya’s brood, and your groom-to-be.”
As Kott scowled, seemingly put off by his aunt’s cool dismissal, Tovah blinked. “Dinner?” she asked. “With— all of us?”
“You wanted me to start treating Angelo like a man who will one day be my son-in-law, did you not?” Urszula asked, lifting a brow. “Have you changed your mind?”
“No,” Tovah said quickly. “Of course not.” She made herself sit a bit straighter. “Shall we being having the meal in the banquet hall, or…”
“Oh, no need for such formality,” the girl’s mother replied. “We’re introducing Angelo to his future family, so we’ll keep it low-key. A nice dinner in our private dining room. And at the conclusion we can surprise him by taking his current cuff.”
“Tonight?” Tovah dearly hoped she wasn't seeming overeager.
“Hmm,” Urszula clearly hadn’t intended for something on such short notice, but after a moment she shrugged. “All right. Show him quickly that progress metes rewards. Though if I didn’t know any better I’d almost think you’ve grown fond of our little heathen houseguest.”
“Well.” Tovah schooled her face to an expression of cool indifference. “He is to be my husband, nay? I've always been under the impression that being fond of your spouse is acceptable.” She wagged her brow. “Even helpful, in certain avenues.”
Urszula chuckled, gently swatting her daughter on the arm. A few hours later, sure enough, as the family was gathered and the last of the preparations for dinner being undertaken in the kitchen, Kott escorted an extremely bewildered- and for once not hooded- Angelo into the imperial family’s private dining room. Tovah, already seated in one of the cushioned chairs at the polished oak dining table, smiled immediately toward Angelo, giving him what she rather hoped was a look of reassurance… but before she could manage proper verbal greeting, the small, wild-haired boy who sat beside her— Kott’s son— beat her to it.
“You’re the prince!” he trilled in singsong Meltaiman; at six, he was too small yet to have begun his foreign language lessons, and so he spoke not a lick of Valzick. “Papa says you’re a heathen, is it true you’re a heathen—”
“Eitan!” Kott looked horrified. “That’s terribly rude— hardly a way to greet a guest!”
The boy grinned bashfully. “Sorry, Papa.”
Angelo had only caught a faint smattering of the rapid exchange between father and son, but he at least recognized the cheery tone of the little boy’s words and smiled kindly towards him. “Good evening, small prince. I’m Angelo. It’s nice to meet you.”
All simple phrases he’d learned by rote, thank Woo, but still he glanced towards Tovah as if to check he’d spoken correctly. She nodded in encouragement— and the little boy, Eitan, beamed like a summer sun at high noon.
“I’m not a prince,” he chirped, giggling. “I’m a lord.”
Tovah just barely stifled a laugh. “That’s right,” she said, reaching out to pat her cousin’s shoulder. “Such a smart little boy, aren’t you, Eitan?”
“Uh-huh!” he agreed. A beat. “But— is it true? That he’s a heathen like Papa said?”
Seated on the other side of her son, with her and Matvey’s toddler daughter perched on her knee, Kott’s wife gently tugged the small boy's ear. "Eitan, we don't gossip about people, remember? It's impolite." She cast Angelo a wan, guarded smile. "Hello, Prince Angelo. I am Iwona Kott. Major-General Matvey is my husband. It's good to finally meet you."
Angelo bowed his head, swallowing hard as he followed Kott's direction to a seat across from Tovah and Eitan. "Good to meet you," he parroted. "Thank you... ah... thank you... food, with me."
“Hopefully you shall enjoy the meal, hm?” Kott said as he took his own seat. “I am sure Her Imperial Majesty has requested a delicious menu.”
Urszula, seated on Tovah’s other side, smiled. “I wouldn’t dream of doing less, dear nephew. It shall be resplendent.” To Eitan she added with a wink, “I’ve asked the cooks to prepare that pie you love so much for desert, so mind your Mama and Papa, okay?”
The boy grinned like a cat. “Okay!” he promised. “I'll be real good.”
Kott, rather than looking endeared by his son’s enthusiasm, only heaved a weary sigh. “I'm sure you will be,” he said, forcing a wan smile. He snapped his fingers at a serving blank who hovered nearby. “Wine.”
The blank immediately scuttled over to fill Matvey’s pitcher, and Angelo was hard pressed not to wince. He couldn’t break character, but it was so hard not to look away from the slave who reacted with the trained promptness of a well-broken hound. He forced himself to smile at Kott-
Then his eyes hooked on a small chain of silver peeking out from under the man’s shirt, and his eye twitched. He flashed a look towards Tovah, feeling his throat catch. His mother’s ring.
As she followed his gaze, Tovah furrowed a brow. For a moment, the girl seemed merely confused— he'd only mentioned the heirloom necklace to her once, months ago. But then, after a few moments of racking her brain, it seemed to click in Tovah’s mind. She frowned. Crass— gods, it was crass, for her cousin to don the jewelry he'd pilfered at a meal he'd known Angelo was to attend.
“Something the matter, dears?” Urszula asked, a shade too cheerfully. Angelo winced.
“Is… good,” he said, forcing a smile. As the blanks began to emerge with what must have been a soup course he added to Eitan, “So, um… you… you battle-mage? Like Papa?”
Kott’s jaw snapped shut, as if he'd been punched— but Eitan, oblivious, nodded earnestly. “I will be!” he declared. “Once I'm older. An’ I get my wand.”
Tovah swallowed hard. “That's right,” she said— but her voice was somehow hollow. Like the empress’s eyes when she smiled. “You'll be a great soldier, I bet.”
Angelo frowned, caught off guard by Tovah and Kott’s reactions. A bowl of reddish soup was set in front of him, and he glanced down at it with furrowed brow. Iwona put an arm on her son’s shoulder, smiling thinly. “You will be a fine warmage, Eitan. I know it. Mama’s intuition.”
“Well.” Kott cleared his throat, exchanging an unknowable look with his wife, to which she scowled. “Shall we eat?”
“Yes, eat,” Tovah said, almost hurriedly. “You’ll like the soup, Angelo,” she told the Valzick prince. “It’s got a nice spice to it— you always complain our food’s too bland, right?”
“Spice is good,” Angelo agreed, wondering what on earth he was missing. He took a sip of the soup, tilting his head as the unfamiliar flavor slid over his tongue. “Good,” he repeated with a smile. Impishly he added, “but need salt.”
“Valzaim must have interesting cooking practices,” Urszula noted dryly. “But you are Meltaiman now, yes? So I’m sure you will learn to enjoy our food.”
“He already knows about my sweet tooth,” Tovah joked. “So he can buy me all the candy in the city. Isn’t that right, Angelo?”
The Valzick prince laughed softly. “Much money to buy candy, yes.” He mimed rubbing two coins together, and Kott’s toddler daughter giggled.
“He talks funny,” she announced.
“Yetta,” Kott warned, brow raised.
“What?” she tilted her head. “What’s-a matter, Papa?”
“It’s not polite to say people talk funny, love,” Yetta’s mother explained, patting the girl’s head. “Prince Angelo can’t help it, he’s from far away. He’s still learning Meltaiman.”
“I… not mad,” Angelo put in. He winked at the little girl. “Make good funny?”
“Uh-huh,” the child chirped, beaming. To her brother she added, “Angelo play?”
“Oooh.” Eitan seemed very excited about this day. “I bet he knows games - like Tovah! Do you know games, Prince Ang’lo? Do ya?”
He chuckled. “I know some. Make some too, hm?” he winked at Tovah.
“He's very creative,” Tovah agreed. “But I betchya you could beat him, hm? Clever as you are.”
Kott massaged his temple, teeth still gritted. As he moved his arm his stolen necklace swayed, tinkling on its chain, and Angelo clenched his teeth, eyes smoldering with bitter anger. Why would Kott wear his mother’s necklace tonight of all nights? Was he trying to goad the Valzick into something? Or was it just a petty move to toy with someone who couldn’t fight back?
“Pretty bracelet!” Yetta gasped as Angelo lifted his arm to take another sip of soup. The Valzick, already stiff from anger over the necklace, froze entirely, clenching his eyes shut.
“It's actually,” Tovah said softly, eyes hooking— halfway in a challenge— with her mother’s, “a very uncomfortable bracelet. But the good thing is… Mother is going to let Angelo take it off tonight. Isn't that right, Mother?”
Caught off guard, Angelo’s head jerked up, his eyes riveting towards Urszula. She took a very casual sip of her soup- finishing it off- before she tapped her spoon against the bottom of the bowl with a clink. “Well, I don’t think he needs it anymore, hm? So he can take it off just as soon as dinner is over.”
“I… I can?” Angelo asked, disbelief evident in his voice. “Cuff… off?”
“The fiancé to the heir of Meltaim hardly needs a cuff like that,” Tovah agreed.
“It's pretty,” declared Eitan. “If he don't want it no more, can I have it?”
“No,” Kott snapped. “You may not. Eat your soup, Eitan.”
Angelo frowned deeply at Kott, and Iwona bristled like an irate cat. Putting a hand on Eitan’s shoulder she said, “How about Mama takes you to the market tomorrow, honey? We can get an even better bracelet.”
“Okay!” Eitan, seemingly unfazed by his father’s curt words, nodded enthusiastically. “Can— can Tovah come?” he prattled on. “And Angelo, too!”
“Angelo isn’t ready for a trip out into the city just yet, I don’t think,” Urszula put in, before Angelo had time to get his hopes up. “But Tovah can go with you if she wants to. Maybe you can help her pick out a nice gift for her fiance, hm Eitan?” She grinned at the little boy, waving a casual hand to the blank server to take away her soup bowl.
“I'm good at gifts,” Eitan said. “I'll pick out something real nice.”
The meal proceeded normally from here— or at least, as normally as it could given the company. Though low-key by royal standards, all of the courses were filling and flavorful, and by the time dessert arrived the table was positively stuffed full (not that this stopped Eitan— and Tovah, with her insatiable sweet tooth— from requesting seconds).
Afterward, as Iwona excused herself to set the children down for the night, Urszula followed through with her promise to relieve her prisoner of his current cuff. The empress was smiling like a chuffed house cat as the cuff expanded in size enough that Angelo could slip it off. He almost immediately did so, swatting it from his wrist so that it clattered down onto the floor, as if afraid if he didn’t act quickly the empress would change her mind. His skin was dark and leathery in a perfect ring around where the cuff had rested- a burn scar, one which had small, tree-like forks branching up his forearm from it.
Angelo rubbed the marks, his jaw trembling. Slowly, he bowed his head to the empress. “Th-thank you.”
“Thank you, my dear prince,” Urszula said with a broad grin. “You have come a long way, and this is your rightful reward.”
As Kott— who hadn't left with his wife— studied the latticing scars, he let out a small whistle, seeming impressed. “And a nice reminder, no?” he said. “Of what'll happen if you… backslide.”
Tovah glowered, and it took every scrap of restraint within her to keep from swearing at her cousin. Urszula, seeming to read her daughter’s anger, put a hand on Tovah’s shoulder. “I doubt it will be a problem. Tovah perhaps you can escort Angelo back to his rooms? You can stop by the healer’s office on the way to get some lotion for the scars.”
Gods knew Tovah was not going to miss an opportunity to escape her mother’s company; in a moment she was on her feet, and Angelo trailed quickly at her heels. Kott followed them to the healer’s office, then back to Angelo’s windowless apartment before finally leaving them in the care of the boy’s door guards. Once they were alone, Angelo sighed explosively, slumping down onto his sofa.
“Woo, that was… I don’t know,” he said, slipping back into Valzick. Looking at his wrist he smiled tremulously. “It’s… really gone, isn’t it?”
“No more shocks,” agreed Tovah. “It's not quite a flat with windows but— it's good. It's really good, isn't it?”
“Not having to worry I’m going to be electrocuted for breathing in the wrong direction is a distinct improvement,” Angelo agreed, smiling at her warmly. “And being invited out of my rooms from time to time at least is better than being here at all times we aren’t studying.” He tilted his head. “Though is Kott always like that with his kids? They seem really sweet- Eitan especially.”
Tovah hesitated. “I think I've told you before that Kott’s been… stressed, right?”
“You’ve mentioned it yes,” Angelo agreed, tilting his head. “I imagine that’s why he decided to flaunt my mother’s jewelry at me tonight, to blow off steam.”
“Probably.” Tovah, sitting down gingerly on one of the cushy sofas, exhaled loudly. “Eitan,” she said. “He's… the reason for that stress.”
“What?” Angelo looked utterly baffled. “That sweet kid? Why? Is he sick?”
“No.” Tovah shook her head. “Eitan is six. He'll be seven in July. And… did you notice, Angelo? What he didn’t have?”
The Valzick prince’s expression must have advertised that this hinting struck no chord with him, because after a moment of waiting for it to click, when it still didn't she heaved another sigh.
“He has no wand,” she said. “He's almost seven, and he has no wand— because he hasn't shown any magic yet. Not a scrap.”
“O-oh, I…” he bit his lip. “That’s right. He mentioned that at dinner when I asked about being a war-mage. That he had no wand. I forgot you said kids here get them as soon as they show magic.” He gnawed his lip. “So what… what happens if he doesn’t end up being a mage then?”
“I… I don't know,” Tovah admitted. “Commoner kids… they get taken away from their parents. Sold. But… I don't know what happens in— in the nobility. The imperiality. Because it's so rare. Aristocratic bloodlines are so laden with magic that it's vanishingly rare. It hasn't happened in my lifetime.”
“S-sold?” Angelo bleated, his face going ashen under his Valzick complexion. “They just… sell their own seven-year-old kids into slavery?”
Tovah’s cheeks went red. “It's… it's…” She couldn't seem to find any words that would sate him, and her voice trailed off.
He buried his face in his hands, whimpering. “I’m sorry. I… I know it’s not your fault. B-but still that’s… that’s awful. In Valzaim children are seen as the closest of all people to the Woo- they are innocent, unknowing of evil, and so they are without sin. To intentionally hurt a child or turn away from one in pain…”
“My mother is going to have Eitan tested,” Tovah said, very quietly. “If he doesn't show his magic soon. Matvey is… is…” She gulped. “I don't think terrified is strong enough of a word.”
Angelo was trembling now. He looked up at Tovah, his dark eyes bleak. “He… he’s so young… such a sweet kid… I can’t imagine him as one of the blanks that flit around the palace, too cowed to look us in the eye.” Horror dawned in his eyes, and he whispered, “O-or… or one of the ones trained to b-bleed.”
“He… still has a little time,” Tovah said. “To show his magic. Before things get too drastic.”
“Y… yeah. I guess.” This answer clearly didn’t entirely sate Angelo, but he seemed to know better than to argue. For a long moment, he sat in silence, his face set in an expression of despair. Then, very softly, “Your mother does know neither of my parents are mages… right?”
“She has to.” Tovah shrugged. “... Why?”
“Tovah,” he said urgently. “She wants us to marry. Presumably to sire heirs for the Meltaiman imperiality. Have children.”
Tovah quickly shook her head. “It doesn't happen,” she said again. “Blanks in the imperial line. Not ever— like I said before, not in my lifetime, probably not even in Mother’s lifetime. I mean— even Eitan, he still has time. He's probably just a late bloomer. And one day we'll all laugh about how much of a fright he gave us.”
Angelo’s frown deepened, but he seemed to know better than to press it. After a moment he shook his head, looking down at his wrist again. “At least it seems our plan is working so far. Question is, where to from here? I’ll keep trying to improve my Meltaiman of course, but that’s only going to go so far.”
“I don't know,” Tovah admitted. “I think… maybe we should just take it one day at a time. One scheme at a time. For now.” She shut her eyes, briefly, then opened them again. “I'm sorry about Matvey wearing your mother’s ring, by the way,” she said. “That was prattish of him, even if he is stressed to all the hells about Eitan.”
He sighed softly. “It’s not your fault. I know you’d have told him off for it if your mother wasn’t watching.” An impish grin flitted across the prince’s face, and he added, “At least I can comfort myself that he’s wearing a trophy that is a momento of a blank. He didn’t even ask me why it was important to me, just figured out it was and swiped it.”
Tovah managed a very fragile laugh. “There's that,” she conceded. Then she brought a hand to her brow, rubbing it. “It's late,” she said. “I should probably go. I don't want to go, but…” She shrugged.
Angelo’s smile gentled. “I understand what you mean. It’s nice, just being able to talk like this. Even if our conversations aren’t always over the most pleasant topics, it’s good to get these things off your chest.”
“It is,” Tovah agreed. She stood. “Good night, Angelo. I'll try to come by to see you tomorrow? After I've gone shopping with Iwona and Eitan. Gods know that should be a madhouse- I'll tell you all about it, okay?”
“Sure,” Angelo agreed. “I’ll look forward to it.”
The weeks passed, and slowly Angelo’s grasp of Meltaiman improved. He was invited out of his room to take dinner with the family at least a few times a week, and the empress started having him escorted to the gardens for tea time instead of taking it in his apartment. The young man learned more about Meltaim’s culture, its people, and against his wishes, its religion.
The longer he was in the palace playing along with Urszula’s schemes, the easier it got to simply… submit. Go along. Do what she asked him to do. Though he still loathed that windowless apartment with an unbridled passion, at least now he was no longer trapped in it alone almost all of the time. He didn’t precisely enjoy the dinner parties and tea times, with Urszula breathing down his neck, but at least he wasn’t bored.
And yet.
With every inch he gave, he felt his spirits fall a mile. Every concession was a piece of his identity surrendered to the Glass Empress. His demeanor started to resemble that of the palace blanks, beaten down and quietly submissive. His eyes became ever more dull and glassy. When he smiled it was a tired, weak, and profoundly sad expression.
Kott— increasingly stressed— barely seemed to notice the moods, and the empress was either too self-absorbed or too callous to care; the same, however, could not be said for Tovah.
“Angelo,” she said one morning, as they sat in the library with great shafts of light streaming in through the window. There was a book open in her lap— Meltaiman tense shifts, exciting as always— but rather than taking notes, Angelo’s quill had seemingly frozen against the sheaf of parchment she'd given him. Speaking in Valzick, she accused, “You're not even listening, are you? I'm talking to myself.”
He blinked, seeming to come back to himself, then gave her a tremulous smile. “S-sorry,” he replied, using Meltaiman. “Was… bad morning. Won’t do again.”
“Bad morning?” She tilted her head. “Why? What happened?”
Angelo bit his lip, looking down at the quill in his hand. “Took… a bath. The blanks, called for water. Water…” he mimed splashing. “On me. I…”
His voice faltered, and Angelo slipped into Valzick, barely daring to speak over a whisper. “The blank tripped and splashed me. The water was hot, a-and I cried out. The guards that always supervise, one of them s-slapped the blank. And… and I didn’t do anything. I didn’t even look away. I just watched.” He clenched his fist around the quill, snapping it between his fingers. “I-I just w-watched.”
“Oh.” Tovah’s own face fell. “I’m sorry, Angelo. But…” She turned to face him straight on, her light eyes meeting his dark ones. “That’s not your fault, all right? You couldn’t have stopped it. Not even if you’d tried. And trying… trying would’ve gotten you hurt on top of the blank’s pain.”
“But I didn’t used to care about that,” he murmured, averting his gaze as if he couldn’t bear to look straight into Tovah’s eyes. “I was a prince. A soldier. I was willing to lay down my life for my people. Be tortured without telling my country’s secrets. Now? I just watched. B-because I was too afraid for myself to intervene.”
“There’s no shame,” Tovah said, “in doing what you need to in order to survive. You don’t need to be a martyr, Angelo. Your suffering— it’s… it’s not as though if you’d suffered, too, that blank would’ve been okay. He’d have gotten hit anyway.”
“You don’t get it!” the prince snapped, though this time he did not dare raise his voice. In a harsh whisper he went on, “I’m not Prince Angelo of Valzaim anymore. That man wasn’t a coward. He didn’t kowtow to the empress of Meltaim and do her bidding just so he wouldn’t get hurt. Prince Angelo had pride, and honor, and compassion for those weaker than him.” His jaw trembling, his voice frail, Angelo whimpered, “The man I used to be is dead. As surely as if he’d faced the lancing spells of those trainee soldiers. Now? I’m nothing. J-just an empty vessel for the Glass Empress to pour her perfect prince-consort into.”
“That’s not true,” Tovah said. She snapped shut the book in her lap. “You’re not a vessel, Angelo. That bad things happen outside of your control doesn’t mean that you’re good as dead. The world cursed world would be good as dead if that were true.”
“But I have no control,” he hissed. “None. I can either submit, or die. Once I said I’d rather have died than submit. But… but…”
A sob escaped him. Not on loud wailing sob, or one of anger or frustration. A small, broken sound, aching with despair. As though she’d been punched, Tovah flinched. Her face was wrought with an expression nearly as agonised as his was.
“Angelo.” She scooted closer to him, gingerly, as one might approach a terrified puppy. “Look at me. Please?”
He hesitated for a long minute, then slowly he obeyed. “I don't know who I am anymore, Tovah. My own father wouldn't know me.”
“You’re kind,” said Tovah, reaching out a hand and twining her fingers firmly through his. “You’re clever. You’re thoughtful. You… you…” She cracked a small, tentative smile. “You’re good at making up games. You know how to tell a stellar story. You laugh at my dumb jokes and you don’t punch me for calling you ‘Angie’, even though it’s a girl’s name.” Tovah bit her lip. “You’re my friend. My only real friend.”
The Valzick blinked hard, offering a very small smile of his own. “I’m g-glad, Tovah. To be your friend. I still don't know why the Woo sent me to this fate, but whatever the reason, I am glad it let me meet you. You’re smart, and thoughtful, and you don't dismiss the Valzick parts of me just because they’re Valzick, and… a-and…”
He swallowed hard, hesitating for a long minute. Then, gathering what little was left of his courage and nerve, he leaned towards Tovah, pressing his lips to hers.
She froze.
For a long moment, she froze.
Clearly she hadn’t been expecting this. Hadn’t been expecting this at all. Her eyes widened, and her palms curled. Her breath skipped several beats.
And then, gingerly, tenderly, she returned the gesture. Their noses butted, and she managed a small, shaky laugh. “I’m not any good at this,” she breathed to him. “I don’t know how to turn my face.”
He laughed shakily in reply, his face feeling like a forge fire. “I’m not exactly experienced at it either. Father would've killed me if I was caught kissing anybody before my inevitable political wedding.” He rested his forehead against hers. “But maybe we can figure it out together? I-if you want.”
“O-okay.” Exhaling unevenly, Tovah brushed her lips back against his, lingering longer this time. “It’s… nice,” she murmured. “This.”
“It is,” he agreed in in a hushed whisper. “I feel… safe with you. Safer than I’ve felt with anybody.” He put a tentative, gentle arm around her shoulders, and she turned and shifted herself so that she was nested with her back against his chest.
“Everything w-will be okay, Angelo,” she whispered to him. “It will be. I know it. You’ll be okay. We’ll be okay. Together.”
Even though he knew this was exactly what the Glass Empress wanted, he found himself nodding. “The empress can take my body and my mind. But my soul will always belong to the Woo, and my heart…” He nuzzled his head against Tovah’s. “My heart is yours. Always.”
She shut her eyes. “Sometimes I’m still just… surprised you don’t hate me,” she told him, voice hitching. “If I were you… I’d hate me. I’d hate me so, so much.”
“At first I did,” Angelo admitted. “But you are very devious, you know? You did the one thing I couldn’t resist; you cared. You really, sincerely cared. Not just about my wellbeing, but about me as a person. Who I was, the things I enjoy, my past.”
“I wasn’t… meaning to,” Tovah admitted. “It never crossed my mind. I j-just… talked to you because it’s what my mother wanted. And then… in a blink…” She swallowed hard, her breathing fall in rhythm with his. “You aren’t dead inside, Angelo. T-to make a person like me truly care about someone they’ve grown up deriding? To feel guilt watching a bleeder cut when it’s something I’ve seen hundreds— thousands— of times? That’s…”
“That’s the foremost thing that Wooism teaches,” he murmured. “Forgiveness. Redemption. The idea that no person is irredeemable, and our place is not to judge but to inform. To reach out. To be open in heart and mind. A-and I try. Woo, I try.”
“You do a good job,” Tovah said. “I bet you’d make him proud. Your Woo.” She laughed— a very tremulous, watery laugh. “I think my mother would have my g-guts for supper if she ever heard me say that.”
“I won’t tell a soul,” Angelo promised with a crooked smile. He hesitated a beat, then added, “You’re… you’re beautiful, you know. I’d been thinking it for a while, but… I was too embarrassed to say it.”
“Oh,” Tovah said, her laugh growing less tenuous. “Now you’re j-just trying to flatter me, princeling. I think I shall have to report you. Or sc-scream for my guards.”
“Aw, but if you did that, I might have to hush you somehow.” He held his face close to hers, their lips just barely brushing. “Somehow.”
“Dastardly,” she murmured somberly. “You wouldn't.”
“Maybe I wouldn’t, maybe I would,” he replied. “Want to risk it?”
“Hmm.” She opened her mouth, as though to feign that she was about to start to scream; but there was no missing the mischievous glint in her eyes, and Angelo pressed his lips back against hers. This time he was successful in turning his head so their noses didn’t bump into each other, and Tovah couldn't help but laugh, murmuring to him: “You're getting pretty good at this, huh?”
“I’m a quick learner,” he agreed. “Helps that you’re a patient teacher.”
“You should pass those praises on to my mother,” Tovah teased. “She'll think you're talking about the Meltaiman lessons.”
He laughed. “Probably. But I think I got a touch distracted from those.” He winked. “Don’t rat me out, teach.”
“My lips are sealed,” she promised. Then— very, very delicately, as if she half-expected him to blanch away in horror— she whispered, “I th-think I might love you, Angelo.”
The prince swallowed hard, his entire face burning. “I think I love you too.” Wrapping both arms around Tovah, he whispered again, “I think I love you too.”
Tovah, seated on a velvet-embroidered settee with a book in her lap, looked up and quirked her brow. Her mother sounded… happy— which was always jarring, because the empress’s joy never came across quite right. It was always missing something. Like a veneer. Painted and lacquered with nothing of value beneath it.
“Mother,” the teenager said, shutting the book. “You need something?” The empress always needed something. She never talked merely for the sake of it.
“Motya and I were just having tea with Prince Angelo, and well,” she smiled towards her nephew, who was trailing her into the room; her expression looked positively predatory. “He gave us quite the surprise, wouldn’t you say?”
“Mm,” Kott said by way of agreement. There were bags beneath his eyes— heavy ones. He looked as if he had an infinite number of places he'd have rather been than skulking after his aunt like an obedient hound. “It was quite surprising, yes.”
“Oh?” said Tovah.
“Meltaiman,” the Empress purred. “He spoke to us only in Meltaiman. His accent is awful of course and his communication as basic as a toddler but… he didn’t try to default to Valzick once, even when he didn’t know a word.”
Tovah only barely bit back a small smirk. She and Angelo had been slowly been working up to this, ever since their teary confessional conversation over a month ago. They'd known they needed to take baby steps, that Urszula would grow suspicious if his turnaround was too quick, and it had been a great effort in patience not to rush matters.
It delighted Tovah to no end to see that it had started working.
That finally, finally, it had started working.
Her voice the perfect measure of neutral surprise, she said to her mother: “Oh? Is that so? How lovely— that must've been the nicest surprise.”
Urszula smiled widely. “The gods work their miracles for us, purging the evil that the blanks have instilled in Angelo’s heart.” She tilted her head. “And I do believe I made a promise to reward him if he started to speak in Meltaiman properly, didn’t I my love?”
“You did,” agreed Tovah, not daring to let herself sound too eager. Nor did she wish to push her luck, voice casual as she suggested, “Perhaps a flat with windows, Mother? Like we spoke about before?”
“As I said, he can have a flat with windows once he converts,” Urszula said, quirking an eyebrow as her lips curled slightly in a frown. “But- I will keep my promise to have off his current cuff. I think at this point he is trustworthy enough not to need it- and I daresay if he abuses that trust, we can handle it.” She quirked an eyebrow towards Kott, who only heaved a sigh.
“If that is your will, majesty,” her nephew said. He hesitated for a moment. “Although… if you believe he is more trustworthy… shall you still require my service as his guard? As you might understand, I— ah…” He shifted on his heel. “I might prefer to spend my energies elsewhere. These days.”
“Patience, Motya,” she soothed, putting a hand on her nephew’s shoulder. “There is time yet- have a little faith, hm?”
Kott clenched his jaw, and Tovah frowned. “Have you scheduled the tests yet?” she asked.
“No.” Kott looked away, a rare flash of emotion that wasn't merely derision or anger crossing his pale face. “Your mother wishes to wait until springtime.” A beat. “Until… closer to his birthday.”
“I keep telling you it’ll be fine,” Urszula said firmly. “And we’re celebrating right now, remember? Why, I think this calls for a nice family dinner.” She smirked towards Tovah. “Just you, me, Motya’s brood, and your groom-to-be.”
As Kott scowled, seemingly put off by his aunt’s cool dismissal, Tovah blinked. “Dinner?” she asked. “With— all of us?”
“You wanted me to start treating Angelo like a man who will one day be my son-in-law, did you not?” Urszula asked, lifting a brow. “Have you changed your mind?”
“No,” Tovah said quickly. “Of course not.” She made herself sit a bit straighter. “Shall we being having the meal in the banquet hall, or…”
“Oh, no need for such formality,” the girl’s mother replied. “We’re introducing Angelo to his future family, so we’ll keep it low-key. A nice dinner in our private dining room. And at the conclusion we can surprise him by taking his current cuff.”
“Tonight?” Tovah dearly hoped she wasn't seeming overeager.
“Hmm,” Urszula clearly hadn’t intended for something on such short notice, but after a moment she shrugged. “All right. Show him quickly that progress metes rewards. Though if I didn’t know any better I’d almost think you’ve grown fond of our little heathen houseguest.”
“Well.” Tovah schooled her face to an expression of cool indifference. “He is to be my husband, nay? I've always been under the impression that being fond of your spouse is acceptable.” She wagged her brow. “Even helpful, in certain avenues.”
Urszula chuckled, gently swatting her daughter on the arm. A few hours later, sure enough, as the family was gathered and the last of the preparations for dinner being undertaken in the kitchen, Kott escorted an extremely bewildered- and for once not hooded- Angelo into the imperial family’s private dining room. Tovah, already seated in one of the cushioned chairs at the polished oak dining table, smiled immediately toward Angelo, giving him what she rather hoped was a look of reassurance… but before she could manage proper verbal greeting, the small, wild-haired boy who sat beside her— Kott’s son— beat her to it.
“You’re the prince!” he trilled in singsong Meltaiman; at six, he was too small yet to have begun his foreign language lessons, and so he spoke not a lick of Valzick. “Papa says you’re a heathen, is it true you’re a heathen—”
“Eitan!” Kott looked horrified. “That’s terribly rude— hardly a way to greet a guest!”
The boy grinned bashfully. “Sorry, Papa.”
Angelo had only caught a faint smattering of the rapid exchange between father and son, but he at least recognized the cheery tone of the little boy’s words and smiled kindly towards him. “Good evening, small prince. I’m Angelo. It’s nice to meet you.”
All simple phrases he’d learned by rote, thank Woo, but still he glanced towards Tovah as if to check he’d spoken correctly. She nodded in encouragement— and the little boy, Eitan, beamed like a summer sun at high noon.
“I’m not a prince,” he chirped, giggling. “I’m a lord.”
Tovah just barely stifled a laugh. “That’s right,” she said, reaching out to pat her cousin’s shoulder. “Such a smart little boy, aren’t you, Eitan?”
“Uh-huh!” he agreed. A beat. “But— is it true? That he’s a heathen like Papa said?”
Seated on the other side of her son, with her and Matvey’s toddler daughter perched on her knee, Kott’s wife gently tugged the small boy's ear. "Eitan, we don't gossip about people, remember? It's impolite." She cast Angelo a wan, guarded smile. "Hello, Prince Angelo. I am Iwona Kott. Major-General Matvey is my husband. It's good to finally meet you."
Angelo bowed his head, swallowing hard as he followed Kott's direction to a seat across from Tovah and Eitan. "Good to meet you," he parroted. "Thank you... ah... thank you... food, with me."
“Hopefully you shall enjoy the meal, hm?” Kott said as he took his own seat. “I am sure Her Imperial Majesty has requested a delicious menu.”
Urszula, seated on Tovah’s other side, smiled. “I wouldn’t dream of doing less, dear nephew. It shall be resplendent.” To Eitan she added with a wink, “I’ve asked the cooks to prepare that pie you love so much for desert, so mind your Mama and Papa, okay?”
The boy grinned like a cat. “Okay!” he promised. “I'll be real good.”
Kott, rather than looking endeared by his son’s enthusiasm, only heaved a weary sigh. “I'm sure you will be,” he said, forcing a wan smile. He snapped his fingers at a serving blank who hovered nearby. “Wine.”
The blank immediately scuttled over to fill Matvey’s pitcher, and Angelo was hard pressed not to wince. He couldn’t break character, but it was so hard not to look away from the slave who reacted with the trained promptness of a well-broken hound. He forced himself to smile at Kott-
Then his eyes hooked on a small chain of silver peeking out from under the man’s shirt, and his eye twitched. He flashed a look towards Tovah, feeling his throat catch. His mother’s ring.
As she followed his gaze, Tovah furrowed a brow. For a moment, the girl seemed merely confused— he'd only mentioned the heirloom necklace to her once, months ago. But then, after a few moments of racking her brain, it seemed to click in Tovah’s mind. She frowned. Crass— gods, it was crass, for her cousin to don the jewelry he'd pilfered at a meal he'd known Angelo was to attend.
“Something the matter, dears?” Urszula asked, a shade too cheerfully. Angelo winced.
“Is… good,” he said, forcing a smile. As the blanks began to emerge with what must have been a soup course he added to Eitan, “So, um… you… you battle-mage? Like Papa?”
Kott’s jaw snapped shut, as if he'd been punched— but Eitan, oblivious, nodded earnestly. “I will be!” he declared. “Once I'm older. An’ I get my wand.”
Tovah swallowed hard. “That's right,” she said— but her voice was somehow hollow. Like the empress’s eyes when she smiled. “You'll be a great soldier, I bet.”
Angelo frowned, caught off guard by Tovah and Kott’s reactions. A bowl of reddish soup was set in front of him, and he glanced down at it with furrowed brow. Iwona put an arm on her son’s shoulder, smiling thinly. “You will be a fine warmage, Eitan. I know it. Mama’s intuition.”
“Well.” Kott cleared his throat, exchanging an unknowable look with his wife, to which she scowled. “Shall we eat?”
“Yes, eat,” Tovah said, almost hurriedly. “You’ll like the soup, Angelo,” she told the Valzick prince. “It’s got a nice spice to it— you always complain our food’s too bland, right?”
“Spice is good,” Angelo agreed, wondering what on earth he was missing. He took a sip of the soup, tilting his head as the unfamiliar flavor slid over his tongue. “Good,” he repeated with a smile. Impishly he added, “but need salt.”
“Valzaim must have interesting cooking practices,” Urszula noted dryly. “But you are Meltaiman now, yes? So I’m sure you will learn to enjoy our food.”
“He already knows about my sweet tooth,” Tovah joked. “So he can buy me all the candy in the city. Isn’t that right, Angelo?”
The Valzick prince laughed softly. “Much money to buy candy, yes.” He mimed rubbing two coins together, and Kott’s toddler daughter giggled.
“He talks funny,” she announced.
“Yetta,” Kott warned, brow raised.
“What?” she tilted her head. “What’s-a matter, Papa?”
“It’s not polite to say people talk funny, love,” Yetta’s mother explained, patting the girl’s head. “Prince Angelo can’t help it, he’s from far away. He’s still learning Meltaiman.”
“I… not mad,” Angelo put in. He winked at the little girl. “Make good funny?”
“Uh-huh,” the child chirped, beaming. To her brother she added, “Angelo play?”
“Oooh.” Eitan seemed very excited about this day. “I bet he knows games - like Tovah! Do you know games, Prince Ang’lo? Do ya?”
He chuckled. “I know some. Make some too, hm?” he winked at Tovah.
“He's very creative,” Tovah agreed. “But I betchya you could beat him, hm? Clever as you are.”
Kott massaged his temple, teeth still gritted. As he moved his arm his stolen necklace swayed, tinkling on its chain, and Angelo clenched his teeth, eyes smoldering with bitter anger. Why would Kott wear his mother’s necklace tonight of all nights? Was he trying to goad the Valzick into something? Or was it just a petty move to toy with someone who couldn’t fight back?
“Pretty bracelet!” Yetta gasped as Angelo lifted his arm to take another sip of soup. The Valzick, already stiff from anger over the necklace, froze entirely, clenching his eyes shut.
“It's actually,” Tovah said softly, eyes hooking— halfway in a challenge— with her mother’s, “a very uncomfortable bracelet. But the good thing is… Mother is going to let Angelo take it off tonight. Isn't that right, Mother?”
Caught off guard, Angelo’s head jerked up, his eyes riveting towards Urszula. She took a very casual sip of her soup- finishing it off- before she tapped her spoon against the bottom of the bowl with a clink. “Well, I don’t think he needs it anymore, hm? So he can take it off just as soon as dinner is over.”
“I… I can?” Angelo asked, disbelief evident in his voice. “Cuff… off?”
“The fiancé to the heir of Meltaim hardly needs a cuff like that,” Tovah agreed.
“It's pretty,” declared Eitan. “If he don't want it no more, can I have it?”
“No,” Kott snapped. “You may not. Eat your soup, Eitan.”
Angelo frowned deeply at Kott, and Iwona bristled like an irate cat. Putting a hand on Eitan’s shoulder she said, “How about Mama takes you to the market tomorrow, honey? We can get an even better bracelet.”
“Okay!” Eitan, seemingly unfazed by his father’s curt words, nodded enthusiastically. “Can— can Tovah come?” he prattled on. “And Angelo, too!”
“Angelo isn’t ready for a trip out into the city just yet, I don’t think,” Urszula put in, before Angelo had time to get his hopes up. “But Tovah can go with you if she wants to. Maybe you can help her pick out a nice gift for her fiance, hm Eitan?” She grinned at the little boy, waving a casual hand to the blank server to take away her soup bowl.
“I'm good at gifts,” Eitan said. “I'll pick out something real nice.”
The meal proceeded normally from here— or at least, as normally as it could given the company. Though low-key by royal standards, all of the courses were filling and flavorful, and by the time dessert arrived the table was positively stuffed full (not that this stopped Eitan— and Tovah, with her insatiable sweet tooth— from requesting seconds).
Afterward, as Iwona excused herself to set the children down for the night, Urszula followed through with her promise to relieve her prisoner of his current cuff. The empress was smiling like a chuffed house cat as the cuff expanded in size enough that Angelo could slip it off. He almost immediately did so, swatting it from his wrist so that it clattered down onto the floor, as if afraid if he didn’t act quickly the empress would change her mind. His skin was dark and leathery in a perfect ring around where the cuff had rested- a burn scar, one which had small, tree-like forks branching up his forearm from it.
Angelo rubbed the marks, his jaw trembling. Slowly, he bowed his head to the empress. “Th-thank you.”
“Thank you, my dear prince,” Urszula said with a broad grin. “You have come a long way, and this is your rightful reward.”
As Kott— who hadn't left with his wife— studied the latticing scars, he let out a small whistle, seeming impressed. “And a nice reminder, no?” he said. “Of what'll happen if you… backslide.”
Tovah glowered, and it took every scrap of restraint within her to keep from swearing at her cousin. Urszula, seeming to read her daughter’s anger, put a hand on Tovah’s shoulder. “I doubt it will be a problem. Tovah perhaps you can escort Angelo back to his rooms? You can stop by the healer’s office on the way to get some lotion for the scars.”
Gods knew Tovah was not going to miss an opportunity to escape her mother’s company; in a moment she was on her feet, and Angelo trailed quickly at her heels. Kott followed them to the healer’s office, then back to Angelo’s windowless apartment before finally leaving them in the care of the boy’s door guards. Once they were alone, Angelo sighed explosively, slumping down onto his sofa.
“Woo, that was… I don’t know,” he said, slipping back into Valzick. Looking at his wrist he smiled tremulously. “It’s… really gone, isn’t it?”
“No more shocks,” agreed Tovah. “It's not quite a flat with windows but— it's good. It's really good, isn't it?”
“Not having to worry I’m going to be electrocuted for breathing in the wrong direction is a distinct improvement,” Angelo agreed, smiling at her warmly. “And being invited out of my rooms from time to time at least is better than being here at all times we aren’t studying.” He tilted his head. “Though is Kott always like that with his kids? They seem really sweet- Eitan especially.”
Tovah hesitated. “I think I've told you before that Kott’s been… stressed, right?”
“You’ve mentioned it yes,” Angelo agreed, tilting his head. “I imagine that’s why he decided to flaunt my mother’s jewelry at me tonight, to blow off steam.”
“Probably.” Tovah, sitting down gingerly on one of the cushy sofas, exhaled loudly. “Eitan,” she said. “He's… the reason for that stress.”
“What?” Angelo looked utterly baffled. “That sweet kid? Why? Is he sick?”
“No.” Tovah shook her head. “Eitan is six. He'll be seven in July. And… did you notice, Angelo? What he didn’t have?”
The Valzick prince’s expression must have advertised that this hinting struck no chord with him, because after a moment of waiting for it to click, when it still didn't she heaved another sigh.
“He has no wand,” she said. “He's almost seven, and he has no wand— because he hasn't shown any magic yet. Not a scrap.”
“O-oh, I…” he bit his lip. “That’s right. He mentioned that at dinner when I asked about being a war-mage. That he had no wand. I forgot you said kids here get them as soon as they show magic.” He gnawed his lip. “So what… what happens if he doesn’t end up being a mage then?”
“I… I don't know,” Tovah admitted. “Commoner kids… they get taken away from their parents. Sold. But… I don't know what happens in— in the nobility. The imperiality. Because it's so rare. Aristocratic bloodlines are so laden with magic that it's vanishingly rare. It hasn't happened in my lifetime.”
“S-sold?” Angelo bleated, his face going ashen under his Valzick complexion. “They just… sell their own seven-year-old kids into slavery?”
Tovah’s cheeks went red. “It's… it's…” She couldn't seem to find any words that would sate him, and her voice trailed off.
He buried his face in his hands, whimpering. “I’m sorry. I… I know it’s not your fault. B-but still that’s… that’s awful. In Valzaim children are seen as the closest of all people to the Woo- they are innocent, unknowing of evil, and so they are without sin. To intentionally hurt a child or turn away from one in pain…”
“My mother is going to have Eitan tested,” Tovah said, very quietly. “If he doesn't show his magic soon. Matvey is… is…” She gulped. “I don't think terrified is strong enough of a word.”
Angelo was trembling now. He looked up at Tovah, his dark eyes bleak. “He… he’s so young… such a sweet kid… I can’t imagine him as one of the blanks that flit around the palace, too cowed to look us in the eye.” Horror dawned in his eyes, and he whispered, “O-or… or one of the ones trained to b-bleed.”
“He… still has a little time,” Tovah said. “To show his magic. Before things get too drastic.”
“Y… yeah. I guess.” This answer clearly didn’t entirely sate Angelo, but he seemed to know better than to argue. For a long moment, he sat in silence, his face set in an expression of despair. Then, very softly, “Your mother does know neither of my parents are mages… right?”
“She has to.” Tovah shrugged. “... Why?”
“Tovah,” he said urgently. “She wants us to marry. Presumably to sire heirs for the Meltaiman imperiality. Have children.”
Tovah quickly shook her head. “It doesn't happen,” she said again. “Blanks in the imperial line. Not ever— like I said before, not in my lifetime, probably not even in Mother’s lifetime. I mean— even Eitan, he still has time. He's probably just a late bloomer. And one day we'll all laugh about how much of a fright he gave us.”
Angelo’s frown deepened, but he seemed to know better than to press it. After a moment he shook his head, looking down at his wrist again. “At least it seems our plan is working so far. Question is, where to from here? I’ll keep trying to improve my Meltaiman of course, but that’s only going to go so far.”
“I don't know,” Tovah admitted. “I think… maybe we should just take it one day at a time. One scheme at a time. For now.” She shut her eyes, briefly, then opened them again. “I'm sorry about Matvey wearing your mother’s ring, by the way,” she said. “That was prattish of him, even if he is stressed to all the hells about Eitan.”
He sighed softly. “It’s not your fault. I know you’d have told him off for it if your mother wasn’t watching.” An impish grin flitted across the prince’s face, and he added, “At least I can comfort myself that he’s wearing a trophy that is a momento of a blank. He didn’t even ask me why it was important to me, just figured out it was and swiped it.”
Tovah managed a very fragile laugh. “There's that,” she conceded. Then she brought a hand to her brow, rubbing it. “It's late,” she said. “I should probably go. I don't want to go, but…” She shrugged.
Angelo’s smile gentled. “I understand what you mean. It’s nice, just being able to talk like this. Even if our conversations aren’t always over the most pleasant topics, it’s good to get these things off your chest.”
“It is,” Tovah agreed. She stood. “Good night, Angelo. I'll try to come by to see you tomorrow? After I've gone shopping with Iwona and Eitan. Gods know that should be a madhouse- I'll tell you all about it, okay?”
“Sure,” Angelo agreed. “I’ll look forward to it.”
* * *
The weeks passed, and slowly Angelo’s grasp of Meltaiman improved. He was invited out of his room to take dinner with the family at least a few times a week, and the empress started having him escorted to the gardens for tea time instead of taking it in his apartment. The young man learned more about Meltaim’s culture, its people, and against his wishes, its religion.
The longer he was in the palace playing along with Urszula’s schemes, the easier it got to simply… submit. Go along. Do what she asked him to do. Though he still loathed that windowless apartment with an unbridled passion, at least now he was no longer trapped in it alone almost all of the time. He didn’t precisely enjoy the dinner parties and tea times, with Urszula breathing down his neck, but at least he wasn’t bored.
And yet.
With every inch he gave, he felt his spirits fall a mile. Every concession was a piece of his identity surrendered to the Glass Empress. His demeanor started to resemble that of the palace blanks, beaten down and quietly submissive. His eyes became ever more dull and glassy. When he smiled it was a tired, weak, and profoundly sad expression.
Kott— increasingly stressed— barely seemed to notice the moods, and the empress was either too self-absorbed or too callous to care; the same, however, could not be said for Tovah.
“Angelo,” she said one morning, as they sat in the library with great shafts of light streaming in through the window. There was a book open in her lap— Meltaiman tense shifts, exciting as always— but rather than taking notes, Angelo’s quill had seemingly frozen against the sheaf of parchment she'd given him. Speaking in Valzick, she accused, “You're not even listening, are you? I'm talking to myself.”
He blinked, seeming to come back to himself, then gave her a tremulous smile. “S-sorry,” he replied, using Meltaiman. “Was… bad morning. Won’t do again.”
“Bad morning?” She tilted her head. “Why? What happened?”
Angelo bit his lip, looking down at the quill in his hand. “Took… a bath. The blanks, called for water. Water…” he mimed splashing. “On me. I…”
His voice faltered, and Angelo slipped into Valzick, barely daring to speak over a whisper. “The blank tripped and splashed me. The water was hot, a-and I cried out. The guards that always supervise, one of them s-slapped the blank. And… and I didn’t do anything. I didn’t even look away. I just watched.” He clenched his fist around the quill, snapping it between his fingers. “I-I just w-watched.”
“Oh.” Tovah’s own face fell. “I’m sorry, Angelo. But…” She turned to face him straight on, her light eyes meeting his dark ones. “That’s not your fault, all right? You couldn’t have stopped it. Not even if you’d tried. And trying… trying would’ve gotten you hurt on top of the blank’s pain.”
“But I didn’t used to care about that,” he murmured, averting his gaze as if he couldn’t bear to look straight into Tovah’s eyes. “I was a prince. A soldier. I was willing to lay down my life for my people. Be tortured without telling my country’s secrets. Now? I just watched. B-because I was too afraid for myself to intervene.”
“There’s no shame,” Tovah said, “in doing what you need to in order to survive. You don’t need to be a martyr, Angelo. Your suffering— it’s… it’s not as though if you’d suffered, too, that blank would’ve been okay. He’d have gotten hit anyway.”
“You don’t get it!” the prince snapped, though this time he did not dare raise his voice. In a harsh whisper he went on, “I’m not Prince Angelo of Valzaim anymore. That man wasn’t a coward. He didn’t kowtow to the empress of Meltaim and do her bidding just so he wouldn’t get hurt. Prince Angelo had pride, and honor, and compassion for those weaker than him.” His jaw trembling, his voice frail, Angelo whimpered, “The man I used to be is dead. As surely as if he’d faced the lancing spells of those trainee soldiers. Now? I’m nothing. J-just an empty vessel for the Glass Empress to pour her perfect prince-consort into.”
“That’s not true,” Tovah said. She snapped shut the book in her lap. “You’re not a vessel, Angelo. That bad things happen outside of your control doesn’t mean that you’re good as dead. The world cursed world would be good as dead if that were true.”
“But I have no control,” he hissed. “None. I can either submit, or die. Once I said I’d rather have died than submit. But… but…”
A sob escaped him. Not on loud wailing sob, or one of anger or frustration. A small, broken sound, aching with despair. As though she’d been punched, Tovah flinched. Her face was wrought with an expression nearly as agonised as his was.
“Angelo.” She scooted closer to him, gingerly, as one might approach a terrified puppy. “Look at me. Please?”
He hesitated for a long minute, then slowly he obeyed. “I don't know who I am anymore, Tovah. My own father wouldn't know me.”
“You’re kind,” said Tovah, reaching out a hand and twining her fingers firmly through his. “You’re clever. You’re thoughtful. You… you…” She cracked a small, tentative smile. “You’re good at making up games. You know how to tell a stellar story. You laugh at my dumb jokes and you don’t punch me for calling you ‘Angie’, even though it’s a girl’s name.” Tovah bit her lip. “You’re my friend. My only real friend.”
The Valzick blinked hard, offering a very small smile of his own. “I’m g-glad, Tovah. To be your friend. I still don't know why the Woo sent me to this fate, but whatever the reason, I am glad it let me meet you. You’re smart, and thoughtful, and you don't dismiss the Valzick parts of me just because they’re Valzick, and… a-and…”
He swallowed hard, hesitating for a long minute. Then, gathering what little was left of his courage and nerve, he leaned towards Tovah, pressing his lips to hers.
She froze.
For a long moment, she froze.
Clearly she hadn’t been expecting this. Hadn’t been expecting this at all. Her eyes widened, and her palms curled. Her breath skipped several beats.
And then, gingerly, tenderly, she returned the gesture. Their noses butted, and she managed a small, shaky laugh. “I’m not any good at this,” she breathed to him. “I don’t know how to turn my face.”
He laughed shakily in reply, his face feeling like a forge fire. “I’m not exactly experienced at it either. Father would've killed me if I was caught kissing anybody before my inevitable political wedding.” He rested his forehead against hers. “But maybe we can figure it out together? I-if you want.”
“O-okay.” Exhaling unevenly, Tovah brushed her lips back against his, lingering longer this time. “It’s… nice,” she murmured. “This.”
“It is,” he agreed in in a hushed whisper. “I feel… safe with you. Safer than I’ve felt with anybody.” He put a tentative, gentle arm around her shoulders, and she turned and shifted herself so that she was nested with her back against his chest.
“Everything w-will be okay, Angelo,” she whispered to him. “It will be. I know it. You’ll be okay. We’ll be okay. Together.”
Even though he knew this was exactly what the Glass Empress wanted, he found himself nodding. “The empress can take my body and my mind. But my soul will always belong to the Woo, and my heart…” He nuzzled his head against Tovah’s. “My heart is yours. Always.”
She shut her eyes. “Sometimes I’m still just… surprised you don’t hate me,” she told him, voice hitching. “If I were you… I’d hate me. I’d hate me so, so much.”
“At first I did,” Angelo admitted. “But you are very devious, you know? You did the one thing I couldn’t resist; you cared. You really, sincerely cared. Not just about my wellbeing, but about me as a person. Who I was, the things I enjoy, my past.”
“I wasn’t… meaning to,” Tovah admitted. “It never crossed my mind. I j-just… talked to you because it’s what my mother wanted. And then… in a blink…” She swallowed hard, her breathing fall in rhythm with his. “You aren’t dead inside, Angelo. T-to make a person like me truly care about someone they’ve grown up deriding? To feel guilt watching a bleeder cut when it’s something I’ve seen hundreds— thousands— of times? That’s…”
“That’s the foremost thing that Wooism teaches,” he murmured. “Forgiveness. Redemption. The idea that no person is irredeemable, and our place is not to judge but to inform. To reach out. To be open in heart and mind. A-and I try. Woo, I try.”
“You do a good job,” Tovah said. “I bet you’d make him proud. Your Woo.” She laughed— a very tremulous, watery laugh. “I think my mother would have my g-guts for supper if she ever heard me say that.”
“I won’t tell a soul,” Angelo promised with a crooked smile. He hesitated a beat, then added, “You’re… you’re beautiful, you know. I’d been thinking it for a while, but… I was too embarrassed to say it.”
“Oh,” Tovah said, her laugh growing less tenuous. “Now you’re j-just trying to flatter me, princeling. I think I shall have to report you. Or sc-scream for my guards.”
“Aw, but if you did that, I might have to hush you somehow.” He held his face close to hers, their lips just barely brushing. “Somehow.”
“Dastardly,” she murmured somberly. “You wouldn't.”
“Maybe I wouldn’t, maybe I would,” he replied. “Want to risk it?”
“Hmm.” She opened her mouth, as though to feign that she was about to start to scream; but there was no missing the mischievous glint in her eyes, and Angelo pressed his lips back against hers. This time he was successful in turning his head so their noses didn’t bump into each other, and Tovah couldn't help but laugh, murmuring to him: “You're getting pretty good at this, huh?”
“I’m a quick learner,” he agreed. “Helps that you’re a patient teacher.”
“You should pass those praises on to my mother,” Tovah teased. “She'll think you're talking about the Meltaiman lessons.”
He laughed. “Probably. But I think I got a touch distracted from those.” He winked. “Don’t rat me out, teach.”
“My lips are sealed,” she promised. Then— very, very delicately, as if she half-expected him to blanch away in horror— she whispered, “I th-think I might love you, Angelo.”
The prince swallowed hard, his entire face burning. “I think I love you too.” Wrapping both arms around Tovah, he whispered again, “I think I love you too.”
Chapter Fourteen
Though Angelo remained depressed and withdrawn, he did have one bright spot left in his life; Tovah. With every day that passed he fell harder and harder for her, until it felt completely natural to sit with her back against his chest, their heads pressed together, their fingers twined. When he kissed her, his conviction grew more and more until he no longer had any doubt.
He loved her. More than anything.
And Tovah, it seemed, fully returned the sentiment. Already she’d been coming to his rooms as much as she could with her busy schedule as the empress’s heir— but as the weeks ticked on, with winter very slowly thawing out into a chilly spring, she began to rearrange said schedule to maximize the amount of time she could spend with him. She spent nearly as much of her day in his stuffy flat as she did in her and the empress’s own; and though she told him that he was free to tell her if she was ever overstaying her welcome, that she wouldn’t be offended, Angelo on the contrary found himself wishing she never had to leave.
Urszula noticed her daughter’s sudden preoccupation with spending time with the foreign prince, but when she commented on it Tovah brushed her off, saying as little as she could get away with. She wasn’t entirely sure why— not at first; gods knew Urszula would hardly object to the fact that Angelo had grown to care about her, just as the Glass Empress had first schemed all those months ago. But then, gradually, Tovah began to realise it: it wasn’t that Angelo loved her that she was keeping hidden. It was that she loved him back, and the fact that this love made a prick of guilt lance through her— like a thorn— at the notion of sharing the details of their relationship with Urszula.
Still, it seemed Urszula went about her daily routine these days in a haze of near face-punch-worthy bliss. Everything, so she sang, was going to plan. Angelo was becoming more and more proficient in Meltaiman all the time. They could let him out of his rooms in their presence and no more fear him than they might a gnat. He could parrot all manner of obscure facts about Meltaiman politics, history, and law.
There was just one wrinkle in her plans.
“My dear prince,” she cooed one morning as he- as usual- strode into his chambers without so much as a knock. He looked up from a drawing he’d been making; a silhouette of a raven, with bright eyes and feathers that seemed to leave wisplike trails behind as it flew. Ignoring his artwork, the empress went on, “I have a surprise for you today.”
“A surprise, imperial majesty?” he repeated, tilting his head. “What kind surprise?”
“If I just told you it wouldn’t be a surprise, now, would it?” she asked impishly. “Though I will give you a hint; you’ll need your coat. And to brush your hair.”
Confused, but compliant, Angelo quickly retreated to his room to put on a warm cloak and run a thick-toothed comb through his woolen hair; much longer now than he preferred to wear it, but Urszula said that only bleeders shaved so close to their scalps and wouldn’t let him wear it as he wanted.
Once he was ready, Urszula led him on a winding trip through the halls of the palace, chattering away about various inanities while he made occasional noises of agreement or interest in the right places. He had learned that more often than not she didn’t talk with people, but at them, and so he agreeably let her without engaging too much when he didn’t have to. It kept her happy, which was ultimately all he cared about in their interactions.
They soon neared a door that, to Angelo’s surprise, led out into the gardens. But not the part of the gardens where Urszula usually brought him for tea. On the contrary, this was a part of the palace he’d never been to before, and he drank in the sights and sounds of the slow thaw while he continued to trail after Urszula.
After a few minutes of winding across a series of tightly coiled footpaths, a building anterior to the main palace complex finally came into view, stark white against a pale spring sky. It was largely unadorned save for the windows, of which there were many, and the set of heavy maple doors that led inside and which were carved with an intricate pattern of interlacing emblems. From a distance it was hard to glean what, exactly, the emblems represented, but as Urszula and Angelo strode closer, the markings came into clearer view: a water droplet, a raging flame, a gnarled tree, a—
Oh Woo, no-
Angelo abruptly froze, his blood turning to ice. He recognized these symbols now. They had shown up over and over again in various books that the empress had left in his room, that he’d only discovered the significance of after he’d started to learn to read Meltaiman.
A droplet for blood. A flame for fire. A tree for earth. And four more such symbols, representing the seven holy elements, including that which stood in the center- an ignited wand for the element of magic.
The most sacred symbol of the Meltaiman religion.
“No, no-” he sputtered, rapidly backing up. The empress glanced around, lifting an eyebrow.
“It is time and past for you to surmount this final hurdle, Prince Angelo,” she said firmly. “I have been patient, but if you are to one day marry my daughter you must give up this heathen god of yours.” She smiled serenely. “This is non-negotiable, my dear. You can come, or… well.”
She didn’t finish the threat, but she didn’t have to. Angelo whimpered, his heart constricting painfully in his chest and a cold sweat stippling his brow. He was trembling hard, fighting to tell her no, to refuse, to turn and run. But his traitor body instead took a step forward, back towards her, and he bowed his head.
“Y-yes your imperial majesty,” he whispered, fighting tears of rage and anguish. “A-as you wish.”
“I knew you’d see reason,” she said cheerfully, turning back towards the huge doors. “Now let’s go- we don’t want to be late.”
If anything, however, it seemed the empress and her captive were early— aside from the priest who was puttering around on the pulpit, humming to himself as he prepared for the sermon, the only other people who’d arrived and were seated in the glossy wood pews were…
“Majesty.” Kott leapt to his feet, and gestured sharply for his wife and Eitan— who’d been sitting on either side of him— to follow his lead. “You look lovely today.”
The empress beamed… and Tovah, who’d been sitting alone near the end of the pew beside an empty seat that was presumably reserved for her mother, went pale as milk. As Kott, Iwona, and their son dipped their heads into respectful bows, Tovah didn’t move from her seat, her jaw falling open and hands curling into tense fists at her side.
“Mother,” she said shortly, blue eyes leaping between Urszula and her ashen-faced guest. “What are— what are you doing?”
“I’m attending service,” Urszula replied with a raised brow, though her smirk advertised she knew exactly what Tovah was actually asking. Clapping Angelo on the shoulder- he flinched from her touch- she added, “Why don’t you sit with your fiance, my dear. She looks lonely.”
Angelo felt nauseous, his entire body trembling as he moved to obey. His teeth were chattering audibly as he practically collapsed into the pews beside Tovah, and his eyes were so dilated they looked like black pools with a faintly dark brown ring around the rim. Tovah wanted to reach out and clasp his hand, squeeze it, reassure him— but she hesitated, because she hated showing physical affection toward him when Urszula was near and watching. It always felt… wrong, somehow. Like siphoning poison into something sweet. A vat of honey gone impossibly bitter.
Instead, she smiled encouragingly at him. “You’re going to be okay,” she whispered. “It won’t be that bad, I promise.”
“This all I have left,” he whispered back, his eyes hooking on hers with a look of desperation and despair. “This all I have left.”
“I know,” Tovah murmured, a lump in her throat as she watched Kott rearranged how his family was sitting so that now, rather than couched between his wife and son, he sat next to the empress on one side— and Angelo on the other. Great. “It’s only a short service,” she told her fiance. “Just an hour. Less, maybe. You’ll be okay. Promise.”
Angelo swallowed hard, nodding. As he did so, Eitan grinned broadly, leaning across the empress— whom he was now seated beside, with Iwona on his other flank— to announce: “Whispering in church is rude. Right, Papa?”
On the empress’s opposite side, Kott gave his son a strained smile. “Yes,” he agreed. “But so is draping yourself over Aunt Urszula like a tablecloth, Eitan.”
Urszula chuckled, patting the child on the head as one might a puppy. “We mustn’t blame Angelo if he doesn’t know the rules of church. He is after all new to this.”
“I know all the rules of church,” Eitan replied, puffing out his cheeks— and still not extricating himself from his grand-aunt’s lap. “I’m a big boy, you know. Not like Yetta— she’s too little to even come to church!”
“Eitan is very good at church,” Tovah agreed with a quirked brow. “Never, ever starts chattering during the service when he gets bored, right?”
“Mummy doesn’t let me have a story before bed if I talk during church,” Eitan replied mournfully. “I hafta go to bed without hearing nothing!”
Angelo managed a wavering smile towards the child. “Tragic small one. And no dessert, hm?”
“Nope,” Iwona agreed, gently reaching for the back of his shirt and yanking Eiwan back down. “No dessert.”
“But I bet he’ll be really good during church today,” Tovah said, “so no need for confiscating anything, right?”
“Uh-huh!” he agreed earnestly— before his smile, already dazzling, grew again as the doors leading into the chapel swung open, and the first of the service’s other attendees— non-blank palace staff members, from the looks of their livery— strolled inside. “Oooh! Is church startin’ soon?”
“Mm-hm,” Iwona agreed. “Which means we need to sit quietly, alright honey?”
Angelo’s hands clenched on the fabric of his pants as he watched the Meltaimans file into the church. Here it came. Woo, here it came. He felt sweat rolling down his face, and it was everything in him not to press himself against Tovah’s side in his distress.
“Deep breaths,” Tovah whispered. “You’ll be fine, Angelo— I promise.”
As she spoke, the priest made an imperious gesture and another emerged into the now crowded cathedral- but this one not from the entrance. This newcomer emerged from behind the altar, wearing a sleeveless version of the priest’s black and silver tunic. Her head was shaved bald, and there was a tag dangling from one of her ears.
Angelo’s shoulders hitched up, a squeak akin to a terror-stricken lapdog emerging from his throat. The palace staff members who’d quietly seated themselves in the pews behind the one occupied by the imperial family glanced towards him quizzically, and Urszula glowered. Tovah— prudence be cursed— reached out and squeezed his hand.
“It’s only a small part of the service,” she assured him— softly, so that none of the gawping courtiers could hear… and in Valzick, so that he could understand her fully. “Just a small piece at the start, and another at the end. The rest is just a sermon. Only a sermon, okay?”
“I-I can’t,” he hissed back, his entire body racked with violent shudders now. “I can’t do this, I can’t, it’s wrong, I-”
“Prince Angelo,” Urszula murmured, her voice cutting.
“Take a deep breath,” Tovah urged, as the priest turned to face the bleeder and gestured for her to present him with her arm. “It’s a fast bleed, okay? It’ll be over in just a few minutes. And she’ll be okay— they don’t take that much blood, not for a little weekly service like this.”
Angelo shook his head, but he forced himself to face forward as the priest drew a small silver dagger. Slowly, like he was drawing a line across her arm in red paint, the man drew the dagger across the girl’s forearm near her elbow. Angelo brought a hand up to his mouth, as if to fight back the urge to throw up as he watched the blood drip into a small basin on the altar. Seeming to notice the prince’s distress, little Eitan once more leaned across the empress’s lap, dark eyes wide with sympathy.
“It’s okay,” he stage whispered to Angelo as the priest began rattling off a prayer. “I don’ like the bleeding neither, y’know—”
He was cut off as Urszula, her expression far less indulgent than it had been the last time her nephew had clambered across her, cuffed him behind the ear. “Sit down,” she hissed. “And no chattering- we just discussed this!”
The little boy yelped and straightened back into his seat. “Sorry,” he whimpered.
“Hush, Eitan.” Kott heaved a miserable sigh. “Pay attention to the prayers.”
Angelo felt sorry for the child, and cast him a fleeting, grateful smile. For the most part the prince tuned out the proceedings of the service, keeping his gaze trained forwards but letting his mind wander. Something of his inattention must have shown in his face, as Urszula kept casting glares in his direction; Tovah, meanwhile, kept steady hold of his hand. She knew this was likely little comfort in face of what was happening in front of them, but it was all that she could think of with her mother watching. And even if it was very small, she hoped it was better than doing nothing. Even if only by a scrap.
Soon enough, true to her promise, the first bleeding was over and the priest hastily healed the bleeder’s wounds before waving her back to the wings. The girl scuttled off with her head bowed and arm blood-encrusted, and as she did, the priest turned to face the congregation, a smile playing between his lips— as though he was having a very merry day, and certainly hadn’t just mutilated a living human’s flesh.
“Now that we’ve consecrated this service to the gods,” he said, “we can begin our sermon. Today’s topic is an important one— so pay careful attention, hmm? No nodding off today, ladies and gentlemen! Even if— as one of you rascals put it last week— my voice is as boring as watching soup come to a boil.”
As the congregation chuckled blithely in response, Angelo forced his muscles to loosen, adjusting his grip on Tovah’s hand so that their fingers were twined together. His eyes flitted towards her, a wan, shaky smile on his lips.
“You’re doing great,” she whispered to him. “I’m proud of you, Angelo.”
If Angelo had a reply to offer, however, it would have to remain unvoiced. The priest picked up his thread, waxing eloquently on obscure points of Meltaiman religious dogma as the congregation alternatively made noises of agreement or- once or twice- raised their wands skywards in what appeared to be a gesture of prayer. Angelo, who had not had a wand in eight months now, just watched while this happened, unsure of what precisely to do. Eitan, at least, soon proved to be a willing and eager tutor— he once more leaned over Urszula’s lap to catch the prince’s attention, and then once he had it the boy set two fingers against his ribcage, right over his beating heart.
“Where the magic lives,” he breathed to Angelo.
Kott, his own wand raised, exhaled shakily. “Sit straight, Eitan,” he murmured.
Angelo shot the little boy a smile to show his gratitude- but the implication of the fact that a child nearing his seventh birthday had no wand to pray with couldn’t be missed, nor could the distress in his father’s voice. Still, he echoed Eitan’s gesture, sending a silent prayer of apology up to the Woo as he did so and hoping the god would understand that he was only going through the motions.
Eventually, finally, it seemed the priest was nearly finished. He made a gesture to summon the bleeder out again, and said, “Now, all rise to sing a devotional to the gods as we give unto them the blood of those unblessed.”
The congregation rose obediently to its feet. This included Tovah, who held fast to Angelo’s hand as she did, coaxing him silently upward. He swallowed hard, allowing her to draw him upright. He was trembling again, his eyes riveted forwards. As before, the priest, drew a slow, single line across the bleeder’s arm. She didn’t flinch. She barely blinked. The priest raised his knife over the altar, and began to sing a low song in Meltaiman that the rest of the congregation quickly took up the thread of. Angelo- not knowing the lyrics- stayed silent, his mouth paper dry as he watched the blood flowing down the bleeder’s arm and into the basin. He almost seemed to be hypnotised by the trails of crimson, his breathing jagged as he continued to stare.
“Above all, do not harm the innocent, for all life is sacred,” he whispered, almost to himself.
The sound of the congregation singing nearly drowned out the prince’s words— except to Tovah, who was standing nearly cheek-to-cheek with him. Her own voice fell away mid-note, and she looked at him, brow knit with concern. There was no missing the sheen of sweat that suddenly stippled his forehead. Nor the way his ebony complexion had gone gray, like dust.
“Almost done,” she mouthed to him. “We’re almost done. You’re doing great.”
“A-a-and turn not your eyes from the suffering,” he blathered on, seeming not to hear her. “The greatest offering to Me is compassion, and the greatest shame is indifference. Reach out your hand and… and…”
He jerked, shoving his way around Tovah and out into the side of the aisle. She stumbled, and Kott blinked, the soldier losing his wits for only a fraction of a second before recovering them— and launching out a hand to take a rough hold of Angelo’s arms and stop him dead in his tracks. The priest was still singing, but at the sudden movement from the imperial’s row many amidst the congregation had stopped, or at least gone very off-key; the chapel was filled with a suddenly discordant melody as Angelo thrashed against Kott’s grip, his eyes gone wild and terrified.
“Let me go, let me go!” he cried. “I won’t, I won’t watch this, I can’t watch this, I-”
“Enough,” Urszula snarled, her hands clenched into white-knuckled fists and her eyes positively murderous.
At the sound of the empress’s voice, the priest’s own abruptly died away— as if he wasn’t sure whether or not he still had permission to be singing, lest he accidentally drown out something his monarch wanted to say. The part of the congregation that hadn’t gotten diverted from their hymn already suddenly found themselves without a leader, and in another moment their voices, too, began to die away. Tovah winced, eyes darting frantically amid her mother, Kott, and Angelo— she wanted to say something, but she wasn’t entirely sure what… or, perhaps more importantly, to whom.
Urszula broke the silence, her eyes narrowed dangerously. “Major-General; Tovah. Take our guest back to his rooms. He will remain there for the next week. You would do well to spend that time acclimating him to the idea of conversion, because these histrionics do not amuse me.”
“Never!” Angelo wailed, still flailing in futility as he tried to get loose- though wisely he did not actually attempt to strike his captor. “I will never-”
Kott grit his teeth, seemingly acutely aware of all the watching eyes. “Quiet,” he hissed into Angelo’s ear, as he twisted the boy’s arm behind his back. “Or you’ll have your cuff back on by noontime. Do you understand me?”
The boy’s teeth clacked together, and he clenched his eyes shut with a final whimper of protest. His arm was shaking hard in the grip of Kott’s fist. Urszula, unmoved, curled her lip.
“Get him out of my sight,” she snarled.
“We’re going, Mother,” Tovah said softly. She wanted to cry out in frustration, but with all of the palace staff members watching, she didn’t dare. Instead, she schooled an impassive look to her face, and murmured to Angelo, “Don’t fight him. Please? Let’s go.”
He flinched from the look on Tovah’s face, his eyes plunging down to his boots. “Right,” he murmured. “I sorry, imperial highness.”
Angelo expected to either be punished promptly by Kott upon returning to his cell of an apartment, or for both Kott and Tovah to leave him to his own devices as soon as the door had slammed shut behind him. But while Kott might have been considering exacting some sort of discipline, any ideas he had were quickly nipped in the bud by his cousin.
“You can go, Matvey,” she told him just inside the front door to Angelo’s flat. Voice like iron, she added, “I’ll stay with him for now. Make sure he’s all right.”
Matvey quirked an incredulous brow; he was still holding tight to Angelo’s arm. “Excuse me?”
“I said,” Tovah repeated, “that you can go. I’ve got this, okay?”
“With all due respect—”
“That was an order.” Tovah glowered at him. “Let go of him, Matvey. And leave.” When still he hesitated, she snapped: “I am your future empress, and I’m giving you an order. Leave. Now.”
Kott looked far from happy about it, but after a final moment of hesitation, he nevertheless obeyed. His hand dropped away from Angelo’s bicep, and in another moment he’d turned back toward the door, boot-heels clicking against the wood as he sauntered out into the hall. He didn’t shut the door in his wake— petty, thought Tovah— but this was all right, because it was easy for her to promptly swing it shut behind him. Once she had, the girl exhaled softly.
“My mother is going to be furious, Angelo,” she said.
He slumped, rubbing his temples as if they ached. “I’m sorry,” he murmured. “I’m sorry. B-but I… I couldn’t. I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t hand over that last piece of myself. My faith is all I have left.” He looked down at his abandoned drawing- the one of the raven- and swiped it off the chair where he’d left it, sending countless papers flurrying to the floor. “Even if it seems sometimes my god has abandoned me.”
“I’m sure your god hasn’t abandoned you,” Tovah told him. Swallowing hard, she crouched, hands steady as she swept up the papers. “You’re going to ruin your drawings,” she said. “Please, don’t ruin your drawings. I like them, Angelo.”
He swallowed hard, looking away. “S-sorry. I’m just… worked up I guess. I needed to hit something.”
“The suffering artist?” she teased, straightening as a fragile, tentative smile bloomed between her lips. Bundling the drawings into a tidy pile in her arms, she glanced at the piece on top of the stack: a sketching of a dagger. “A sword?” she guessed. Then: “Your sword, maybe? From back home?”
He glanced at the drawing, then oddly his expression became one of embarrassment. “Uh… n-no, not exactly. It’s… complicated and you probably wouldn’t be interested.”
If anything, this only seemed to pique Tovah’s interest. Sashaying toward one of the nearby couches, and plopping down onto it with the drawings still in her arms, she challenged: “Try me.”
A tired smile pricked at his lips, and he sighed, sitting down beside her. “Well… I told you that I joined the army because I had a vision from the Woo, right?”
“Yes,” Tovah said. This had come up fairly early on in their discussions— mostly because Tovah had been dyingly curious to know how in the hells Angelo had ended up in a position to be captured by Meltaim in the first place. She added: “He told you that you were needed. To be a champion for your people. Right?”
“Not directly,” the young man admitted. “Actually… he sent me a more abstract sort of vision.”
The prince gently plucked the drawings out of Tovah’s hands, spreading them out across the coffee table in front of the couch— he’d recently gotten a new one- to reveal that most of them featured drawings of silhouetted shadows of wolves or ravens. They were frightening creatures, seeming somehow not entirely solid, with wispy trails flowing out behind them. Their poses were menacing, claws and fangs poised in attacking postures.
“It happened not long after Aunt Thais died. I wanted to do something… anything… to help my people as she had. But I didn’t know what to do. I wasn’t the king- I had no authority. Then… then one day, while I was sitting under a tree in the garden of the palace church, I had a vision. It started out like this- black shadow beasts that looked like monstrous wolves and birds surrounded me, snarling and screeching, pecking at my eyes and tearing at my flesh.”
“That sounds terrifying.” Tovah studied the pictures. “What did you do? How'd you even react?” She laughed a bit grimly. “You must've terrified any nearby knights, huh?”
“As they explained it, I sort of… zoned out for the duration,” Angelo admitted. “I jerked my head up, and went rigid, and wouldn’t respond when they tried to talk to me.”
“Did they drag you to a healer?” asked Tovah. It was what her mother’s knights would've done.
“I wasn’t out long enough,” he replied. “They did shout for help, but by the time anybody had come I was alert again, albeit very confused… because it didn’t just end with the monsters. They were all over me, and I was in pain, and I thought for sure I was going to die… then I saw something through the shadows.”
He pulled out another one of the drawings. This one was more blurry and indistinct, as if someone had frozen a fast-moving object- but what was obvious, past the head of yet another black wolf, was a wing. A bright feathered wing.
“The symbol of the Woo, right?” Tovah hedged.
“Not exactly,” Angelo answered. “Though the Woo is represented as a great white bird. His symbol is the Woocifix.” The prince flipped over the page and drew the triple-feathered emblem. “But still- a white bird is highly indicative of the presence of Lord Woo’s divinity. When I saw the wing, I impulsively reached out to grab it. I missed, but my hand did catch something- something that glowed with a white light so bright it dispelled all the shadow beasts around me. I was blinded for a minute, but when the light cleared, I saw it… what I had in my hand-” he pointed to the drawing Tovah had found earlier, “was a sword.”
“And you took that as a sign?” Tovah asked.
“I did,” Angelo agreed. “When I came to, I was holding something in my hand- a white feather. I… I was sure it was a sign from the Woo. A sign that if I wanted to keep Valzaim safe from the encroaching darkness, I had to take up the sword in my own hand. Become a soldier.”
“That's…” Tovah considered for several moments— before reaching out and draping her fingers over his scarred wrist. “That's brave, Angelo.”
“Yeah well, fat lot of good it’s done,” he said, clenching his hands into fists. “I’m sure just as soon as she finally, finally breaks me, the Glass Empress will send her armies down to squash Valzaim.” He went limp, pressing his face into Tovah’s shoulder. “I failed. The Woo chose me to save his people and I failed.”
“No.” Tovah moved her hand down, fingers grazing his. “You haven't failed. You've tried your best, Angelo, and that my mother’s tormented you has nothing to do with—”
“But I can’t protect anybody!” he insisted. “I can’t protect Valzaim, I couldn’t protect my squad, I can’t protect the blanks here when they’re right in front of me- I can’t even protect myself!”
“Angelo.” She winced, looking as if she could physically feel his agony coursing through her own veins. “I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.” She inched even closer to him, pulse humming. “I love you,” she murmured. “I'm not sure if that counts for anything but… I do love you. O-okay?”
He shivered, putting his arms around her shoulders. “I-I know. I love you too. And I’m sorry I messed up today. B-but… but this is all I have left. Of myself. If I give your mother this, it will break me, Tovah.”
“I know,” she said simply. She nestled her face against his shoulder. “I know, and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Angelo.”
For a long moment, the two of them sat in silence. Then, finally, Angelo murmured, “What are you going to do? She wants you to… to force-feed your religion down my throat.”
“I don't know.” Tovah burrowed deeper against him, the fabric of his tunic muffling her words. “I honestly don't know.”
“You don’t want to do it,” he said, more a statement than a question.
“I love you,” Tovah whispered. “You… you don't do that to people you love.”
He smiled, but it was a wobbly expression. “W-we’ll figure something out. We will. I know it.”
“Sometimes,” she breathed, “I still think this would be easier if you hated me. But…” She swallowed hard. “I'm glad you don't.”
He kissed the top of her head. “What can I say? You did a very good job seducing me.”
“Or maybe,” she managed, still buried against him, “you seduced me, princeling.”
“Oh I would never do that,” he insisted. “I’m a noble, honorable man of the Woo. I wouldn’t take advantage of a pure, innocent young maiden.”
She laughed, tremulously. “So innocent,” she agreed, “that I agreed to help my mother brainwash you.”
“Oh so we’re admitting that’s what it is now?” he mused. “She still insists she’s saving me.”
“Synonyms, you know,” she murmured dryly. “Saving, brainwashing - practically the same thing, right?”
“Oh of course,” he agreed. He glanced down at his drawings again and sighed. “Do you think I’m crazy, Tovah? To have put myself in harm’s way chasing what to you must sound like a hallucination?”
“No,” she said. “It's good to have your convictions. To believe in something greater than yourself.”
He sighed softly, letting his chin rest against the top of her head. “Thank you. For understanding. We’ll… we’ll figure something out. We have to.”
“We will,” she assented. “I love you, Angelo. I l-love you so much.”
“I love you too, Tovah. Always.”
He loved her. More than anything.
And Tovah, it seemed, fully returned the sentiment. Already she’d been coming to his rooms as much as she could with her busy schedule as the empress’s heir— but as the weeks ticked on, with winter very slowly thawing out into a chilly spring, she began to rearrange said schedule to maximize the amount of time she could spend with him. She spent nearly as much of her day in his stuffy flat as she did in her and the empress’s own; and though she told him that he was free to tell her if she was ever overstaying her welcome, that she wouldn’t be offended, Angelo on the contrary found himself wishing she never had to leave.
Urszula noticed her daughter’s sudden preoccupation with spending time with the foreign prince, but when she commented on it Tovah brushed her off, saying as little as she could get away with. She wasn’t entirely sure why— not at first; gods knew Urszula would hardly object to the fact that Angelo had grown to care about her, just as the Glass Empress had first schemed all those months ago. But then, gradually, Tovah began to realise it: it wasn’t that Angelo loved her that she was keeping hidden. It was that she loved him back, and the fact that this love made a prick of guilt lance through her— like a thorn— at the notion of sharing the details of their relationship with Urszula.
Still, it seemed Urszula went about her daily routine these days in a haze of near face-punch-worthy bliss. Everything, so she sang, was going to plan. Angelo was becoming more and more proficient in Meltaiman all the time. They could let him out of his rooms in their presence and no more fear him than they might a gnat. He could parrot all manner of obscure facts about Meltaiman politics, history, and law.
There was just one wrinkle in her plans.
“My dear prince,” she cooed one morning as he- as usual- strode into his chambers without so much as a knock. He looked up from a drawing he’d been making; a silhouette of a raven, with bright eyes and feathers that seemed to leave wisplike trails behind as it flew. Ignoring his artwork, the empress went on, “I have a surprise for you today.”
“A surprise, imperial majesty?” he repeated, tilting his head. “What kind surprise?”
“If I just told you it wouldn’t be a surprise, now, would it?” she asked impishly. “Though I will give you a hint; you’ll need your coat. And to brush your hair.”
Confused, but compliant, Angelo quickly retreated to his room to put on a warm cloak and run a thick-toothed comb through his woolen hair; much longer now than he preferred to wear it, but Urszula said that only bleeders shaved so close to their scalps and wouldn’t let him wear it as he wanted.
Once he was ready, Urszula led him on a winding trip through the halls of the palace, chattering away about various inanities while he made occasional noises of agreement or interest in the right places. He had learned that more often than not she didn’t talk with people, but at them, and so he agreeably let her without engaging too much when he didn’t have to. It kept her happy, which was ultimately all he cared about in their interactions.
They soon neared a door that, to Angelo’s surprise, led out into the gardens. But not the part of the gardens where Urszula usually brought him for tea. On the contrary, this was a part of the palace he’d never been to before, and he drank in the sights and sounds of the slow thaw while he continued to trail after Urszula.
After a few minutes of winding across a series of tightly coiled footpaths, a building anterior to the main palace complex finally came into view, stark white against a pale spring sky. It was largely unadorned save for the windows, of which there were many, and the set of heavy maple doors that led inside and which were carved with an intricate pattern of interlacing emblems. From a distance it was hard to glean what, exactly, the emblems represented, but as Urszula and Angelo strode closer, the markings came into clearer view: a water droplet, a raging flame, a gnarled tree, a—
Oh Woo, no-
Angelo abruptly froze, his blood turning to ice. He recognized these symbols now. They had shown up over and over again in various books that the empress had left in his room, that he’d only discovered the significance of after he’d started to learn to read Meltaiman.
A droplet for blood. A flame for fire. A tree for earth. And four more such symbols, representing the seven holy elements, including that which stood in the center- an ignited wand for the element of magic.
The most sacred symbol of the Meltaiman religion.
“No, no-” he sputtered, rapidly backing up. The empress glanced around, lifting an eyebrow.
“It is time and past for you to surmount this final hurdle, Prince Angelo,” she said firmly. “I have been patient, but if you are to one day marry my daughter you must give up this heathen god of yours.” She smiled serenely. “This is non-negotiable, my dear. You can come, or… well.”
She didn’t finish the threat, but she didn’t have to. Angelo whimpered, his heart constricting painfully in his chest and a cold sweat stippling his brow. He was trembling hard, fighting to tell her no, to refuse, to turn and run. But his traitor body instead took a step forward, back towards her, and he bowed his head.
“Y-yes your imperial majesty,” he whispered, fighting tears of rage and anguish. “A-as you wish.”
“I knew you’d see reason,” she said cheerfully, turning back towards the huge doors. “Now let’s go- we don’t want to be late.”
If anything, however, it seemed the empress and her captive were early— aside from the priest who was puttering around on the pulpit, humming to himself as he prepared for the sermon, the only other people who’d arrived and were seated in the glossy wood pews were…
“Majesty.” Kott leapt to his feet, and gestured sharply for his wife and Eitan— who’d been sitting on either side of him— to follow his lead. “You look lovely today.”
The empress beamed… and Tovah, who’d been sitting alone near the end of the pew beside an empty seat that was presumably reserved for her mother, went pale as milk. As Kott, Iwona, and their son dipped their heads into respectful bows, Tovah didn’t move from her seat, her jaw falling open and hands curling into tense fists at her side.
“Mother,” she said shortly, blue eyes leaping between Urszula and her ashen-faced guest. “What are— what are you doing?”
“I’m attending service,” Urszula replied with a raised brow, though her smirk advertised she knew exactly what Tovah was actually asking. Clapping Angelo on the shoulder- he flinched from her touch- she added, “Why don’t you sit with your fiance, my dear. She looks lonely.”
Angelo felt nauseous, his entire body trembling as he moved to obey. His teeth were chattering audibly as he practically collapsed into the pews beside Tovah, and his eyes were so dilated they looked like black pools with a faintly dark brown ring around the rim. Tovah wanted to reach out and clasp his hand, squeeze it, reassure him— but she hesitated, because she hated showing physical affection toward him when Urszula was near and watching. It always felt… wrong, somehow. Like siphoning poison into something sweet. A vat of honey gone impossibly bitter.
Instead, she smiled encouragingly at him. “You’re going to be okay,” she whispered. “It won’t be that bad, I promise.”
“This all I have left,” he whispered back, his eyes hooking on hers with a look of desperation and despair. “This all I have left.”
“I know,” Tovah murmured, a lump in her throat as she watched Kott rearranged how his family was sitting so that now, rather than couched between his wife and son, he sat next to the empress on one side— and Angelo on the other. Great. “It’s only a short service,” she told her fiance. “Just an hour. Less, maybe. You’ll be okay. Promise.”
Angelo swallowed hard, nodding. As he did so, Eitan grinned broadly, leaning across the empress— whom he was now seated beside, with Iwona on his other flank— to announce: “Whispering in church is rude. Right, Papa?”
On the empress’s opposite side, Kott gave his son a strained smile. “Yes,” he agreed. “But so is draping yourself over Aunt Urszula like a tablecloth, Eitan.”
Urszula chuckled, patting the child on the head as one might a puppy. “We mustn’t blame Angelo if he doesn’t know the rules of church. He is after all new to this.”
“I know all the rules of church,” Eitan replied, puffing out his cheeks— and still not extricating himself from his grand-aunt’s lap. “I’m a big boy, you know. Not like Yetta— she’s too little to even come to church!”
“Eitan is very good at church,” Tovah agreed with a quirked brow. “Never, ever starts chattering during the service when he gets bored, right?”
“Mummy doesn’t let me have a story before bed if I talk during church,” Eitan replied mournfully. “I hafta go to bed without hearing nothing!”
Angelo managed a wavering smile towards the child. “Tragic small one. And no dessert, hm?”
“Nope,” Iwona agreed, gently reaching for the back of his shirt and yanking Eiwan back down. “No dessert.”
“But I bet he’ll be really good during church today,” Tovah said, “so no need for confiscating anything, right?”
“Uh-huh!” he agreed earnestly— before his smile, already dazzling, grew again as the doors leading into the chapel swung open, and the first of the service’s other attendees— non-blank palace staff members, from the looks of their livery— strolled inside. “Oooh! Is church startin’ soon?”
“Mm-hm,” Iwona agreed. “Which means we need to sit quietly, alright honey?”
Angelo’s hands clenched on the fabric of his pants as he watched the Meltaimans file into the church. Here it came. Woo, here it came. He felt sweat rolling down his face, and it was everything in him not to press himself against Tovah’s side in his distress.
“Deep breaths,” Tovah whispered. “You’ll be fine, Angelo— I promise.”
As she spoke, the priest made an imperious gesture and another emerged into the now crowded cathedral- but this one not from the entrance. This newcomer emerged from behind the altar, wearing a sleeveless version of the priest’s black and silver tunic. Her head was shaved bald, and there was a tag dangling from one of her ears.
Angelo’s shoulders hitched up, a squeak akin to a terror-stricken lapdog emerging from his throat. The palace staff members who’d quietly seated themselves in the pews behind the one occupied by the imperial family glanced towards him quizzically, and Urszula glowered. Tovah— prudence be cursed— reached out and squeezed his hand.
“It’s only a small part of the service,” she assured him— softly, so that none of the gawping courtiers could hear… and in Valzick, so that he could understand her fully. “Just a small piece at the start, and another at the end. The rest is just a sermon. Only a sermon, okay?”
“I-I can’t,” he hissed back, his entire body racked with violent shudders now. “I can’t do this, I can’t, it’s wrong, I-”
“Prince Angelo,” Urszula murmured, her voice cutting.
“Take a deep breath,” Tovah urged, as the priest turned to face the bleeder and gestured for her to present him with her arm. “It’s a fast bleed, okay? It’ll be over in just a few minutes. And she’ll be okay— they don’t take that much blood, not for a little weekly service like this.”
Angelo shook his head, but he forced himself to face forward as the priest drew a small silver dagger. Slowly, like he was drawing a line across her arm in red paint, the man drew the dagger across the girl’s forearm near her elbow. Angelo brought a hand up to his mouth, as if to fight back the urge to throw up as he watched the blood drip into a small basin on the altar. Seeming to notice the prince’s distress, little Eitan once more leaned across the empress’s lap, dark eyes wide with sympathy.
“It’s okay,” he stage whispered to Angelo as the priest began rattling off a prayer. “I don’ like the bleeding neither, y’know—”
He was cut off as Urszula, her expression far less indulgent than it had been the last time her nephew had clambered across her, cuffed him behind the ear. “Sit down,” she hissed. “And no chattering- we just discussed this!”
The little boy yelped and straightened back into his seat. “Sorry,” he whimpered.
“Hush, Eitan.” Kott heaved a miserable sigh. “Pay attention to the prayers.”
Angelo felt sorry for the child, and cast him a fleeting, grateful smile. For the most part the prince tuned out the proceedings of the service, keeping his gaze trained forwards but letting his mind wander. Something of his inattention must have shown in his face, as Urszula kept casting glares in his direction; Tovah, meanwhile, kept steady hold of his hand. She knew this was likely little comfort in face of what was happening in front of them, but it was all that she could think of with her mother watching. And even if it was very small, she hoped it was better than doing nothing. Even if only by a scrap.
Soon enough, true to her promise, the first bleeding was over and the priest hastily healed the bleeder’s wounds before waving her back to the wings. The girl scuttled off with her head bowed and arm blood-encrusted, and as she did, the priest turned to face the congregation, a smile playing between his lips— as though he was having a very merry day, and certainly hadn’t just mutilated a living human’s flesh.
“Now that we’ve consecrated this service to the gods,” he said, “we can begin our sermon. Today’s topic is an important one— so pay careful attention, hmm? No nodding off today, ladies and gentlemen! Even if— as one of you rascals put it last week— my voice is as boring as watching soup come to a boil.”
As the congregation chuckled blithely in response, Angelo forced his muscles to loosen, adjusting his grip on Tovah’s hand so that their fingers were twined together. His eyes flitted towards her, a wan, shaky smile on his lips.
“You’re doing great,” she whispered to him. “I’m proud of you, Angelo.”
If Angelo had a reply to offer, however, it would have to remain unvoiced. The priest picked up his thread, waxing eloquently on obscure points of Meltaiman religious dogma as the congregation alternatively made noises of agreement or- once or twice- raised their wands skywards in what appeared to be a gesture of prayer. Angelo, who had not had a wand in eight months now, just watched while this happened, unsure of what precisely to do. Eitan, at least, soon proved to be a willing and eager tutor— he once more leaned over Urszula’s lap to catch the prince’s attention, and then once he had it the boy set two fingers against his ribcage, right over his beating heart.
“Where the magic lives,” he breathed to Angelo.
Kott, his own wand raised, exhaled shakily. “Sit straight, Eitan,” he murmured.
Angelo shot the little boy a smile to show his gratitude- but the implication of the fact that a child nearing his seventh birthday had no wand to pray with couldn’t be missed, nor could the distress in his father’s voice. Still, he echoed Eitan’s gesture, sending a silent prayer of apology up to the Woo as he did so and hoping the god would understand that he was only going through the motions.
Eventually, finally, it seemed the priest was nearly finished. He made a gesture to summon the bleeder out again, and said, “Now, all rise to sing a devotional to the gods as we give unto them the blood of those unblessed.”
The congregation rose obediently to its feet. This included Tovah, who held fast to Angelo’s hand as she did, coaxing him silently upward. He swallowed hard, allowing her to draw him upright. He was trembling again, his eyes riveted forwards. As before, the priest, drew a slow, single line across the bleeder’s arm. She didn’t flinch. She barely blinked. The priest raised his knife over the altar, and began to sing a low song in Meltaiman that the rest of the congregation quickly took up the thread of. Angelo- not knowing the lyrics- stayed silent, his mouth paper dry as he watched the blood flowing down the bleeder’s arm and into the basin. He almost seemed to be hypnotised by the trails of crimson, his breathing jagged as he continued to stare.
“Above all, do not harm the innocent, for all life is sacred,” he whispered, almost to himself.
The sound of the congregation singing nearly drowned out the prince’s words— except to Tovah, who was standing nearly cheek-to-cheek with him. Her own voice fell away mid-note, and she looked at him, brow knit with concern. There was no missing the sheen of sweat that suddenly stippled his forehead. Nor the way his ebony complexion had gone gray, like dust.
“Almost done,” she mouthed to him. “We’re almost done. You’re doing great.”
“A-a-and turn not your eyes from the suffering,” he blathered on, seeming not to hear her. “The greatest offering to Me is compassion, and the greatest shame is indifference. Reach out your hand and… and…”
He jerked, shoving his way around Tovah and out into the side of the aisle. She stumbled, and Kott blinked, the soldier losing his wits for only a fraction of a second before recovering them— and launching out a hand to take a rough hold of Angelo’s arms and stop him dead in his tracks. The priest was still singing, but at the sudden movement from the imperial’s row many amidst the congregation had stopped, or at least gone very off-key; the chapel was filled with a suddenly discordant melody as Angelo thrashed against Kott’s grip, his eyes gone wild and terrified.
“Let me go, let me go!” he cried. “I won’t, I won’t watch this, I can’t watch this, I-”
“Enough,” Urszula snarled, her hands clenched into white-knuckled fists and her eyes positively murderous.
At the sound of the empress’s voice, the priest’s own abruptly died away— as if he wasn’t sure whether or not he still had permission to be singing, lest he accidentally drown out something his monarch wanted to say. The part of the congregation that hadn’t gotten diverted from their hymn already suddenly found themselves without a leader, and in another moment their voices, too, began to die away. Tovah winced, eyes darting frantically amid her mother, Kott, and Angelo— she wanted to say something, but she wasn’t entirely sure what… or, perhaps more importantly, to whom.
Urszula broke the silence, her eyes narrowed dangerously. “Major-General; Tovah. Take our guest back to his rooms. He will remain there for the next week. You would do well to spend that time acclimating him to the idea of conversion, because these histrionics do not amuse me.”
“Never!” Angelo wailed, still flailing in futility as he tried to get loose- though wisely he did not actually attempt to strike his captor. “I will never-”
Kott grit his teeth, seemingly acutely aware of all the watching eyes. “Quiet,” he hissed into Angelo’s ear, as he twisted the boy’s arm behind his back. “Or you’ll have your cuff back on by noontime. Do you understand me?”
The boy’s teeth clacked together, and he clenched his eyes shut with a final whimper of protest. His arm was shaking hard in the grip of Kott’s fist. Urszula, unmoved, curled her lip.
“Get him out of my sight,” she snarled.
“We’re going, Mother,” Tovah said softly. She wanted to cry out in frustration, but with all of the palace staff members watching, she didn’t dare. Instead, she schooled an impassive look to her face, and murmured to Angelo, “Don’t fight him. Please? Let’s go.”
He flinched from the look on Tovah’s face, his eyes plunging down to his boots. “Right,” he murmured. “I sorry, imperial highness.”
* * *
Angelo expected to either be punished promptly by Kott upon returning to his cell of an apartment, or for both Kott and Tovah to leave him to his own devices as soon as the door had slammed shut behind him. But while Kott might have been considering exacting some sort of discipline, any ideas he had were quickly nipped in the bud by his cousin.
“You can go, Matvey,” she told him just inside the front door to Angelo’s flat. Voice like iron, she added, “I’ll stay with him for now. Make sure he’s all right.”
Matvey quirked an incredulous brow; he was still holding tight to Angelo’s arm. “Excuse me?”
“I said,” Tovah repeated, “that you can go. I’ve got this, okay?”
“With all due respect—”
“That was an order.” Tovah glowered at him. “Let go of him, Matvey. And leave.” When still he hesitated, she snapped: “I am your future empress, and I’m giving you an order. Leave. Now.”
Kott looked far from happy about it, but after a final moment of hesitation, he nevertheless obeyed. His hand dropped away from Angelo’s bicep, and in another moment he’d turned back toward the door, boot-heels clicking against the wood as he sauntered out into the hall. He didn’t shut the door in his wake— petty, thought Tovah— but this was all right, because it was easy for her to promptly swing it shut behind him. Once she had, the girl exhaled softly.
“My mother is going to be furious, Angelo,” she said.
He slumped, rubbing his temples as if they ached. “I’m sorry,” he murmured. “I’m sorry. B-but I… I couldn’t. I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t hand over that last piece of myself. My faith is all I have left.” He looked down at his abandoned drawing- the one of the raven- and swiped it off the chair where he’d left it, sending countless papers flurrying to the floor. “Even if it seems sometimes my god has abandoned me.”
“I’m sure your god hasn’t abandoned you,” Tovah told him. Swallowing hard, she crouched, hands steady as she swept up the papers. “You’re going to ruin your drawings,” she said. “Please, don’t ruin your drawings. I like them, Angelo.”
He swallowed hard, looking away. “S-sorry. I’m just… worked up I guess. I needed to hit something.”
“The suffering artist?” she teased, straightening as a fragile, tentative smile bloomed between her lips. Bundling the drawings into a tidy pile in her arms, she glanced at the piece on top of the stack: a sketching of a dagger. “A sword?” she guessed. Then: “Your sword, maybe? From back home?”
He glanced at the drawing, then oddly his expression became one of embarrassment. “Uh… n-no, not exactly. It’s… complicated and you probably wouldn’t be interested.”
If anything, this only seemed to pique Tovah’s interest. Sashaying toward one of the nearby couches, and plopping down onto it with the drawings still in her arms, she challenged: “Try me.”
A tired smile pricked at his lips, and he sighed, sitting down beside her. “Well… I told you that I joined the army because I had a vision from the Woo, right?”
“Yes,” Tovah said. This had come up fairly early on in their discussions— mostly because Tovah had been dyingly curious to know how in the hells Angelo had ended up in a position to be captured by Meltaim in the first place. She added: “He told you that you were needed. To be a champion for your people. Right?”
“Not directly,” the young man admitted. “Actually… he sent me a more abstract sort of vision.”
The prince gently plucked the drawings out of Tovah’s hands, spreading them out across the coffee table in front of the couch— he’d recently gotten a new one- to reveal that most of them featured drawings of silhouetted shadows of wolves or ravens. They were frightening creatures, seeming somehow not entirely solid, with wispy trails flowing out behind them. Their poses were menacing, claws and fangs poised in attacking postures.
“It happened not long after Aunt Thais died. I wanted to do something… anything… to help my people as she had. But I didn’t know what to do. I wasn’t the king- I had no authority. Then… then one day, while I was sitting under a tree in the garden of the palace church, I had a vision. It started out like this- black shadow beasts that looked like monstrous wolves and birds surrounded me, snarling and screeching, pecking at my eyes and tearing at my flesh.”
“That sounds terrifying.” Tovah studied the pictures. “What did you do? How'd you even react?” She laughed a bit grimly. “You must've terrified any nearby knights, huh?”
“As they explained it, I sort of… zoned out for the duration,” Angelo admitted. “I jerked my head up, and went rigid, and wouldn’t respond when they tried to talk to me.”
“Did they drag you to a healer?” asked Tovah. It was what her mother’s knights would've done.
“I wasn’t out long enough,” he replied. “They did shout for help, but by the time anybody had come I was alert again, albeit very confused… because it didn’t just end with the monsters. They were all over me, and I was in pain, and I thought for sure I was going to die… then I saw something through the shadows.”
He pulled out another one of the drawings. This one was more blurry and indistinct, as if someone had frozen a fast-moving object- but what was obvious, past the head of yet another black wolf, was a wing. A bright feathered wing.
“The symbol of the Woo, right?” Tovah hedged.
“Not exactly,” Angelo answered. “Though the Woo is represented as a great white bird. His symbol is the Woocifix.” The prince flipped over the page and drew the triple-feathered emblem. “But still- a white bird is highly indicative of the presence of Lord Woo’s divinity. When I saw the wing, I impulsively reached out to grab it. I missed, but my hand did catch something- something that glowed with a white light so bright it dispelled all the shadow beasts around me. I was blinded for a minute, but when the light cleared, I saw it… what I had in my hand-” he pointed to the drawing Tovah had found earlier, “was a sword.”
“And you took that as a sign?” Tovah asked.
“I did,” Angelo agreed. “When I came to, I was holding something in my hand- a white feather. I… I was sure it was a sign from the Woo. A sign that if I wanted to keep Valzaim safe from the encroaching darkness, I had to take up the sword in my own hand. Become a soldier.”
“That's…” Tovah considered for several moments— before reaching out and draping her fingers over his scarred wrist. “That's brave, Angelo.”
“Yeah well, fat lot of good it’s done,” he said, clenching his hands into fists. “I’m sure just as soon as she finally, finally breaks me, the Glass Empress will send her armies down to squash Valzaim.” He went limp, pressing his face into Tovah’s shoulder. “I failed. The Woo chose me to save his people and I failed.”
“No.” Tovah moved her hand down, fingers grazing his. “You haven't failed. You've tried your best, Angelo, and that my mother’s tormented you has nothing to do with—”
“But I can’t protect anybody!” he insisted. “I can’t protect Valzaim, I couldn’t protect my squad, I can’t protect the blanks here when they’re right in front of me- I can’t even protect myself!”
“Angelo.” She winced, looking as if she could physically feel his agony coursing through her own veins. “I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.” She inched even closer to him, pulse humming. “I love you,” she murmured. “I'm not sure if that counts for anything but… I do love you. O-okay?”
He shivered, putting his arms around her shoulders. “I-I know. I love you too. And I’m sorry I messed up today. B-but… but this is all I have left. Of myself. If I give your mother this, it will break me, Tovah.”
“I know,” she said simply. She nestled her face against his shoulder. “I know, and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Angelo.”
For a long moment, the two of them sat in silence. Then, finally, Angelo murmured, “What are you going to do? She wants you to… to force-feed your religion down my throat.”
“I don't know.” Tovah burrowed deeper against him, the fabric of his tunic muffling her words. “I honestly don't know.”
“You don’t want to do it,” he said, more a statement than a question.
“I love you,” Tovah whispered. “You… you don't do that to people you love.”
He smiled, but it was a wobbly expression. “W-we’ll figure something out. We will. I know it.”
“Sometimes,” she breathed, “I still think this would be easier if you hated me. But…” She swallowed hard. “I'm glad you don't.”
He kissed the top of her head. “What can I say? You did a very good job seducing me.”
“Or maybe,” she managed, still buried against him, “you seduced me, princeling.”
“Oh I would never do that,” he insisted. “I’m a noble, honorable man of the Woo. I wouldn’t take advantage of a pure, innocent young maiden.”
She laughed, tremulously. “So innocent,” she agreed, “that I agreed to help my mother brainwash you.”
“Oh so we’re admitting that’s what it is now?” he mused. “She still insists she’s saving me.”
“Synonyms, you know,” she murmured dryly. “Saving, brainwashing - practically the same thing, right?”
“Oh of course,” he agreed. He glanced down at his drawings again and sighed. “Do you think I’m crazy, Tovah? To have put myself in harm’s way chasing what to you must sound like a hallucination?”
“No,” she said. “It's good to have your convictions. To believe in something greater than yourself.”
He sighed softly, letting his chin rest against the top of her head. “Thank you. For understanding. We’ll… we’ll figure something out. We have to.”
“We will,” she assented. “I love you, Angelo. I l-love you so much.”
“I love you too, Tovah. Always.”
Chapter Fifteen
After his spectacular meltdown Urszula was wise enough to refrain from imminently attempting to bring Angelo to another church service, and several weeks passed in relative calmness, without any interruptions to what had become the captive prince’s usual schedule these days: playing games and drawing to keep himself sane when he was alone; talking and cuddling with Tovah whenever she came by; regular tea with the empress in the now-thawed gardens, and even more regular Meltaiman lessons in the high-up library keep.
One afternoon in late April, Tovah was recounting for Angelo a set of Meltaiman fairy tales, and intrigued, he asked if he could see more such stories to keep himself entertained in his solitude. The princess agreed to take him up to the library so they could look for a book to that effect for him to borrow- he was now proficient enough in reading Meltaiman he could manage- but when the prince poked his head out of the room, his guard was unamused.
“The library?” Turning to face his cousin and his prisoner, Kott had both dusty blond brows raised. “Weren't you just there this morning?”
They had been, for Meltaiman lessons, but Tovah didn't see why this mattered. “We want to go again,” she said. “Hardly any rules saying Angelo’s to be limited to one library visit per day.”
Kott scowled. “It's a long walk.”
“Maybe, but no so boring as stand still,” Angelo pointed out in his stilted Meltaiman. “Soldiers walk far for battle.”
“You know you and I have a tea date with your mother in less than an hour, Tovah, right?” Kott said, changing tacks. “We’ll be late.”
“I think we’ll manage.” Tovah frowned. “Especially if you stop dithering.” She stepped forward. “Now come on, please?”
Kott acquiesced, but not without an immensely sour expression puckering his face— and once they'd reached the library he declared he'd post some other guard outside of it to escort Angelo back to his chambers afterward.
“I'll hardly be late to tea with the empress,” Matvey huffed as Angelo and Tovah stepped inside to the library. “And I should hope you keep track of time so that you won't be, either, Tovah.”
And with that the silver-clad imperial nephew was gone, swinging the door shut behind him. As his footsteps echoed off down the hall, Angelo frowned, glancing at Tovah with a befuddled expression.
“The ‘Pit did I do now?”
“Nothing.” She sighed and flopped down onto one of the cushy armchairs. Angelo sat beside her as she went on, “It's not you. It's Eitan.” A beat. “My mother let Matvey know that Eitan’s test is scheduled. For next week. Monday. To… see if he's a mage.”
The prince sucked in a breath sharply. “She… she let him know? So she didn’t even consult him about it? Isn’t this his son?”
“Yes. But as far as my mother’s concerned, the test has to happen sooner or later, and since still Eitan hasn't shown magic… and his birthday’s only a few months away now…” Tovah shrugged. “Matvey is afraid. Very, very afraid.”
Angelo bit his lip. “He’s such a sweet kid… So energetic and bright. How can anybody assume he doesn’t have a soul?”
“Matvey is stressed to hell,” Tovah said by way of answer. “And his wife is… is…”
“She’s in denial,” Angelo replied, having noticed exactly that. “She keeps talking to Eitan like nothing’s wrong. About how excited she is to get him his own wand soon.”
“Iwona won't even entertain the idea,” Tovah confirmed. “Which has been driving Matvey even madder, I think. He feels like he's the only one shouldering the weight of the burden— she won't even talk about it. The chance that Eitan might… might…” Tovah shook her head. “That he might fail.”
The prince folded his arms, looking decidedly unhappy. “Woo, everyone in this country must be so stressed until their children show magic. I can’t imagine how terrifying it would be to just have a child who is a late bloomer, but not really know.”
“Watching Matvey fret makes my stomach pinch,” Tovah agreed. “And Eitan isn't even mine.” She gulped. “And especially with Iwona so willfully in denial— talking up to Eitan how fun it will be to finally get his wand, and then watching how excited the kid gets…” She nursed a sad, wan smile. “It reminds me of me and Kuba. When we were Eitan’s age. We were both late bloomers, you know. And we were so looking forward to the day we'd finally get our wands.” She laughed shakily. “He was so jealous of me when I finally got mine. He'd filch it to play with it whenever I wasn't looking.”
Angelo chuckled. “Knowing you, I bet when he finally did get his you hid it from him to get him back.”
“Mm.” Here, Tovah’s smile faltered. “I wish. But he never got his. He got sick first. The flu that killed him…” She bit her lip; even all these years later, it was clear this was a painful topic for her. “He caught it right before the fall equinox. And it worked— fast, gods did it work fast. One day he was fine. The next he was shaking like a palsied old man and he couldn't keep anything down— not even water. And a few days after that…” Her voice cracked. “Well, he was gone.”
Angelo paled, looking away. “I’m… I’m sorry, Tovah. I’m so sorry. That must’ve been-”
He froze. Eyes wide with something between confusion and a sort of horrified understanding.
“Tovah,” he said softly, “You said… you said it was just before the equinox, right? And… and last winter. Your birthday in late December. The one you share with him. You said he was six. He’d always be six.”
“Mm,” Tovah said. “That's right. He died a few months before our seventh birthday.”
Angelo was shaking now. “Oh. Oh my Woo. Tovah- a few months before his seventh birthday. And it is a few months now before Eitan’s seventh birthday.”
“And?” Tovah blinked— before abruptly freezing as the implications of Angelo’s words bowled into her. “No,” she said then, starkly. “Nope. No way.”
“But it makes sense, doesn't it?” Angelo murmured, trembling hard. “There’s never any blanks in the imperial line- you said so yourself. I was raised to politics on my father’s knee. I know how reputations like that work. Imagine how much people would whisper if the Glass Empress, the great conqueror, had a son who was a blank. Whose soul was misplaced.”
“No,” Tovah repeated, lifting her head and sharply scooting away from the prince. “Kuba wasn’t a blank, Angelo. He wasn’t. He— got sick, okay? He got sick. It had nothing to do with— with that.” Somewhat shrilly, she tacked on: “He wasn’t even tested. Like Eitan’s going to be. He hadn’t been tested. He would’ve had to have been tested if that were true. And— he wasn’t tested.” A beat. “I… don’t think he was tested.”
“No?” Angelo asked, wanting her words to be true- but somehow feeling in his gut they were not. “If your mother was worried about it, would she have told anybody? She doesn’t tell people anything. She just smiles and acts like she’s in control. Always. And you were six- six-year-olds are awful secret keepers.”
Tovah clenched her jaw. “It can’t be,” she said— which was hardly a denial. She wanted to say that her mother wouldn’t have— couldn’t have— that even for the Glass Empress, what he was suggesting was a far and awful leap into moral repugnancy. But Tovah couldn’t force the words, and so instead she murmured: “My… f-father wouldn’t have let her. Hurt him or— anything. My father— I’ve told you before, he wasn’t like my mother is, he… he…”
“Maybe he didn’t know?” Angelo suggested, his voice soft. Then he sighed. “Look, you know what? Nevermind, forget I said anything.”
“Forget?” Tovah laughed humourlessly. “You can’t— you can’t say something like that and then just— demand that I forget!” Her teeth had started chattering. She tried to stop them, but she couldn’t, and so she shut her eyes instead. “It was a flu, Angelo,” the girl insisted. “A bad flu. I— I saw, you know. Before he died. Mother l-let me see him— and he was pale, he was so pale, and… shaking and… she was sad, Mother was sad, if she’d— done that to him, why would she have been sad?”
Angelo bit his lip. “If it was a flu, why did she let you see him at all? You could’ve gotten sick too, Tovah. And if it had been a flu, he’d have been coughing. Feverish. But you said his only symptoms were nausea and tremors.”
Tovah kept her eyes shut, letting out an ugly whimper in spite of herself. “Maybe— m-maybe she figured that… I’d have caught it already. If I were going to catch it at all.”
It was a shallow retort, and the empress’s heir seemed to know it, for she let out another agonized moan. Her stomach pitched like a buoy volleyed about by the sea. Her palms were sweating. She could feel tears pricking at the backs of her closed eyelids. Angelo seemed to want to comfort her, but he also seemed almost afraid to touch her- after all he was the one who’d suggested to her the very thing that was upsetting her so much.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I’m so sorry.”
“It can’t be true,” she snuffled, slowly opening her eyes again. They were tear-glossed now, and turning rapidly bloodshot. “It can’t be true, Angelo.”
The prince sighed, tentatively putting his arms around Tovah as if afraid she’d jerk away. She didn’t, but the girl did shudder, and it seemed as if she was only keeping herself halfway composed through every ounce of sheer grit and will inside of her.
“We sh-should get you that book,” she said after a few moments. “The fairytales. That you w-wanted to read.”
“S-sure,” he agreed, pulling away reluctantly. “And… you need to get ready for tea, don’t you?”
“Yes,” she croaked, standing. “M-Mother will be cross if I’m late.” She turned to the maze of bookshelves that filled the library. “L-let’s find the book. And then go. So I can… get ready. F-for tea.”
They did indeed find the book, and soon enough Angelo had been returned to his dark apartment- saying little and feeling distinctly awful and guilty. Usually when Tovah left, the two of them parted with a kiss, but today she only spared him a wan smile. Angelo swallowed hard, giving her a trembling return smile and wondering if he’d just ruined the one relationship that made his life bearable in this Wooforsaken country with his theorizing.
She’d left with plenty of time to get ready, but Tovah was still late for tea.
She knew she was late not because she’d kept watch of the palace clocks, but rather by the way Urszula stared— or rather, glared— at her as she shuffled down the path that led to the shaded tea area out in the gardens. The empress was already sipping on a cup, and seated across from her, so was Matvey.
“Mother,” Tovah said, pausing to offer a shallow curtsey.
She’d waited to come until all her tears were dried, and had taken diligent care to make sure her eyes were no longer red and puffy, but she was afraid that the tears might come back at a moment’s notice. Or that even if they didn’t, the empress would nevertheless realize that something was wrong— for as bad as she was with expressing her own emotions, Urszula was very adept at figuring out when something was wrong with others. Sure enough, as Tovah waited for permission to take her seat, Urszula’s brow furrowed, and she tilted her head. “Tovah dear, you’re late. And you look… off-balance. Did something happen?”
“No, Mother,” Tovah said. “Just lost track of time.” She glanced at Kott, half-daring him to challenge her, but Matvey seemed far too engrossed in his own stresses to call her out, or tell Urszula where she’d been— and with whom. A small mercy. Stepping forward, Tovah added, “May I sit?”
Urszula didn’t seem convinced, arching a brow but nodding all the same. “Punctuality is the mark of good form, dear. Do try to be on time next time, hm?” She took a sip of her tea, adding, “And buck up- you look positively green.”
Pulling out the chair in between Matvey and her mother, Tovah gave the empress a fragile smile. “Must’ve had something bad to eat at breakfast,” she lied. “Or lunch. I… think I’ll fast tonight. Reset my stomach, you know?”
“You, skip dinner?” the empress demanded. “When we’re having pastila for dessert?” Urszula knew that the squares of pressed fruit paste where one of her daughter’s favorite treats.
“I’m not hungry, Mother,” Tovah said again. “I should hardly wish to make myself sick.”
“We wouldn’t want that,” Kott agreed absently, stirring his tea. As Tovah’s gaze skipped toward her cousin, she noticed that Matvey hardly seemed to have an appetite, either— his mug of tea was full, not missing so much as a single sip.
“Perhaps you should see the healer then,” Urszula suggested, casting Kott an annoyed glance before refocusing on her daughter. “You’re my only heir, love- I don’t want anything bad happening to you.”
My only heir.
Not: my daughter.
Not: I love you and I’m worried.
My only heir. As though that was the only thing that mattered. The only reason Tovah mattered.
“I’m fine, Mother,” the black-haired girl said through gritted teeth. “I’m not seeing a healer. It’d be a waste of time.”
The empress’ shoulders hitched upwards. “What is the matter with you? Stop dancing, I birthed you, I can tell when something is bothering you.” A beat. “Did you and Prince Angelo have a fight again?”
“No,” Tovah said quickly. “We didn’t. And as I said— I’m fine, Mother.” She should’ve stopped there— Tovah knew she should’ve stopped there— but the girl couldn’t help herself; her next words were dripping from her tongue before they’d even fully registered in her brain, her voice tart as she growled, “You don’t need to know everything all the time. I’m allowed to be in a rotten mood without your cursed permission, Majesty.”
“Tovah Srebro, I am not just your empress, I am your mother,” Urszula snapped. “And I will not be talked to that way just for expressing concern!”
“Don’t pretend you’re concerned.” Tovah was rigid as a board in her seat. “You’re nosy. There’s a difference.”
Beside her, Matvey winced. “Princess, is that really the proper way to speak to your mother—”
“Stay out of this, Matvey,” Tovah huffed. “It has nothing to do with you.” Then, once again before she even wholly knew what she was saying, the girl snapped, “It’s between the empress and her only heir. Right, Mother?”
Urszula’s eyes narrowed dangerously. “What is this about, Tovah?”
Tovah shook her head. “Nothing, Mother,” she hissed. “It’s about absolutely nothing!” After a moment’s frenzied consideration, the girl stood, bumping the table with her knees as she did. “You know,” she said, “I think I’ll head back to my rooms. You and Matvey can finish up tea.” She waved a shaking hand at her thoroughly bewildered cousin. “I’m sure you have much to talk about, anyway, right? What with Eitan’s test coming up.”
“What in the gods’ names is that supposed to mean?” Urszula hissed. “Sit down. Right now. And explain yourself!”
She didn’t want to speak the words. Gods, how she didn’t want to speak them. But as her conversation with Angelo played over and over again in her head— spinning like a vortex, a suffocating wind— she couldn’t stop herself, she couldn’t— not when Urszula was glaring up at her like the slighted party, so straight in her seat, her nose wrinkled, her brow squashed. Carrying on as if this was all a great mystery. As if she’d never done a single sour thing in her life.
“What’s going to happen?” Tovah said simply, her voice little more than a raspy, harrowed croak. “To Eitan? If he fails his tests?”
“He won’t,” Urszula said cooly. “The imperial line never sires blanks. The test is just to put dear Motya’s mind at ease.”
Matvey nodded hurriedly at this— he clearly, so clearly, wanted it to be true— but Tovah didn’t buy it. Not for a moment. “You’re lying,” she spat. “You wouldn’t have ordered the test to soothe Motya. You ordered it because Eitan is your grand-nephew and the whole court knows he’s almost seven. And you know how they’ll titter if he reaches that birthday without showing any magic. And you want to stay in control. You want to know first. If he’s a blank. So you can handle it.” She clenched her hands into fists at her side. “That’s right, isn’t it?”
The Glass Empress frowned. “And just what is that supposed to mean?”
“Answer my question, Mother,” Tovah snapped. “What will happen to Eitan if he fails!?”
The empress gave a long, slow sight. “I don’t know. That has never happened before. It is… unprecedented.”
“But surely it has happened,” Tovah needled. “If not in the imperial line, then surely in our nobles? Yet I haven’t heard of any lord or lady giving their child away to slavery. Not once.”
“Do you really think a noble would publicize such a thing?” Urszula demanded. “It would be a great shame and a tremendous personal tragedy. Of course they would want to handle the matter… quietly.”
“You never answer questions!” Tovah rasped. “Not ever - you always talk your way around them!”
“Tovah.” Matvey’s voice cracked, his dark eyes flitting rapidly between his cousin and aunt. “Perhaps you should sit down—”
“Shut up, Matvey!” Tovah leaned forward, looming over the table like a fox over an anthill. “Eitan will be seven in July. Three months from now. Three months.”
The empress looked back at her daughter, expression and voice flat as she retorted, “And? Are you going somewhere with this?”
“Yes,” Tovah squawked. “Yes, I am.” She forced a deep breath— or, as deep as she could manage in her present frenzied state, anyhow. “Eitan is seven in three months. And… J-Jakub…” Her voice cracked like fragile china as she forced out her twin brother’s full name. “Jakub d-died in October. When we were six. Two months before our seventh birthday. T-two months.” Tovah’s teeth were chattering again, just like in the library earlier. “And he was your son. N-not just your grand-nephew. Had you… had you had him tested, Mother?”
“No,” Urszula replied, far too quickly, far too smoothly. “I knew I needed only to wait a bit, and that with time he would show his hidden talent. But…” She sighed, looking down at her teacup. “The gods didn’t give him that time.”
“You’re lying,” Tovah spat. For a fraction of a second she wasn’t quite sure how she knew this— only that she did, and viscerally. But then the realisation washed over her, like a drowning, crushing wave: the empress had answered her question far too evenly, without even pausing first for thought. As though her reply was rehearsed. Scripted. Something she’d practised before many, many times.
In his seat, Matvey was looking increasingly uncomfortable. “Tovah,” he said. “Is this… truly the best conversation to be having right now? Given… well…” He didn’t finish his thought, but he didn’t have to in order for Tovah to know what he’d meant: given Eitan, and his own looming test, and the unknown fate that lay before Matvey’s little boy. Terrifying and perilous and looming just around the corner.
“I want to know,” Tovah said shrilly. “Tell me, Mother. Tell me the truth. Now! Did you have Kuba tested?”
Urszula said nothing, her eyes narrowed. Then, very quietly, she said, “I didn’t want you to find out. He was your twin. You loved him; attached at the hip. I knew it would’ve destroyed you to know the truth. That he was but a shell, his soul misplaced by the gods. It was for your own good, I never told you. To spare you the pain.”
For a long, long moment, Tovah said nothing. Did nothing— not a blink, not a twitch, not a breath.
Then, breathlessly, she laughed. “You killed him,” she burbled, straightening herself so that she stood very tall. “You killed him. Your own son! And you’ll kill Eitan, too, won’t you? If he fails.”
“It was for the greater good, Tovah,” the Glass Empress said quietly, not meeting her daughter’s eyes. “That the gods would misplace the soul of an imperial? It must never happen. We would lose the support of the people. The gods’ empire would fall to ash and ruin if word spread. I loved the son I thought I had, but in the end he… he wasn’t my son. Not really. Just a blank. Empty. My true son’s soul ended up somewhere else.”
“He was your baby,” Tovah retorted. “He trusted you. He loved you! And you— you what, Mother? P-poisoned him, I suppose? A droplet into his soup o-or tea, that was all it would’ve taken, he was so small, he was so small—”
“Tovah!” Urszula cut in. “Do you think I was happy about it? But what else could I have done? What else could I possibly have done?”
“I b-bet it destroyed Father,” Tovah warbled. She was crying now, and she didn’t bother to blink away the tears. “Because h-he had to know what you were going to do to Kuba, after K-Kuba failed the tests. He had to know and it had to destroy him, it—”
“Tovah.” Kott’s composure was growing more agitated— uncomfortable— by the moment. “Could you— could you calm down. Pl-please?”
She’d never heard Matvey stutter before.
Not once. Not ever.
“Motya,” Urszula said quietly. “I’m sorry. That you have to hear this. But sometimes these things happen. It’s awful, but what can we do?” She squared her jaw, looking straight into Tovah’s eyes. “Your father realized it too, after I talked to him. He was upset, of course, but he knew what had to be done. You don’t remember, do you? We had custard pie that last night before he fell ill. Kuba’s favorite dessert. He would even lick his plate when we had it. Your father suggested it- said it would make sure he got the full dose.”
“No,” Tovah hissed. “No. Father wouldn’t have— he wouldn’t have!” Her chest felt very tight; every breath was becoming a labour. “You’re lying. You’re a liar, a bloody liar!”
But she did remember.
Hate it as she might, she remembered that meal well— it had, after all, lingered in her mind as one of her last memories of Kuba. They’d had supper alone in the imperial family’s private dining room, just the four of them: mother and father and daughter and son. Urszula had claimed a migraine and used it as an excuse to dismiss all the serving blanks after all the dishes had been set on the table, so it had been not a slave, but Tovah and Kuba’s father, who’d sliced up the pie that had been baked for dessert. Carefully cutting. Hands steady.
… At least, they were steady initially, as he offered the first slice to Kuba. “Since it’s your favourite,” he’d said, smiling.
Kuba had laughed— a high, merry laugh— before the sound abruptly died in his throat when his father moved to transfer a second piece of pie to a plate… and his hand slipped. The slice tumbled toward the table below, and Jakub and Tovah could only watch as their father darted out his other hand, as if to catch it before it landed. But he failed at this, too, having aimed several inches too far to the left; the slice landed on the tablecloth below in a mushy mass of bleeding custard— and even worse, as it did, the man’s arm nipped the side of the pie platter, thoroughly upending it.
“Oh no!” Kuba had breathed. “The pie!”
In her seat beside her brother, Tovah had scowled. “It’s ruined. I wanted a piece!” Her ice blue eyes had flicked toward Jakub. “Share?” she’d needled.
Urszula, however, had snorted, gently swatting her daughter across the head. “We’ll have the cooks send up a fresh one later. My head hurts and I don’t want to listen to you two squabble.”
Even at six Tovah had known better than to row with the empress, and so with a sullen sigh, she’d gone silent.
Kuba had eaten his slice of pie.
He alone had eaten the pie.
Over ten years later, sitting in the empress’s tea garden, her only living child let out a pathetic moan. In response Matvey winced, and Urszula shook her head. “This is why I didn’t want to tell you. Some things in this world we are are better left not knowing. I know it’s hard love, but… you know as well as I do. It’s in all the holy scripture. One born without the seventh element is one without a soul. A nothing. A mere echo trying to pass as human. Perhaps it was a test from the gods; a way to gauge our conviction, to ensure we would do anything to keep the imperial line pure and strong.”
“What, so the gods sent Kuba to us only to make sure you’d kill him?” Tovah laughed in disbelief. “That’s madness, Mother! Disgusting!”
“They sent us a shell,” Urszula replied, shaking her head. “As I said- an echo that only thought it was human. It is easy to kill random bleeders, but perhaps they had to know if our conviction would hold when the blanks were of our own blood.”
“He was my twin,” Tovah bleated. “Your son. He loved you, he trusted you, it’s vile to say he was put on this earth only so that the gods could make sure you’d murder him! He was… he was— sweet and smart and… and…” She shuddered, bile rising in her throat; the girl only just barely managed to swallow it back down. “He wasn’t an echo— I don’t care what the gods-cursed scriptures say, he wasn’t an echo!”
At this, Urszula’s eyes flashed warningly. “Don’t speak blasphemously, Tovah; you know as well as I do that much though we may wish otherwise, a child born a blank can never be fully human.”
“He was fully human!” Tovah snarled. She was no longer blubbering so much as shouting. “More human than you are, I’d daresay! You wretched, brutish—”
“Tovah!” Urszula snapped, lurching to her feet. “How dare you talk like that? These are truths you’ve known your whole life. Unpleasant truths, but still truths. You… You…”
The empress broke off, an odd expression coming across her face. A dawning sort of realization that made her expression go completely flat.
“It’s him, isn’t it?” she said softly. “Angelo. He’s the one who made you realize all of this after a decade of never questioning it.”
“Don’t turn this around on him, Mother,” Tovah growled. “This has nothing to do with him. Only the child you and Father murdered. Your child! And… and…” Her gaze whipped to Kott again. “His child, too, I imagine. I-if Eitan fails that test. Your kin! Your own flesh and cursed blood, Mother!”
“Now you’re the one who’s evading questions,” Urszula hissed. “I told you what you wanted to know- now answer me. Was this Angelo’s idea? Has he been filling your head with his heathen lies?”
“This has nothing to do with him!” Tovah repeated through gritted teeth. “And perhaps,” she rattled on, even as every ounce of logic within her begged for her to shut up already, “he’s not the liar! Perhaps the liar is the one who had her son murdered and now plans to do the same exact thing with her grand-nephew— and finds nothing wrong with that!”
For a long, long moment, Urszula was chillingly silent. Then, her voice very soft, she hissed, “I see. So- like father like son. He may be a mage, but he inherited the blank’s inborn need to pervert and corrupt the true children of the gods. It was a mistake to let him have so much close, unrestricted, unsupervised access to you.”
Tovah laughed incredulously. “That’s your conclusion from this? That something’s wrong with Angelo? Not you, the person who had Kuba murdered, but with Angelo? You’re mad! Absolutely mad!”
In his chair, Kott had started sweating, his complexion gone positively ashen; he looked as though he wished he could tuck his tail and flee from the conversation outright, but he didn’t dare interrupt the empress and princess’s argument to ask permission to do so. Urszula, meanwhile, closed her eyes, heaving a heavy sigh.
“It’s a pity,” she said softly. “I never thought you’d let yourself fall so far. But I suppose the holy scripture warns us to guard ourselves from blanks and blood traitors for a reason.” She looked up to her nephew. “Motya. Escort Tovah to her rooms please. I will speak to her later- first I need to deal with Prince Angelo.”
Matvey hesitated, looking somewhere between confused and concerned, while Tovah let out another hiss of fury. “Deal with Prince Angelo?” she demanded. “What in the hells does that mean, Mother?”
“It means I’m doing what I should have done nine months ago,” she said calmly, sitting back down at the tea table. “Before I let him corrupt you. At noon tomorrow, Prince Angelo will be executed in the city square, and his head will be sent to his father with the letter of our declaration of war.”
Tovah’s entire body went to ice. “No.” She was no longer shouting. She didn’t have the breath to make herself shout— could barely even make herself stammer. “No. No, no, no, no, you can’t, you can’t—”
“We will help you recover, Tovah,” Urszula said gently. “You have strayed, but I know you can find your way back, my precious daughter.” She gestured to Kott again, more imperiously. “Take her to her rooms. It’s better if she does not see.”
Swallowing hard— as if to chase away his reservations and emotions— Kott nodded and stood. “Y-yes, Majesty,” he said, bowing his head.
Kott reached toward Tovah, but she jerked quickly away. “Don’t touch me,” she warned. “That’s an order, Matvey!”
Urszula said nothing, but the look she gave her nephew made it clear she expected him to follow through on taking Tovah away. Matvey, catching the look, gulped again, hand quicker this time as he lanced it back toward Tovah’s arm. Once more she tried to pull away, but Matvey was a trained soldier with years of combat experience— and for good measure he outsized her by half a head and at least a hundred pounds. She could only let out a small gasp of pain and indignance as his fingers curled around her forearm, and he roughly yanked her arm behind her back.
“Please don’t fight me?” he murmured into her ear as, with the hand that wasn’t holding to her arm, he firmly cupped her skull, his thumb digging into the base where it met her neck. “I really, really would appreciate it if you didn’t fight me, Tovah.”
“She’s going to murder your child!” Tovah snarled in reply. “If he fails, she’s going to murder him, Motya, she’s going to—”
“I know, Tovah,” Matvey said. “I know.” Her gave her already-wrenched arm a calculated twist, and as she let out a squawk of pain, he told her: “I have physical control over you right now. Whether you like it or not. And I’d really appreciate it if you didn’t make this any harder than it already is, okay? A nice, calm walk to your room. That’s all I’m asking.”
“Someday you will understand, my love,” Urszula said sadly. “Now- go, Motya. She’s had enough stress for one day, and I suspect so have you.”
Matvey nodded, and Tovah screeched, digging her heels into the ground below. “I’m not going!” she squawked. “I’m not, I’m not!”
But her pleas fell on deaf ears, and within a few moments it became clear that even if she didn’t want to go, she had no choice in the matter: at first Matvey tried to coax her into walking, nudging her legs with each leaden step forward that he took, but when this meted nothing, he turned to dragging her instead. She thrashed, and he clamped down harder against her skull. Pain blossomed, and she screamed again.
“Let go!” she begged him.
“I’m sorry, Tovah,” he said simply. “I’m very, very sorry.”
Even with Tovah thrashing at every opportunity, she and Matvey were making quick headway through the gardens. Within a minute Urszula was already gone from sight, and in another few they’d be back inside the palace. From there it was only a quick jaunt to her and her mother’s rooms— a few staircases, a couple of winding halls. And once she was locked inside— and she had no doubt that Kott would be locking her inside, no way would he leave her with an opportunity to escape back out— then… then…
Then what?
Then it was over. Then she was trapped, and Angelo was doomed. A cow just waiting in the slaughterhouse. His death already written in stone.
“Let go of me,” she gasped again, tears burning in her eyes. “Matvey, please—!”
“Hush, Tovah,” he told her simply.
“We’ll run into a knight sooner than later,” she blathered on. She was surprised they hadn’t already— gods knew, sentries weren’t scarce in the imperial palace. “I’ll tell them you’re hurting me!”
“And I’ll tell them that I’m acting under your mother’s orders. They won’t interfere.”
“Matvey!” she pleaded.
“I’m sorry, Tovah. I’m sorry.”
True to Tovah’s prediction, they ran into knights not longer later… but true to Matvey’s prediction, the men didn’t interfere after he told them— in his steeliest soldier’s voice— that he was acting under Urszula’s command, and that any efforts to stop him would see their backs falling under the wrong side of a lash. Tovah tried to counter this— tried to tell them no, that her cousin was lying, that he was abducting her, that if they didn’t rescue her it would be their heads rolling, not a mere whipping, but she was so hysterical that her words were barely understandable, and in any case, Matvey had her dragged away and out of the knights’ earshot before she’d managed to wheeze more than a few fractured syllables.
A few minutes later, they crossed inside.
Tovah wanted to throw up. Or pass out. Or maybe both. She had to think— gods, she had to think! Screaming was meting her nothing. Physically struggling had only earned her pain. But she couldn’t just give in! To give in would mean Angelo’s death, signed and sealed, and she couldn’t let that happen— she’d sooner die than let that happen!
… And then an idea occurred to her. A bare bones idea, more of a wavery flicker than anything, but as Matvey began to drag her down the marble-floored hall, Tovah realised that it might be all she had. Her only chance. It was like playing grey man’s bluff— the real version, not Angelo’s bastardized invention. After you threw the dice, you only had so long to make your move before your turn expired. And a move— any move— was better than forfeiting your go. No one ever would— could!—win from forfeiting their go.
“Matvey,” she whimpered to her cousin. “Matvey, okay. Okay. I’m done fighting. I’m done.”
He let out a sigh of what might have been relief, but kept right on walking. Dragging. “Mmm,” he said. “All right. Glad to hear.”
“Matvey.” She shuddered. “Please, I mean it— can you stop lugging me like I’m some errant blank? I’m d-done fighting, I’m done. Just let me walk, all right?”
“You might run,” he said.
“Where to?” she asked, a bit shrilly. “Because wherever it is, I’m pretty darned sure you could catch me.”
Matvey sighed again… and for a long, miserable moment, Tovah thought he might just keep on dragging on her. But then, abruptly, he paused in his tracks. His hand fell away from her neck and his other loosened over her arm. He allowed his cousin to straighten.
“Don’t do anything stupid, please?” he asked her.
“I won’t,” she promised him. “Just give me a second to catch my breath, okay?”
“Fine,” Matvey agreed reluctantly.
“Thank you.” Tovah swallowed hard.
Sucked in long, tremulous inhale.
And then, lightning-quick, her hand dance toward Matvey’s hip. His wand.
She didn’t manage to extricate it— he was too fast, his dominant hand dropping from where it had been holding onto her arm. He seized her wrist, and Tovah yelped in pain.
But beneath the squeak, there lay a small laugh— a smile— because this was exactly what she’d wanted.
Because— as Matvey focused on stopping her from snatching his wand— Tovah used her other hand to reach for her own.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Motya,” she said as she expertly unholstered it and pointed the rod toward his chest. “But I will. If I have to.”
Fingers still laced around her wrist, Matvey blinked. She half-expected him to try something immediate and aggressive— to jerk her forward, or spin her around, or otherwise do something to throw her off balance and then quickly confiscate her wand. It was what she would’ve done, if she were him. And gods knew, he’d already proven he could well outmatch her physically.
But he didn’t.
Matvey didn’t.
Instead, for a long moment, he merely stared at her. Then, after turning his chin to briefly survey the derelict hall they stood in, as if to check for any watching eyes or listening ears, the silver-clad guard dropped his cousin’s wrist.
“What are you doing, Tovah?” he asked her gently.
“Sh-shut up,” she whimpered, taking a step back from him, wand still outstretched. “Shut up, Matvey.”
“Tovah.” He matched her step with one of his own. “Answer me, please. What are you doing? Because… if it’s what I half-think you are…” Matvey swallowed very, very hard. “I want to make sure you think it through. The implications. Before you go any further.”
“W-what’s that supposed to mean?” she squeaked. “What the hell is that supposed to mean?”
“Treason,” Matvey said simply. “If you’re trying to do what I think you are… that’s treason, Tovah. You know that, right?”
“I suppose,” she agreed. Fresh tears were pooling in her eyes, and she blinked them stubbornly away. “But I don’t care. I don’t care, Matvey! My mother killed K-Kuba. And now she’s going to kill Angelo. And I— I can’t, all right? I can’t let her kill him, I can’t, I can’t—”
“Shhh.” Matvey pressed a finger to his lips. “Not so loud, Tovah. You’re going to attract attention.”
Now she was the one to blink in surprise. “W-what would you care if I attract attention?” she sniveled. “That’ll just help you, won’t it? Reinforcements. To d-d-disarm me.”
Matvey, however, didn’t respond to this accusation. On the contrary, he shook his head, voice soft but urgent as he told his cousin: “This isn’t something you can go back from, Tovah. It’s a very permanent choice. Choosing a heathen prince over your mother. Your crown. Your kingdom.”
“I d-don’t care,” Tovah stammered. Her hand was cramping, but she didn’t dare lower her wand. “I can’t play her games anymore, Motya,” she croaked. “I can’t just… be another piece on her gameboard.”
“You’d have to go very far away, Tovah,” said Matvey. “Out of Meltaim entirely.”
“Then I’ll go out of Meltaim. A-Angelo doesn’t want to b-be in Meltaim, anyhow.”
“He wants to be in Valzaim,” Matvey corrected. “Our sworn enemy. Tovah— gods, how do you know they wouldn’t merely slaughter you there?”
“They wouldn’t,” she insisted shrilly. “A-Angelo’s told me about them. Their religion, their b-beliefs, their philosophies. They don’t just— just kill to kill, if I pr-proved to them that I’m genuine they wouldn’t kill me. They wouldn’t. M-maybe they’d be suspicious of me for a bit— until I showed them I’m n-not their enemy, but… then I’d be okay. I’d be okay.”
“But even if that’s true… is he really worth this, Tovah?” her cousin asked delicately. “Throwing away your entire life? Your birthright? Your legacy?”
“What’s it to you?” she returned. “W-why do you even care?” Then, heavy knots lacing her throat, she added: “Why haven’t you tr-tried to disarm me already, Motya?” He’d had ample time to figure out an approach, and so if he’d wanted to, he surely could have.
Matvey, however, only shrugged. “Answer my question, Tovah,” he told her. “If he’s worth this. If you’re truly serious about doing this.”
“I-I am serious,” she said. “And he is worth it.”
“All right,” Matvey replied. “If you’re sure.” Then— unexpectedly— he shut his eyes for a brief moment. Let out a long, trembling breath. “I’m not going to stop you, Tovah,” he said. “I’ll let you go. I’ll even help you. I—”
Tovah gawped. “What?” she cut in. “You’re… g-going to help me? Why in the hells would you help me? As you pointed out, it’s treason, Motya.”
“You didn’t let me finish,” Matvey said. He stared his cousin straight on, their pupils hooking. “I will help you. On one condition.”
“C-condition?” she asked. “And… what’s that?”
“Eitan,” her cousin said simply. “You and the prince take Eitan.”
One afternoon in late April, Tovah was recounting for Angelo a set of Meltaiman fairy tales, and intrigued, he asked if he could see more such stories to keep himself entertained in his solitude. The princess agreed to take him up to the library so they could look for a book to that effect for him to borrow- he was now proficient enough in reading Meltaiman he could manage- but when the prince poked his head out of the room, his guard was unamused.
“The library?” Turning to face his cousin and his prisoner, Kott had both dusty blond brows raised. “Weren't you just there this morning?”
They had been, for Meltaiman lessons, but Tovah didn't see why this mattered. “We want to go again,” she said. “Hardly any rules saying Angelo’s to be limited to one library visit per day.”
Kott scowled. “It's a long walk.”
“Maybe, but no so boring as stand still,” Angelo pointed out in his stilted Meltaiman. “Soldiers walk far for battle.”
“You know you and I have a tea date with your mother in less than an hour, Tovah, right?” Kott said, changing tacks. “We’ll be late.”
“I think we’ll manage.” Tovah frowned. “Especially if you stop dithering.” She stepped forward. “Now come on, please?”
Kott acquiesced, but not without an immensely sour expression puckering his face— and once they'd reached the library he declared he'd post some other guard outside of it to escort Angelo back to his chambers afterward.
“I'll hardly be late to tea with the empress,” Matvey huffed as Angelo and Tovah stepped inside to the library. “And I should hope you keep track of time so that you won't be, either, Tovah.”
And with that the silver-clad imperial nephew was gone, swinging the door shut behind him. As his footsteps echoed off down the hall, Angelo frowned, glancing at Tovah with a befuddled expression.
“The ‘Pit did I do now?”
“Nothing.” She sighed and flopped down onto one of the cushy armchairs. Angelo sat beside her as she went on, “It's not you. It's Eitan.” A beat. “My mother let Matvey know that Eitan’s test is scheduled. For next week. Monday. To… see if he's a mage.”
The prince sucked in a breath sharply. “She… she let him know? So she didn’t even consult him about it? Isn’t this his son?”
“Yes. But as far as my mother’s concerned, the test has to happen sooner or later, and since still Eitan hasn't shown magic… and his birthday’s only a few months away now…” Tovah shrugged. “Matvey is afraid. Very, very afraid.”
Angelo bit his lip. “He’s such a sweet kid… So energetic and bright. How can anybody assume he doesn’t have a soul?”
“Matvey is stressed to hell,” Tovah said by way of answer. “And his wife is… is…”
“She’s in denial,” Angelo replied, having noticed exactly that. “She keeps talking to Eitan like nothing’s wrong. About how excited she is to get him his own wand soon.”
“Iwona won't even entertain the idea,” Tovah confirmed. “Which has been driving Matvey even madder, I think. He feels like he's the only one shouldering the weight of the burden— she won't even talk about it. The chance that Eitan might… might…” Tovah shook her head. “That he might fail.”
The prince folded his arms, looking decidedly unhappy. “Woo, everyone in this country must be so stressed until their children show magic. I can’t imagine how terrifying it would be to just have a child who is a late bloomer, but not really know.”
“Watching Matvey fret makes my stomach pinch,” Tovah agreed. “And Eitan isn't even mine.” She gulped. “And especially with Iwona so willfully in denial— talking up to Eitan how fun it will be to finally get his wand, and then watching how excited the kid gets…” She nursed a sad, wan smile. “It reminds me of me and Kuba. When we were Eitan’s age. We were both late bloomers, you know. And we were so looking forward to the day we'd finally get our wands.” She laughed shakily. “He was so jealous of me when I finally got mine. He'd filch it to play with it whenever I wasn't looking.”
Angelo chuckled. “Knowing you, I bet when he finally did get his you hid it from him to get him back.”
“Mm.” Here, Tovah’s smile faltered. “I wish. But he never got his. He got sick first. The flu that killed him…” She bit her lip; even all these years later, it was clear this was a painful topic for her. “He caught it right before the fall equinox. And it worked— fast, gods did it work fast. One day he was fine. The next he was shaking like a palsied old man and he couldn't keep anything down— not even water. And a few days after that…” Her voice cracked. “Well, he was gone.”
Angelo paled, looking away. “I’m… I’m sorry, Tovah. I’m so sorry. That must’ve been-”
He froze. Eyes wide with something between confusion and a sort of horrified understanding.
“Tovah,” he said softly, “You said… you said it was just before the equinox, right? And… and last winter. Your birthday in late December. The one you share with him. You said he was six. He’d always be six.”
“Mm,” Tovah said. “That's right. He died a few months before our seventh birthday.”
Angelo was shaking now. “Oh. Oh my Woo. Tovah- a few months before his seventh birthday. And it is a few months now before Eitan’s seventh birthday.”
“And?” Tovah blinked— before abruptly freezing as the implications of Angelo’s words bowled into her. “No,” she said then, starkly. “Nope. No way.”
“But it makes sense, doesn't it?” Angelo murmured, trembling hard. “There’s never any blanks in the imperial line- you said so yourself. I was raised to politics on my father’s knee. I know how reputations like that work. Imagine how much people would whisper if the Glass Empress, the great conqueror, had a son who was a blank. Whose soul was misplaced.”
“No,” Tovah repeated, lifting her head and sharply scooting away from the prince. “Kuba wasn’t a blank, Angelo. He wasn’t. He— got sick, okay? He got sick. It had nothing to do with— with that.” Somewhat shrilly, she tacked on: “He wasn’t even tested. Like Eitan’s going to be. He hadn’t been tested. He would’ve had to have been tested if that were true. And— he wasn’t tested.” A beat. “I… don’t think he was tested.”
“No?” Angelo asked, wanting her words to be true- but somehow feeling in his gut they were not. “If your mother was worried about it, would she have told anybody? She doesn’t tell people anything. She just smiles and acts like she’s in control. Always. And you were six- six-year-olds are awful secret keepers.”
Tovah clenched her jaw. “It can’t be,” she said— which was hardly a denial. She wanted to say that her mother wouldn’t have— couldn’t have— that even for the Glass Empress, what he was suggesting was a far and awful leap into moral repugnancy. But Tovah couldn’t force the words, and so instead she murmured: “My… f-father wouldn’t have let her. Hurt him or— anything. My father— I’ve told you before, he wasn’t like my mother is, he… he…”
“Maybe he didn’t know?” Angelo suggested, his voice soft. Then he sighed. “Look, you know what? Nevermind, forget I said anything.”
“Forget?” Tovah laughed humourlessly. “You can’t— you can’t say something like that and then just— demand that I forget!” Her teeth had started chattering. She tried to stop them, but she couldn’t, and so she shut her eyes instead. “It was a flu, Angelo,” the girl insisted. “A bad flu. I— I saw, you know. Before he died. Mother l-let me see him— and he was pale, he was so pale, and… shaking and… she was sad, Mother was sad, if she’d— done that to him, why would she have been sad?”
Angelo bit his lip. “If it was a flu, why did she let you see him at all? You could’ve gotten sick too, Tovah. And if it had been a flu, he’d have been coughing. Feverish. But you said his only symptoms were nausea and tremors.”
Tovah kept her eyes shut, letting out an ugly whimper in spite of herself. “Maybe— m-maybe she figured that… I’d have caught it already. If I were going to catch it at all.”
It was a shallow retort, and the empress’s heir seemed to know it, for she let out another agonized moan. Her stomach pitched like a buoy volleyed about by the sea. Her palms were sweating. She could feel tears pricking at the backs of her closed eyelids. Angelo seemed to want to comfort her, but he also seemed almost afraid to touch her- after all he was the one who’d suggested to her the very thing that was upsetting her so much.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “I’m so sorry.”
“It can’t be true,” she snuffled, slowly opening her eyes again. They were tear-glossed now, and turning rapidly bloodshot. “It can’t be true, Angelo.”
The prince sighed, tentatively putting his arms around Tovah as if afraid she’d jerk away. She didn’t, but the girl did shudder, and it seemed as if she was only keeping herself halfway composed through every ounce of sheer grit and will inside of her.
“We sh-should get you that book,” she said after a few moments. “The fairytales. That you w-wanted to read.”
“S-sure,” he agreed, pulling away reluctantly. “And… you need to get ready for tea, don’t you?”
“Yes,” she croaked, standing. “M-Mother will be cross if I’m late.” She turned to the maze of bookshelves that filled the library. “L-let’s find the book. And then go. So I can… get ready. F-for tea.”
They did indeed find the book, and soon enough Angelo had been returned to his dark apartment- saying little and feeling distinctly awful and guilty. Usually when Tovah left, the two of them parted with a kiss, but today she only spared him a wan smile. Angelo swallowed hard, giving her a trembling return smile and wondering if he’d just ruined the one relationship that made his life bearable in this Wooforsaken country with his theorizing.
***
She’d left with plenty of time to get ready, but Tovah was still late for tea.
She knew she was late not because she’d kept watch of the palace clocks, but rather by the way Urszula stared— or rather, glared— at her as she shuffled down the path that led to the shaded tea area out in the gardens. The empress was already sipping on a cup, and seated across from her, so was Matvey.
“Mother,” Tovah said, pausing to offer a shallow curtsey.
She’d waited to come until all her tears were dried, and had taken diligent care to make sure her eyes were no longer red and puffy, but she was afraid that the tears might come back at a moment’s notice. Or that even if they didn’t, the empress would nevertheless realize that something was wrong— for as bad as she was with expressing her own emotions, Urszula was very adept at figuring out when something was wrong with others. Sure enough, as Tovah waited for permission to take her seat, Urszula’s brow furrowed, and she tilted her head. “Tovah dear, you’re late. And you look… off-balance. Did something happen?”
“No, Mother,” Tovah said. “Just lost track of time.” She glanced at Kott, half-daring him to challenge her, but Matvey seemed far too engrossed in his own stresses to call her out, or tell Urszula where she’d been— and with whom. A small mercy. Stepping forward, Tovah added, “May I sit?”
Urszula didn’t seem convinced, arching a brow but nodding all the same. “Punctuality is the mark of good form, dear. Do try to be on time next time, hm?” She took a sip of her tea, adding, “And buck up- you look positively green.”
Pulling out the chair in between Matvey and her mother, Tovah gave the empress a fragile smile. “Must’ve had something bad to eat at breakfast,” she lied. “Or lunch. I… think I’ll fast tonight. Reset my stomach, you know?”
“You, skip dinner?” the empress demanded. “When we’re having pastila for dessert?” Urszula knew that the squares of pressed fruit paste where one of her daughter’s favorite treats.
“I’m not hungry, Mother,” Tovah said again. “I should hardly wish to make myself sick.”
“We wouldn’t want that,” Kott agreed absently, stirring his tea. As Tovah’s gaze skipped toward her cousin, she noticed that Matvey hardly seemed to have an appetite, either— his mug of tea was full, not missing so much as a single sip.
“Perhaps you should see the healer then,” Urszula suggested, casting Kott an annoyed glance before refocusing on her daughter. “You’re my only heir, love- I don’t want anything bad happening to you.”
My only heir.
Not: my daughter.
Not: I love you and I’m worried.
My only heir. As though that was the only thing that mattered. The only reason Tovah mattered.
“I’m fine, Mother,” the black-haired girl said through gritted teeth. “I’m not seeing a healer. It’d be a waste of time.”
The empress’ shoulders hitched upwards. “What is the matter with you? Stop dancing, I birthed you, I can tell when something is bothering you.” A beat. “Did you and Prince Angelo have a fight again?”
“No,” Tovah said quickly. “We didn’t. And as I said— I’m fine, Mother.” She should’ve stopped there— Tovah knew she should’ve stopped there— but the girl couldn’t help herself; her next words were dripping from her tongue before they’d even fully registered in her brain, her voice tart as she growled, “You don’t need to know everything all the time. I’m allowed to be in a rotten mood without your cursed permission, Majesty.”
“Tovah Srebro, I am not just your empress, I am your mother,” Urszula snapped. “And I will not be talked to that way just for expressing concern!”
“Don’t pretend you’re concerned.” Tovah was rigid as a board in her seat. “You’re nosy. There’s a difference.”
Beside her, Matvey winced. “Princess, is that really the proper way to speak to your mother—”
“Stay out of this, Matvey,” Tovah huffed. “It has nothing to do with you.” Then, once again before she even wholly knew what she was saying, the girl snapped, “It’s between the empress and her only heir. Right, Mother?”
Urszula’s eyes narrowed dangerously. “What is this about, Tovah?”
Tovah shook her head. “Nothing, Mother,” she hissed. “It’s about absolutely nothing!” After a moment’s frenzied consideration, the girl stood, bumping the table with her knees as she did. “You know,” she said, “I think I’ll head back to my rooms. You and Matvey can finish up tea.” She waved a shaking hand at her thoroughly bewildered cousin. “I’m sure you have much to talk about, anyway, right? What with Eitan’s test coming up.”
“What in the gods’ names is that supposed to mean?” Urszula hissed. “Sit down. Right now. And explain yourself!”
She didn’t want to speak the words. Gods, how she didn’t want to speak them. But as her conversation with Angelo played over and over again in her head— spinning like a vortex, a suffocating wind— she couldn’t stop herself, she couldn’t— not when Urszula was glaring up at her like the slighted party, so straight in her seat, her nose wrinkled, her brow squashed. Carrying on as if this was all a great mystery. As if she’d never done a single sour thing in her life.
“What’s going to happen?” Tovah said simply, her voice little more than a raspy, harrowed croak. “To Eitan? If he fails his tests?”
“He won’t,” Urszula said cooly. “The imperial line never sires blanks. The test is just to put dear Motya’s mind at ease.”
Matvey nodded hurriedly at this— he clearly, so clearly, wanted it to be true— but Tovah didn’t buy it. Not for a moment. “You’re lying,” she spat. “You wouldn’t have ordered the test to soothe Motya. You ordered it because Eitan is your grand-nephew and the whole court knows he’s almost seven. And you know how they’ll titter if he reaches that birthday without showing any magic. And you want to stay in control. You want to know first. If he’s a blank. So you can handle it.” She clenched her hands into fists at her side. “That’s right, isn’t it?”
The Glass Empress frowned. “And just what is that supposed to mean?”
“Answer my question, Mother,” Tovah snapped. “What will happen to Eitan if he fails!?”
The empress gave a long, slow sight. “I don’t know. That has never happened before. It is… unprecedented.”
“But surely it has happened,” Tovah needled. “If not in the imperial line, then surely in our nobles? Yet I haven’t heard of any lord or lady giving their child away to slavery. Not once.”
“Do you really think a noble would publicize such a thing?” Urszula demanded. “It would be a great shame and a tremendous personal tragedy. Of course they would want to handle the matter… quietly.”
“You never answer questions!” Tovah rasped. “Not ever - you always talk your way around them!”
“Tovah.” Matvey’s voice cracked, his dark eyes flitting rapidly between his cousin and aunt. “Perhaps you should sit down—”
“Shut up, Matvey!” Tovah leaned forward, looming over the table like a fox over an anthill. “Eitan will be seven in July. Three months from now. Three months.”
The empress looked back at her daughter, expression and voice flat as she retorted, “And? Are you going somewhere with this?”
“Yes,” Tovah squawked. “Yes, I am.” She forced a deep breath— or, as deep as she could manage in her present frenzied state, anyhow. “Eitan is seven in three months. And… J-Jakub…” Her voice cracked like fragile china as she forced out her twin brother’s full name. “Jakub d-died in October. When we were six. Two months before our seventh birthday. T-two months.” Tovah’s teeth were chattering again, just like in the library earlier. “And he was your son. N-not just your grand-nephew. Had you… had you had him tested, Mother?”
“No,” Urszula replied, far too quickly, far too smoothly. “I knew I needed only to wait a bit, and that with time he would show his hidden talent. But…” She sighed, looking down at her teacup. “The gods didn’t give him that time.”
“You’re lying,” Tovah spat. For a fraction of a second she wasn’t quite sure how she knew this— only that she did, and viscerally. But then the realisation washed over her, like a drowning, crushing wave: the empress had answered her question far too evenly, without even pausing first for thought. As though her reply was rehearsed. Scripted. Something she’d practised before many, many times.
In his seat, Matvey was looking increasingly uncomfortable. “Tovah,” he said. “Is this… truly the best conversation to be having right now? Given… well…” He didn’t finish his thought, but he didn’t have to in order for Tovah to know what he’d meant: given Eitan, and his own looming test, and the unknown fate that lay before Matvey’s little boy. Terrifying and perilous and looming just around the corner.
“I want to know,” Tovah said shrilly. “Tell me, Mother. Tell me the truth. Now! Did you have Kuba tested?”
Urszula said nothing, her eyes narrowed. Then, very quietly, she said, “I didn’t want you to find out. He was your twin. You loved him; attached at the hip. I knew it would’ve destroyed you to know the truth. That he was but a shell, his soul misplaced by the gods. It was for your own good, I never told you. To spare you the pain.”
For a long, long moment, Tovah said nothing. Did nothing— not a blink, not a twitch, not a breath.
Then, breathlessly, she laughed. “You killed him,” she burbled, straightening herself so that she stood very tall. “You killed him. Your own son! And you’ll kill Eitan, too, won’t you? If he fails.”
“It was for the greater good, Tovah,” the Glass Empress said quietly, not meeting her daughter’s eyes. “That the gods would misplace the soul of an imperial? It must never happen. We would lose the support of the people. The gods’ empire would fall to ash and ruin if word spread. I loved the son I thought I had, but in the end he… he wasn’t my son. Not really. Just a blank. Empty. My true son’s soul ended up somewhere else.”
“He was your baby,” Tovah retorted. “He trusted you. He loved you! And you— you what, Mother? P-poisoned him, I suppose? A droplet into his soup o-or tea, that was all it would’ve taken, he was so small, he was so small—”
“Tovah!” Urszula cut in. “Do you think I was happy about it? But what else could I have done? What else could I possibly have done?”
“I b-bet it destroyed Father,” Tovah warbled. She was crying now, and she didn’t bother to blink away the tears. “Because h-he had to know what you were going to do to Kuba, after K-Kuba failed the tests. He had to know and it had to destroy him, it—”
“Tovah.” Kott’s composure was growing more agitated— uncomfortable— by the moment. “Could you— could you calm down. Pl-please?”
She’d never heard Matvey stutter before.
Not once. Not ever.
“Motya,” Urszula said quietly. “I’m sorry. That you have to hear this. But sometimes these things happen. It’s awful, but what can we do?” She squared her jaw, looking straight into Tovah’s eyes. “Your father realized it too, after I talked to him. He was upset, of course, but he knew what had to be done. You don’t remember, do you? We had custard pie that last night before he fell ill. Kuba’s favorite dessert. He would even lick his plate when we had it. Your father suggested it- said it would make sure he got the full dose.”
“No,” Tovah hissed. “No. Father wouldn’t have— he wouldn’t have!” Her chest felt very tight; every breath was becoming a labour. “You’re lying. You’re a liar, a bloody liar!”
But she did remember.
Hate it as she might, she remembered that meal well— it had, after all, lingered in her mind as one of her last memories of Kuba. They’d had supper alone in the imperial family’s private dining room, just the four of them: mother and father and daughter and son. Urszula had claimed a migraine and used it as an excuse to dismiss all the serving blanks after all the dishes had been set on the table, so it had been not a slave, but Tovah and Kuba’s father, who’d sliced up the pie that had been baked for dessert. Carefully cutting. Hands steady.
… At least, they were steady initially, as he offered the first slice to Kuba. “Since it’s your favourite,” he’d said, smiling.
Kuba had laughed— a high, merry laugh— before the sound abruptly died in his throat when his father moved to transfer a second piece of pie to a plate… and his hand slipped. The slice tumbled toward the table below, and Jakub and Tovah could only watch as their father darted out his other hand, as if to catch it before it landed. But he failed at this, too, having aimed several inches too far to the left; the slice landed on the tablecloth below in a mushy mass of bleeding custard— and even worse, as it did, the man’s arm nipped the side of the pie platter, thoroughly upending it.
“Oh no!” Kuba had breathed. “The pie!”
In her seat beside her brother, Tovah had scowled. “It’s ruined. I wanted a piece!” Her ice blue eyes had flicked toward Jakub. “Share?” she’d needled.
Urszula, however, had snorted, gently swatting her daughter across the head. “We’ll have the cooks send up a fresh one later. My head hurts and I don’t want to listen to you two squabble.”
Even at six Tovah had known better than to row with the empress, and so with a sullen sigh, she’d gone silent.
Kuba had eaten his slice of pie.
He alone had eaten the pie.
Over ten years later, sitting in the empress’s tea garden, her only living child let out a pathetic moan. In response Matvey winced, and Urszula shook her head. “This is why I didn’t want to tell you. Some things in this world we are are better left not knowing. I know it’s hard love, but… you know as well as I do. It’s in all the holy scripture. One born without the seventh element is one without a soul. A nothing. A mere echo trying to pass as human. Perhaps it was a test from the gods; a way to gauge our conviction, to ensure we would do anything to keep the imperial line pure and strong.”
“What, so the gods sent Kuba to us only to make sure you’d kill him?” Tovah laughed in disbelief. “That’s madness, Mother! Disgusting!”
“They sent us a shell,” Urszula replied, shaking her head. “As I said- an echo that only thought it was human. It is easy to kill random bleeders, but perhaps they had to know if our conviction would hold when the blanks were of our own blood.”
“He was my twin,” Tovah bleated. “Your son. He loved you, he trusted you, it’s vile to say he was put on this earth only so that the gods could make sure you’d murder him! He was… he was— sweet and smart and… and…” She shuddered, bile rising in her throat; the girl only just barely managed to swallow it back down. “He wasn’t an echo— I don’t care what the gods-cursed scriptures say, he wasn’t an echo!”
At this, Urszula’s eyes flashed warningly. “Don’t speak blasphemously, Tovah; you know as well as I do that much though we may wish otherwise, a child born a blank can never be fully human.”
“He was fully human!” Tovah snarled. She was no longer blubbering so much as shouting. “More human than you are, I’d daresay! You wretched, brutish—”
“Tovah!” Urszula snapped, lurching to her feet. “How dare you talk like that? These are truths you’ve known your whole life. Unpleasant truths, but still truths. You… You…”
The empress broke off, an odd expression coming across her face. A dawning sort of realization that made her expression go completely flat.
“It’s him, isn’t it?” she said softly. “Angelo. He’s the one who made you realize all of this after a decade of never questioning it.”
“Don’t turn this around on him, Mother,” Tovah growled. “This has nothing to do with him. Only the child you and Father murdered. Your child! And… and…” Her gaze whipped to Kott again. “His child, too, I imagine. I-if Eitan fails that test. Your kin! Your own flesh and cursed blood, Mother!”
“Now you’re the one who’s evading questions,” Urszula hissed. “I told you what you wanted to know- now answer me. Was this Angelo’s idea? Has he been filling your head with his heathen lies?”
“This has nothing to do with him!” Tovah repeated through gritted teeth. “And perhaps,” she rattled on, even as every ounce of logic within her begged for her to shut up already, “he’s not the liar! Perhaps the liar is the one who had her son murdered and now plans to do the same exact thing with her grand-nephew— and finds nothing wrong with that!”
For a long, long moment, Urszula was chillingly silent. Then, her voice very soft, she hissed, “I see. So- like father like son. He may be a mage, but he inherited the blank’s inborn need to pervert and corrupt the true children of the gods. It was a mistake to let him have so much close, unrestricted, unsupervised access to you.”
Tovah laughed incredulously. “That’s your conclusion from this? That something’s wrong with Angelo? Not you, the person who had Kuba murdered, but with Angelo? You’re mad! Absolutely mad!”
In his chair, Kott had started sweating, his complexion gone positively ashen; he looked as though he wished he could tuck his tail and flee from the conversation outright, but he didn’t dare interrupt the empress and princess’s argument to ask permission to do so. Urszula, meanwhile, closed her eyes, heaving a heavy sigh.
“It’s a pity,” she said softly. “I never thought you’d let yourself fall so far. But I suppose the holy scripture warns us to guard ourselves from blanks and blood traitors for a reason.” She looked up to her nephew. “Motya. Escort Tovah to her rooms please. I will speak to her later- first I need to deal with Prince Angelo.”
Matvey hesitated, looking somewhere between confused and concerned, while Tovah let out another hiss of fury. “Deal with Prince Angelo?” she demanded. “What in the hells does that mean, Mother?”
“It means I’m doing what I should have done nine months ago,” she said calmly, sitting back down at the tea table. “Before I let him corrupt you. At noon tomorrow, Prince Angelo will be executed in the city square, and his head will be sent to his father with the letter of our declaration of war.”
Tovah’s entire body went to ice. “No.” She was no longer shouting. She didn’t have the breath to make herself shout— could barely even make herself stammer. “No. No, no, no, no, you can’t, you can’t—”
“We will help you recover, Tovah,” Urszula said gently. “You have strayed, but I know you can find your way back, my precious daughter.” She gestured to Kott again, more imperiously. “Take her to her rooms. It’s better if she does not see.”
Swallowing hard— as if to chase away his reservations and emotions— Kott nodded and stood. “Y-yes, Majesty,” he said, bowing his head.
Kott reached toward Tovah, but she jerked quickly away. “Don’t touch me,” she warned. “That’s an order, Matvey!”
Urszula said nothing, but the look she gave her nephew made it clear she expected him to follow through on taking Tovah away. Matvey, catching the look, gulped again, hand quicker this time as he lanced it back toward Tovah’s arm. Once more she tried to pull away, but Matvey was a trained soldier with years of combat experience— and for good measure he outsized her by half a head and at least a hundred pounds. She could only let out a small gasp of pain and indignance as his fingers curled around her forearm, and he roughly yanked her arm behind her back.
“Please don’t fight me?” he murmured into her ear as, with the hand that wasn’t holding to her arm, he firmly cupped her skull, his thumb digging into the base where it met her neck. “I really, really would appreciate it if you didn’t fight me, Tovah.”
“She’s going to murder your child!” Tovah snarled in reply. “If he fails, she’s going to murder him, Motya, she’s going to—”
“I know, Tovah,” Matvey said. “I know.” Her gave her already-wrenched arm a calculated twist, and as she let out a squawk of pain, he told her: “I have physical control over you right now. Whether you like it or not. And I’d really appreciate it if you didn’t make this any harder than it already is, okay? A nice, calm walk to your room. That’s all I’m asking.”
“Someday you will understand, my love,” Urszula said sadly. “Now- go, Motya. She’s had enough stress for one day, and I suspect so have you.”
Matvey nodded, and Tovah screeched, digging her heels into the ground below. “I’m not going!” she squawked. “I’m not, I’m not!”
But her pleas fell on deaf ears, and within a few moments it became clear that even if she didn’t want to go, she had no choice in the matter: at first Matvey tried to coax her into walking, nudging her legs with each leaden step forward that he took, but when this meted nothing, he turned to dragging her instead. She thrashed, and he clamped down harder against her skull. Pain blossomed, and she screamed again.
“Let go!” she begged him.
“I’m sorry, Tovah,” he said simply. “I’m very, very sorry.”
Even with Tovah thrashing at every opportunity, she and Matvey were making quick headway through the gardens. Within a minute Urszula was already gone from sight, and in another few they’d be back inside the palace. From there it was only a quick jaunt to her and her mother’s rooms— a few staircases, a couple of winding halls. And once she was locked inside— and she had no doubt that Kott would be locking her inside, no way would he leave her with an opportunity to escape back out— then… then…
Then what?
Then it was over. Then she was trapped, and Angelo was doomed. A cow just waiting in the slaughterhouse. His death already written in stone.
“Let go of me,” she gasped again, tears burning in her eyes. “Matvey, please—!”
“Hush, Tovah,” he told her simply.
“We’ll run into a knight sooner than later,” she blathered on. She was surprised they hadn’t already— gods knew, sentries weren’t scarce in the imperial palace. “I’ll tell them you’re hurting me!”
“And I’ll tell them that I’m acting under your mother’s orders. They won’t interfere.”
“Matvey!” she pleaded.
“I’m sorry, Tovah. I’m sorry.”
True to Tovah’s prediction, they ran into knights not longer later… but true to Matvey’s prediction, the men didn’t interfere after he told them— in his steeliest soldier’s voice— that he was acting under Urszula’s command, and that any efforts to stop him would see their backs falling under the wrong side of a lash. Tovah tried to counter this— tried to tell them no, that her cousin was lying, that he was abducting her, that if they didn’t rescue her it would be their heads rolling, not a mere whipping, but she was so hysterical that her words were barely understandable, and in any case, Matvey had her dragged away and out of the knights’ earshot before she’d managed to wheeze more than a few fractured syllables.
A few minutes later, they crossed inside.
Tovah wanted to throw up. Or pass out. Or maybe both. She had to think— gods, she had to think! Screaming was meting her nothing. Physically struggling had only earned her pain. But she couldn’t just give in! To give in would mean Angelo’s death, signed and sealed, and she couldn’t let that happen— she’d sooner die than let that happen!
… And then an idea occurred to her. A bare bones idea, more of a wavery flicker than anything, but as Matvey began to drag her down the marble-floored hall, Tovah realised that it might be all she had. Her only chance. It was like playing grey man’s bluff— the real version, not Angelo’s bastardized invention. After you threw the dice, you only had so long to make your move before your turn expired. And a move— any move— was better than forfeiting your go. No one ever would— could!—win from forfeiting their go.
“Matvey,” she whimpered to her cousin. “Matvey, okay. Okay. I’m done fighting. I’m done.”
He let out a sigh of what might have been relief, but kept right on walking. Dragging. “Mmm,” he said. “All right. Glad to hear.”
“Matvey.” She shuddered. “Please, I mean it— can you stop lugging me like I’m some errant blank? I’m d-done fighting, I’m done. Just let me walk, all right?”
“You might run,” he said.
“Where to?” she asked, a bit shrilly. “Because wherever it is, I’m pretty darned sure you could catch me.”
Matvey sighed again… and for a long, miserable moment, Tovah thought he might just keep on dragging on her. But then, abruptly, he paused in his tracks. His hand fell away from her neck and his other loosened over her arm. He allowed his cousin to straighten.
“Don’t do anything stupid, please?” he asked her.
“I won’t,” she promised him. “Just give me a second to catch my breath, okay?”
“Fine,” Matvey agreed reluctantly.
“Thank you.” Tovah swallowed hard.
Sucked in long, tremulous inhale.
And then, lightning-quick, her hand dance toward Matvey’s hip. His wand.
She didn’t manage to extricate it— he was too fast, his dominant hand dropping from where it had been holding onto her arm. He seized her wrist, and Tovah yelped in pain.
But beneath the squeak, there lay a small laugh— a smile— because this was exactly what she’d wanted.
Because— as Matvey focused on stopping her from snatching his wand— Tovah used her other hand to reach for her own.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Motya,” she said as she expertly unholstered it and pointed the rod toward his chest. “But I will. If I have to.”
Fingers still laced around her wrist, Matvey blinked. She half-expected him to try something immediate and aggressive— to jerk her forward, or spin her around, or otherwise do something to throw her off balance and then quickly confiscate her wand. It was what she would’ve done, if she were him. And gods knew, he’d already proven he could well outmatch her physically.
But he didn’t.
Matvey didn’t.
Instead, for a long moment, he merely stared at her. Then, after turning his chin to briefly survey the derelict hall they stood in, as if to check for any watching eyes or listening ears, the silver-clad guard dropped his cousin’s wrist.
“What are you doing, Tovah?” he asked her gently.
“Sh-shut up,” she whimpered, taking a step back from him, wand still outstretched. “Shut up, Matvey.”
“Tovah.” He matched her step with one of his own. “Answer me, please. What are you doing? Because… if it’s what I half-think you are…” Matvey swallowed very, very hard. “I want to make sure you think it through. The implications. Before you go any further.”
“W-what’s that supposed to mean?” she squeaked. “What the hell is that supposed to mean?”
“Treason,” Matvey said simply. “If you’re trying to do what I think you are… that’s treason, Tovah. You know that, right?”
“I suppose,” she agreed. Fresh tears were pooling in her eyes, and she blinked them stubbornly away. “But I don’t care. I don’t care, Matvey! My mother killed K-Kuba. And now she’s going to kill Angelo. And I— I can’t, all right? I can’t let her kill him, I can’t, I can’t—”
“Shhh.” Matvey pressed a finger to his lips. “Not so loud, Tovah. You’re going to attract attention.”
Now she was the one to blink in surprise. “W-what would you care if I attract attention?” she sniveled. “That’ll just help you, won’t it? Reinforcements. To d-d-disarm me.”
Matvey, however, didn’t respond to this accusation. On the contrary, he shook his head, voice soft but urgent as he told his cousin: “This isn’t something you can go back from, Tovah. It’s a very permanent choice. Choosing a heathen prince over your mother. Your crown. Your kingdom.”
“I d-don’t care,” Tovah stammered. Her hand was cramping, but she didn’t dare lower her wand. “I can’t play her games anymore, Motya,” she croaked. “I can’t just… be another piece on her gameboard.”
“You’d have to go very far away, Tovah,” said Matvey. “Out of Meltaim entirely.”
“Then I’ll go out of Meltaim. A-Angelo doesn’t want to b-be in Meltaim, anyhow.”
“He wants to be in Valzaim,” Matvey corrected. “Our sworn enemy. Tovah— gods, how do you know they wouldn’t merely slaughter you there?”
“They wouldn’t,” she insisted shrilly. “A-Angelo’s told me about them. Their religion, their b-beliefs, their philosophies. They don’t just— just kill to kill, if I pr-proved to them that I’m genuine they wouldn’t kill me. They wouldn’t. M-maybe they’d be suspicious of me for a bit— until I showed them I’m n-not their enemy, but… then I’d be okay. I’d be okay.”
“But even if that’s true… is he really worth this, Tovah?” her cousin asked delicately. “Throwing away your entire life? Your birthright? Your legacy?”
“What’s it to you?” she returned. “W-why do you even care?” Then, heavy knots lacing her throat, she added: “Why haven’t you tr-tried to disarm me already, Motya?” He’d had ample time to figure out an approach, and so if he’d wanted to, he surely could have.
Matvey, however, only shrugged. “Answer my question, Tovah,” he told her. “If he’s worth this. If you’re truly serious about doing this.”
“I-I am serious,” she said. “And he is worth it.”
“All right,” Matvey replied. “If you’re sure.” Then— unexpectedly— he shut his eyes for a brief moment. Let out a long, trembling breath. “I’m not going to stop you, Tovah,” he said. “I’ll let you go. I’ll even help you. I—”
Tovah gawped. “What?” she cut in. “You’re… g-going to help me? Why in the hells would you help me? As you pointed out, it’s treason, Motya.”
“You didn’t let me finish,” Matvey said. He stared his cousin straight on, their pupils hooking. “I will help you. On one condition.”
“C-condition?” she asked. “And… what’s that?”
“Eitan,” her cousin said simply. “You and the prince take Eitan.”
Chapter Sixteen
Angelo hadn’t so much as cracked the book of Meltaiman fairy tales. On the contrary, he’d spent most of his time since returning to his room curled up on his bed with his paper and charcoal, drawing. Or scratching the black lump across the paper. He was mostly making various swirled, intersecting lines rather than drawing anything in particular. He couldn’t really focus well enough to draw something in particular from memory.
He heard the door to the main living space open, and picked up his head curiously— before his heart plunged into his stomach at the sound of footsteps thundering across the living room floor. Too many footsteps to belong only to one person, and whoever it was, they were frantic, sounding as if they were moving at something close to a jog.
Woo, what now?! he thought desperately, lurching off of the bed and to his feet- still rumpled and half-covered with the comforter- just as the door leading into his room was a flung open, and a very agitated-looking Matvey Kott shouldered inside, Tovah hot at his heels. If this weren’t perplexing enough, after another fraction of a second, Angelo realised that Matvey and Kott weren’t alone: a third person trailed after them, several paces behind, his feet shuffling where theirs were practically flying, his posture timid where theirs was frantic, his chin dipped apprehensively where theirs were jutted.
Eitan.
Angelo openly gaped. Kott’s wife and children had never come into his apartment before. It was only ever Urszula, Kott, Tovah, the guards, and the blanks. What was Eitan doing here?
“Tovah, what you d-” he started in his fractured Meltaiman, but Tovah waved a hand to cut him off.
“We need to go,” she said in Valzick. “You and me. Now.”
“This is your lucky day, princeling,” Matvey added in the same tongue. He turned, revealing a leather satchel slung over his shoulder, which he promptly removed and offered out toward Angelo. “Take this. It has some supplies.” He nodded toward Tovah, whom Angelo quickly noticed had a matching bag worn over her own back. “It’s not much. But enough to keep you alive for a while.”
“Papa.” Edging anxiously into the bedroom, Eitan let out a long snuffle. “Papa, what’re you saying? Why’re you t-t-talking the funny language?”
“Shhh,” Kott said. “It’s okay, sweetheart. Papa just— needs to talk to Prince Angelo really quickly. In the language he understands best.” He switched back to Valzick. “I’ve already knocked out the door guard on duty— he’ll come to fogged to the hells and with little recollection of the last day, let alone the past few minutes. And—”
“W-wait, hold on, you what?” Angelo stammered, struck dumb. He mechanically reached forwards to take the satchel from Kott’s hands, conditioned to obeying the man by now, but his mind was still swirling with confusion. To Tovah he added, “What do you mean, we need to go? I-I don’t understand, what’s going on?”
“We have to leave,” Tovah said, jaw shaking. “I— I… confronted my mother, Angelo. About Kuba. Your— your theory. About Kuba.” She squeezed her eyes shut, warding off tears, before flinging them back open. “You were right. You’re right. And… Eitan— his testing, it’s— it’s— going to be the same thing, and—”
“And,” Kott finished for his cousin, the man far more composed than she was, “the empress, meanwhile, has decided you’re a corrupting influence on Tovah. She’s ordered your execution, Prince Angelo. Tomorrow. At high noon.”
Angelo’s face went pale as ash, his eyes wide as full moons. “Oh… oh Woo...” he swallowed hard, eyes flitting between Tovah and Kott. “S-so… you want me to escape? ..No, you said we, Tovah, didn’t you, you said we.”
“Of course I said we!” Tovah’s voice lurched. “I’m going with you. I’m not going to just— just leave you.” She shuddered. “That’s n-not what people do. To other people th-they love.”
Angelo swallowed hard, reaching out towards Tovah and yanking her into a hug. “Y-you’ll never be able to come back, you know. If you do this. You’ll be exiled from Meltaim forever.”
“I know.” Tovah returned his hug, burying her face against his shoulder. “M-Matvey’s already lectured me well and good, Angie.” But here, her breath hitched a bit, and her voice was feather light as she asked him: “Th-they… w-wouldn’t hurt me, right? In V-Valzaim? Because I… I i-imagine we’d have to go to Valzaim, and I’m… I’m me, and…”
“No,” Angelo said immediately, viscerally. “I won’t lie and say they wouldn’t be suspicious at first. Nervous. B-but they wouldn’t hurt you, Tovah. As long as you aren’t a threat to them children of the Woo won’t hurt you.”
“Pr-promise?” she asked, nuzzled tight against him. “B-because I love you— gods, I love you, but if they’re j-j-just going to t-torture me, or slaughter me l-like my mother’s planning to do to you…”
“They won’t,” he said again, pressing his his face into her dark hair. “I promise they won’t. Valzicks aren’t like that. They’re not.”
“O-okay.” Tovah gulped. “Okay, then. I tr-trust you, Angelo. I trust you.”
“Papa.” Eitan whimpered again. “W-what’s happening?”
Kott, bracing himself, turned to face his son. “You know,” he said to the boy, “how you’re always so excited to hear stories, buddy? About Papa’s secret military missions?”
“Uh-huh,” Eitan agreed, lip wobbling. “I g-guess.”
“Well,” Kott said, “you and Tovah and Prince Angelo— you’re going to get to go on your own mission. The three of you.” He forced a small, flickering smile. “You got picked specifically for it, buddy. Because you’re so brave. And so grown up for your age. Angelo and Tovah— they’d hear no other names but yours. Because no other little boy is nearly so good.”
Angelo’s eyes narrowed in confusion, but after a moment understanding clicked, and he looked back towards Tovah, whispering in her ear.
“H-he wants us to save his son. Even though he’s probably a blank. Th-that’s why he’s helping us, isn’t it? He wants us to take Eitan to Valzaim.”
“I think it… pushed him over the edge,” Tovah murmured back to the Valzick prince. “Hearing my m-mother talk about what she did to Kuba so… so casually. Knowing that— that the same fate might await Eitan just a few weeks from now.” She swallowed the lump in her throat. “Eitan was in the nursery with Iwona and Yetta. M-Motya cast a confusion spell on his wife, and then p-put her and Yetta to sleep. She won’t know what happened when she wakes up. Who happened.”
Angelo swallowed hard. Escaping Meltaim would be nigh on impossible enough for himself and Tovah- adding a six-year-old child would make it the next thing up from a disaster. But… he looked at Eitan, the sweet, bright, effusively happy boy, the boy who might very well be dead in a few weeks… and knew he couldn’t even try to refuse.
“Is long way,” he found himself saying in Meltaiman, giving the boy what he hoped was a reassuring smile. “So be sure give Papa big hugs first, okay Eitan? Big, big hugs.”
Eitan blinked, tears pricking in his brown-black eyes. “P-papa isn’t gonna come?” he asked. “On the mission?”
“Papa has to stay at the palace, honey,” Kott said, his voice cracking. “But—” He reached out and draped his arms around the boy, pulling him close. “I love you. So, so much. And I know you’ll be a brave boy for Tovah and Angelo. The best boy.”
“It’ll be so much fun, sweetheart,” Tovah added, finally drawing back from Angelo’s hug. “We’ll get to go see so many fun new places. And we’ll get to camp under the stars. In the nice spring air. The three of us all snuggled up tight.” She patched her satchel. “Your papa made sure to give us very cosy blankets, remember? Your favourite blanket— from your bed. In case you get homesick.” Tovah winked at him. “Though of course you won’t, because you’re so brave, right?”
Eitan sniffled again, wrapping himself in his father’s embrace. “I-I… can try,” he said unevenly. “T-to be brave. But…”
“You do good job,” Angelo insisted. “Best job. I know.” He hesitated, then looked up to Kott, switching back to Valzick. “But what about you? If the Glass Empress realizes you helped us…”
“The door guard is blitzed,” Matvey said simply. “Iwona was confounded and put to sleep. If they find me elsewhere in the palace, beat up and confused out of my mind? It won’t seem out of place.”
“Especially,” Tovah tacked on, “because I repeatedly mentioned Eitan during my fight with Mother. She’ll think we took him, yes— but that doesn’t mean she’ll conclude Matvey helped.”
Angelo bit his lip, but slowly nodded. “Right. Okay.” He gave a tremulous smile to Matvey. “I don’t suppose you actually didn’t snap my wand before throwing me in that cell nine months ago, did you?”
Easing the snuffling Eitan back from him, Matvey sighed. “No. That’s long gone. But…” After pausing to smooth his son’s rumpled blond hair, he reached to his wand holster. “You can take mine. It’d make sense that you would have filched it if you’d attacked me and knocked me unconscious.”
Though Eitan didn’t understand a single word, the meaning of the gesture was still highly apparent as Matvey proceeded to hold his wand out toward Angelo. The little boy gasped. “Papa,” he whimpered. “You’re givin’ him your wand?”
“He’s just borrowing it,” Matvey assured the child. “For the mission. Don’t worry, all right, love?”
Angelo swallowed hard, gingerly accepting Matvey’s wand- it felt strange to hold one again after so long. “It’s only a matter of time before a blank or knight finds out of the people you’ve knocked out. We have a very small window and it’s closing fast- if we’re going to go, we need to do this now.”
“I can help you through the palace innards,” Matvey replied. “Fortunately, being intimately involved with the imperial guard means I know every passageway, short-cut, and abandoned route in this place. I can’t guarantee we won’t run foul of anyone, but…” He shook his head. “If we do, we’ll take care of it.” Here, however, the man hesitated, looking down at Eitan again. “I think,” he said, “that we should perhaps put the little man to sleep, though. For the worst of this. I can carry him until we part, and then…”
Angelo nodded. “Right- good idea. I can handle any non-combatant spellcasting, since I’m using a wand not attuned to me and I’m… rather thoroughly out of fighting trim.” He took a deep breath, then met the eyes of the man who had been his tormentor for close to a year squarely. “And I promise, when we get to Valzaim, I’ll take good care of him. Protect him. Make sure he is happy and loved. You have my word, upon my honor as a soldier and a prince.”
Matvey exhaled slowly. “Thank you,” he murmured, running a hand through Eitan’s hair. Then, after hesitating for a moment, he reached gingerly toward his tunic, pushing aside its collar to reveal what lay beneath, hanging on a delicate chain around his neck. “Tovah’s… right, for what it’s worth,” he said as he gingerly unclasped the necklace that held Angelo’s mother’s ring. “You are a good person, Prince Angelo. A much better person than I am. Because if I were you…” He shrugged, sweeping off the piece of jewelry and holding it out toward the Valzick. “I don’t know if I would take Eitan. Not after all his father had put me through.”
The prince blinked sharply, his eyes misting as he accepted the necklace with hands that shook. He’d long since resigned himself to the fact that he was probably never getting it back… and now it was returned, freely. He bowed his head, murmuring, “Th-thank you. So much. This belonged to my mother- I… thank you.”
“It’s yours,” Matvey said simply. “It’s always been yours. No need to thank the thief who took it.” Gulping, he looked back down at Eitan, reaching out a hand to give the boy’s blond locks one last tussle before he quietly scooped the child into his arms. “I love you,” he murmured then. “I love you so much, Eitan. Don’t ever, ever forget that, okay?”
“I love you, too, Papa,” Eitan replied, nestling his cheek against his father’s shoulders. “Lots and lots.”
“I know you do.” Matvey let out a shuddering breath, then nodded toward Tovah. “Go ahead,” he said to her, in Valzick. “Whenever you’re ready.”
Tovah nodded, silently drawing her wand. As she pointed it out toward her cousin’s son, she gave Matvey a reassuring smile. He didn’t have the composure left to return it, only drawing his cheeks in and planting one last tender kiss atop the boy’s curly locks.
“I love you, Eitan,” he said again.
Tovah flicked her wand and whispered an incantation. Light pulsed out, arcing toward Eitan, and as it hit him the boy sagged abruptly, sleep seizing hold of him like a vise. As the child lolled off into unconscious, his father shuddered. Having to know that this was it. All he had left. The last moments he would ever get to hold— to see— his only son.
Angelo felt a vice of sympathy squeeze his gut, and he tentatively put a hand on Matvey’s arm. “When he’s older, I promise I’ll tell him the truth. What you’ve done for him. What you’ve gone against for his sake. He’ll know his Papa loved him more than anything.”
“Thank you.” Kott blinked hard. “Th-thank you, Prince Angelo. That’s… more than I deserve. So much more than I deserve.” The empress’s nephew swallowed hard then, steeling himself. He had to know gods-cursed well that he could not afford to have his composure crumble now. “Are you ready?” he asked his cousin and the prince. “If so…” He turned toward the door. “After you.”
Angelo slid his mother’s ring over his neck, tightened his grip on Matvey’s wand, and spared Tovah a single, fleeting peck on the lips- then, together with the three Meltaimans, walked out of the room that had been his prison cell for nine months for the last time.
He heard the door to the main living space open, and picked up his head curiously— before his heart plunged into his stomach at the sound of footsteps thundering across the living room floor. Too many footsteps to belong only to one person, and whoever it was, they were frantic, sounding as if they were moving at something close to a jog.
Woo, what now?! he thought desperately, lurching off of the bed and to his feet- still rumpled and half-covered with the comforter- just as the door leading into his room was a flung open, and a very agitated-looking Matvey Kott shouldered inside, Tovah hot at his heels. If this weren’t perplexing enough, after another fraction of a second, Angelo realised that Matvey and Kott weren’t alone: a third person trailed after them, several paces behind, his feet shuffling where theirs were practically flying, his posture timid where theirs was frantic, his chin dipped apprehensively where theirs were jutted.
Eitan.
Angelo openly gaped. Kott’s wife and children had never come into his apartment before. It was only ever Urszula, Kott, Tovah, the guards, and the blanks. What was Eitan doing here?
“Tovah, what you d-” he started in his fractured Meltaiman, but Tovah waved a hand to cut him off.
“We need to go,” she said in Valzick. “You and me. Now.”
“This is your lucky day, princeling,” Matvey added in the same tongue. He turned, revealing a leather satchel slung over his shoulder, which he promptly removed and offered out toward Angelo. “Take this. It has some supplies.” He nodded toward Tovah, whom Angelo quickly noticed had a matching bag worn over her own back. “It’s not much. But enough to keep you alive for a while.”
“Papa.” Edging anxiously into the bedroom, Eitan let out a long snuffle. “Papa, what’re you saying? Why’re you t-t-talking the funny language?”
“Shhh,” Kott said. “It’s okay, sweetheart. Papa just— needs to talk to Prince Angelo really quickly. In the language he understands best.” He switched back to Valzick. “I’ve already knocked out the door guard on duty— he’ll come to fogged to the hells and with little recollection of the last day, let alone the past few minutes. And—”
“W-wait, hold on, you what?” Angelo stammered, struck dumb. He mechanically reached forwards to take the satchel from Kott’s hands, conditioned to obeying the man by now, but his mind was still swirling with confusion. To Tovah he added, “What do you mean, we need to go? I-I don’t understand, what’s going on?”
“We have to leave,” Tovah said, jaw shaking. “I— I… confronted my mother, Angelo. About Kuba. Your— your theory. About Kuba.” She squeezed her eyes shut, warding off tears, before flinging them back open. “You were right. You’re right. And… Eitan— his testing, it’s— it’s— going to be the same thing, and—”
“And,” Kott finished for his cousin, the man far more composed than she was, “the empress, meanwhile, has decided you’re a corrupting influence on Tovah. She’s ordered your execution, Prince Angelo. Tomorrow. At high noon.”
Angelo’s face went pale as ash, his eyes wide as full moons. “Oh… oh Woo...” he swallowed hard, eyes flitting between Tovah and Kott. “S-so… you want me to escape? ..No, you said we, Tovah, didn’t you, you said we.”
“Of course I said we!” Tovah’s voice lurched. “I’m going with you. I’m not going to just— just leave you.” She shuddered. “That’s n-not what people do. To other people th-they love.”
Angelo swallowed hard, reaching out towards Tovah and yanking her into a hug. “Y-you’ll never be able to come back, you know. If you do this. You’ll be exiled from Meltaim forever.”
“I know.” Tovah returned his hug, burying her face against his shoulder. “M-Matvey’s already lectured me well and good, Angie.” But here, her breath hitched a bit, and her voice was feather light as she asked him: “Th-they… w-wouldn’t hurt me, right? In V-Valzaim? Because I… I i-imagine we’d have to go to Valzaim, and I’m… I’m me, and…”
“No,” Angelo said immediately, viscerally. “I won’t lie and say they wouldn’t be suspicious at first. Nervous. B-but they wouldn’t hurt you, Tovah. As long as you aren’t a threat to them children of the Woo won’t hurt you.”
“Pr-promise?” she asked, nuzzled tight against him. “B-because I love you— gods, I love you, but if they’re j-j-just going to t-torture me, or slaughter me l-like my mother’s planning to do to you…”
“They won’t,” he said again, pressing his his face into her dark hair. “I promise they won’t. Valzicks aren’t like that. They’re not.”
“O-okay.” Tovah gulped. “Okay, then. I tr-trust you, Angelo. I trust you.”
“Papa.” Eitan whimpered again. “W-what’s happening?”
Kott, bracing himself, turned to face his son. “You know,” he said to the boy, “how you’re always so excited to hear stories, buddy? About Papa’s secret military missions?”
“Uh-huh,” Eitan agreed, lip wobbling. “I g-guess.”
“Well,” Kott said, “you and Tovah and Prince Angelo— you’re going to get to go on your own mission. The three of you.” He forced a small, flickering smile. “You got picked specifically for it, buddy. Because you’re so brave. And so grown up for your age. Angelo and Tovah— they’d hear no other names but yours. Because no other little boy is nearly so good.”
Angelo’s eyes narrowed in confusion, but after a moment understanding clicked, and he looked back towards Tovah, whispering in her ear.
“H-he wants us to save his son. Even though he’s probably a blank. Th-that’s why he’s helping us, isn’t it? He wants us to take Eitan to Valzaim.”
“I think it… pushed him over the edge,” Tovah murmured back to the Valzick prince. “Hearing my m-mother talk about what she did to Kuba so… so casually. Knowing that— that the same fate might await Eitan just a few weeks from now.” She swallowed the lump in her throat. “Eitan was in the nursery with Iwona and Yetta. M-Motya cast a confusion spell on his wife, and then p-put her and Yetta to sleep. She won’t know what happened when she wakes up. Who happened.”
Angelo swallowed hard. Escaping Meltaim would be nigh on impossible enough for himself and Tovah- adding a six-year-old child would make it the next thing up from a disaster. But… he looked at Eitan, the sweet, bright, effusively happy boy, the boy who might very well be dead in a few weeks… and knew he couldn’t even try to refuse.
“Is long way,” he found himself saying in Meltaiman, giving the boy what he hoped was a reassuring smile. “So be sure give Papa big hugs first, okay Eitan? Big, big hugs.”
Eitan blinked, tears pricking in his brown-black eyes. “P-papa isn’t gonna come?” he asked. “On the mission?”
“Papa has to stay at the palace, honey,” Kott said, his voice cracking. “But—” He reached out and draped his arms around the boy, pulling him close. “I love you. So, so much. And I know you’ll be a brave boy for Tovah and Angelo. The best boy.”
“It’ll be so much fun, sweetheart,” Tovah added, finally drawing back from Angelo’s hug. “We’ll get to go see so many fun new places. And we’ll get to camp under the stars. In the nice spring air. The three of us all snuggled up tight.” She patched her satchel. “Your papa made sure to give us very cosy blankets, remember? Your favourite blanket— from your bed. In case you get homesick.” Tovah winked at him. “Though of course you won’t, because you’re so brave, right?”
Eitan sniffled again, wrapping himself in his father’s embrace. “I-I… can try,” he said unevenly. “T-to be brave. But…”
“You do good job,” Angelo insisted. “Best job. I know.” He hesitated, then looked up to Kott, switching back to Valzick. “But what about you? If the Glass Empress realizes you helped us…”
“The door guard is blitzed,” Matvey said simply. “Iwona was confounded and put to sleep. If they find me elsewhere in the palace, beat up and confused out of my mind? It won’t seem out of place.”
“Especially,” Tovah tacked on, “because I repeatedly mentioned Eitan during my fight with Mother. She’ll think we took him, yes— but that doesn’t mean she’ll conclude Matvey helped.”
Angelo bit his lip, but slowly nodded. “Right. Okay.” He gave a tremulous smile to Matvey. “I don’t suppose you actually didn’t snap my wand before throwing me in that cell nine months ago, did you?”
Easing the snuffling Eitan back from him, Matvey sighed. “No. That’s long gone. But…” After pausing to smooth his son’s rumpled blond hair, he reached to his wand holster. “You can take mine. It’d make sense that you would have filched it if you’d attacked me and knocked me unconscious.”
Though Eitan didn’t understand a single word, the meaning of the gesture was still highly apparent as Matvey proceeded to hold his wand out toward Angelo. The little boy gasped. “Papa,” he whimpered. “You’re givin’ him your wand?”
“He’s just borrowing it,” Matvey assured the child. “For the mission. Don’t worry, all right, love?”
Angelo swallowed hard, gingerly accepting Matvey’s wand- it felt strange to hold one again after so long. “It’s only a matter of time before a blank or knight finds out of the people you’ve knocked out. We have a very small window and it’s closing fast- if we’re going to go, we need to do this now.”
“I can help you through the palace innards,” Matvey replied. “Fortunately, being intimately involved with the imperial guard means I know every passageway, short-cut, and abandoned route in this place. I can’t guarantee we won’t run foul of anyone, but…” He shook his head. “If we do, we’ll take care of it.” Here, however, the man hesitated, looking down at Eitan again. “I think,” he said, “that we should perhaps put the little man to sleep, though. For the worst of this. I can carry him until we part, and then…”
Angelo nodded. “Right- good idea. I can handle any non-combatant spellcasting, since I’m using a wand not attuned to me and I’m… rather thoroughly out of fighting trim.” He took a deep breath, then met the eyes of the man who had been his tormentor for close to a year squarely. “And I promise, when we get to Valzaim, I’ll take good care of him. Protect him. Make sure he is happy and loved. You have my word, upon my honor as a soldier and a prince.”
Matvey exhaled slowly. “Thank you,” he murmured, running a hand through Eitan’s hair. Then, after hesitating for a moment, he reached gingerly toward his tunic, pushing aside its collar to reveal what lay beneath, hanging on a delicate chain around his neck. “Tovah’s… right, for what it’s worth,” he said as he gingerly unclasped the necklace that held Angelo’s mother’s ring. “You are a good person, Prince Angelo. A much better person than I am. Because if I were you…” He shrugged, sweeping off the piece of jewelry and holding it out toward the Valzick. “I don’t know if I would take Eitan. Not after all his father had put me through.”
The prince blinked sharply, his eyes misting as he accepted the necklace with hands that shook. He’d long since resigned himself to the fact that he was probably never getting it back… and now it was returned, freely. He bowed his head, murmuring, “Th-thank you. So much. This belonged to my mother- I… thank you.”
“It’s yours,” Matvey said simply. “It’s always been yours. No need to thank the thief who took it.” Gulping, he looked back down at Eitan, reaching out a hand to give the boy’s blond locks one last tussle before he quietly scooped the child into his arms. “I love you,” he murmured then. “I love you so much, Eitan. Don’t ever, ever forget that, okay?”
“I love you, too, Papa,” Eitan replied, nestling his cheek against his father’s shoulders. “Lots and lots.”
“I know you do.” Matvey let out a shuddering breath, then nodded toward Tovah. “Go ahead,” he said to her, in Valzick. “Whenever you’re ready.”
Tovah nodded, silently drawing her wand. As she pointed it out toward her cousin’s son, she gave Matvey a reassuring smile. He didn’t have the composure left to return it, only drawing his cheeks in and planting one last tender kiss atop the boy’s curly locks.
“I love you, Eitan,” he said again.
Tovah flicked her wand and whispered an incantation. Light pulsed out, arcing toward Eitan, and as it hit him the boy sagged abruptly, sleep seizing hold of him like a vise. As the child lolled off into unconscious, his father shuddered. Having to know that this was it. All he had left. The last moments he would ever get to hold— to see— his only son.
Angelo felt a vice of sympathy squeeze his gut, and he tentatively put a hand on Matvey’s arm. “When he’s older, I promise I’ll tell him the truth. What you’ve done for him. What you’ve gone against for his sake. He’ll know his Papa loved him more than anything.”
“Thank you.” Kott blinked hard. “Th-thank you, Prince Angelo. That’s… more than I deserve. So much more than I deserve.” The empress’s nephew swallowed hard then, steeling himself. He had to know gods-cursed well that he could not afford to have his composure crumble now. “Are you ready?” he asked his cousin and the prince. “If so…” He turned toward the door. “After you.”
Angelo slid his mother’s ring over his neck, tightened his grip on Matvey’s wand, and spared Tovah a single, fleeting peck on the lips- then, together with the three Meltaimans, walked out of the room that had been his prison cell for nine months for the last time.
Part Three
"From Hollow to Hallowed"
Chapter Seventeen
It was a warm, breezeless afternoon in early June, and tucked within a thicket of towering pine trees deep in the heart of the sprawling Galfras Mountain range, the young blond boy was very cross.
“I don’t want to walk again,” he said somewhat shrilly, lips scrunched and brow furrowed as he loomed over the small, bubbling stream that he and his travel companions had paused at to refill their canteens. Swiping a hand through the cool water, he added, “My feet hurt. And I’m tired, Tovah.”
“Eitan,” replied the tall, black-haired teenage girl who crouched beside him, the tattered skirts of her once-luxurious dress dragging in the water and mud. The dress had formerly been silver, but now it was tarnished to a mousy brown-gray. Tovah went on tartly, “I know you don’t want to walk. We’ve been over this.” Hundreds of times. “But we have to. For our important mission, remember?”
“I don’t wanna be on a mission anymore!” Eitan replied waspishly. “I wanna take a nap!”
The boy was always tired these days. Not that Tovah could fully blame him. It had been a full six weeks since she, Eitan, and the abducted Valzick prince had made their dusk flight from Meltaim’s imperial city, and life since then had become a seemingly endless parade of untamed mountain passes, mosquito-bitten nights, and blisters oozing on their heels. It wouldn’t have been an easy journey for anyone to make, let alone a small child, but they weren’t exactly swimming in alternative options, and Eitan’s constant complaining wasn’t helping matters any.
“We can sit for a few more minutes,” she said to him, as patiently as she could manage. “But then we’re moving again. All right?”
“And I sorry, but not carry you again,” Angelo added tiredly. Though the muscles in his legs and arms had strengthened from the exercise of their near constant travel, as exhausted as he was they were not up to the weight of a six year old for very long. Switching to his native tongue, the prince added, “Practice Valzick? To get your mind off your feet.”
“I don’t wanna,” Eitan said petulantly. Dunking his hand into the water again, this time somewhat more violently, he let out a pathetic whimper. “I hate this mission,” he declared. “It’s dumb.”
Tovah sigh, frustration rising in her like a swelling tide. Before the past six weeks, her child-minding experience had been… limited, to say the least, and sometimes— all right, most of the time— she now felt as if she was attempting to solve a very complex arithmetic equation without ever having been taught how to count. The Eitan she’d known back in Meltaim had been bright, effusive, bubbly. The little road-worn, mosquito-bitten moppet she’d found herself facing lately? He was sour. And angry. And gods, how he whined.
“Two minutes,” she said to him. “Then, we’re walking. Sorry, buddy.”
He blinked hard. “You can’t make me.”
Angelo fished around in his pockets, coming up with a small fistful of blue-black lumps. “Tell you what, Eitan; for every hour that we walk nicely, you can have two of these. They’re the last I’ve got, but they can all be for you.”
Eitan eyed the proffered bribe warily. “Those are the berries?” he asked. “That we gotted last week?”
“Mmhm,” Tovah confirmed. “They were so juicy, weren’t they?”
He considered. “I want them now. And… then I’ll be good. If I can have them.”
“I’ll give you three now,” Angelo haggled. “Then the rest are for later, if you’re good.”
“Seems like a good deal to me, hm?” Tovah encouraged. “I’d take it if I were you, bud.”
Eitan pouted his lips. “Fine,” he said. Turning away from the bubbling stream, he held his palm out toward Angelo. “Please?”
Angelo counted out three of the berries into Eitan’s palm, smiling encouragingly at the child. “There you go. I hope they’re nice and yummy, I’m pretty jealous.”
Eitan popped the first into his mouth, savouring it. “Can… can I still have the two more minutes?”
Tovah sighed. “All right,” she said. “But then, we’re walking.”
Eitan was clearly not enthused when Tovah announced that time was up a very liberal two minutes later, but at least he didn’t complain— he’d enjoyed his blueberries and clearly wanted more. As the three of them headed away from the stream— Tovah first casting a quick directional spell to make sure they were still heading south— the little boy hummed mindlessly to himself, arms crossed and feet shuffling. Beside him, Angelo tilted his head.
“Is party song, no?” he asked in Meltaiman. “Hear through walls some, in palace.”
“I’unno.” The boy shrugged. “I like the tune. It’s happy.” He yawned, not bothering to cover his mouth as he did. “Tonight,” he started, “can we go to bed early?”
Tovah sighed. “We’ll see.”
“Can Angelo tell me another one of his stories?” Eitan prattled on. “The neat stories. ‘Bout the birdy.”
“The Birdy” was of course the Lord Woo- knowing they were going to be bringing the child to Valzaim, Angelo had been telling both Tovah and Eitan stories from the Books, to get them used to the ideas and principles of Wooism. He smiled gently at Eitan’s question, ruffling the boy’s blonde hair.
“Sure,” he agreed. “But only if you use your Valzick for the rest of the day. You won’t get better if you don’t practice.”
Eitan scowled, but nodded. “Okay,” he said, in very shaky Valzick. Young as he was, he was picking the tongue up fast— but six weeks was nevertheless far too short of a time to see him as anything more than lurchingly conversational. “Birdy’s language,” he added. “Right?”
Tovah laughed. “Mmhm, I suppose you could say that,” she agreed. “I don’t think the Lord Woo would be much of a fan of Meltaiman.”
“I imagine not,” Angelo mused. “Though the Woo loves all his children, so I think we can be forgiven.” He pondered, then smiled. “Eitan, how about I tell you the story of the time when a great troupe of the Woo’s children were travelling through a desert, with no food, and the Woo made crumbs of bread appear all over the rocks every morning?”
Eitan’s eyes widened. It had been far too long for his liking since he’d last had any bread. “Okay,” he agreed. “That sounds like— like good story.”
“Mmhm, I bet it’s great.” Tovah smiled down at her cousin’s son. “But— remember: only if you keep up talking in Valzick. And,” she added, “you don’t complain.”
“I thought the berries was for not complain,” Eitan protested.
“Berries and a story.” Tovah waved a hand. “Deal?”
The boy reluctantly nodded, and the trio fell into a silence then, the only sound that punctured the air that of bracken snapping underfoot as they wended through the seemingly endless pine forest that rose around them. Their pace was far from brisk— Eitan’s little legs made sure of that— but it was steady, at least, and they were making good progress as the sizzling afternoon started giving way into a still, breezeless evening.
Just before dusk Angelo had paused for just long enough to take a drink from his waterskin- refilled many times over since Kott had put it in the his travel satchel initially- when he tensed suddenly, his head whipping around and his eyes narrowed. Meandering a few paces behind him, Tovah paused, brow knitting.
“What’s wrong?” she asked him, motioning for Eitan to stop walking, as well (the boy enthusiastically obliged).
After a moment, he shook his head. “I thought I heard something in the brush. Maybe it was just a rabbit, though.” He laughed softly. “I really wish-”
Angelo’s voice fell away as another sound abruptly pierced the air: a blood-curdling scream, courtesy of Eitan, who’d fallen to a halt a few steps behind Angelo and Tovah both. The teenagers both whirled, just in time to see the young boy get yanked bodily off his feet, into the arms of a dark-skinned individual clad in a uniform of dusty taupe. And the boy’s assailant was not alone: in a blink there were at least half a dozen others surging out from amid the trees.
Soldiers.
“Let go of me!” Eitan wailed— in Meltaiman— as he thrashed against his captor. “Let go, let go, let go—”
“Eitan!” Tovah’s voice cracked, as her hand danced toward her holstered wand. Drawing it, she spun on her heel again, as if looking for a route of escape, and her heart slammed into her throat as she realised that there was none: they were utterly surrounded. She screamed again, louder: “Eitan!”
“Tovah, drop your wand,” Angelo bleated, throwing his arms in the air. “Drop it, now, these are Special Forces, don’t fight them!” To the men he added, “Please, don’t hurt the child! We surrender!”
As if her brain hadn’t quite caught up with her adrenaline, Tovah did not immediately drop her wand. “Let go of him!” she shrieked to the soldier who held Eitan. She spoke in Valzick, but in her terror, her accent was strong. Almost overbearing. “Let go of him, please!”
“Wand down!” growled one of the soldiers in return— not the one who held Eitan, but a short, muscled man whose uniform was littered with nearly a dozen pins and badges. An officer. Pointing his own wand at Tovah, he snapped, “Now! Or I stun you!”
Desperately, Angelo lurched towards Tovah, grasping her wrist and yanking it down so that her wand was no longer pointing at the soldiers. “Please, listen the them, you have to trust me,” he hissed. “Just trust me, they won’t hurt us if we surrender!”
“They have Eitan!” she hissed— but his grip on her was solid, and she couldn’t relift her wand.
Instead, Tovah merely stood there, jaw clenched, as the throng of soldiers stepped slowly toward her and Angelo. In his captor’s arms Eitan was still screaming, and the sound was like murder to Tovah’s ears. She wanted to help him— save him— anything—
“Set the wand down into the dirt,” said the officer thickly. “And,” he added, eyes falling to the wand at Angelo’s hip, “you too. Very, very slowly.”
Angelo nodded quickly, using his free hand to jerk his wand from its holster and dropping it in the leaves and grass of the forest floor. “Please, Tovah,” he begged the Meltaiman princess. “Please trust me. They won’t hurt Eitan. I told you before, remember? Valzicks don’t hurt children. Please.”
She obeyed, though it was not without great hesitation, and her entire body had startled to tremble as she echoed Angelo’s movement to set her wand down into the bed of pine needles below. As she did, the reaction from the soldiers was instantaneous— a quartet of them descended on her and Angelo, a pair of them seizing hold of either one of Angelo’s arms and forcing him to his knees while a second pair did the same to her. As she hit the ground below, Eitan let out another miserable cry, and her stomach flipped violently.
“Identify yourselves,” the officer said, watching on as his men uttered a quick incantation to summon ropes that twisted into bindings around their captives’ wrists. “Names, first off— and then, what in the bloody ’Pit you’re doing a hundred miles deep into the Galfras.”
Angelo took a deep, shaking breath. “I am Crown Prince Angelo Thaikos- I was taken captive from Fort Drýinos nine months ago, and I have been a hostage in the Meltaiman capital ever since- these two have helped me to make my escape, and I am t-trying to get back home to my father.”
This sent an immediate wave of murmurs rippling throughout the unit— which their commander quickly brought to a halt with a sharply waved hand. Taking another sharp step toward Angelo and Tovah, he demanded: “What was the number of your unit? And the name of your commander? And—” He narrowed his hazel eyes. “The name of the sole known survivour?”
“Unit Four-Twenty,” Angelo prattled instantly. “The commander was Arch-Sergeant Major Galanis, though that day we were also with Arch-Brigadier Petrou. The only survivor was… was…” He swallowed hard. “Arch-Specialist Adonis Karahalios. The Meltaimans sent him back with a letter detailing their plans for me.”
“If you speak the truth,” said the officer, “then forgive me for this treatment of you, my prince. But…” He took a deep breath. “We must be prudent. Cautious. You understand this, yes?”
“I understand,” he murmured. “Please, just don’t hurt my companions? The boy barely knows Valzick, and I can’t promise he’ll be cooperative; he’s six years old and scared.”
“At worst, we’ll put the child to sleep for a little,” the officer promised. “As for the woman…” He looked to Tovah, who had gone rigid as stone, her jaw clenched so tightly it was a wonder she hadn’t cracked any teeth. “You cooperate with us, and no harm will come to you while we move you back to camp. Understand?”
She forced a small nod, staying silent, and Angelo heaved a sigh of relief. “H-how far are we…” He squinted at the man’s laurels, adding, “Arch-Lieutenant? From your base camp?”
“Not an easy hike,” the man admitted. “We’ve been tracking you for nearly two days now— the path you’ve been cutting hasn’t been exactly… subtle, shall we say?” He motioned for his men to help Tovah and Angelo to their feet. “We’ll make camp tonight in the forest and should be back to base by tomorrow afternoon. Perhaps evening.”
Angelo nodded slowly. “Right. We’ll cooperate, sir.” To Tovah he added, “It’s okay. I promise. It’ll be okay.”
She couldn’t fully fight back a whimper— especially as one of the soldiers pulled a cloth hood out of his shoulder bag and brought it toward her. “Don’t let them separate us,” she told him, in Meltaiman. “Please. And— even if they do— Eitan. Don’t let them hurt him. No matter what— don’t let them hurt him. Promise?”
“They won’t hurt him,” Angelo insisted, tensing involuntarily as the hood was brought towards his face. Almost despite himself he flinched from the soldier who brought it up, his shoulders trembling hard now.
“Relax, sire,” the arch-lieutenant said. “It’s only a precaution— we’ll take it off just as soon as we’ve made camp, okay?” He turned to the soldier who held Eitan; the little boy was still sobbing up a storm. “Spell him to sleep,” he ordered. “You can carry him, Dellis.”
“Yes, sir,” replied Dellis; the last thing Tovah saw before the hood was cinched over her head was the man shifting Eitan into one arm to draw his wand.
She let out another whimper. “Y-you trust them?” she asked Angelo, as if just to hear his reassurances one more time.
“I do,” he said, though his voice was shaking as his face was consumed by darkness for what felt like the hundredth time. “Woo preserve me and grant that after tomorrow I n-never have to wear one of these cursed things ever ag-gain.” He let the soldiers gently nudge him forward, and slowly began to trail after them.
The cicadas were crying their late afternoon song when finally the familiar sounds of civilization reached Angelo and Tovah’s ears through their hoods the next day. Angelo had to fight hard not to shiver with instinctive fear as he heard soldiers barking orders at one another, with no particular sign they were in a hurry to remove his bindings.
The arch-lieutenant, at least, seemed to pick up on Angelo’s unease, quickly clarifying: “We’ll have you unbound and unhooded in a bit, sire. We just need to get some couriers sent out first. And I need to speak with the camp’s commander.”
“R-right,” he whimpered. “Of course.” He hunched his shoulders trying to steady his breathing- he’d been hyperventilating off and on since the hood and been put up, if he wasn’t able to distract himself. “I… I don’t mean to… make a fuss.”
“You needn’t apologise,” the officer said. “My apologies will be owed to you, sire, just as soon as we’ve confirmed your identity.”
Soon enough Angelo was towed to what must have been some sort of command tent- without Tovah, over both of their frantic protests- whereupon the hood over his face was finally removed. His bindings, however, were left intact, again with arch-lieutenant’s apologies. This frustration, however, was at least quickly overshadowed by something good: as Angelo’s eyes flitted toward the entrance to the tent, he saw something that made his heart flutter. Eitan, the little boy sluggish in one of the other’s soldiers arms, as the last of the series of sleeping spells they’d cast on him over the past day began to ebb.
“Eitan,” he murmured, relief flooding him at the sight of the child- woozy but unharmed. “Eitan, buddy, are you awake? Can you hear me?”
“Mmm.” The boy shifted in the soldier’s arms. Speaking in very sluggish Meltaiman, he peered toward Angelo and asked: “W-where is we? Where’s T—”
“Valzick, honey,” Angelo prompted gently. “And we’re in my country. Where I was born. These nice men brought us here- you wanted to sleep inside, right? With cushions? And have some real food?”
“Uh-huh,” Eitan agreed, as the arch-lieutenant gestured for his subordinate to gently set the little boy down. As the man obliged, Eitan wobbled a bit on his feet, the boy stifling a very big yawn as he added to Angelo in fractured Valzick: “Can I sit you?”
“You sure can, little man,” Angelo agreed with a gentle smile. He nodded to the space beside himself- he couldn’t move his arms which were still bound behind his back- and added, “You can sit right here and lean on me while I talk to the nice men.”
Eitan nodded, lurching a little as he padded over to Angelo’s side. As he did, the arch-lieutenant let out a small sigh, watching on while the little boy plopped down and then nuzzled his cheek against Angelo’s arm.
“I’m going to go speak with the base commander now,” he said. “I’ll leave two of my men outside the tent if you need anything, sire. I can’t guarantee when you’ll be unbound but— it will be soon, hopefully, all right?”
“That’s fine,” he murmured. Hesitantly he added, “Could… we have some water, perhaps?”
“Of course. I’ll have some bread brought for you, too.” The arch-lieutenant turned toward the exit to the tent— and Eitan smiled.
“Bread!” he breathed. “Ang’lo, he said bread!”
The prince laughed, kissing his young charge on top of his head. “He sure did. No more wild nuts and roots for supper, hm? See, I told you if you were a good boy you’d get good things.”
“Like in the stories!” Eitan chirped as the arch-lieutenant strode toward the door. “Your stories, Ang'lo.”
“Mm-hm,” Angelo agreed with a wink. “The Woo rewards his children when they’re good. And you’ve been a very good boy.”
Soon enough, the soldiers did indeed return with some bread and water for Angelo and Eitan. The small boy was given the novel experience of getting to feed the prince from his own hands, since Angelo was still bound— which he took in with gleeful abandon. His sleepiness seemingly gone, a wide smile bloomed between his lips as he helped Angelo with the water and bread.
“It’s like Mama!” he chirped. “With Yetta!”
The prince chuckled. “I bet it is. But I don’t make as much of a mess as Yetta does, I hope.”
Fortunately, the prince did not make nearly as much of a mess, getting through his meal with only a few crumbs and dribbles of water. Even better, just after he and Eitan had finished eating, the arch-lieutenant arrived back to the tent. As he strode in, he dipped his head into a bow, looking at his shoes as he greeted: “Sire. May I ask you a question, please?”
“Yes, of course,” Angelo replied. “You have my full cooperation.”
“I’ve spoken with my base commander,” said the arch-lieutenant. “And it seems that he and the other higher-ranking officers at the border outposts have been given… well, lists, I suppose. Of questions to ask anyone claiming to be the prince.” The man dared glance up from his shoes, his eyes hooking with Angelo’s. “Questions the real Prince Angelo would know the answers to, but a poseur would not.”
The prince nodded, having figured this would be the case. “Alright. What do you want to know?”
“Well, first...” The arch-lieutenant cleared his throat, pulling a small scroll of parchment from the pocket of his overcoat and unrolling it. Reading from the ink delicately scritched on its surface, he went on, “Ah… your— favourite hunting hound, it’s asking. What’s the name of your favourite hound?”
Angelo lifted a bemused eyebrow as Eitan settled against his arm again. “A fox-hound called Dolly. She was born on my birthday and I got to help the kennelmaster clean up her and her siblings.”
The arch-lieutenant nodded— Angelo had passed the first question. “All right,” he went on, studying the second question. “And… your bedsuite at the palace. What colour are the walls in its sleeping chamber and sitting room, respectively?”
“The sleeping chamber is in beach colors, grey-blue and sand,” he answered immediately. “Because it overlooks the beach through the window. The sitting room is white and navy.”
“Right. And third…”
The arch-lieutenant continued on like this, through a series of increasingly inane and random questions— all of which Angelo answered with ease. Finally, once he’d exhausted the list of nearly two dozen items long, the officer rolled the scroll of parchment back up and tucked it into his pocket again.
He bowed his head. “Sire,” he breathed. “My apologies again. For the unpleasant treatment.” Chin still lowered, he reached for his wand and flicked it once, murmuring beneath his breath as he did; immediately, the magically-borne ropes that bound Angelo started to dissolve, like snow on hot pavement. Angelo gave a sigh of immense relief, reaching his hands up to rub his wrists. He then put one arm around Eitan’s shoulder, looking up at the arch-lieutenant.
“What about the girl?” he asked urgently.
“She’s being held for further questioning,” replied the soldier. “And,” he added quickly, “we’ve already dispatched a messenger, sire. To reach King Iosef as quick as is humanly possible. He’s down in Valla, so I imagine it will take him a while to get here, but—”
“How long are you planning to hold her?” the prince interrupted, annoyed at the blase way in which the man had dismissed his concerns about Tovah. “She is the only reason I was able to escape at all. I wouldn’t just still be a prisoner without her, I would be dead.”
“She… she is Meltaiman, sire,” the officer replied apologetically. “She needs to be questioned.” The man tilted his head, hazel eyes apprising. “Do you have for us her name, at least, sire? So far, she’s refused to speak even that to us.”
“Probably because she’s frightened,” he replied. Swallowing hard, he said, “Tovah. Her name is Tovah.”
“... Tovah?” This did not seem to be the answer that the arch-lieutenant had expected— nor wanted to hear. He gawped for a moment, before he seemed to realise this was impudent, whereupon he turned to shaking his head rather rapidly. “Sire. Please, tell me you don’t mean…?”
“I wondered if you would recognize the name,” he said with a tired sigh. “Yes. I do mean that Tovah. Tovah Srebro. The Glass Empress’ daughter. However,” he added sharply, squeezing Eitan close to his chest. “She is not our enemy. She has been learning of Wooism from me, and she chose to defect to our cause when she learned that the empress murdered her twin brother. She helped me escape the palace a month ago and we’ve been on the run since.”
The officer didn’t quite look convinced, but in any case, he also seemed to know better than to argue. Turning his gaze to Eitan, he murmured, “If she is a member of the imperial family… then… who is he, sire? The boy?”
“Eitan Kott,” Angelo replied. “His father was the empress’ nephew. He… he hasn’t shown any magic. None at all, and he’s seven in just a month. The empress murdered her own son for being a blank, and his father didn’t want him to die, so he helped us escape in exchange for our bringing his son to safety in Valzaim.”
“I see.” The arch-lieutenant let out a long sigh. “And… I take it based on the way you’re holding to him so desperately, that you would be, ah, not all that amenable to being parted from his company until your father arrives…?”
“He’s six and he isn’t a mage,” Angelo retorted, raising a brow. “He’s no threat to you- why pull him aside?”
“He is Meltaiman,” the man replied simply. “An imperial, sire. His family’s been the one imprisoning you for going on a year now.”
“And the child had no involvement in that,” Angelo said. Nudging the boy, he added, “Eitan, can you do me a favor?”
Eitan shifted, lip bit— it was obvious that the clipped conversation, even if he couldn’t understand most of it, was unsettling him. “‘Kay,” he agreed. “What… what kind favour…”
“You remember the bird story I told you?” he asked the little boy. “About the Woo gathering up his children into a nest of his feathers? Can you remind me what the Woo says when the little girl cries and tells him she can’t come because she’s been bad?”
“He… he forgive her,” said Eitan, thinking back to the story Angelo had told him one night weeks ago, beneath a blanket of stars. “He say he still love her. Because… we all Woo’s child.”
“Very good!” Angelo said, pulling the boy up into his lap and hugging him.
The arch-lieutenant quirked a brow. “Your point is made, sire.” He sighed. “The boy may stay with you. Although—” He gestured to the plain interior of the holding tent. “This is hardly a suitable accommodation for you, my prince. The base commander agreed— in the case that you passed the test, as you have— that he would vacate his own quarters and bequeath them to you until we receive further orders from Valla. It’s… hardly a palace, but…”
The prince shook his head. “Arch-Lieutenant, I have spent almost the entire past nine months in a single, windowless apartment, with no company save my own, books written in a language I couldn’t read, and games I had no idea how to play. Anything is a step up from that.”
“You will be an honoured guest of our camp,” the officer replied. “Anything you need— do not hesitate to ask. We will do our best to fulfill your wishes, my prince.”
“I have no intentions of abusing your hospitality. Right now, I just want to rest,” Angelo said with a tired smile. “And to be reunited with my friend as quickly as I may be.”
The arch-lieutenant provided no verbal reply to this— only a small, shallow smile… and to Angelo, this served as a miserable answer all its own.
“I don’t want to walk again,” he said somewhat shrilly, lips scrunched and brow furrowed as he loomed over the small, bubbling stream that he and his travel companions had paused at to refill their canteens. Swiping a hand through the cool water, he added, “My feet hurt. And I’m tired, Tovah.”
“Eitan,” replied the tall, black-haired teenage girl who crouched beside him, the tattered skirts of her once-luxurious dress dragging in the water and mud. The dress had formerly been silver, but now it was tarnished to a mousy brown-gray. Tovah went on tartly, “I know you don’t want to walk. We’ve been over this.” Hundreds of times. “But we have to. For our important mission, remember?”
“I don’t wanna be on a mission anymore!” Eitan replied waspishly. “I wanna take a nap!”
The boy was always tired these days. Not that Tovah could fully blame him. It had been a full six weeks since she, Eitan, and the abducted Valzick prince had made their dusk flight from Meltaim’s imperial city, and life since then had become a seemingly endless parade of untamed mountain passes, mosquito-bitten nights, and blisters oozing on their heels. It wouldn’t have been an easy journey for anyone to make, let alone a small child, but they weren’t exactly swimming in alternative options, and Eitan’s constant complaining wasn’t helping matters any.
“We can sit for a few more minutes,” she said to him, as patiently as she could manage. “But then we’re moving again. All right?”
“And I sorry, but not carry you again,” Angelo added tiredly. Though the muscles in his legs and arms had strengthened from the exercise of their near constant travel, as exhausted as he was they were not up to the weight of a six year old for very long. Switching to his native tongue, the prince added, “Practice Valzick? To get your mind off your feet.”
“I don’t wanna,” Eitan said petulantly. Dunking his hand into the water again, this time somewhat more violently, he let out a pathetic whimper. “I hate this mission,” he declared. “It’s dumb.”
Tovah sigh, frustration rising in her like a swelling tide. Before the past six weeks, her child-minding experience had been… limited, to say the least, and sometimes— all right, most of the time— she now felt as if she was attempting to solve a very complex arithmetic equation without ever having been taught how to count. The Eitan she’d known back in Meltaim had been bright, effusive, bubbly. The little road-worn, mosquito-bitten moppet she’d found herself facing lately? He was sour. And angry. And gods, how he whined.
“Two minutes,” she said to him. “Then, we’re walking. Sorry, buddy.”
He blinked hard. “You can’t make me.”
Angelo fished around in his pockets, coming up with a small fistful of blue-black lumps. “Tell you what, Eitan; for every hour that we walk nicely, you can have two of these. They’re the last I’ve got, but they can all be for you.”
Eitan eyed the proffered bribe warily. “Those are the berries?” he asked. “That we gotted last week?”
“Mmhm,” Tovah confirmed. “They were so juicy, weren’t they?”
He considered. “I want them now. And… then I’ll be good. If I can have them.”
“I’ll give you three now,” Angelo haggled. “Then the rest are for later, if you’re good.”
“Seems like a good deal to me, hm?” Tovah encouraged. “I’d take it if I were you, bud.”
Eitan pouted his lips. “Fine,” he said. Turning away from the bubbling stream, he held his palm out toward Angelo. “Please?”
Angelo counted out three of the berries into Eitan’s palm, smiling encouragingly at the child. “There you go. I hope they’re nice and yummy, I’m pretty jealous.”
Eitan popped the first into his mouth, savouring it. “Can… can I still have the two more minutes?”
Tovah sighed. “All right,” she said. “But then, we’re walking.”
Eitan was clearly not enthused when Tovah announced that time was up a very liberal two minutes later, but at least he didn’t complain— he’d enjoyed his blueberries and clearly wanted more. As the three of them headed away from the stream— Tovah first casting a quick directional spell to make sure they were still heading south— the little boy hummed mindlessly to himself, arms crossed and feet shuffling. Beside him, Angelo tilted his head.
“Is party song, no?” he asked in Meltaiman. “Hear through walls some, in palace.”
“I’unno.” The boy shrugged. “I like the tune. It’s happy.” He yawned, not bothering to cover his mouth as he did. “Tonight,” he started, “can we go to bed early?”
Tovah sighed. “We’ll see.”
“Can Angelo tell me another one of his stories?” Eitan prattled on. “The neat stories. ‘Bout the birdy.”
“The Birdy” was of course the Lord Woo- knowing they were going to be bringing the child to Valzaim, Angelo had been telling both Tovah and Eitan stories from the Books, to get them used to the ideas and principles of Wooism. He smiled gently at Eitan’s question, ruffling the boy’s blonde hair.
“Sure,” he agreed. “But only if you use your Valzick for the rest of the day. You won’t get better if you don’t practice.”
Eitan scowled, but nodded. “Okay,” he said, in very shaky Valzick. Young as he was, he was picking the tongue up fast— but six weeks was nevertheless far too short of a time to see him as anything more than lurchingly conversational. “Birdy’s language,” he added. “Right?”
Tovah laughed. “Mmhm, I suppose you could say that,” she agreed. “I don’t think the Lord Woo would be much of a fan of Meltaiman.”
“I imagine not,” Angelo mused. “Though the Woo loves all his children, so I think we can be forgiven.” He pondered, then smiled. “Eitan, how about I tell you the story of the time when a great troupe of the Woo’s children were travelling through a desert, with no food, and the Woo made crumbs of bread appear all over the rocks every morning?”
Eitan’s eyes widened. It had been far too long for his liking since he’d last had any bread. “Okay,” he agreed. “That sounds like— like good story.”
“Mmhm, I bet it’s great.” Tovah smiled down at her cousin’s son. “But— remember: only if you keep up talking in Valzick. And,” she added, “you don’t complain.”
“I thought the berries was for not complain,” Eitan protested.
“Berries and a story.” Tovah waved a hand. “Deal?”
The boy reluctantly nodded, and the trio fell into a silence then, the only sound that punctured the air that of bracken snapping underfoot as they wended through the seemingly endless pine forest that rose around them. Their pace was far from brisk— Eitan’s little legs made sure of that— but it was steady, at least, and they were making good progress as the sizzling afternoon started giving way into a still, breezeless evening.
Just before dusk Angelo had paused for just long enough to take a drink from his waterskin- refilled many times over since Kott had put it in the his travel satchel initially- when he tensed suddenly, his head whipping around and his eyes narrowed. Meandering a few paces behind him, Tovah paused, brow knitting.
“What’s wrong?” she asked him, motioning for Eitan to stop walking, as well (the boy enthusiastically obliged).
After a moment, he shook his head. “I thought I heard something in the brush. Maybe it was just a rabbit, though.” He laughed softly. “I really wish-”
Angelo’s voice fell away as another sound abruptly pierced the air: a blood-curdling scream, courtesy of Eitan, who’d fallen to a halt a few steps behind Angelo and Tovah both. The teenagers both whirled, just in time to see the young boy get yanked bodily off his feet, into the arms of a dark-skinned individual clad in a uniform of dusty taupe. And the boy’s assailant was not alone: in a blink there were at least half a dozen others surging out from amid the trees.
Soldiers.
“Let go of me!” Eitan wailed— in Meltaiman— as he thrashed against his captor. “Let go, let go, let go—”
“Eitan!” Tovah’s voice cracked, as her hand danced toward her holstered wand. Drawing it, she spun on her heel again, as if looking for a route of escape, and her heart slammed into her throat as she realised that there was none: they were utterly surrounded. She screamed again, louder: “Eitan!”
“Tovah, drop your wand,” Angelo bleated, throwing his arms in the air. “Drop it, now, these are Special Forces, don’t fight them!” To the men he added, “Please, don’t hurt the child! We surrender!”
As if her brain hadn’t quite caught up with her adrenaline, Tovah did not immediately drop her wand. “Let go of him!” she shrieked to the soldier who held Eitan. She spoke in Valzick, but in her terror, her accent was strong. Almost overbearing. “Let go of him, please!”
“Wand down!” growled one of the soldiers in return— not the one who held Eitan, but a short, muscled man whose uniform was littered with nearly a dozen pins and badges. An officer. Pointing his own wand at Tovah, he snapped, “Now! Or I stun you!”
Desperately, Angelo lurched towards Tovah, grasping her wrist and yanking it down so that her wand was no longer pointing at the soldiers. “Please, listen the them, you have to trust me,” he hissed. “Just trust me, they won’t hurt us if we surrender!”
“They have Eitan!” she hissed— but his grip on her was solid, and she couldn’t relift her wand.
Instead, Tovah merely stood there, jaw clenched, as the throng of soldiers stepped slowly toward her and Angelo. In his captor’s arms Eitan was still screaming, and the sound was like murder to Tovah’s ears. She wanted to help him— save him— anything—
“Set the wand down into the dirt,” said the officer thickly. “And,” he added, eyes falling to the wand at Angelo’s hip, “you too. Very, very slowly.”
Angelo nodded quickly, using his free hand to jerk his wand from its holster and dropping it in the leaves and grass of the forest floor. “Please, Tovah,” he begged the Meltaiman princess. “Please trust me. They won’t hurt Eitan. I told you before, remember? Valzicks don’t hurt children. Please.”
She obeyed, though it was not without great hesitation, and her entire body had startled to tremble as she echoed Angelo’s movement to set her wand down into the bed of pine needles below. As she did, the reaction from the soldiers was instantaneous— a quartet of them descended on her and Angelo, a pair of them seizing hold of either one of Angelo’s arms and forcing him to his knees while a second pair did the same to her. As she hit the ground below, Eitan let out another miserable cry, and her stomach flipped violently.
“Identify yourselves,” the officer said, watching on as his men uttered a quick incantation to summon ropes that twisted into bindings around their captives’ wrists. “Names, first off— and then, what in the bloody ’Pit you’re doing a hundred miles deep into the Galfras.”
Angelo took a deep, shaking breath. “I am Crown Prince Angelo Thaikos- I was taken captive from Fort Drýinos nine months ago, and I have been a hostage in the Meltaiman capital ever since- these two have helped me to make my escape, and I am t-trying to get back home to my father.”
This sent an immediate wave of murmurs rippling throughout the unit— which their commander quickly brought to a halt with a sharply waved hand. Taking another sharp step toward Angelo and Tovah, he demanded: “What was the number of your unit? And the name of your commander? And—” He narrowed his hazel eyes. “The name of the sole known survivour?”
“Unit Four-Twenty,” Angelo prattled instantly. “The commander was Arch-Sergeant Major Galanis, though that day we were also with Arch-Brigadier Petrou. The only survivor was… was…” He swallowed hard. “Arch-Specialist Adonis Karahalios. The Meltaimans sent him back with a letter detailing their plans for me.”
“If you speak the truth,” said the officer, “then forgive me for this treatment of you, my prince. But…” He took a deep breath. “We must be prudent. Cautious. You understand this, yes?”
“I understand,” he murmured. “Please, just don’t hurt my companions? The boy barely knows Valzick, and I can’t promise he’ll be cooperative; he’s six years old and scared.”
“At worst, we’ll put the child to sleep for a little,” the officer promised. “As for the woman…” He looked to Tovah, who had gone rigid as stone, her jaw clenched so tightly it was a wonder she hadn’t cracked any teeth. “You cooperate with us, and no harm will come to you while we move you back to camp. Understand?”
She forced a small nod, staying silent, and Angelo heaved a sigh of relief. “H-how far are we…” He squinted at the man’s laurels, adding, “Arch-Lieutenant? From your base camp?”
“Not an easy hike,” the man admitted. “We’ve been tracking you for nearly two days now— the path you’ve been cutting hasn’t been exactly… subtle, shall we say?” He motioned for his men to help Tovah and Angelo to their feet. “We’ll make camp tonight in the forest and should be back to base by tomorrow afternoon. Perhaps evening.”
Angelo nodded slowly. “Right. We’ll cooperate, sir.” To Tovah he added, “It’s okay. I promise. It’ll be okay.”
She couldn’t fully fight back a whimper— especially as one of the soldiers pulled a cloth hood out of his shoulder bag and brought it toward her. “Don’t let them separate us,” she told him, in Meltaiman. “Please. And— even if they do— Eitan. Don’t let them hurt him. No matter what— don’t let them hurt him. Promise?”
“They won’t hurt him,” Angelo insisted, tensing involuntarily as the hood was brought towards his face. Almost despite himself he flinched from the soldier who brought it up, his shoulders trembling hard now.
“Relax, sire,” the arch-lieutenant said. “It’s only a precaution— we’ll take it off just as soon as we’ve made camp, okay?” He turned to the soldier who held Eitan; the little boy was still sobbing up a storm. “Spell him to sleep,” he ordered. “You can carry him, Dellis.”
“Yes, sir,” replied Dellis; the last thing Tovah saw before the hood was cinched over her head was the man shifting Eitan into one arm to draw his wand.
She let out another whimper. “Y-you trust them?” she asked Angelo, as if just to hear his reassurances one more time.
“I do,” he said, though his voice was shaking as his face was consumed by darkness for what felt like the hundredth time. “Woo preserve me and grant that after tomorrow I n-never have to wear one of these cursed things ever ag-gain.” He let the soldiers gently nudge him forward, and slowly began to trail after them.
* * *
The cicadas were crying their late afternoon song when finally the familiar sounds of civilization reached Angelo and Tovah’s ears through their hoods the next day. Angelo had to fight hard not to shiver with instinctive fear as he heard soldiers barking orders at one another, with no particular sign they were in a hurry to remove his bindings.
The arch-lieutenant, at least, seemed to pick up on Angelo’s unease, quickly clarifying: “We’ll have you unbound and unhooded in a bit, sire. We just need to get some couriers sent out first. And I need to speak with the camp’s commander.”
“R-right,” he whimpered. “Of course.” He hunched his shoulders trying to steady his breathing- he’d been hyperventilating off and on since the hood and been put up, if he wasn’t able to distract himself. “I… I don’t mean to… make a fuss.”
“You needn’t apologise,” the officer said. “My apologies will be owed to you, sire, just as soon as we’ve confirmed your identity.”
Soon enough Angelo was towed to what must have been some sort of command tent- without Tovah, over both of their frantic protests- whereupon the hood over his face was finally removed. His bindings, however, were left intact, again with arch-lieutenant’s apologies. This frustration, however, was at least quickly overshadowed by something good: as Angelo’s eyes flitted toward the entrance to the tent, he saw something that made his heart flutter. Eitan, the little boy sluggish in one of the other’s soldiers arms, as the last of the series of sleeping spells they’d cast on him over the past day began to ebb.
“Eitan,” he murmured, relief flooding him at the sight of the child- woozy but unharmed. “Eitan, buddy, are you awake? Can you hear me?”
“Mmm.” The boy shifted in the soldier’s arms. Speaking in very sluggish Meltaiman, he peered toward Angelo and asked: “W-where is we? Where’s T—”
“Valzick, honey,” Angelo prompted gently. “And we’re in my country. Where I was born. These nice men brought us here- you wanted to sleep inside, right? With cushions? And have some real food?”
“Uh-huh,” Eitan agreed, as the arch-lieutenant gestured for his subordinate to gently set the little boy down. As the man obliged, Eitan wobbled a bit on his feet, the boy stifling a very big yawn as he added to Angelo in fractured Valzick: “Can I sit you?”
“You sure can, little man,” Angelo agreed with a gentle smile. He nodded to the space beside himself- he couldn’t move his arms which were still bound behind his back- and added, “You can sit right here and lean on me while I talk to the nice men.”
Eitan nodded, lurching a little as he padded over to Angelo’s side. As he did, the arch-lieutenant let out a small sigh, watching on while the little boy plopped down and then nuzzled his cheek against Angelo’s arm.
“I’m going to go speak with the base commander now,” he said. “I’ll leave two of my men outside the tent if you need anything, sire. I can’t guarantee when you’ll be unbound but— it will be soon, hopefully, all right?”
“That’s fine,” he murmured. Hesitantly he added, “Could… we have some water, perhaps?”
“Of course. I’ll have some bread brought for you, too.” The arch-lieutenant turned toward the exit to the tent— and Eitan smiled.
“Bread!” he breathed. “Ang’lo, he said bread!”
The prince laughed, kissing his young charge on top of his head. “He sure did. No more wild nuts and roots for supper, hm? See, I told you if you were a good boy you’d get good things.”
“Like in the stories!” Eitan chirped as the arch-lieutenant strode toward the door. “Your stories, Ang'lo.”
“Mm-hm,” Angelo agreed with a wink. “The Woo rewards his children when they’re good. And you’ve been a very good boy.”
Soon enough, the soldiers did indeed return with some bread and water for Angelo and Eitan. The small boy was given the novel experience of getting to feed the prince from his own hands, since Angelo was still bound— which he took in with gleeful abandon. His sleepiness seemingly gone, a wide smile bloomed between his lips as he helped Angelo with the water and bread.
“It’s like Mama!” he chirped. “With Yetta!”
The prince chuckled. “I bet it is. But I don’t make as much of a mess as Yetta does, I hope.”
Fortunately, the prince did not make nearly as much of a mess, getting through his meal with only a few crumbs and dribbles of water. Even better, just after he and Eitan had finished eating, the arch-lieutenant arrived back to the tent. As he strode in, he dipped his head into a bow, looking at his shoes as he greeted: “Sire. May I ask you a question, please?”
“Yes, of course,” Angelo replied. “You have my full cooperation.”
“I’ve spoken with my base commander,” said the arch-lieutenant. “And it seems that he and the other higher-ranking officers at the border outposts have been given… well, lists, I suppose. Of questions to ask anyone claiming to be the prince.” The man dared glance up from his shoes, his eyes hooking with Angelo’s. “Questions the real Prince Angelo would know the answers to, but a poseur would not.”
The prince nodded, having figured this would be the case. “Alright. What do you want to know?”
“Well, first...” The arch-lieutenant cleared his throat, pulling a small scroll of parchment from the pocket of his overcoat and unrolling it. Reading from the ink delicately scritched on its surface, he went on, “Ah… your— favourite hunting hound, it’s asking. What’s the name of your favourite hound?”
Angelo lifted a bemused eyebrow as Eitan settled against his arm again. “A fox-hound called Dolly. She was born on my birthday and I got to help the kennelmaster clean up her and her siblings.”
The arch-lieutenant nodded— Angelo had passed the first question. “All right,” he went on, studying the second question. “And… your bedsuite at the palace. What colour are the walls in its sleeping chamber and sitting room, respectively?”
“The sleeping chamber is in beach colors, grey-blue and sand,” he answered immediately. “Because it overlooks the beach through the window. The sitting room is white and navy.”
“Right. And third…”
The arch-lieutenant continued on like this, through a series of increasingly inane and random questions— all of which Angelo answered with ease. Finally, once he’d exhausted the list of nearly two dozen items long, the officer rolled the scroll of parchment back up and tucked it into his pocket again.
He bowed his head. “Sire,” he breathed. “My apologies again. For the unpleasant treatment.” Chin still lowered, he reached for his wand and flicked it once, murmuring beneath his breath as he did; immediately, the magically-borne ropes that bound Angelo started to dissolve, like snow on hot pavement. Angelo gave a sigh of immense relief, reaching his hands up to rub his wrists. He then put one arm around Eitan’s shoulder, looking up at the arch-lieutenant.
“What about the girl?” he asked urgently.
“She’s being held for further questioning,” replied the soldier. “And,” he added quickly, “we’ve already dispatched a messenger, sire. To reach King Iosef as quick as is humanly possible. He’s down in Valla, so I imagine it will take him a while to get here, but—”
“How long are you planning to hold her?” the prince interrupted, annoyed at the blase way in which the man had dismissed his concerns about Tovah. “She is the only reason I was able to escape at all. I wouldn’t just still be a prisoner without her, I would be dead.”
“She… she is Meltaiman, sire,” the officer replied apologetically. “She needs to be questioned.” The man tilted his head, hazel eyes apprising. “Do you have for us her name, at least, sire? So far, she’s refused to speak even that to us.”
“Probably because she’s frightened,” he replied. Swallowing hard, he said, “Tovah. Her name is Tovah.”
“... Tovah?” This did not seem to be the answer that the arch-lieutenant had expected— nor wanted to hear. He gawped for a moment, before he seemed to realise this was impudent, whereupon he turned to shaking his head rather rapidly. “Sire. Please, tell me you don’t mean…?”
“I wondered if you would recognize the name,” he said with a tired sigh. “Yes. I do mean that Tovah. Tovah Srebro. The Glass Empress’ daughter. However,” he added sharply, squeezing Eitan close to his chest. “She is not our enemy. She has been learning of Wooism from me, and she chose to defect to our cause when she learned that the empress murdered her twin brother. She helped me escape the palace a month ago and we’ve been on the run since.”
The officer didn’t quite look convinced, but in any case, he also seemed to know better than to argue. Turning his gaze to Eitan, he murmured, “If she is a member of the imperial family… then… who is he, sire? The boy?”
“Eitan Kott,” Angelo replied. “His father was the empress’ nephew. He… he hasn’t shown any magic. None at all, and he’s seven in just a month. The empress murdered her own son for being a blank, and his father didn’t want him to die, so he helped us escape in exchange for our bringing his son to safety in Valzaim.”
“I see.” The arch-lieutenant let out a long sigh. “And… I take it based on the way you’re holding to him so desperately, that you would be, ah, not all that amenable to being parted from his company until your father arrives…?”
“He’s six and he isn’t a mage,” Angelo retorted, raising a brow. “He’s no threat to you- why pull him aside?”
“He is Meltaiman,” the man replied simply. “An imperial, sire. His family’s been the one imprisoning you for going on a year now.”
“And the child had no involvement in that,” Angelo said. Nudging the boy, he added, “Eitan, can you do me a favor?”
Eitan shifted, lip bit— it was obvious that the clipped conversation, even if he couldn’t understand most of it, was unsettling him. “‘Kay,” he agreed. “What… what kind favour…”
“You remember the bird story I told you?” he asked the little boy. “About the Woo gathering up his children into a nest of his feathers? Can you remind me what the Woo says when the little girl cries and tells him she can’t come because she’s been bad?”
“He… he forgive her,” said Eitan, thinking back to the story Angelo had told him one night weeks ago, beneath a blanket of stars. “He say he still love her. Because… we all Woo’s child.”
“Very good!” Angelo said, pulling the boy up into his lap and hugging him.
The arch-lieutenant quirked a brow. “Your point is made, sire.” He sighed. “The boy may stay with you. Although—” He gestured to the plain interior of the holding tent. “This is hardly a suitable accommodation for you, my prince. The base commander agreed— in the case that you passed the test, as you have— that he would vacate his own quarters and bequeath them to you until we receive further orders from Valla. It’s… hardly a palace, but…”
The prince shook his head. “Arch-Lieutenant, I have spent almost the entire past nine months in a single, windowless apartment, with no company save my own, books written in a language I couldn’t read, and games I had no idea how to play. Anything is a step up from that.”
“You will be an honoured guest of our camp,” the officer replied. “Anything you need— do not hesitate to ask. We will do our best to fulfill your wishes, my prince.”
“I have no intentions of abusing your hospitality. Right now, I just want to rest,” Angelo said with a tired smile. “And to be reunited with my friend as quickly as I may be.”
The arch-lieutenant provided no verbal reply to this— only a small, shallow smile… and to Angelo, this served as a miserable answer all its own.
Chapter Eighteen
It was early the following morning when Angelo was blinked awake by a sound he’d not heard in a long, long time- military drums, and the bellowing of an officer calling for the soldiers in their barracks to “Turn out!”
At first his heart leapt into his throat, the prince not quite remembering where he was as he stared up at the unfamiliar ceiling. Then he felt something small and warm shift against his ribcage, and looked down to see Eitan snuggled against him. Memories slowly trickled back, and Angelo relaxed. He was at a military base in the Galfras, controlled by Valzick soldiers. He was in Valzaim.
It hit him then, like a brick wall.
He was in Valzaim. He was home.
His breath caught. His eyes misted. A sob tore itself from his throat, and he curled more tightly around Eitan as he tried to stifle the noise. He was home. He was free.
“Why’re crying?” Eitan’s voice— in Meltaiman— was feather light, the little boy still drowsy from his interrupted sleep. “Ang’lo, why’re you crying?”
“I’m happy, Eitan,” he whispered, using Valzick, giving the boy a wobbly smile. “I’m crying because I’m happy.”
“Oh.” Eitan squirmed and flopped over onto his other side, so that he could peer up into Angelo’s iron-coloured eyes. Outside, the drums were still beating, and the little boy tilted his head, quizzically. “What’s those for?” he asked, still using Meltaiman.
“Valzick, please, Eitan,” Angelo prompted. “They’re drums.” He mimed the action of drumming. “They’re to tell the soldiers it's time to wake up.”
Eitan yawned, obediently shifting to Valzick. “We have to wake?” he asked. “Sleepy.” He nestled his forehead against Angelo’s chest. “You warm.”
Angelo laughed, hugging the little boy close. “It is nice to sleep in a real bed again, isn't it buddy? I don't know about you but I slept like a rock.”
“Uh-huh,” the boy agreed. “But…” He gnawed on his lip. “I miss Tovah. Why couldn’t she be with us…?”
The prince felt his heart plummet, and he swallowed hard. “Tovah… she had to sleep somewhere else because she’s a girl. Girls and boys can't sleep in one room if they’re not married or siblings, you know.”
“We sleep each other in woods,” Eitan pointed out, as if Angelo had missed something very, very obvious.
“I know,” he murmured softly. “I know.” He sighed, slowly sitting up. “You hungry at all?”
At this, Eitan brightened. “More bread?” he asked greedily.
“We’ll have to see what’s available,” Angelo answered with a smile. “Hopefully they don't mean to keep me by myself in just this room for ‘security.’ That would be very boring.” And far too bad deja vu.
Eitan sat, and opened his lips as though to reply, but before he could, a loudly cleared throat outside the heavy canvas flap door to the tent snapped his and Angelo’s attention. “My prince?” called a gruff male voice. “My name is Arch-Brigadier Ariston Sotir— I’m the commander of this base. May I come in?”
Angelo started a bit, but relaxed a moment later and smiled thinly. Woo, how long had it been since someone asked him permission to enter his space?
“Yes, come in,” he called, the invitation a bit shaky on his lips, as if he didn't quite remember how to speak with authority.
Without further preamble the cloth flap was pushed open, and into the tent strode a short but well-built man. He was much older than Angelo— perhaps in his forties— with a pale brown complexion and eyes the colour of burnt honey. The uniform he wore was a muddy taupe, as was standard for the Special Forces, but his coat was decorated to the point of near gaudiness, his pins and medals jangling a bit as he stepped inside.
“Sire,” the arch-brigadier said, pausing at the maw of the tent to bow his head. “I have some matters to discuss with you, if I may have permission.”
Angelo sighed, rubbing his face. “I… suppose you want to quiz me on what the ‘Pit has been happening over the past year?”
“If Your Highness is willing,” Sotir said by way of answer. “We’d also like to give you the opportunity to, ah— clean yourself up? If you’d like.” Daring to peek up from his bow, he gestured broadly at Angelo. “Wash from the road. Put on clothes more… suitable, to your station.” As though it were an afterthought, he added hastily, “The boy, as well.”
The prince blinked, then nodded fervently. “That would be… Woo that would be amazing. Just to be clean and in Valzick clothes again.” He glowered down at his torn, filthy Meltaiman clothing. “This is far too keen a reminder of what the empress tried to force me to be.”
“Of course, sire,” said Sotir. “I can have the officers’ privy closed for your privacy. So that you can wash.”
“Wash?” Yawning again, Eitan sat up, propped by his elbows. “Ang’lo— what is wash?”
“It is kąpiel,” Angelo explained, using the Meltaiman word for bath. To the arch-brigadier he added, “That would be wonderful. If… if you had a razor as well…” He indicated his somewhat overgrown poof of hair, “I’d be in your debt.”
“Certainly— I can have one brought to you with your fresh clothes.” With another brief bow, he turned back toward the exit of the tent. “Do you wish to follow me now, sire? Or do you wish to get some more rest first?”
“The sun is awake, so I may as well be too,” he mused. “I can always catnap later if the road catches up to me again.” Easing himself out of the bed- and beckoning for Eitan to follow- he said, “Lead the way, Arch-Brigadier.”
Eitan didn’t seem particularly enthused to be roused from the cosy cot to take a trek through the innards of the camp, but at least he didn’t complain, clinging hard to Angelo’s hand as the arch-brigadier led them to the officers’ privy. There was a captain inside, finishing up with the wash basin, and Sotir promptly booted him; the man scowled for a moment, then seemed to realise for whom he was being displaced and scuttled out with an ashen complexion and a frenzied salute.
“I’ll have the clothes brought in shortly, if that’s all right, sire?” Sotir said then. “The water pump is over there”— he gestured to the corner— “and… well— there’s a bucket we usually use to transport the water to the basin, and… I could have someone requisitioned into helping you with that. If you’d like?”
Angelo chuckled, shaking his head. “You forget, sir, I was a Arch-Specialist at the time of my abduction; I spent two years tending mostly to my own needs in camps not dissimilar to this one. I’ll be alright, I assure you, you don’t need to feel obligated to wait on me hand and foot.”
“Yes, sire. If you wish.” The arch-brigadier chanced a fragile smile. “Do you wish for me to take my leave now, then…?”
“I’m sure you have quite a bit more on your plate that babysitting me,” Angelo said, not unkindly. “And… to be completely honest it will be a positive change, not to have observation and shadows constantly. At least until I am inevitably assigned bodyguards by my father.”
It felt so strange, Angelo reflected as the arch-brigadier was leaving. To be in a position of authority again. To be permitted to make decisions. He turned to the pump, grinning down at Eitan. “I’ll fill the basin up in a jiffy, and then we can get the stink off us finally.”
“I do not like bath,” Eitan said grimly, lips pursed as he watched the arch-brigadier go. “I do not need.”
“Ooooh, yes you do,” Angelo retorted, quirking an eyebrow. “Your hair is brown, little man.”
“Like brown,” Eitan retorted with a prim nod. “No one here has yellows.”
“I think the yellow is nice,” Angelo said, already pumping water into a bucket. “And you’re getting it back, like it or not. You don’t get to sleep in my bed if you’re dirty.”
“Hmm.” Eitan wandered toward the row of metal wash basins, and leaned to peer inside the largest of them. “Is not your bed, really,” he informed Angelo. “Is soldiers’ bed!”
“Well!” Angelo said, as he dumped his bucket of water into the largest basin and proceeded back to the pump. “All the more reason not to let a messy boy sleep in it! I’m borrowing it, it wouldn’t be nice at all to get it smelly.”
“Why don't you just make bath?” Eitan suggested. “I fine.”
“No, Eitan, you aren’t.” Angelo set the bucket down and turned towards the young boy, hands on his hips and a scowl on his face. “You’re getting a bath. Period. Even if I have to hold you in the water.”
“The Woo no like be mean,” Eitan said, mock somber— but there was no missing the faint smirk he wore, nor the mischievous glint in his dark eyes. “You don't want Woo mad!”
For response, Angelo scooped the boy up and plopped him into the partially filled basin, pouring more water from his bucket in beside him so that Eitan was splashed. He yelped in surprise, filthy clothes going soggy— then glanced up at Angelo with a tiny giggle.
“I get you next!” he declared, splashing the prince back. “It is fight!”
The duo engaged in an enthusiastic game in the wash basin, Angelo marvelling at how wonderful it felt to just… play. Have fun, unabashed and untainted by the shadow of the Glass Empress and her ambitions for him.
They did eventually get clean, though it took a second filling of the wash basin as both he and Eitan were coated in layers of grime that quickly fouled the water of their first soak. As they dried off afterward, a terrified-looking private scurried in with a bundle of clothing in his arms— an unadorned but clean uniform for Angelo, and a tunic and breeches that had been magically shrunk down to fit Eitan. The nervous soldier also offered Angelo a fresh razor, which the prince received with a grateful smile and warm thanks.
It was the first time Eitan got to see Angelo with his head shaved instead of adorned by the ethnic Valzick trademark of wooly black hair, and the first time the child saw his friend in a military uniform instead of clothing for Meltaiman nobility. Watching on from where he sat on the ledge of the wash basin, the boy nodded approvingly as he watched the locks fall away (his own hair was once more yellow, rather than grimy gray-brown).
“I like,” he declared. “Look soldier. Like Papa.”
Angelo cast Eitan a sad sort of smile. “I’m glad. I used to be a soldier, you know. Before your papa brought me to the Empress. It feels good to have a uniform on again. Does yours fit okay?”
“Uh-huh.” The child fidgeted with the sleeves, which hadn't been trimmed quite to size. “It soft. I do not like how look, though. Plain.”
The prince chuckled. “Soldiers clothes have to be plain, silly. If they’re decorated fancy they’ll get stuck on things. Or make noises so enemies know where you are.”
“Papa’s uniform pretty,” he countered, sticking out his tongue as Angelo moved from trimming his hair to taming his scraggly beard. “Nice colour.”
“Yes, but I bet you can see it a mile away in thick plants,” Angelo retorted. “It’s just for a while, Eitan- imagine it’s nightclothes, hm? Those aren’t as fancy as your papa’s uniform.”
“Okay.” The boy heaved a gusty sigh. “Belly empty,” he announced then. “Breakfast?”
“Soon, I’m sure,” Angelo soothed the boy, gently pulling the razor across his chin. “Just let me finish up with this, alright?”
Once the prince had restored his head to its smooth, hairless state, he took Eitan by the hand and emerged from the officer’s washroom. As he’d half-anticipated might be the case, the private who'd delivered the clothes was now standing by as a guard, the man’s head dipping into a hasty bow as he spied Angelo.
“Sire,” he said.
“Private,” Angelo replied, inclining his head politely. “Were any instructions left for us? If not I’d appreciate if my friend and I could be directed to the mess tent.” He smiled, inviting the younger man to share the joke as he added, “By this time of morning I imagine it’s only leftovers, but cold porridge is still a marked improvement over wild burdock roots, neh?”
“Of… of course, sire,” the private burbled, not daring to lift his gaze from the tops of his shoes. “You can follow me— I'll lead the way.”
“Ang’lo.” Eitan tugged on the prince’s hand. “Is Tovah be at breakfast?”
“P… probably not,” Angelo murmured. “But I’ll talk to someone about her just as soon as we’ve eaten, alright?”
The meal- which was indeed cold leftovers, but Angelo certainly wasn’t complaining about that- passed quickly, both boys far too hungry to talk much between bites. But at length they had finished their meal, and it seemed their young soldier shadow did indeed have instructions for them after this, as they were promptly escorted to what seemed to be some sort of command tent.
Inside, Arch-Brigadier Sotir seemed to have been waiting for them; when the private announced them the man rose from where he'd been sitting behind a polished pine desk, his head snapping into a bow.
“Prince Angelo,” he greeted. “I hope you enjoyed the privy facilities?”
“I feel significantly more human now that I have a month of road and Galfras washed off of my skin,” Angelo agreed, saluting almost on impulse now that he had a military uniform on again. “I… hope that wherever she is being kept, my companion was also permitted to bathe, at least?”
Sotir lifted his head to return the salute. “You needn't worry about the girl,” he said. “She's being taken care of adequately, sire.” Hesitation sketched his face as he glanced down at Eitan, who had shrunk again the prince’s side like a turtle attempting to retreat into its shell. “Might the boy be more comfortable elsewhere while we speak, your highness?”
Angelo bristled. “I doubt it, since you seem to think dismissing my concerns about the woman who saved my life with ‘don’t worry, she’s being taken care of adequately’ is reassuring and not setting off blatant alarm bells.”
The officer’s face wobbled, but he quickly caught himself. “No offense was intended, sire,” he assured. “These are merely… grown-up topics, shall we say? And the boy is so very small—”
“And he’s Meltaiman,” Angelo retorted. “Will the men of this camp treat him as a small boy who is alone and frightened, or as a Meltaiman?”
“No send away,” Eitan whimpered, burying his face against Angelo’s ribs. “Please?”
Angelo knelt down, hugging the little boy in an effort to soothe him. “Alright- if you can be a big boy and wait patiently for me and the Arch-Brigadier to finish talking, you can stay. Okay?”
“I be good,” Eitan promised feverishly. “Promise. No send away.”
The prince stood, inclining his head towards the arch-brigadier. “It seems he’s insistent.”
The arch-brigadier sighed. “If that is your wish, my prince.” He gestured to the chair that had been arranged on the opposite side of his desk— no doubt for this very occasion. “If you’d like to sit? This talk might take a while, and I don’t wish for you to be uncomfortable.”
Angelo nodded, taking the proffered seat- and lifting his hands out of the way when Eitan promptly tried to scramble up into his lap. “I am at your service, sir.”
The arch-brigadier watched Eitan settle in the prince’s lap before he took his own seat, a nervous smile flitting between his lips as he did. “First,” he began, “I wanted to assure you that we’ve already dispatched a message to your father about your safe recovery— it’s hurtling toward him as quickly as is humanly possible, my prince.”
Angelo swallowed, his throat suddenly feeling oddly dry. “R-right. I presume he’s in Valla then? Not...not anywhere along the border?”
“He came to the border after you were first taken, sire,” Sotir replied. “But business in Valla could not wait forever. He returned south shortly before the first snows last winter.” He added quickly, “I’m sure, however, that once he hears the joyous news, he’ll be heading back this way. So that you may be reunited.”
Angelo glanced away. “Of c-course. Politics has to come first.” He forced a smile. “So what are your plans in the meantime? I presume you have plans.”
“We are waiting for orders from King Iosef before we do much of anything,” said Sotir. “As I’m sure he’ll like a personal hand in, well— what happens. From here. Now that Meltaim doesn’t have you to hold over our heads as a threat...” The arch-brigadier shrugged. “I can’t speak for the king, of course, but I imagine things might, ah… escalate. Beyond our current little border skirmishes.”
Angelo snorted. “I’d be surprised if that wasn't the case. Once you- or father- debrief me on what her imperial majesty was subjecting me to for the past several months. She’d finally decided to have me executed outright before Tovah took me and fled.”
The arch-brigadier physically winced— then stiffened in his chair like he’d been slapped. “I… cannot imagine His Majesty will take news of that very well,” he agreed after a moment. “I’d hedge retaliation will be swift and severe, as soon as His Majesty is debriefed.”
The prince absentmindedly rubbed Eitan’s arm to soothe the boy as he spoke. “Were you planning to talk to me here, or wait for my father?”
“Whatever you would be most comfortable with, Highness,” said Sotir. “I know you've been through a lot, and your comfort is paramount as we wait for King Iosef’s response to our messenger.”
He shifted, biting his lip. “I honestly won’t be comfortable in any event until I know what’s happening to Tovah.”
Here, the officer tilted his head, something scrutinizing seeping into his dark eyes. “You care for the girl,” he said simply. This was not quite a statement and not quite a question. “A fair bit.”
“You say that like caring for the girl who abandoned her throne, country, and family to save my life is a strange thing,” the prince retorted, bristling a bit. “I just spent nine months as a prisoner in a foreign land, Arch-Brigadier. Is it so wrong that I don’t want her to suffer as I’ve suffered? You have no idea the ‘Pit I’ve been through.”
“I mean no ill judgment toward you, sire,” Sotir said; in Angelo's lap Eitan had begun to squirm, clearly picking up on the prince’s tense tone even if he hardly understood his words. “We merely must be prudent, as I'm sure you can understand. She is the heiress to the imperial throne— I understand you may be fond of her, but we must exercise caution—”
“How long will it take my father to get up here from Valla?” the prince cut in. “Where even is here?”
“Fort Corcyra,” Sotir said. “You don't recognize the name, I imagine?”
“No,” he replied. “It looks pretty makeshift with all the tents, I assume it’s new?”
“Along with about half a dozen others,” Sotir confirmed. “Set up in the months after your abduction to fortify our presence on the border.” He added after a moment, “I'm sure King Iosef would approve of you moving somewhere more comfortable soon, sire. After we've heard back from him. A larger fort, perhaps—”
“I didn’t ask how long it would take for Father to get here for my own health, with all due respect sir.” Angelo scowled. “And I would appreciate it if you stopped evading my questions and trying to deflect me. I’m not an idiot, I see exactly what you’re doing. How long.”
Sotir waffled, cowed. “Weeks,” he said. “Perhaps a month. I imagine he'll take a ship, but late spring is rife with storms. Only the Woo knows what the seas and winds will be like during transit.”
“So let’s unpack this,” Angelo said, hugging the trembling child in his arms. “You wish to be prudent and exercise caution with the Meltaiman princess. That is understandable. But the implication here is you will keep her isolated and a prisoner until my father instructs otherwise- which I know he will not do until he speaks to her himself. A month or more from now. And if she is on our side (and she bloody well is) being a prisoner, alone and afraid, for that long, is going to alienate her. Make an enemy out of an incalculably valuable ally.”
“She is a lit match,” Sotir replied. This was hardly a denial. “And to make a decision regarding her trustworthiness— and future—without waiting for King Iosef’s command would be impudent. Perhaps it's not ideal to wait, but—”
Angelo stood abruptly, holding Eitan to his chest. “I don’t accept that answer. I have waited for my blighted father for nine months, Arch-Brigadier Sotir. Nine months of torture and loneliness. Nine months in which they came perilously close to breaking me, and you know why? Not because of the beatings and the shocks they subjected me to. Not because of the near-insanity of isolation when they kept me locked in a room with no windows by myself for months. No. It was time. Time rots everything, sir. Even hope. I have given my father enough time.”
Sotir looked legitimately frightened, his dark complexion going ashen as he gazed up at the prince, who was now looming solidly over him. Meanwhile, in Angelo’s arms, Eitan let out a whimper of surprise, tears pricking in his eyes as he buried his face against the clean fabric of Angelo's uniform.
“Mad?” the child sniffled. “Why yell? Why mad?”
Angelo blinked, seeming to come back to himself, and closed his eyes, hugging the child and rocking him. “I’m sorry, Eitan. I didn’t mean to scare you. It’s okay, it’s okay, no more yelling I promise.”
The arch-brigadier swallowed hard, looking too anxious to speak without being addressed again. After a moment, Angelo took a deep breath and sat back down. “Please. Where is Tovah? And have you hurt her?”
“She's being held in a secure tent,” Sotir replied. “She hasn't been harmed. She hasn't even been questioned yet— not until we receive orders from the king.”
“Can I see her?” the prince asked. “You can supervise if you wish, but I want to see her. I-” his voice cracked. “I don’t want her to be alone. Not like I was.”
“I'm not sure if— if that would be wise, sire.” Sotir braced himself, obviously expecting a belligerent response; he added, “With all due respect, she is a highly dangerous person merely by her associations, and—”
“And I’ve been alone with her save for Eitan for a month now, you realize?” Angelo pointed out dryly. “What is she going to do, take me hostage? They already had me hostage. Kill me? They could’ve done that without delivering me into the arms of protectors. What danger are you worried about exactly?”
“She could be a spy, my prince,” Sotir said simply. “The Glass Empress is renowned for her manipulative nature— and you must know as well as I do that she has her sights set on our holy kingdom. It would be entirely within her character to have sent her daughter as an agent to—”
“I have been stuck in the Glass Empress’ palace in close proximity to her, having biweekly tea parties with her while she chattered at me like I was an honored guest and electrocuted me into unconsciousness if I didn’t play along,” Angelo interrupted, his teeth gritted. “Don’t lecture me about Empress Urszula’s nature please, I think at this point I know her far better than you or anybody else in this kingdom.”
Sotir quailed. “I'd like to wait,” he murmured simply. “For King Iosef’s word. Before anyone goes to see her.”
“Sir, do you have any idea what being alone does to a person?” Now Angelo was not angry or belligerent. On the contrary, now his voice had acquired a tremor that was impossible to miss.
If anything, this made the arch-brigadier look even more uncomfortable. With another gulp, he gave the prince a reluctant nod. “I… understand it can be difficult, sire. Yes.”
“I’ll give it until we hear back from my father,” Angelo said. “But I am not leaving her alone until he gets here. Period. That loneliness, boredom, and terror is something I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy, let alone the woman who gave up everything to save my life, my sanity, and my soul.”
“If the king orders she be let alone, sire…” The rest of the officer’s thought was left unsaid— but implicit.
In Angelo’s lap, Eitan snuffled. He didn't understand everything that was being said, but he could glean enough— not to mention the men’s very strained tones, which left little room for any delusions that this was anything but a wrought and chilly discussion.
“Don't like it here,” he declared to Angelo. He was crying steadily now, fat tears running down his ruddy cheeks. “Want Mama.”
“Oh, Eitan…” Angelo hugged the boy close to his chest, stroking his hair and now feeling guilty he hadn’t sent him away for this conversation- but where to send him? Clearly the soldiers were in no way sympathetic, and he didn’t entirely trust that if he let Eitan out of his sight he’d ever see the boy again. “I’m sorry honey, I’m almost done, I promise.”
He looked up at the brigadier, his voice falsely high and cheery but his eyes hard. “Let me be frank- Tovah is my friend, she is this child’s cousin, and I don’t care what my father says, we’re not leaving her to rot for a month. So there are two choices here. You can let me see her, or you can at least agree to carry messages to her for me or have someone else do so.”
For a long moment, Sotir said nothing. Then, reluctantly, he shook his head no. “I'm sorry, sire. But this is my fort, and I just can't in good conscious permit what you're asking.”
“Apparently I was not being clear,” Angelo said, lifting a brow. “I am Prince Angelo Thaikos, heir to the throne of Valzaim. One day I will be your king. Perhaps once upon a time I was a low ranked soldier, but given I highly doubt my father will let me re-enlist, I default to being a prince once more. You don’t have the authority to tell me no.”
As an arch-brigadier, Sotir was but one step on the ladder shy of being general-ranking, and it had likely been years— if not decades— since he'd been spoken to with quite this derision. He froze for several seconds, jaw slack and eyes wide, before he seemed to recover his wits, whereupon he bowed his head and let out a long, shaky exhale.
“Is… is that an order then, sire?” he managed.
“Yes,” Angelo replied, that single syllable seeming to be all he felt he needed to say.
Sotir looked very, very, very unhappy. For a long moment, he said nothing, before finally he eked out: “This is my fort. So I shall have to insist on a few precautions, at least. Or else the king will surely have my hide, if not my neck.”
“I understand,” Angelo replied, nodding and kissing the top of Eitan’s head in an effort to soothe the still sobbing child. “And make no mistake, I don’t intend to make a nuisance of myself or undermine your authority here; this is just an issue upon which I will not bend.” He sighed. “What did you have in mind?”
“She stays restrained,” Sotir said. “And either myself or another officer— commissioned, no roping in little corporals— stays with you throughout any contact. For your safety.”
He sighed. “Fine. But… please don’t keep her tied up all the time when I’m not there? Please? I don’t want her to get scars on her arms from rope burns thanks to an excess of caution.”
Sotir nodded hesitantly. “She needs an ankle cuff, at least,” he said. “But we can see about losing the arm bindings, my prince. If she proves docile over the next few days.”
“That’s fair,” Angelo agreed. He smiled down to Eitan. “You wanna see Tovah, buddy?”
“Uh-huh,” the boy warbled. “I miss Tovah.”
Sotir let out another gusty sigh. “You’ll be bringing the boy with you then, I gather?”
“She’s his cousin,” Angelo replied simply. “He’ll become upset if he’s not allowed to see someone familiar.” The prince sighed. “And his name is Eitan.”
“Eitan,” the officer echoed. “Right. My apologies, sire.”
“It’s alright,” he replied with a wan smile. “Perhaps, if you have anyone free to accompany me, I could check on Tovah? I imagine she’s probably frightened.”
If— washed up from the road and clad in clean clothing— Angelo now looked the part of prince again, Tovah rather resembled a scrappy, miserable beggar woman.
She sat on the bare ground in a sparsely finished prison tent, which was dark as a tomb and featured no adornments save for a thin cloth mat for sleeping and a wooden bucket for waste. Her ankle was chained to an iron stake, and her wrists were bound in front of her with intricately knotted rope. The soldiers had relieved her of her hood at least, but otherwise she looked little changed from the road: she was dirty and wore the same tattered dress she'd had on for months. Her hair was tangled. Dark bags underscored her eyes.
“Angelo,” she croaked when she saw him. Then, as she spied Sotir quick on his heel, she shrunk back, voice very fragile as she murmured: “H-hello.”
The prince scowled, glaring towards Sotir. “Adequate. I think that was the word you used?”
“She's been given some food,” Sotir protested, eyes averted from the glowering royal. “And water with it.”
“Why… why's she got chains?” Eitan whimpered in Meltaiman. “Angelo—!”
“Hush, love,” Tovah replied, using Valzick. Her voice was still raspy, and it cracked as she added to Angelo, “You look… sharp.”
The prince swallowed hard, kneeling down beside Tovah and putting a hand on her cheek. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Tovah. This isn’t what I wanted at all.” He glanced towards Sotir. “When we go, can she at least be permitted a bath and clean clothes?” Angelo demanded of the soldier, exasperated. “I understand if you don’t have any dresses on hand, but even trousers would be better than what she has now.”
“I can have a basin of water brought to her,” Sotir agreed warily. “And I'll see what I can do about clothing, sire.”
“Why has she got chains?” Eitan shrilly repeated.
Angelo sighed, rubbing his face. “It’s just… until my father gets here, Eitan. I promise. I’ll talk to my father and make him get rid of the chains.” He put a hand on Tovah’s shoulder, adding, “I promise.”
“I know,” Tovah said. “I trust you.” She peered up toward Sotir, mulling with herself for a moment, before she apprehensively whispered to Angelo— in Meltaiman: “He doesn't speak any Meltaiman, I’d wager. What do you think?”
Angelo felt a smile tick at his lips. “No. I think he not speak. None does.”
From the scowl that was quickly unfurling across the arch-brigadier’s face, it seemed that Tovah and Angelo had guessed right.
“Excellent,” Tovah said. “I've missed you— how long has it been? A day yet? It feels like a day. At least.”
“It midmorning,” Angelo confirmed. “I sorry not come already.”
“It's all right,” Tovah said. “I've been sleeping, mostly.” She managed a soft laugh. “It feels kind of strange, doesn't it? Not spending your whole day slogging through miserable wilderness.”
“We taked a bath,” Eitan informed his cousin. “Now my hair’s yellow again.”
“Only after much whining,” Angelo said, poking Eitan on the side of the head. “But yes. All clean. Good food.” He hesitated, adding, “They… not bad food to you, did they?”
“Porridge.” She shrugged. “Some water. It was… fine. Better than the burdocks and roots we've been eating.”
He nodded. “Soldier rations. Same as most here. We get too.” He smiled to Eitan and winked. “Eitan show his bird stories to soldiers. So they let with me.”
“We got to sleep on a cot!” Eitan announced. “With a wool blanket.”
“That sounds very nice, sweetheart,” Tovah replied with a fragile smile. “And I see you got some snazzy new clothes, too, hm?”
Angelo winced, looking down at his boots. “I’m sorry, Tovah. I’m so, so sorry.”
“Sorry…?” She tilted her head. “Why are you sorry? You haven't done anything wrong.”
“That… that I welcome as prince,” he said dismally. “You prisoner. You save me. Should treat better. But no one listen.” He clenched his jaw. “No one listen. Had to bully just to come.”
“I'm my mother's daughter.” Tovah shrugged again. “I… didn't exactly expect a welcome mat.”
“I dead without you,” Angelo said simply. “They owe you better.”
“Maybe,” Tovah said. “But… I'm all right for now, okay? Once they question me… they'll start to see I'm not lying. And— you said once that happened, they wouldn't dare hurt me, right? That it would serve no cause. And the Woo doesn't like violence.”
“Right,” he agreed. “They not hurt you. But… must do as told, okay? Soldier say you not talk to them. I know scared, but look bad if not talk.” He cupped a hand on her cheek. “Trust, okay?”
Sotir looked supremely uncomfortable with this tender move, but wisely refrained from comment. Tovah swallowed hard.
“They haven't tried to interrogate me,” she said. “Just… stupid small talk. I didn't see the need to indulge them.”
“I understand not want small talk with them when treat you prisoner,” Angelo agreed dourly. “I not either. But how else to show you are of trust?”
“I don't know.” Tovah bit her lip. “I guess I'm just not… used to it. This.” She cracked another wobbly smile. “At least I haven't got a current cuff slapped on me, right?”
“I talk to them,” Angelo said, sitting down at Tovah’s side. “They take ropes too, if you not seem danger. Keep chain, for safe, but… as I say, I talk to Father. When he come.”
“Your father,” Tovah breathed, as if she still couldn’t entirely wrap her head around the concept. “He’s… going to come, then? Here?”
“Most probably,” Angelo replied. “Soldiers send message to him. Will want to see me himself before go to Valla. For to make sure.”
“Right. Of course,” Tovah said. “That… makes sense. Perfect sense.” A beat. “Do you… know when they’re going to question me…?”
He hissed. “Waiting on orders from Father. So… no, my sorry.”
“It’s okay, Angelo,” she assured him. “You spent nine months in that flat— I can wait for your father’s orders.” She looked to Eitan for a moment, then back to the prince. “Just… take care of him, all right?”
“Of course,” Angelo agreed. “And come see you. Often as they let me.”
“Okay,” Tovah said. “I… I love you.”
“I love you too,” he said, his voice gentle. “And thank you, Tovah. Thank you for bringing me home.”
At first his heart leapt into his throat, the prince not quite remembering where he was as he stared up at the unfamiliar ceiling. Then he felt something small and warm shift against his ribcage, and looked down to see Eitan snuggled against him. Memories slowly trickled back, and Angelo relaxed. He was at a military base in the Galfras, controlled by Valzick soldiers. He was in Valzaim.
It hit him then, like a brick wall.
He was in Valzaim. He was home.
His breath caught. His eyes misted. A sob tore itself from his throat, and he curled more tightly around Eitan as he tried to stifle the noise. He was home. He was free.
“Why’re crying?” Eitan’s voice— in Meltaiman— was feather light, the little boy still drowsy from his interrupted sleep. “Ang’lo, why’re you crying?”
“I’m happy, Eitan,” he whispered, using Valzick, giving the boy a wobbly smile. “I’m crying because I’m happy.”
“Oh.” Eitan squirmed and flopped over onto his other side, so that he could peer up into Angelo’s iron-coloured eyes. Outside, the drums were still beating, and the little boy tilted his head, quizzically. “What’s those for?” he asked, still using Meltaiman.
“Valzick, please, Eitan,” Angelo prompted. “They’re drums.” He mimed the action of drumming. “They’re to tell the soldiers it's time to wake up.”
Eitan yawned, obediently shifting to Valzick. “We have to wake?” he asked. “Sleepy.” He nestled his forehead against Angelo’s chest. “You warm.”
Angelo laughed, hugging the little boy close. “It is nice to sleep in a real bed again, isn't it buddy? I don't know about you but I slept like a rock.”
“Uh-huh,” the boy agreed. “But…” He gnawed on his lip. “I miss Tovah. Why couldn’t she be with us…?”
The prince felt his heart plummet, and he swallowed hard. “Tovah… she had to sleep somewhere else because she’s a girl. Girls and boys can't sleep in one room if they’re not married or siblings, you know.”
“We sleep each other in woods,” Eitan pointed out, as if Angelo had missed something very, very obvious.
“I know,” he murmured softly. “I know.” He sighed, slowly sitting up. “You hungry at all?”
At this, Eitan brightened. “More bread?” he asked greedily.
“We’ll have to see what’s available,” Angelo answered with a smile. “Hopefully they don't mean to keep me by myself in just this room for ‘security.’ That would be very boring.” And far too bad deja vu.
Eitan sat, and opened his lips as though to reply, but before he could, a loudly cleared throat outside the heavy canvas flap door to the tent snapped his and Angelo’s attention. “My prince?” called a gruff male voice. “My name is Arch-Brigadier Ariston Sotir— I’m the commander of this base. May I come in?”
Angelo started a bit, but relaxed a moment later and smiled thinly. Woo, how long had it been since someone asked him permission to enter his space?
“Yes, come in,” he called, the invitation a bit shaky on his lips, as if he didn't quite remember how to speak with authority.
Without further preamble the cloth flap was pushed open, and into the tent strode a short but well-built man. He was much older than Angelo— perhaps in his forties— with a pale brown complexion and eyes the colour of burnt honey. The uniform he wore was a muddy taupe, as was standard for the Special Forces, but his coat was decorated to the point of near gaudiness, his pins and medals jangling a bit as he stepped inside.
“Sire,” the arch-brigadier said, pausing at the maw of the tent to bow his head. “I have some matters to discuss with you, if I may have permission.”
Angelo sighed, rubbing his face. “I… suppose you want to quiz me on what the ‘Pit has been happening over the past year?”
“If Your Highness is willing,” Sotir said by way of answer. “We’d also like to give you the opportunity to, ah— clean yourself up? If you’d like.” Daring to peek up from his bow, he gestured broadly at Angelo. “Wash from the road. Put on clothes more… suitable, to your station.” As though it were an afterthought, he added hastily, “The boy, as well.”
The prince blinked, then nodded fervently. “That would be… Woo that would be amazing. Just to be clean and in Valzick clothes again.” He glowered down at his torn, filthy Meltaiman clothing. “This is far too keen a reminder of what the empress tried to force me to be.”
“Of course, sire,” said Sotir. “I can have the officers’ privy closed for your privacy. So that you can wash.”
“Wash?” Yawning again, Eitan sat up, propped by his elbows. “Ang’lo— what is wash?”
“It is kąpiel,” Angelo explained, using the Meltaiman word for bath. To the arch-brigadier he added, “That would be wonderful. If… if you had a razor as well…” He indicated his somewhat overgrown poof of hair, “I’d be in your debt.”
“Certainly— I can have one brought to you with your fresh clothes.” With another brief bow, he turned back toward the exit of the tent. “Do you wish to follow me now, sire? Or do you wish to get some more rest first?”
“The sun is awake, so I may as well be too,” he mused. “I can always catnap later if the road catches up to me again.” Easing himself out of the bed- and beckoning for Eitan to follow- he said, “Lead the way, Arch-Brigadier.”
Eitan didn’t seem particularly enthused to be roused from the cosy cot to take a trek through the innards of the camp, but at least he didn’t complain, clinging hard to Angelo’s hand as the arch-brigadier led them to the officers’ privy. There was a captain inside, finishing up with the wash basin, and Sotir promptly booted him; the man scowled for a moment, then seemed to realise for whom he was being displaced and scuttled out with an ashen complexion and a frenzied salute.
“I’ll have the clothes brought in shortly, if that’s all right, sire?” Sotir said then. “The water pump is over there”— he gestured to the corner— “and… well— there’s a bucket we usually use to transport the water to the basin, and… I could have someone requisitioned into helping you with that. If you’d like?”
Angelo chuckled, shaking his head. “You forget, sir, I was a Arch-Specialist at the time of my abduction; I spent two years tending mostly to my own needs in camps not dissimilar to this one. I’ll be alright, I assure you, you don’t need to feel obligated to wait on me hand and foot.”
“Yes, sire. If you wish.” The arch-brigadier chanced a fragile smile. “Do you wish for me to take my leave now, then…?”
“I’m sure you have quite a bit more on your plate that babysitting me,” Angelo said, not unkindly. “And… to be completely honest it will be a positive change, not to have observation and shadows constantly. At least until I am inevitably assigned bodyguards by my father.”
It felt so strange, Angelo reflected as the arch-brigadier was leaving. To be in a position of authority again. To be permitted to make decisions. He turned to the pump, grinning down at Eitan. “I’ll fill the basin up in a jiffy, and then we can get the stink off us finally.”
“I do not like bath,” Eitan said grimly, lips pursed as he watched the arch-brigadier go. “I do not need.”
“Ooooh, yes you do,” Angelo retorted, quirking an eyebrow. “Your hair is brown, little man.”
“Like brown,” Eitan retorted with a prim nod. “No one here has yellows.”
“I think the yellow is nice,” Angelo said, already pumping water into a bucket. “And you’re getting it back, like it or not. You don’t get to sleep in my bed if you’re dirty.”
“Hmm.” Eitan wandered toward the row of metal wash basins, and leaned to peer inside the largest of them. “Is not your bed, really,” he informed Angelo. “Is soldiers’ bed!”
“Well!” Angelo said, as he dumped his bucket of water into the largest basin and proceeded back to the pump. “All the more reason not to let a messy boy sleep in it! I’m borrowing it, it wouldn’t be nice at all to get it smelly.”
“Why don't you just make bath?” Eitan suggested. “I fine.”
“No, Eitan, you aren’t.” Angelo set the bucket down and turned towards the young boy, hands on his hips and a scowl on his face. “You’re getting a bath. Period. Even if I have to hold you in the water.”
“The Woo no like be mean,” Eitan said, mock somber— but there was no missing the faint smirk he wore, nor the mischievous glint in his dark eyes. “You don't want Woo mad!”
For response, Angelo scooped the boy up and plopped him into the partially filled basin, pouring more water from his bucket in beside him so that Eitan was splashed. He yelped in surprise, filthy clothes going soggy— then glanced up at Angelo with a tiny giggle.
“I get you next!” he declared, splashing the prince back. “It is fight!”
The duo engaged in an enthusiastic game in the wash basin, Angelo marvelling at how wonderful it felt to just… play. Have fun, unabashed and untainted by the shadow of the Glass Empress and her ambitions for him.
They did eventually get clean, though it took a second filling of the wash basin as both he and Eitan were coated in layers of grime that quickly fouled the water of their first soak. As they dried off afterward, a terrified-looking private scurried in with a bundle of clothing in his arms— an unadorned but clean uniform for Angelo, and a tunic and breeches that had been magically shrunk down to fit Eitan. The nervous soldier also offered Angelo a fresh razor, which the prince received with a grateful smile and warm thanks.
It was the first time Eitan got to see Angelo with his head shaved instead of adorned by the ethnic Valzick trademark of wooly black hair, and the first time the child saw his friend in a military uniform instead of clothing for Meltaiman nobility. Watching on from where he sat on the ledge of the wash basin, the boy nodded approvingly as he watched the locks fall away (his own hair was once more yellow, rather than grimy gray-brown).
“I like,” he declared. “Look soldier. Like Papa.”
Angelo cast Eitan a sad sort of smile. “I’m glad. I used to be a soldier, you know. Before your papa brought me to the Empress. It feels good to have a uniform on again. Does yours fit okay?”
“Uh-huh.” The child fidgeted with the sleeves, which hadn't been trimmed quite to size. “It soft. I do not like how look, though. Plain.”
The prince chuckled. “Soldiers clothes have to be plain, silly. If they’re decorated fancy they’ll get stuck on things. Or make noises so enemies know where you are.”
“Papa’s uniform pretty,” he countered, sticking out his tongue as Angelo moved from trimming his hair to taming his scraggly beard. “Nice colour.”
“Yes, but I bet you can see it a mile away in thick plants,” Angelo retorted. “It’s just for a while, Eitan- imagine it’s nightclothes, hm? Those aren’t as fancy as your papa’s uniform.”
“Okay.” The boy heaved a gusty sigh. “Belly empty,” he announced then. “Breakfast?”
“Soon, I’m sure,” Angelo soothed the boy, gently pulling the razor across his chin. “Just let me finish up with this, alright?”
Once the prince had restored his head to its smooth, hairless state, he took Eitan by the hand and emerged from the officer’s washroom. As he’d half-anticipated might be the case, the private who'd delivered the clothes was now standing by as a guard, the man’s head dipping into a hasty bow as he spied Angelo.
“Sire,” he said.
“Private,” Angelo replied, inclining his head politely. “Were any instructions left for us? If not I’d appreciate if my friend and I could be directed to the mess tent.” He smiled, inviting the younger man to share the joke as he added, “By this time of morning I imagine it’s only leftovers, but cold porridge is still a marked improvement over wild burdock roots, neh?”
“Of… of course, sire,” the private burbled, not daring to lift his gaze from the tops of his shoes. “You can follow me— I'll lead the way.”
“Ang’lo.” Eitan tugged on the prince’s hand. “Is Tovah be at breakfast?”
“P… probably not,” Angelo murmured. “But I’ll talk to someone about her just as soon as we’ve eaten, alright?”
The meal- which was indeed cold leftovers, but Angelo certainly wasn’t complaining about that- passed quickly, both boys far too hungry to talk much between bites. But at length they had finished their meal, and it seemed their young soldier shadow did indeed have instructions for them after this, as they were promptly escorted to what seemed to be some sort of command tent.
Inside, Arch-Brigadier Sotir seemed to have been waiting for them; when the private announced them the man rose from where he'd been sitting behind a polished pine desk, his head snapping into a bow.
“Prince Angelo,” he greeted. “I hope you enjoyed the privy facilities?”
“I feel significantly more human now that I have a month of road and Galfras washed off of my skin,” Angelo agreed, saluting almost on impulse now that he had a military uniform on again. “I… hope that wherever she is being kept, my companion was also permitted to bathe, at least?”
Sotir lifted his head to return the salute. “You needn't worry about the girl,” he said. “She's being taken care of adequately, sire.” Hesitation sketched his face as he glanced down at Eitan, who had shrunk again the prince’s side like a turtle attempting to retreat into its shell. “Might the boy be more comfortable elsewhere while we speak, your highness?”
Angelo bristled. “I doubt it, since you seem to think dismissing my concerns about the woman who saved my life with ‘don’t worry, she’s being taken care of adequately’ is reassuring and not setting off blatant alarm bells.”
The officer’s face wobbled, but he quickly caught himself. “No offense was intended, sire,” he assured. “These are merely… grown-up topics, shall we say? And the boy is so very small—”
“And he’s Meltaiman,” Angelo retorted. “Will the men of this camp treat him as a small boy who is alone and frightened, or as a Meltaiman?”
“No send away,” Eitan whimpered, burying his face against Angelo’s ribs. “Please?”
Angelo knelt down, hugging the little boy in an effort to soothe him. “Alright- if you can be a big boy and wait patiently for me and the Arch-Brigadier to finish talking, you can stay. Okay?”
“I be good,” Eitan promised feverishly. “Promise. No send away.”
The prince stood, inclining his head towards the arch-brigadier. “It seems he’s insistent.”
The arch-brigadier sighed. “If that is your wish, my prince.” He gestured to the chair that had been arranged on the opposite side of his desk— no doubt for this very occasion. “If you’d like to sit? This talk might take a while, and I don’t wish for you to be uncomfortable.”
Angelo nodded, taking the proffered seat- and lifting his hands out of the way when Eitan promptly tried to scramble up into his lap. “I am at your service, sir.”
The arch-brigadier watched Eitan settle in the prince’s lap before he took his own seat, a nervous smile flitting between his lips as he did. “First,” he began, “I wanted to assure you that we’ve already dispatched a message to your father about your safe recovery— it’s hurtling toward him as quickly as is humanly possible, my prince.”
Angelo swallowed, his throat suddenly feeling oddly dry. “R-right. I presume he’s in Valla then? Not...not anywhere along the border?”
“He came to the border after you were first taken, sire,” Sotir replied. “But business in Valla could not wait forever. He returned south shortly before the first snows last winter.” He added quickly, “I’m sure, however, that once he hears the joyous news, he’ll be heading back this way. So that you may be reunited.”
Angelo glanced away. “Of c-course. Politics has to come first.” He forced a smile. “So what are your plans in the meantime? I presume you have plans.”
“We are waiting for orders from King Iosef before we do much of anything,” said Sotir. “As I’m sure he’ll like a personal hand in, well— what happens. From here. Now that Meltaim doesn’t have you to hold over our heads as a threat...” The arch-brigadier shrugged. “I can’t speak for the king, of course, but I imagine things might, ah… escalate. Beyond our current little border skirmishes.”
Angelo snorted. “I’d be surprised if that wasn't the case. Once you- or father- debrief me on what her imperial majesty was subjecting me to for the past several months. She’d finally decided to have me executed outright before Tovah took me and fled.”
The arch-brigadier physically winced— then stiffened in his chair like he’d been slapped. “I… cannot imagine His Majesty will take news of that very well,” he agreed after a moment. “I’d hedge retaliation will be swift and severe, as soon as His Majesty is debriefed.”
The prince absentmindedly rubbed Eitan’s arm to soothe the boy as he spoke. “Were you planning to talk to me here, or wait for my father?”
“Whatever you would be most comfortable with, Highness,” said Sotir. “I know you've been through a lot, and your comfort is paramount as we wait for King Iosef’s response to our messenger.”
He shifted, biting his lip. “I honestly won’t be comfortable in any event until I know what’s happening to Tovah.”
Here, the officer tilted his head, something scrutinizing seeping into his dark eyes. “You care for the girl,” he said simply. This was not quite a statement and not quite a question. “A fair bit.”
“You say that like caring for the girl who abandoned her throne, country, and family to save my life is a strange thing,” the prince retorted, bristling a bit. “I just spent nine months as a prisoner in a foreign land, Arch-Brigadier. Is it so wrong that I don’t want her to suffer as I’ve suffered? You have no idea the ‘Pit I’ve been through.”
“I mean no ill judgment toward you, sire,” Sotir said; in Angelo's lap Eitan had begun to squirm, clearly picking up on the prince’s tense tone even if he hardly understood his words. “We merely must be prudent, as I'm sure you can understand. She is the heiress to the imperial throne— I understand you may be fond of her, but we must exercise caution—”
“How long will it take my father to get up here from Valla?” the prince cut in. “Where even is here?”
“Fort Corcyra,” Sotir said. “You don't recognize the name, I imagine?”
“No,” he replied. “It looks pretty makeshift with all the tents, I assume it’s new?”
“Along with about half a dozen others,” Sotir confirmed. “Set up in the months after your abduction to fortify our presence on the border.” He added after a moment, “I'm sure King Iosef would approve of you moving somewhere more comfortable soon, sire. After we've heard back from him. A larger fort, perhaps—”
“I didn’t ask how long it would take for Father to get here for my own health, with all due respect sir.” Angelo scowled. “And I would appreciate it if you stopped evading my questions and trying to deflect me. I’m not an idiot, I see exactly what you’re doing. How long.”
Sotir waffled, cowed. “Weeks,” he said. “Perhaps a month. I imagine he'll take a ship, but late spring is rife with storms. Only the Woo knows what the seas and winds will be like during transit.”
“So let’s unpack this,” Angelo said, hugging the trembling child in his arms. “You wish to be prudent and exercise caution with the Meltaiman princess. That is understandable. But the implication here is you will keep her isolated and a prisoner until my father instructs otherwise- which I know he will not do until he speaks to her himself. A month or more from now. And if she is on our side (and she bloody well is) being a prisoner, alone and afraid, for that long, is going to alienate her. Make an enemy out of an incalculably valuable ally.”
“She is a lit match,” Sotir replied. This was hardly a denial. “And to make a decision regarding her trustworthiness— and future—without waiting for King Iosef’s command would be impudent. Perhaps it's not ideal to wait, but—”
Angelo stood abruptly, holding Eitan to his chest. “I don’t accept that answer. I have waited for my blighted father for nine months, Arch-Brigadier Sotir. Nine months of torture and loneliness. Nine months in which they came perilously close to breaking me, and you know why? Not because of the beatings and the shocks they subjected me to. Not because of the near-insanity of isolation when they kept me locked in a room with no windows by myself for months. No. It was time. Time rots everything, sir. Even hope. I have given my father enough time.”
Sotir looked legitimately frightened, his dark complexion going ashen as he gazed up at the prince, who was now looming solidly over him. Meanwhile, in Angelo’s arms, Eitan let out a whimper of surprise, tears pricking in his eyes as he buried his face against the clean fabric of Angelo's uniform.
“Mad?” the child sniffled. “Why yell? Why mad?”
Angelo blinked, seeming to come back to himself, and closed his eyes, hugging the child and rocking him. “I’m sorry, Eitan. I didn’t mean to scare you. It’s okay, it’s okay, no more yelling I promise.”
The arch-brigadier swallowed hard, looking too anxious to speak without being addressed again. After a moment, Angelo took a deep breath and sat back down. “Please. Where is Tovah? And have you hurt her?”
“She's being held in a secure tent,” Sotir replied. “She hasn't been harmed. She hasn't even been questioned yet— not until we receive orders from the king.”
“Can I see her?” the prince asked. “You can supervise if you wish, but I want to see her. I-” his voice cracked. “I don’t want her to be alone. Not like I was.”
“I'm not sure if— if that would be wise, sire.” Sotir braced himself, obviously expecting a belligerent response; he added, “With all due respect, she is a highly dangerous person merely by her associations, and—”
“And I’ve been alone with her save for Eitan for a month now, you realize?” Angelo pointed out dryly. “What is she going to do, take me hostage? They already had me hostage. Kill me? They could’ve done that without delivering me into the arms of protectors. What danger are you worried about exactly?”
“She could be a spy, my prince,” Sotir said simply. “The Glass Empress is renowned for her manipulative nature— and you must know as well as I do that she has her sights set on our holy kingdom. It would be entirely within her character to have sent her daughter as an agent to—”
“I have been stuck in the Glass Empress’ palace in close proximity to her, having biweekly tea parties with her while she chattered at me like I was an honored guest and electrocuted me into unconsciousness if I didn’t play along,” Angelo interrupted, his teeth gritted. “Don’t lecture me about Empress Urszula’s nature please, I think at this point I know her far better than you or anybody else in this kingdom.”
Sotir quailed. “I'd like to wait,” he murmured simply. “For King Iosef’s word. Before anyone goes to see her.”
“Sir, do you have any idea what being alone does to a person?” Now Angelo was not angry or belligerent. On the contrary, now his voice had acquired a tremor that was impossible to miss.
If anything, this made the arch-brigadier look even more uncomfortable. With another gulp, he gave the prince a reluctant nod. “I… understand it can be difficult, sire. Yes.”
“I’ll give it until we hear back from my father,” Angelo said. “But I am not leaving her alone until he gets here. Period. That loneliness, boredom, and terror is something I wouldn’t wish upon my worst enemy, let alone the woman who gave up everything to save my life, my sanity, and my soul.”
“If the king orders she be let alone, sire…” The rest of the officer’s thought was left unsaid— but implicit.
In Angelo’s lap, Eitan snuffled. He didn't understand everything that was being said, but he could glean enough— not to mention the men’s very strained tones, which left little room for any delusions that this was anything but a wrought and chilly discussion.
“Don't like it here,” he declared to Angelo. He was crying steadily now, fat tears running down his ruddy cheeks. “Want Mama.”
“Oh, Eitan…” Angelo hugged the boy close to his chest, stroking his hair and now feeling guilty he hadn’t sent him away for this conversation- but where to send him? Clearly the soldiers were in no way sympathetic, and he didn’t entirely trust that if he let Eitan out of his sight he’d ever see the boy again. “I’m sorry honey, I’m almost done, I promise.”
He looked up at the brigadier, his voice falsely high and cheery but his eyes hard. “Let me be frank- Tovah is my friend, she is this child’s cousin, and I don’t care what my father says, we’re not leaving her to rot for a month. So there are two choices here. You can let me see her, or you can at least agree to carry messages to her for me or have someone else do so.”
For a long moment, Sotir said nothing. Then, reluctantly, he shook his head no. “I'm sorry, sire. But this is my fort, and I just can't in good conscious permit what you're asking.”
“Apparently I was not being clear,” Angelo said, lifting a brow. “I am Prince Angelo Thaikos, heir to the throne of Valzaim. One day I will be your king. Perhaps once upon a time I was a low ranked soldier, but given I highly doubt my father will let me re-enlist, I default to being a prince once more. You don’t have the authority to tell me no.”
As an arch-brigadier, Sotir was but one step on the ladder shy of being general-ranking, and it had likely been years— if not decades— since he'd been spoken to with quite this derision. He froze for several seconds, jaw slack and eyes wide, before he seemed to recover his wits, whereupon he bowed his head and let out a long, shaky exhale.
“Is… is that an order then, sire?” he managed.
“Yes,” Angelo replied, that single syllable seeming to be all he felt he needed to say.
Sotir looked very, very, very unhappy. For a long moment, he said nothing, before finally he eked out: “This is my fort. So I shall have to insist on a few precautions, at least. Or else the king will surely have my hide, if not my neck.”
“I understand,” Angelo replied, nodding and kissing the top of Eitan’s head in an effort to soothe the still sobbing child. “And make no mistake, I don’t intend to make a nuisance of myself or undermine your authority here; this is just an issue upon which I will not bend.” He sighed. “What did you have in mind?”
“She stays restrained,” Sotir said. “And either myself or another officer— commissioned, no roping in little corporals— stays with you throughout any contact. For your safety.”
He sighed. “Fine. But… please don’t keep her tied up all the time when I’m not there? Please? I don’t want her to get scars on her arms from rope burns thanks to an excess of caution.”
Sotir nodded hesitantly. “She needs an ankle cuff, at least,” he said. “But we can see about losing the arm bindings, my prince. If she proves docile over the next few days.”
“That’s fair,” Angelo agreed. He smiled down to Eitan. “You wanna see Tovah, buddy?”
“Uh-huh,” the boy warbled. “I miss Tovah.”
Sotir let out another gusty sigh. “You’ll be bringing the boy with you then, I gather?”
“She’s his cousin,” Angelo replied simply. “He’ll become upset if he’s not allowed to see someone familiar.” The prince sighed. “And his name is Eitan.”
“Eitan,” the officer echoed. “Right. My apologies, sire.”
“It’s alright,” he replied with a wan smile. “Perhaps, if you have anyone free to accompany me, I could check on Tovah? I imagine she’s probably frightened.”
* * *
If— washed up from the road and clad in clean clothing— Angelo now looked the part of prince again, Tovah rather resembled a scrappy, miserable beggar woman.
She sat on the bare ground in a sparsely finished prison tent, which was dark as a tomb and featured no adornments save for a thin cloth mat for sleeping and a wooden bucket for waste. Her ankle was chained to an iron stake, and her wrists were bound in front of her with intricately knotted rope. The soldiers had relieved her of her hood at least, but otherwise she looked little changed from the road: she was dirty and wore the same tattered dress she'd had on for months. Her hair was tangled. Dark bags underscored her eyes.
“Angelo,” she croaked when she saw him. Then, as she spied Sotir quick on his heel, she shrunk back, voice very fragile as she murmured: “H-hello.”
The prince scowled, glaring towards Sotir. “Adequate. I think that was the word you used?”
“She's been given some food,” Sotir protested, eyes averted from the glowering royal. “And water with it.”
“Why… why's she got chains?” Eitan whimpered in Meltaiman. “Angelo—!”
“Hush, love,” Tovah replied, using Valzick. Her voice was still raspy, and it cracked as she added to Angelo, “You look… sharp.”
The prince swallowed hard, kneeling down beside Tovah and putting a hand on her cheek. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Tovah. This isn’t what I wanted at all.” He glanced towards Sotir. “When we go, can she at least be permitted a bath and clean clothes?” Angelo demanded of the soldier, exasperated. “I understand if you don’t have any dresses on hand, but even trousers would be better than what she has now.”
“I can have a basin of water brought to her,” Sotir agreed warily. “And I'll see what I can do about clothing, sire.”
“Why has she got chains?” Eitan shrilly repeated.
Angelo sighed, rubbing his face. “It’s just… until my father gets here, Eitan. I promise. I’ll talk to my father and make him get rid of the chains.” He put a hand on Tovah’s shoulder, adding, “I promise.”
“I know,” Tovah said. “I trust you.” She peered up toward Sotir, mulling with herself for a moment, before she apprehensively whispered to Angelo— in Meltaiman: “He doesn't speak any Meltaiman, I’d wager. What do you think?”
Angelo felt a smile tick at his lips. “No. I think he not speak. None does.”
From the scowl that was quickly unfurling across the arch-brigadier’s face, it seemed that Tovah and Angelo had guessed right.
“Excellent,” Tovah said. “I've missed you— how long has it been? A day yet? It feels like a day. At least.”
“It midmorning,” Angelo confirmed. “I sorry not come already.”
“It's all right,” Tovah said. “I've been sleeping, mostly.” She managed a soft laugh. “It feels kind of strange, doesn't it? Not spending your whole day slogging through miserable wilderness.”
“We taked a bath,” Eitan informed his cousin. “Now my hair’s yellow again.”
“Only after much whining,” Angelo said, poking Eitan on the side of the head. “But yes. All clean. Good food.” He hesitated, adding, “They… not bad food to you, did they?”
“Porridge.” She shrugged. “Some water. It was… fine. Better than the burdocks and roots we've been eating.”
He nodded. “Soldier rations. Same as most here. We get too.” He smiled to Eitan and winked. “Eitan show his bird stories to soldiers. So they let with me.”
“We got to sleep on a cot!” Eitan announced. “With a wool blanket.”
“That sounds very nice, sweetheart,” Tovah replied with a fragile smile. “And I see you got some snazzy new clothes, too, hm?”
Angelo winced, looking down at his boots. “I’m sorry, Tovah. I’m so, so sorry.”
“Sorry…?” She tilted her head. “Why are you sorry? You haven't done anything wrong.”
“That… that I welcome as prince,” he said dismally. “You prisoner. You save me. Should treat better. But no one listen.” He clenched his jaw. “No one listen. Had to bully just to come.”
“I'm my mother's daughter.” Tovah shrugged again. “I… didn't exactly expect a welcome mat.”
“I dead without you,” Angelo said simply. “They owe you better.”
“Maybe,” Tovah said. “But… I'm all right for now, okay? Once they question me… they'll start to see I'm not lying. And— you said once that happened, they wouldn't dare hurt me, right? That it would serve no cause. And the Woo doesn't like violence.”
“Right,” he agreed. “They not hurt you. But… must do as told, okay? Soldier say you not talk to them. I know scared, but look bad if not talk.” He cupped a hand on her cheek. “Trust, okay?”
Sotir looked supremely uncomfortable with this tender move, but wisely refrained from comment. Tovah swallowed hard.
“They haven't tried to interrogate me,” she said. “Just… stupid small talk. I didn't see the need to indulge them.”
“I understand not want small talk with them when treat you prisoner,” Angelo agreed dourly. “I not either. But how else to show you are of trust?”
“I don't know.” Tovah bit her lip. “I guess I'm just not… used to it. This.” She cracked another wobbly smile. “At least I haven't got a current cuff slapped on me, right?”
“I talk to them,” Angelo said, sitting down at Tovah’s side. “They take ropes too, if you not seem danger. Keep chain, for safe, but… as I say, I talk to Father. When he come.”
“Your father,” Tovah breathed, as if she still couldn’t entirely wrap her head around the concept. “He’s… going to come, then? Here?”
“Most probably,” Angelo replied. “Soldiers send message to him. Will want to see me himself before go to Valla. For to make sure.”
“Right. Of course,” Tovah said. “That… makes sense. Perfect sense.” A beat. “Do you… know when they’re going to question me…?”
He hissed. “Waiting on orders from Father. So… no, my sorry.”
“It’s okay, Angelo,” she assured him. “You spent nine months in that flat— I can wait for your father’s orders.” She looked to Eitan for a moment, then back to the prince. “Just… take care of him, all right?”
“Of course,” Angelo agreed. “And come see you. Often as they let me.”
“Okay,” Tovah said. “I… I love you.”
“I love you too,” he said, his voice gentle. “And thank you, Tovah. Thank you for bringing me home.”
Chapter Nineteen
A few days later, the ramshackle fort received word back from King Iosef. True to everyone’s predictions, the monarch informed them that he would be making his way north “as quickly as the Woo” would carry him, and he ordered “the Glass Empress’s girl” held until his arrival so that he could question her himself. While none of this was in the least bit surprising, Angelo still couldn’t help a thrill of excitement at the idea of seeing his beloved father again… but also anxiety, in no small part because of how the soldiers continued to treat Tovah and because he didn’t really know what to expect from Iosef’s arrival. It had been nine months the Valzick king’s army had squatted on the border doing nothing to help him… and Angelo also knew he wasn’t in any way the same man he’d been when last he saw his father.
One week passed, then another. Though Sotir kept true to his word to at least unbind Tovah’s wrists, the girl was otherwise kept in stasis— she was allowed no visitors save for Angelo, she wasn't interrogated, and under no circumstances was she let outside the prison tent. It was as though the fort’s commanders were merely holding their collective breaths until King Iosef arrived to take the helm. Afraid that anything they did might not be exactly what he wanted, and so instead they deigned to do nothing at all.
Angelo was, suffice it to say, not happy about this. He spent as much time as he could with the woman, keeping her company as she had once done for him. At his insistence she was allowed to wash up with a small basin, though not a proper bath, and loaned a spare uniform to wear.
Eitan always accompanied him when he visited Tovah. Eitan went with Angelo everywhere, clinging to the familiar boy like a tick— this was partly through his own persistent insistence and partly through Angelo’s, as the prince still didn’t trust that the soldiers with Eitan’s care given how poorly they were treating Tovah.
Eventually, word reached the small encampment that King Iosef’s ship had come to port along the Galfras coastline- he was at the halfway mark. He still had to traverse the mountain country between the ocean and the camp, but he would, so he claimed, be arriving soon.
Angelo carried this news to Tovah, who initially reacted with a wavering smile… before, after a moment’s mulling, said smile vanished like smoke into a black night.
“Halfway,” she echoed, as one the camp’s arch-lieutenants stood sentry at the door, and Eitan and Angelo settled across from her on the ground. “He's… only halfway?” A beat. “How— how long has it been, anyway? Since we've been here?”
That question was an all too familiar one, and Angelo swallowed hard. “A little under two weeks.” Ignoring the guard’s deep frown, the prince put an arm around Tovah’s shoulder. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I know, trust me.”
“It's okay,” she said, gulping. “It just…” She gave him a tired shrug. “Am I going to be… kept like this? Until he's here? Chained and…”
“I…” Angelo shot a hard, withering glare in the current babysitting officer's direction. “I’d like to say no, but I don’t want to lie Tovah. I don’t know. But I suspect yes.” Gritting his teeth he added, in a raised voice, “Apparently even after a year in the lion’s den, they think I can tell a roar from a purr.”
The guard looked away, somewhat awkwardly, and Tovah shut her eyes. “It’s not your fault, Angelo,” she told him. Then, in Meltaiman: “No more than what my mother did to you was mine.”
He sighed softly, switching to the same language. “That doesn’t make me feel less awful about it. I hate seeing you this miserable. I wouldn’t wish my fate upon anybody, let alone the girl I love.”
“I know.” Tovah managed another wavering smile, and cast it toward Eitan. “At least,” she said, “someone seems to be enjoying his stay here, hmm? Your cheeks are getting awfully pudgy, little man.”
Eitan blushed. “Nuh-uh,” he said. “Ang’lo says I’m just puttin’ back on the weight I losed on the road. Right, Ang’lo?’
The prince gave a wan chuckle. “That right. Look like young lord again, instead blonde mop.” He mimed the thin shape of a stick in the air while ruffling Eitan’s curls.
The boy giggled. “I like the bread here,” he announced. “Even if we’ve gotta pray before we eat it in the dinin’ hall. Every time, Tovah! ‘Fore every meal!”
“People here love Woo lots,” Angelo said sagely. “So always for to thank him. Is polite!”
Tovah smiled for a moment, bemused. Then— very deliberately, it seemed, from the way she first glanced at the arch-lieutenant at the doorway— she segued back into Valzick. “I’ve been trying it a bit, you know,” she told Angelo. “Praying.”
Angelo seemed surprised, but not displeased. “You have? I… I know you said in the woods you didn’t want to follow the Meltaiman gods after…”
“Them, I'm done with,” Tovah confirmed, as the arch-lieutenant— not even bothering to hide his eavesdropping— raised a wary brow. “I don't know about the Woo. Not for sure. But…” She bit her lip. “I'm in a kingdom of his people now, right? And— he seemed to see us back to safety pretty well. Despite the odds.”
“He did,” Angelo agreed with an encouraging smile. “And as for not knowing, well… I could teach you? I’m not a priest or anything but technically the king of Valzaim isn’t just the political ruler, he is also the highest religious authority in the kingdom. So my father has been training me to that task.”
“He been tell me lots stories,” Eitan supplied. “With Woo. Before bed at night.” The boy fought back a yawn, as if the very idea of sleep had gotten him tired (even though it wasn't even yet suppertime). “New story every night! He know so much.”
“The Books of Woo are big,” Angelo replied with an indulgent smile at the boy. “I haven’t even told you half the stories in them. But maybe you can help me teach Tovah. Since you know so many already.”
“I could not tell as good, though,” Eitan replied. “You better.”
“Oh, hon, you're going to give him a big head,” Tovah teased. “I bet you'd be a great storyteller.”
“We can tell her together,” Angelo said with a smile, drawing the boy into his lap. “After all, Wooism has so many good stories, I can’t pick just one. So you can help.”
“Okay,” Eitan said. He hesitated. “Could… could Tovah come to stories ‘fore bed…?” he dared murmur. “In tent. With… with no chain.”
Angelo winced, shooting a pointed glower towards his babysitting soldier. The man coughed, then fell silent as his gaze plunged to his shoes.
Tovah sighed. “Soon, honey,” she told her little cousin. “For now, you just gotta remember the stories real good so you can help Angelo tell me them the next day, okay?”
“‘Kay,” Eitan replied dourly.
Angelo hugged the boy. “Don’t worry, we’ll make the stories twice as amazing the second time, I promise. How about you start with the one I told you about how the Woo breathed magic into the world, and why he gifted it to some of his children.” He gave Tovah a cheeky grin. “Should make for an interesting starting point of comparison.”
“You must help,” Eitan insisted. “You start. To get mood right.”
“Alright, if you insist,” the prince said. “It started not long after the world was born- everything in it was beautiful, but vulnerable. The dark creatures of the ‘Pit were always looking for an easy meal. So the Woo realized he would need to devise a way to protect his children, or give them a means to protect themselves…”
King Iosef looked as though he had not slept in weeks.
Even still, the hallowed king of all of Valzaim was unmistakable in his presence when he and his retinue finally drew near to the fort one wind-whipped afternoon about a month after Angelo’s miraculous return to Valzaim. A scout caught the group a few hours out, and from there the camp was plunged into a flurry of tittering and tattering and distracted whisper— which Sotir promptly attempted to put an end to by announcing that it was business as usual, for the Woo’s sake, and they were still soldiers in a fort in an active conflict zone, and the next person he caught gossipping was getting latrine duty for the rest of their cursed tour.
Even still, over a lunch of stew and bread, the mess tent was aflutter with far more chatter than usual… and as he sat beside Angelo at their usual private table in the corner, young Eitan looked rather displeased, to say the least.
“It so loud,” he whined as he slurped down a bite of his stew. “Hurt ears.”
Angelo shot his young friend a wobbly smile. “People are excited is all, honey. My father is close, they say. My father the king.”
Eitan puckered his lips— the boy still was homesick for his own father, something that he waxed to Angelo about not infrequently. “Your papa going make me leave?” he asked. “Because I am…” He shrugged. Looked down. “I hear,” he added after a moment. “What some people say. They not like me. Or Tovah.”
Angelo felt his heart sink, and he shook his head. “He won't make you leave, Eitan. I won't let him. I will leave first.” He pulled the child into a hug. “I love you, okay? And I promise I’ll be on your side no matter what.”
The boy’s pursed lip wobbled. “And— and Tovah?”
“Tovah too. I've been patient and waited for my father. But if they keep being mean to her after they talk to her, I will not be patient anymore. I promise.”
“Promise promise?” Eitan pushed, sniffling. “On— on Woo?”
“I promise on the Woo,” Angelo agreed. “I'll make sure that Tovah’s chain comes off. That she can eat with us, and take a nice bath. Listen to stories about the Woo with us. I promise.”
“Okay.” Eitan gulped. “Tha—”
The boy’s voice abruptly fell away— as did nearly every other scrap of noise in the dining tent— as Arch-Brigadier Sotir briskly strode into the tent with a look of something between reverence and panic etching his ebony face. Behind him trailed a retinue of nearly a half-dozen men— five of them in matching livery and armed to the teeth, and the sixth…
Angelo felt like he’d been punched in the gut. For all his mental preparation, when he saw the face of the man at the center of the group, his throat went dry and his voice fell away. In a strangled noise that was halfway between a sob and a squeak, he warbled, “P-Papa?”
It were as if the rest of the men in the room had ceased to exist; at his son’s voice, Iosef’s gaze snapped toward Angelo, and then in another moment the king was hurtling forward, the knights at his flank having to scramble to keep up with him. Sotir paled, and the rest of the dining soldiers— variably froze, cranked their heads into bows, or slapped their hands to their foreheads in startled salutes.
Iosef ignored them all.
“Angelo.” As he arrived to the table where his son sat, Iosef leaned down to wrap the teenager in a crushing hug. Burying his face in the top of Angelo’s short, woolen hair, the king breathed, “Oh, Woo. It is you. It’s really you. My boy— my boy!”
Angelo returned his father’s embrace, the prince shaking with sobs as he clenched his fingers into the fabric of Iosef’s tunic. “Papa, Papa, oh Woo, I th-though I’d never see you again, I thought I’d never see Valzaim again, I can't believe you’re here-”
“Shh,” Iosef murmured, before pausing for a moment to glance at the knights at his flank. “Get everyone else out,” he ordered. “Now. I want privacy.”
The result was almost instantaneous— with a quick “yes, Hallowed Majesty”, the knights turned and commanded that all the flummoxed soldiers leave the room. Most of them readily obeyed, but a few— still seemingly dumbstruck— hesitated, whereupon Sotir repeated the order and tacked on a threat of punishment for good measure if the tent wasn’t vacated in “the next five times I blink”. This warning proved rather effective, and in another few moments, the space was empty save for Angelo, Iosef, Eitan, Sotir, and the king’s knights.
Iosef coughed, leveling a hard stare at the arch-brigadier. “You, too,” he said flatly. “Out.”
“... Y-yes, Your Hallowed Majesty,” Sotir squeaked. “My apologies.”
Angelo took in a ragged breath, lifting his head to look his father in the eye. “P-please don’t evict the child, Father? He won’t interrupt, h-he’s a good boy, but the soldiers are unkind to him and he’s afraid to be parted from me.”
Iosef’s slate gray eyes darted toward Eitan, who had shrunk down in his seat beside Angelo, and the frown that promptly ticked at the king’s lips made it seem as if this was the first time he'd noticed the boy at all.
“He is Meltaiman,” the king said— half a statement and half a question.
“He is not a mage,” Angelo replied, in an undertone so Eitan couldn’t hear. “They were going to kill him. The Glass Empress is his aunt and she was going to kill him.”
Iosef’s frown grew. “You traveled with a boy this small all the way from Meltaim? The messages I received mentioned a child, but I'd thought…” The monarch’s voice trailed off for a moment. “How old is he, anyhow?”
“He’ll turn seven in a week and a half,” Angelo answered, stiffening and starting to pull away from his father’s grasp. “He’s not a threat to Valzaim, Father. I’ve been teaching him Wooism. Please- I just finally got back to you, can you at least trust me far enough not to ruin the moment?”
Iosef quailed for a few moments. Then, with a long exhale, he relented. “All right. I'm— sorry, son. I love you. And I've been worried. Beyond worried. I'm so glad to see you safe and sound.”
Angelo’s jaw trembled. “I didn’t think I’d ever see you again. Wh-when I was still in Meltaim by the new year. It was… i-it was…”
The prince looked down at his mutilated right wrist, almost impulsively. As Iosef’s eyes followed his son’s, the king abruptly stiffened. Rage— raw and potent— flickered in his steely eyes.
“They did that to you?” he demanded. “The Meltaimans?”
“They called it a prąd mankiet,” he said by way of confirmation. “A current cuff- it electrocuted me when they triggered it, which they did whenever I defied them or refused to play along with their games.”
“Those heathenous monsters,” Iosef spat. “And with all the threats they kept levying at me—” He clenched his jaw, fuming… before in another blink a small smirk started to flicker on his face. “Except now the Woo has helped us turn the tables, no? We have something precious to her. That wretch. We have what's most precious—”
“No,” Angelo replied, immediately jerking fully out of his father’s hold. “Absolutely not, don’t even entertain the idea. Tovah saved my life. She saved my sanity while I was trapped there, over and over again. She is our guest, not our hostage.”
The smirk was gone immediately. “I should think,” said Iosef, “that I'll need to determine as such for myself, Angelo. When I question her.” He paused. Mulled. “She is still being held as I commanded, I pray?”
“If you commanded her to be shackled and starved of sunlight and not allowed a proper bath, then yes,” Angelo replied darkly. “She’s being held. Just like I was. After she saved my life.” A beat. “Or didn’t the soldiers pass that little fact along? The empress had decided to kill me. I was to be executed the day after I ran.”
Iosef let a low, animal growl escape from his throat. “Why?” he hissed. “Why keep you for nine months if her plan all along was just to kill you? That evil b—”
“Father,” Angelo cut in. “I… I’ll explain okay? But you have to promise to listen to me. To trust me. And not to overreact to anything until I’m finished. Do you promise?”
Iosef quailed again, jaw clenched. “All right,” he managed finally.
Still hunched on the bench seat beside Angelo, Eitan whimpered. “He m-mad,” the boy sniveled to Angelo.
“Shhh,” Angelo gently pulled Eitan up into his lap. “He’s mad, but not at you. You haven’t done anything wrong, buddy.” He kissed the boy on the top of the head- to which Eitan snuffled again, and Iosef raised a brow.
“You are fond of this boy,” the king noted.
“When he isn’t terrified, he’s a very sweet kid,” Angelo replied. “It isn’t his fault where he was born, Father. But since I’ve begun teaching him the way of the Woo, he’s soaked it up like a parched tree soaks up water after a drought.”
“I l-like Woo stories,” Eitan supplied shakily. “A-Ang’lo tell me them every night.”
“Does he, now?” Iosef’s brow was still raised, but at least his voice had softened by a notch. To Angelo, he added: “It is a great blessing, son. To bring heathens into the Woo’s embrace.”
He smiled. “I know. It makes me happy, helping him like this. Tovah too- I’ve been telling her the Woo’s word. Teaching her the prayers for meals and before sleep.”
“The Glass Empress’s daughter?” Iosef didn't quite seem to believe it. “I am surprised she doesn't clap her hands over her ears and start spewing heathenous curses whenever the Woo is mentioned.”
“I’ll explain, Father,” he said softly. “Then I think you’ll understand.”
He took a deep, shuddering breath. “When they first brought me to the Shadowed Palace, the Glass Empress was very… taken with the idea that they’d managed to capture not only a prince, but a mage prince. She decided that she wanted to ‘fix’ me- make me like the Meltaimans. The ultimate end being that I would become her daughter’s consort and a crushing blow to the morale of Valzaim.”
“Those rats,” Iosef snarled. “To think they could warp a Woo-touched royal of Valzaim!”
“They got frighteningly close,” Angelo admitted softly, tightening his hug on Eitan as his shoulders trembled hard. “They locked me in a two-room apartment by myself. No windows. No outside walls. Full of books in Meltaiman I didn’t know how to read and Meltaiman games I didn’t know how to play. I was trapped in that room almost entirely by myself for… months. From August until December I never once left it. Staring at those same walls and drapes and furnishings. Never knowing if it was day or night. How much time was passing.” His voice was shaking as hard as his shoulders now. “I started to go mad in there. Really, sincerely, clawing at the upholstery and pacing holes in the carpet mad.”
“‘Pit.” Iosef had his fists clenched tightly at his side now. “I’ll have our armies decimating her kingdom by the morrow, I will!”
Angelo inhaled shudderingly. “I was only allowed to see the empress, her nephew- Eitan’s father- and Tovah. Tovah only saw me at first to play along with her mother’s schemes. She never thought they were going to work, but she did as she was told. Then… then she started to change. As she spent more time with me, Tovah started to pity my situation. She came to respect me. Then to like me. She argued with her mother on my behalf. Getting me time outside of that infernal room, striking a deal to have the current cuff removed if I learned to speak Meltaiman, consoling me when I lost myself in fits of boredom or despair…”
Iosef took several long moments to digest this. Then, very delicately, he murmured, “That… all sounds very nice, Angelo. But…” The king tilted his head, black brow furrowed. “How do you know, Angelo, that it all wasn't merely part of the empress’s scheme? The idea of Meltaiman imperial heir effectively defecting to our side, it’s…”
“Urszula killed her twin brother.”
“...What?” Iosef blinked in bewilderment; Eitan let out another whimper.
“He was a blank, Father,” Angelo whispered. “He was six. Nearly seven. And he hadn’t shown any signs of magic. I realized because she’d mentioned to me that he was six when he died, and we’d been talking about how Eitan was getting tested soon and we weren’t sure what was going to happen to him if he failed. Tovah was livid at first when I suggested it. Insisted her brother had been sick. But she couldn’t get it out of her head, and so she confronted the empress about it. Urszula poisoned him. Her own son, and the Glass Empress poisoned him, so no one would find out he had been a blank.”
“She's a snake,” Iosef snarled. “Venomous even to her own kin. What kind of monster would…” He forced himself to pause and take a deep breath. “I still wish to speak with the girl personally, Angelo,” he said eventually. “Do my due diligence and draw my own conclusions. But I promise you, I’ll do my best not to draw any hasty conclusions, son. To give her a chance.”
Angelo nodded slowly. “Don’t hurt her when you question her,” he murmured softly. “Please. I’ve been trying to tell her how we’re better than Meltaim. Don’t prove me wrong.”
“I'll be patient,” Iosef said. It wasn't wholly a promise, but it was better than nothing— especially given how furious the king had been toward the Glass Empress, and by extension her daughter, just moments ago. “I want to get a good night’s rest before questioning her,” he went on. “I… have been told you're presently occupying the largest sleeping tent on the base, no?”
“Yes,” he agreed, somewhat frustrated that his father was putting this off- but reflecting that perhaps it was for the best he not talk to Tovah while tired and angry. “The arch-brigadier vacated it for me and Eitan.”
“I see.” The king hesitated, before slowly bringing his gaze to meet his son’s directly. And he was not speaking then with the firm command of a king, but the tender aching of a father who’d thought for nearly a year that his son was forever gone, as he murmured: “Would you… mind terribly if I were to, ah… share your lodgings?”
Angelo gave his father a wobbly smile. “No, Papa. I wouldn’t mind. Not at all.” He blinked hard, tears pooling out over his eyes. “I missed you. I… I felt so alone, but...” He pulled at the chain tucked under his shirt. “I lost everything else in Meltaim. B-but I managed to save this. Eitan’s father kept it, and g-gave it back to me as thanks for saving his son. I like to think Mum was w-watching over me. For you.”
“Of course she was,” Iosef agreed. “Keeping her little boy safe.” The king reached out to smooth a gentle hand through his son’s hair. “I love you, Angelo.”
“I love you too,” he whispered. The prince leaned his forehead into his father’s stomach, his arms still wrapped around Eitan.
The boy let out a soft, nervous sigh. “I— I still get stay with you…?” he whispered to Angelo.
“Mm-hm,” Angelo murmured. “You can still stay, little man. I promise.”
The king’s hand fell away from Angelo’s scalp, and he pursed his lips, contemplative. “No matter what happens with the girl,” he said after a moment, “this little one is…” He shook his head, as if he wasn't quite sure how to articulate his thoughts. Finally, he continued: “He's small. Too small to be a threat. And what a lovely insult it would be to the Glass Empress. Not just to send my armies pillaging her wretched lands, but to take a piece of her own flesh and blood and… and…” He swallowed hard; his tone was at once reluctant and strangely furtive. “To raise him up scarcely even remembering his vile roots. To commit his soul to the Woo. To scrub their wicked ideas from his head and make him… ours. Like they foolishly attempted to try with you.”
Angelo winced. “I wish you wouldn’t put it quite like that, but… yes. We can do it, Father. Keep Eitan safe here, in the arms of the Woo.” He smiled at the boy. “You like the Woo, right?”
“Uh-huh,” Eitan whispered. “All the stories.”
“He'll come back to Valla with us,” Iosef said. “Once we depart this… quaint fort. Although...”
“Although?” Angelo repeated, his voice wary.
“I don't sleep with heathen children in my tent,” the king said simply. He tilted his head again, studying the sniffling boy in his son’s lap. “There any bodies of water on the grounds of this godforsaken encampment?”
Angelo gave a soft laugh. “There’s a creek about five minutes off, but it isn’t deep enough. Follow it downstream about a mile though, and it empties out into a nice sized pond. If you feel up to a short ride.”
“It'll be like old times, hm?” the king said with a crooked, wavering smile. “We can wait a few hours— until it's a bit cooler out. Our horses are beat from the road, but I'm sure the charming arch-brigadier could be persuaded to loan his monarch a few warhorses for an hour or two.”
“Would you mind terribly if I did the dunking instead of the base chaplain?” Angelo asked. “Just… well the people here aren’t exactly subtle about not trusting Eitan, and he’s picked up on that. Getting dunked is going to be traumatic enough without it being at the hand of an unfriendly stranger.”
“Dun?” Eitan’s tongue lingered on the unfamiliar word. “What is…?”
Angelo smiled. “It means my papa and I are going to take you swimming, Eitan. A very special swim that will wash your sins away so everyone can see that you’re one of the Woo’s children.”
“A swim?” Eitan seemed truly puzzled.
Iosef let out a soft chuckle. “So you become a proper Wooist, son.” He glanced back toward Angelo. “He'll need a proper name, though,” the king said. “If he's to grow up Wooist and Valzick, a ward of the crown, then he hardly ought be walking around being called by what the heathens up north bestowed on him.”
“I’ve actually thought about that a bit,” Angelo replied, his mouth ticking up in a small smile. “A little blonde waif like this needs all the advantages he can get assimilating into the Valzick court. And… Aithan sounds similar enough to Eitan that it shouldn’t be too big an adjustment.”
“Aithan.” The king nodded. “All right. Aithan it is. Now…” He smiled, gaze falling toward Eitan— Aithan— and Angelo’s half-eaten meals. “It seems I interrupted your meal, neh? … Not to mention those of the rest of poor lads stuck serving at this camp.”
Angelo chuckled. “True. They might be just a bit miffed to miss out on the rest of their ah-” he scooped a spoonful of the broth. “Mystery meat and boiled potato stew.”
“Mm,” the king accorded. “I think that I'll head to our tent for now, Angelo. Rest up a bit before the baptism.” He shot a quick glance at the doorway. “I do imagine the arch-brigadier is still feverishly hovering outside, so I can tell him to let the grunts back in. And then show me to the tent.” A beat. “Do you want to… to bring the rest of your lunches to the tent? Eat them there…?”
Angelo smiled, slowly nodding. “I’d like that, Papa.” He nudged Eitan. “What do you say, buddy? Wanna go eat on our nice comfy cot? You can show my papa how much you’ve learned about the Woo.”
“Okay,” the boy agreed hesitantly. “And… take nap? Is hot. My eyes sleepy.”
“We can all take a nap,” Iosef confirmed. “Like cats in the sun, hm?” His smile was larger now. Less reluctant. “I still can't entirely believe it,” he told Angelo. “That I've got you back. Safe and sound.”
“I’d given up hope,” Angelo murmured. “Part of me still doesn’t… doesn’t quite feel like this is real. W-wonders if I finally did go crazy in that dark, windowless room in Meltaim.”
“You’re not crazy, son,” Iosef said firmly. “You’re perfectly sane. And you’re home.”
One week passed, then another. Though Sotir kept true to his word to at least unbind Tovah’s wrists, the girl was otherwise kept in stasis— she was allowed no visitors save for Angelo, she wasn't interrogated, and under no circumstances was she let outside the prison tent. It was as though the fort’s commanders were merely holding their collective breaths until King Iosef arrived to take the helm. Afraid that anything they did might not be exactly what he wanted, and so instead they deigned to do nothing at all.
Angelo was, suffice it to say, not happy about this. He spent as much time as he could with the woman, keeping her company as she had once done for him. At his insistence she was allowed to wash up with a small basin, though not a proper bath, and loaned a spare uniform to wear.
Eitan always accompanied him when he visited Tovah. Eitan went with Angelo everywhere, clinging to the familiar boy like a tick— this was partly through his own persistent insistence and partly through Angelo’s, as the prince still didn’t trust that the soldiers with Eitan’s care given how poorly they were treating Tovah.
Eventually, word reached the small encampment that King Iosef’s ship had come to port along the Galfras coastline- he was at the halfway mark. He still had to traverse the mountain country between the ocean and the camp, but he would, so he claimed, be arriving soon.
Angelo carried this news to Tovah, who initially reacted with a wavering smile… before, after a moment’s mulling, said smile vanished like smoke into a black night.
“Halfway,” she echoed, as one the camp’s arch-lieutenants stood sentry at the door, and Eitan and Angelo settled across from her on the ground. “He's… only halfway?” A beat. “How— how long has it been, anyway? Since we've been here?”
That question was an all too familiar one, and Angelo swallowed hard. “A little under two weeks.” Ignoring the guard’s deep frown, the prince put an arm around Tovah’s shoulder. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I know, trust me.”
“It's okay,” she said, gulping. “It just…” She gave him a tired shrug. “Am I going to be… kept like this? Until he's here? Chained and…”
“I…” Angelo shot a hard, withering glare in the current babysitting officer's direction. “I’d like to say no, but I don’t want to lie Tovah. I don’t know. But I suspect yes.” Gritting his teeth he added, in a raised voice, “Apparently even after a year in the lion’s den, they think I can tell a roar from a purr.”
The guard looked away, somewhat awkwardly, and Tovah shut her eyes. “It’s not your fault, Angelo,” she told him. Then, in Meltaiman: “No more than what my mother did to you was mine.”
He sighed softly, switching to the same language. “That doesn’t make me feel less awful about it. I hate seeing you this miserable. I wouldn’t wish my fate upon anybody, let alone the girl I love.”
“I know.” Tovah managed another wavering smile, and cast it toward Eitan. “At least,” she said, “someone seems to be enjoying his stay here, hmm? Your cheeks are getting awfully pudgy, little man.”
Eitan blushed. “Nuh-uh,” he said. “Ang’lo says I’m just puttin’ back on the weight I losed on the road. Right, Ang’lo?’
The prince gave a wan chuckle. “That right. Look like young lord again, instead blonde mop.” He mimed the thin shape of a stick in the air while ruffling Eitan’s curls.
The boy giggled. “I like the bread here,” he announced. “Even if we’ve gotta pray before we eat it in the dinin’ hall. Every time, Tovah! ‘Fore every meal!”
“People here love Woo lots,” Angelo said sagely. “So always for to thank him. Is polite!”
Tovah smiled for a moment, bemused. Then— very deliberately, it seemed, from the way she first glanced at the arch-lieutenant at the doorway— she segued back into Valzick. “I’ve been trying it a bit, you know,” she told Angelo. “Praying.”
Angelo seemed surprised, but not displeased. “You have? I… I know you said in the woods you didn’t want to follow the Meltaiman gods after…”
“Them, I'm done with,” Tovah confirmed, as the arch-lieutenant— not even bothering to hide his eavesdropping— raised a wary brow. “I don't know about the Woo. Not for sure. But…” She bit her lip. “I'm in a kingdom of his people now, right? And— he seemed to see us back to safety pretty well. Despite the odds.”
“He did,” Angelo agreed with an encouraging smile. “And as for not knowing, well… I could teach you? I’m not a priest or anything but technically the king of Valzaim isn’t just the political ruler, he is also the highest religious authority in the kingdom. So my father has been training me to that task.”
“He been tell me lots stories,” Eitan supplied. “With Woo. Before bed at night.” The boy fought back a yawn, as if the very idea of sleep had gotten him tired (even though it wasn't even yet suppertime). “New story every night! He know so much.”
“The Books of Woo are big,” Angelo replied with an indulgent smile at the boy. “I haven’t even told you half the stories in them. But maybe you can help me teach Tovah. Since you know so many already.”
“I could not tell as good, though,” Eitan replied. “You better.”
“Oh, hon, you're going to give him a big head,” Tovah teased. “I bet you'd be a great storyteller.”
“We can tell her together,” Angelo said with a smile, drawing the boy into his lap. “After all, Wooism has so many good stories, I can’t pick just one. So you can help.”
“Okay,” Eitan said. He hesitated. “Could… could Tovah come to stories ‘fore bed…?” he dared murmur. “In tent. With… with no chain.”
Angelo winced, shooting a pointed glower towards his babysitting soldier. The man coughed, then fell silent as his gaze plunged to his shoes.
Tovah sighed. “Soon, honey,” she told her little cousin. “For now, you just gotta remember the stories real good so you can help Angelo tell me them the next day, okay?”
“‘Kay,” Eitan replied dourly.
Angelo hugged the boy. “Don’t worry, we’ll make the stories twice as amazing the second time, I promise. How about you start with the one I told you about how the Woo breathed magic into the world, and why he gifted it to some of his children.” He gave Tovah a cheeky grin. “Should make for an interesting starting point of comparison.”
“You must help,” Eitan insisted. “You start. To get mood right.”
“Alright, if you insist,” the prince said. “It started not long after the world was born- everything in it was beautiful, but vulnerable. The dark creatures of the ‘Pit were always looking for an easy meal. So the Woo realized he would need to devise a way to protect his children, or give them a means to protect themselves…”
***
King Iosef looked as though he had not slept in weeks.
Even still, the hallowed king of all of Valzaim was unmistakable in his presence when he and his retinue finally drew near to the fort one wind-whipped afternoon about a month after Angelo’s miraculous return to Valzaim. A scout caught the group a few hours out, and from there the camp was plunged into a flurry of tittering and tattering and distracted whisper— which Sotir promptly attempted to put an end to by announcing that it was business as usual, for the Woo’s sake, and they were still soldiers in a fort in an active conflict zone, and the next person he caught gossipping was getting latrine duty for the rest of their cursed tour.
Even still, over a lunch of stew and bread, the mess tent was aflutter with far more chatter than usual… and as he sat beside Angelo at their usual private table in the corner, young Eitan looked rather displeased, to say the least.
“It so loud,” he whined as he slurped down a bite of his stew. “Hurt ears.”
Angelo shot his young friend a wobbly smile. “People are excited is all, honey. My father is close, they say. My father the king.”
Eitan puckered his lips— the boy still was homesick for his own father, something that he waxed to Angelo about not infrequently. “Your papa going make me leave?” he asked. “Because I am…” He shrugged. Looked down. “I hear,” he added after a moment. “What some people say. They not like me. Or Tovah.”
Angelo felt his heart sink, and he shook his head. “He won't make you leave, Eitan. I won't let him. I will leave first.” He pulled the child into a hug. “I love you, okay? And I promise I’ll be on your side no matter what.”
The boy’s pursed lip wobbled. “And— and Tovah?”
“Tovah too. I've been patient and waited for my father. But if they keep being mean to her after they talk to her, I will not be patient anymore. I promise.”
“Promise promise?” Eitan pushed, sniffling. “On— on Woo?”
“I promise on the Woo,” Angelo agreed. “I'll make sure that Tovah’s chain comes off. That she can eat with us, and take a nice bath. Listen to stories about the Woo with us. I promise.”
“Okay.” Eitan gulped. “Tha—”
The boy’s voice abruptly fell away— as did nearly every other scrap of noise in the dining tent— as Arch-Brigadier Sotir briskly strode into the tent with a look of something between reverence and panic etching his ebony face. Behind him trailed a retinue of nearly a half-dozen men— five of them in matching livery and armed to the teeth, and the sixth…
Angelo felt like he’d been punched in the gut. For all his mental preparation, when he saw the face of the man at the center of the group, his throat went dry and his voice fell away. In a strangled noise that was halfway between a sob and a squeak, he warbled, “P-Papa?”
It were as if the rest of the men in the room had ceased to exist; at his son’s voice, Iosef’s gaze snapped toward Angelo, and then in another moment the king was hurtling forward, the knights at his flank having to scramble to keep up with him. Sotir paled, and the rest of the dining soldiers— variably froze, cranked their heads into bows, or slapped their hands to their foreheads in startled salutes.
Iosef ignored them all.
“Angelo.” As he arrived to the table where his son sat, Iosef leaned down to wrap the teenager in a crushing hug. Burying his face in the top of Angelo’s short, woolen hair, the king breathed, “Oh, Woo. It is you. It’s really you. My boy— my boy!”
Angelo returned his father’s embrace, the prince shaking with sobs as he clenched his fingers into the fabric of Iosef’s tunic. “Papa, Papa, oh Woo, I th-though I’d never see you again, I thought I’d never see Valzaim again, I can't believe you’re here-”
“Shh,” Iosef murmured, before pausing for a moment to glance at the knights at his flank. “Get everyone else out,” he ordered. “Now. I want privacy.”
The result was almost instantaneous— with a quick “yes, Hallowed Majesty”, the knights turned and commanded that all the flummoxed soldiers leave the room. Most of them readily obeyed, but a few— still seemingly dumbstruck— hesitated, whereupon Sotir repeated the order and tacked on a threat of punishment for good measure if the tent wasn’t vacated in “the next five times I blink”. This warning proved rather effective, and in another few moments, the space was empty save for Angelo, Iosef, Eitan, Sotir, and the king’s knights.
Iosef coughed, leveling a hard stare at the arch-brigadier. “You, too,” he said flatly. “Out.”
“... Y-yes, Your Hallowed Majesty,” Sotir squeaked. “My apologies.”
Angelo took in a ragged breath, lifting his head to look his father in the eye. “P-please don’t evict the child, Father? He won’t interrupt, h-he’s a good boy, but the soldiers are unkind to him and he’s afraid to be parted from me.”
Iosef’s slate gray eyes darted toward Eitan, who had shrunk down in his seat beside Angelo, and the frown that promptly ticked at the king’s lips made it seem as if this was the first time he'd noticed the boy at all.
“He is Meltaiman,” the king said— half a statement and half a question.
“He is not a mage,” Angelo replied, in an undertone so Eitan couldn’t hear. “They were going to kill him. The Glass Empress is his aunt and she was going to kill him.”
Iosef’s frown grew. “You traveled with a boy this small all the way from Meltaim? The messages I received mentioned a child, but I'd thought…” The monarch’s voice trailed off for a moment. “How old is he, anyhow?”
“He’ll turn seven in a week and a half,” Angelo answered, stiffening and starting to pull away from his father’s grasp. “He’s not a threat to Valzaim, Father. I’ve been teaching him Wooism. Please- I just finally got back to you, can you at least trust me far enough not to ruin the moment?”
Iosef quailed for a few moments. Then, with a long exhale, he relented. “All right. I'm— sorry, son. I love you. And I've been worried. Beyond worried. I'm so glad to see you safe and sound.”
Angelo’s jaw trembled. “I didn’t think I’d ever see you again. Wh-when I was still in Meltaim by the new year. It was… i-it was…”
The prince looked down at his mutilated right wrist, almost impulsively. As Iosef’s eyes followed his son’s, the king abruptly stiffened. Rage— raw and potent— flickered in his steely eyes.
“They did that to you?” he demanded. “The Meltaimans?”
“They called it a prąd mankiet,” he said by way of confirmation. “A current cuff- it electrocuted me when they triggered it, which they did whenever I defied them or refused to play along with their games.”
“Those heathenous monsters,” Iosef spat. “And with all the threats they kept levying at me—” He clenched his jaw, fuming… before in another blink a small smirk started to flicker on his face. “Except now the Woo has helped us turn the tables, no? We have something precious to her. That wretch. We have what's most precious—”
“No,” Angelo replied, immediately jerking fully out of his father’s hold. “Absolutely not, don’t even entertain the idea. Tovah saved my life. She saved my sanity while I was trapped there, over and over again. She is our guest, not our hostage.”
The smirk was gone immediately. “I should think,” said Iosef, “that I'll need to determine as such for myself, Angelo. When I question her.” He paused. Mulled. “She is still being held as I commanded, I pray?”
“If you commanded her to be shackled and starved of sunlight and not allowed a proper bath, then yes,” Angelo replied darkly. “She’s being held. Just like I was. After she saved my life.” A beat. “Or didn’t the soldiers pass that little fact along? The empress had decided to kill me. I was to be executed the day after I ran.”
Iosef let a low, animal growl escape from his throat. “Why?” he hissed. “Why keep you for nine months if her plan all along was just to kill you? That evil b—”
“Father,” Angelo cut in. “I… I’ll explain okay? But you have to promise to listen to me. To trust me. And not to overreact to anything until I’m finished. Do you promise?”
Iosef quailed again, jaw clenched. “All right,” he managed finally.
Still hunched on the bench seat beside Angelo, Eitan whimpered. “He m-mad,” the boy sniveled to Angelo.
“Shhh,” Angelo gently pulled Eitan up into his lap. “He’s mad, but not at you. You haven’t done anything wrong, buddy.” He kissed the boy on the top of the head- to which Eitan snuffled again, and Iosef raised a brow.
“You are fond of this boy,” the king noted.
“When he isn’t terrified, he’s a very sweet kid,” Angelo replied. “It isn’t his fault where he was born, Father. But since I’ve begun teaching him the way of the Woo, he’s soaked it up like a parched tree soaks up water after a drought.”
“I l-like Woo stories,” Eitan supplied shakily. “A-Ang’lo tell me them every night.”
“Does he, now?” Iosef’s brow was still raised, but at least his voice had softened by a notch. To Angelo, he added: “It is a great blessing, son. To bring heathens into the Woo’s embrace.”
He smiled. “I know. It makes me happy, helping him like this. Tovah too- I’ve been telling her the Woo’s word. Teaching her the prayers for meals and before sleep.”
“The Glass Empress’s daughter?” Iosef didn't quite seem to believe it. “I am surprised she doesn't clap her hands over her ears and start spewing heathenous curses whenever the Woo is mentioned.”
“I’ll explain, Father,” he said softly. “Then I think you’ll understand.”
He took a deep, shuddering breath. “When they first brought me to the Shadowed Palace, the Glass Empress was very… taken with the idea that they’d managed to capture not only a prince, but a mage prince. She decided that she wanted to ‘fix’ me- make me like the Meltaimans. The ultimate end being that I would become her daughter’s consort and a crushing blow to the morale of Valzaim.”
“Those rats,” Iosef snarled. “To think they could warp a Woo-touched royal of Valzaim!”
“They got frighteningly close,” Angelo admitted softly, tightening his hug on Eitan as his shoulders trembled hard. “They locked me in a two-room apartment by myself. No windows. No outside walls. Full of books in Meltaiman I didn’t know how to read and Meltaiman games I didn’t know how to play. I was trapped in that room almost entirely by myself for… months. From August until December I never once left it. Staring at those same walls and drapes and furnishings. Never knowing if it was day or night. How much time was passing.” His voice was shaking as hard as his shoulders now. “I started to go mad in there. Really, sincerely, clawing at the upholstery and pacing holes in the carpet mad.”
“‘Pit.” Iosef had his fists clenched tightly at his side now. “I’ll have our armies decimating her kingdom by the morrow, I will!”
Angelo inhaled shudderingly. “I was only allowed to see the empress, her nephew- Eitan’s father- and Tovah. Tovah only saw me at first to play along with her mother’s schemes. She never thought they were going to work, but she did as she was told. Then… then she started to change. As she spent more time with me, Tovah started to pity my situation. She came to respect me. Then to like me. She argued with her mother on my behalf. Getting me time outside of that infernal room, striking a deal to have the current cuff removed if I learned to speak Meltaiman, consoling me when I lost myself in fits of boredom or despair…”
Iosef took several long moments to digest this. Then, very delicately, he murmured, “That… all sounds very nice, Angelo. But…” The king tilted his head, black brow furrowed. “How do you know, Angelo, that it all wasn't merely part of the empress’s scheme? The idea of Meltaiman imperial heir effectively defecting to our side, it’s…”
“Urszula killed her twin brother.”
“...What?” Iosef blinked in bewilderment; Eitan let out another whimper.
“He was a blank, Father,” Angelo whispered. “He was six. Nearly seven. And he hadn’t shown any signs of magic. I realized because she’d mentioned to me that he was six when he died, and we’d been talking about how Eitan was getting tested soon and we weren’t sure what was going to happen to him if he failed. Tovah was livid at first when I suggested it. Insisted her brother had been sick. But she couldn’t get it out of her head, and so she confronted the empress about it. Urszula poisoned him. Her own son, and the Glass Empress poisoned him, so no one would find out he had been a blank.”
“She's a snake,” Iosef snarled. “Venomous even to her own kin. What kind of monster would…” He forced himself to pause and take a deep breath. “I still wish to speak with the girl personally, Angelo,” he said eventually. “Do my due diligence and draw my own conclusions. But I promise you, I’ll do my best not to draw any hasty conclusions, son. To give her a chance.”
Angelo nodded slowly. “Don’t hurt her when you question her,” he murmured softly. “Please. I’ve been trying to tell her how we’re better than Meltaim. Don’t prove me wrong.”
“I'll be patient,” Iosef said. It wasn't wholly a promise, but it was better than nothing— especially given how furious the king had been toward the Glass Empress, and by extension her daughter, just moments ago. “I want to get a good night’s rest before questioning her,” he went on. “I… have been told you're presently occupying the largest sleeping tent on the base, no?”
“Yes,” he agreed, somewhat frustrated that his father was putting this off- but reflecting that perhaps it was for the best he not talk to Tovah while tired and angry. “The arch-brigadier vacated it for me and Eitan.”
“I see.” The king hesitated, before slowly bringing his gaze to meet his son’s directly. And he was not speaking then with the firm command of a king, but the tender aching of a father who’d thought for nearly a year that his son was forever gone, as he murmured: “Would you… mind terribly if I were to, ah… share your lodgings?”
Angelo gave his father a wobbly smile. “No, Papa. I wouldn’t mind. Not at all.” He blinked hard, tears pooling out over his eyes. “I missed you. I… I felt so alone, but...” He pulled at the chain tucked under his shirt. “I lost everything else in Meltaim. B-but I managed to save this. Eitan’s father kept it, and g-gave it back to me as thanks for saving his son. I like to think Mum was w-watching over me. For you.”
“Of course she was,” Iosef agreed. “Keeping her little boy safe.” The king reached out to smooth a gentle hand through his son’s hair. “I love you, Angelo.”
“I love you too,” he whispered. The prince leaned his forehead into his father’s stomach, his arms still wrapped around Eitan.
The boy let out a soft, nervous sigh. “I— I still get stay with you…?” he whispered to Angelo.
“Mm-hm,” Angelo murmured. “You can still stay, little man. I promise.”
The king’s hand fell away from Angelo’s scalp, and he pursed his lips, contemplative. “No matter what happens with the girl,” he said after a moment, “this little one is…” He shook his head, as if he wasn't quite sure how to articulate his thoughts. Finally, he continued: “He's small. Too small to be a threat. And what a lovely insult it would be to the Glass Empress. Not just to send my armies pillaging her wretched lands, but to take a piece of her own flesh and blood and… and…” He swallowed hard; his tone was at once reluctant and strangely furtive. “To raise him up scarcely even remembering his vile roots. To commit his soul to the Woo. To scrub their wicked ideas from his head and make him… ours. Like they foolishly attempted to try with you.”
Angelo winced. “I wish you wouldn’t put it quite like that, but… yes. We can do it, Father. Keep Eitan safe here, in the arms of the Woo.” He smiled at the boy. “You like the Woo, right?”
“Uh-huh,” Eitan whispered. “All the stories.”
“He'll come back to Valla with us,” Iosef said. “Once we depart this… quaint fort. Although...”
“Although?” Angelo repeated, his voice wary.
“I don't sleep with heathen children in my tent,” the king said simply. He tilted his head again, studying the sniffling boy in his son’s lap. “There any bodies of water on the grounds of this godforsaken encampment?”
Angelo gave a soft laugh. “There’s a creek about five minutes off, but it isn’t deep enough. Follow it downstream about a mile though, and it empties out into a nice sized pond. If you feel up to a short ride.”
“It'll be like old times, hm?” the king said with a crooked, wavering smile. “We can wait a few hours— until it's a bit cooler out. Our horses are beat from the road, but I'm sure the charming arch-brigadier could be persuaded to loan his monarch a few warhorses for an hour or two.”
“Would you mind terribly if I did the dunking instead of the base chaplain?” Angelo asked. “Just… well the people here aren’t exactly subtle about not trusting Eitan, and he’s picked up on that. Getting dunked is going to be traumatic enough without it being at the hand of an unfriendly stranger.”
“Dun?” Eitan’s tongue lingered on the unfamiliar word. “What is…?”
Angelo smiled. “It means my papa and I are going to take you swimming, Eitan. A very special swim that will wash your sins away so everyone can see that you’re one of the Woo’s children.”
“A swim?” Eitan seemed truly puzzled.
Iosef let out a soft chuckle. “So you become a proper Wooist, son.” He glanced back toward Angelo. “He'll need a proper name, though,” the king said. “If he's to grow up Wooist and Valzick, a ward of the crown, then he hardly ought be walking around being called by what the heathens up north bestowed on him.”
“I’ve actually thought about that a bit,” Angelo replied, his mouth ticking up in a small smile. “A little blonde waif like this needs all the advantages he can get assimilating into the Valzick court. And… Aithan sounds similar enough to Eitan that it shouldn’t be too big an adjustment.”
“Aithan.” The king nodded. “All right. Aithan it is. Now…” He smiled, gaze falling toward Eitan— Aithan— and Angelo’s half-eaten meals. “It seems I interrupted your meal, neh? … Not to mention those of the rest of poor lads stuck serving at this camp.”
Angelo chuckled. “True. They might be just a bit miffed to miss out on the rest of their ah-” he scooped a spoonful of the broth. “Mystery meat and boiled potato stew.”
“Mm,” the king accorded. “I think that I'll head to our tent for now, Angelo. Rest up a bit before the baptism.” He shot a quick glance at the doorway. “I do imagine the arch-brigadier is still feverishly hovering outside, so I can tell him to let the grunts back in. And then show me to the tent.” A beat. “Do you want to… to bring the rest of your lunches to the tent? Eat them there…?”
Angelo smiled, slowly nodding. “I’d like that, Papa.” He nudged Eitan. “What do you say, buddy? Wanna go eat on our nice comfy cot? You can show my papa how much you’ve learned about the Woo.”
“Okay,” the boy agreed hesitantly. “And… take nap? Is hot. My eyes sleepy.”
“We can all take a nap,” Iosef confirmed. “Like cats in the sun, hm?” His smile was larger now. Less reluctant. “I still can't entirely believe it,” he told Angelo. “That I've got you back. Safe and sound.”
“I’d given up hope,” Angelo murmured. “Part of me still doesn’t… doesn’t quite feel like this is real. W-wonders if I finally did go crazy in that dark, windowless room in Meltaim.”
“You’re not crazy, son,” Iosef said firmly. “You’re perfectly sane. And you’re home.”
Chapter Twenty
Angelo absently plucked at the sleeve of his heathered grey soldier uniform. “You know, while the heir to the throne is always consecrated when he come of age, I never imagined I’d actually baptize anyone.”
As he dismounted his loaned warhorse at the side of a modest lily pad strewn pond, King Iosef chuckled heartily. Turning so that the early evening sun was beating into his back and not his eyes, he said to his son, “It’s fitting, really, I think. Dedicating someone’s soul to the Woo after the Woo has helped to lead you home. This is a nice tribute. A thanks.”
“Perhaps,” Angelo agreed. He looked down at his young charge with a smile as he waded out into the shallows, the newly rechristened “Aithan” holding tight to his hand. “Are you ready, little man? I’ll tell you what’s going to happen so you’re ready for it, okay?”
“Why is we swim in clothes?” Aithan replied simply. He shot a wary glance over his shoulder at the shore, where King Iosef stood flanked by a contingent of knights as well as the fort’s priest, the latter of whom looked rather… confused by the turn of events, to say the least. The boy added: “Is not good swim pond. Plants.”
“We’ll only be in the water for a little,” Angelo soothed the boy. “I’m going to say a prayer, and then splash you under the water for a second or two, then we’re done.”
“Under the water?” Aithan asked, his blonde brow furrowed. “But water is— is—” With his free hand he gestured sharply at the tangle of algae and silt and lily pads that lay before them; few in their right minds would have called this brackish body of water suitable for immersive swimming.
“Back in the city where I live, we usually do this in the ocean. Salt water is especially good for cleaning away the evil things.” The prince gave the little boy a wink. “But we have to make do here. It has to be wild water too, not a bathtub, because the tub isn’t big enough.” He glanced towards the priest. “You’ll bless the pond then, Father?”
“Of course, my prince,” the priest replied, his dark complexion gone slightly ashen. Atop his bewilderment lay an unmistakable layer of anxiety, curling around him like a vine of creeping ivy. “Just as— as soon as you’re in position. Sire.”
Angelo hoisted Aithan up onto his hip, and strode confidently out into the pond. “Don’t worry, I’ve got you. It’ll only take a few minutes, I promise.”
The boy didn’t look at all convinced, but at least he didn’t struggle, silently allowing for Angelo to carry him out to the deepest point of the pond. Even here, the water only reached Angelo’s waist— but if the prince were to have set Aithan down, it would have swirled clear up to his neck. As he realised this, the little boy stiffened.
“You not putting me down, right?” he asked, somewhat shrilly.
“I’ll hold you,” he assured the boy. “Just a quick dunk under the water, okay? I’ll even hold your nose for you.”
Aithan whimpered, still looking far from assuaged, but as the priest began reciting a long, lyrical prayer at the pond’s shore, Angelo gently took the boy into his arms, kneeling so that he was up to his chest in the water, and the waves lapped around Aithan’s chest in kind.
“Just listen to the prayer honey, focus on it,” he whispered to his young charge. “Don’t be scared, I’ve got you.”
“‘K-kay,” Aithan snuffled.
Next to the priest, Iosef’s arms were crossed expectantly, the king’s gaze like iron as he watched Angelo slowly raise up one hand towards the sky. Once the priest finished his prayer to bless the water of the pond, Angelo took up the thread.
“Woo who arte in heaven, spread thy wings in welcome to this young soul newly welcomed to your flock. Though he is born in sin, and no man born in sin may enter in the paradise of your making, I beseech you to shine down your mercy upon him. I shall anoint his brow with the water that has been made pure by your holy feathers-” here Angelo took one wet thumb and rubbed it across Aithan’s forehead, “And wash him clean in your radiant light.”
He put a hand over Aithan’s nose, and whispered, “Hold your breath, just for a few seconds.”
Aithan nodded warily, clamping his lips shut, but it was impossible to miss the tears pricking in his dark eyes as Angelo clamped his fingers over the child’s nose and ducked his head into the pond.
“In the name of the Lord Woo, may he shine ever radiant, Amen,” Angelo said, speaking quickly to spare the boy too much trauma, before hoisting Aithan back up out of the water.
He’d only been under for five seconds— ten at most— but as he came up over the surface, the boy sputtered as if he’d been half-drowned. A clump of algae clung to his cheek, and his nose was running like a faucet.
“I wanna get out,” he gasped, in Meltaiman. “Ang’lo— I want out!”
“What’s wrong with him?” King Iosef called from the shore. A hand clapped to his forehead as a visor against the sun, the monarch added, “What’s he saying? Why’s he crying?”
“He’s just scared, Father,” Angelo assured the king, wading towards the shore. “Any kid his age would be, getting dunked and held underwater.” The prince plucked the algae away, adding, “I’m sorry Aithan, I know that was scary, but we’re all done, I promise. You were a good, brave boy.”
“We’re getting out?” the boy asked again, eyes going red as tears flowed steadily from them.
Before Angelo could answer, however, the priest let out a sharp, loud gasp that bordered on a yell. As if subconsciously, the knights’ hands leapt toward their holstered swords; Iosef, meanwhile, only creased his brow.
“What’s the matter with you?” he demanded.
“His— his tunic, my king!” the priest stammered, gesturing wildly toward Angelo and Aithan. “Look at it— his tunic!”
Iosef looked like he half-thought the cleric had gone crazy, but nonetheless he obediently turned his gaze back toward his son and the child… and as he did, an expression of bewildered wonderment flooded every facet of his being. He blinked once, then again, as though what he was seeing was only an illusion. When it remained just as he’d seen it the first time, the king let out a small gasp of his own.
“What?” Angelo said, confused. As he looked down at the borrowed uniform, however his eyes flew wide with shock. Little Aithan’s hand was clutching hard at his sleeve- the child had grabbed on just as Angelo dunked him in the water- and where once the child’s fist had been clamped over heather grey fabric, now every thread and seam of Angelo’s uniform was pure, unblemished white.
“He changed it,” the king marveled aloud. “He— the boy— he changed it.”
“I did no mean to!” Aithan choked out, switching back into frenzied Valzick. “I sorry, I sorry—”
“Shhhh, Aithan it’s okay,” Angelo assured the boy hurriedly, pulling him close into a hug. “You’re okay, it’s okay it…” He swallowed hard. “It’s… it’s only a week and a half until his seventh birthday. I’ve heard of late bloomers not showing until they’re six but this… this sort of thing is unheard of. H-how?”
As his son and Aithan reached the shore, Iosef continued to gawp. “I— I thought you said he wasn’t a mage. That they were going to kill him because he wasn’t a mage, Angelo.”
Angelo looked his father squarely in the eye. “We didn’t think he was. He hasn’t shown any signs before now. Not a spark, not a glimmer, nothing.” He bit his lip, then suddenly his eyes widened. “Take up the sword and bring light out of the darkness… that was my vision, wasn’t it? All that time ago.”
“It’s— it’s a miracle,” the priest declared, almost feverishly.
Iosef scowled. “Aye, easy there, Father,” he ordered. Then, looking back to the soaked, algae-covered child who was quivering in his son’s arms, Iosef coaxed gently: “Can you do it again for me, little one? Change the colour of something?” He offered out his own sleeve— lightweight linen dyed to a buttery yellow. “Here,” he suggested. “Any colour you’d like.”
Aithan shrunk in further against Angelo, tucking his head against the prince’s chest. “I-I cannot,” he insisted tearfully. “Never have done before. Never. I cannot!”
“Hey, honey, it’s okay,” Angelo reassured the child, stroking his sopping blonde locks. “I bet you could. I bet you could really do it. If you just focus really hard on my Papa’s sleeve and imagine it a different color. Your favorite color- it’s purple right? Your favorite color is bright purple. You told me when we saw those violets in the woods.”
“I cannot,” Aithan repeated, hiccupping.
“Just try?” Iosef asked softly, using the sort of tone he might’ve once employed with his own hysterical child long ago. “Please? Close your eyes and just— try. Real quick. Then you can dry off, and we can go back to camp, and we can have a nice, quiet dinner in the tent, okay?”
“You’ve been so brave,” Angelo added. “Can you be brave one more time? Please? Think about how exciting it’ll be when we tell Tovah that you finally got magic.”
At the mention of Tovah, the little boy clenched his quavering jaw and nodded. “O-okay,” he squeaked. “B-but… if I no can do— you— you no be mad, right? You…”
“Not mad at all,” Iosef confirmed. Delicately, he reached with his free hand and clasped it over Aithan’s, coaxing the boy’s fingers toward his offered sleeve. “You can even close your eyes,” the king suggested. “Just close your eyes and think about how pretty the sleeve would look if it were purple, hmm?”
Aithan hiccupped again, then nodded, his eyelids slowly fluttering shut as Iosef steered his fingers the rest of the way onto the sleeve. He squashed his brow in concentration, and let out a raspy breath, and…
For several moments nothing happened.
The sleeve stayed yellow.
The boy’s hand shook.
Then— like a flash of lightning against an otherwise black horizon—
The cuff of Iosef’s sleeve changed, darkening so rapidly that one blink it was yellow and the next it was the hue of a violet in full bloom. And the change did not stop there: as the men all watched on in wonderment, the colour began to seep upward, like a snake slithering around a thick trunk to scale a tree.
“It’s a miracle,” the priest murmured again, breathlessly.
“Amazing,” Angelo whispered. He nuzzled his nose against Aithan’s cheek. “That’s amazing, Aithan! You did it! You’re a mage, the Lord Woo finally gave you your magic!”
Aithan’s eyes flew open, and his jaw fell open as he studied his handiwork. “I… I do that?” he asked, like he couldn’t believe it.
“You did,” Iosef confirmed. “It seems you’re a magician after all, little one. Your magic was merely… hiding. Waiting.”
A bittersweet lump formed in Angelo’s throat as he smiled at the child. He was a mage- he was a mage after all. He would have passed the test in Meltaim, and he could have stayed with his father.
But that his power had stayed hidden for so long, making Angelo realize the truth about Tovah’s brother and moving Matvey to turn on his Empress, had saved the prince’s life. And now his power was manifesting almost impossibly late, after his formal conversion as a Wooist.
“We’ll have to get you a wand, hm?” Angelo said with a smile. “When we get back to Valla. I need to get a new one too so I can stop using the borrowed one, it doesn’t work very well for me. We can get them at the same time.”
“A wand?” Aithan breathed. “For me?” Through his tears, he managed a wobbly smile. “I c-can finally get wand!”
“Mm-hm,” Angelo replied, kissing the boy on the forehead. “Just as soon as we get to Valla and get settled I’ll call the wandmaker myself.” He glanced at the priest, who was still gawping, and pinched his brow. “Father? Is something the matter?”
“No, no,” the priest said quickly. “Not at all, sire.” He made the sign of the triple feather and held it against his heart. “It’s simply humbling, that’s all. To see the Woo at work like this. Before my own eyes.”
“He certainly seems to have spoken his approval of little Aithan, hasn’t He?” Angelo murmured, glancing toward the king.
“So he has,” Iosef agreed. “What a blessed day, indeed.”
Having been raised so far in a culture that valued magic over all else, once the shock of the baptism wore away little Aithan proved positively delighted over the fact that now he could perform magic of his very own. For the rest of the evening he showed off his new trick at every possible opportunity— at supper he made his bread purple, and his water orange; back in the tent afterward, he decided his tunic looked better red and the drab gray blankets were really much better turned to aqua. The king mostly found this all amusing, but Angelo eventually warned by the boy that if he didn’t let up soon, he’d make himself spellsick.
“I will not!” Aithan insisted in reply, grinning like a cat. “Promise!”
He continued playing around with the colours… and that night, he slept heavily as a boulder, barely even twitching under the newly-brightened covers as the calamitous events of the day caught up with him at last.
He was still dead to the world when Iosef quietly awakened the next morning, before the reveille trumpets had even blared. Angelo, however, was not nearly so deeply slumbering, the prince startling awake as his father padded across the canvas floor to rummage about his leather trunk of belongings.
“You’re up early,” he murmured softly, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his hand. “Something the matter?”
The king froze for a moment, then smiled gently as he turned to face his son. “Good morning,” he said. “Sorry— I was trying not to wake you.” He inclined his chin toward Aithan, who was curled up against Angelo’s side and clinging to the boy like a baby monkey to its mother’s back. “At least I don’t see to have any chance of accidentally awakening him, eh? I’m glad I had Sotir scrounge me up my own cot— that doesn’t look all too comfortable, if I do say so myself.”
Angelo smiled crookedly in reply. “I’ve gotten used to it. I don’t blame him for being insecure, really. I’m the only one he has right now that is familiar.”
“Mm,” the king agreed. He turned back toward the trunk and riffled through it for another moment before he seemed to find what he was after: a pair of leather gloves, nearly as heavy as a falconer’s. “Well— as I said, Angelo, I really didn’t meant to wake you up. You can go back to sleep if you’d like, all right?”
“Alright, but where are you off to so early?” the boy queried. “None of the soldiers will be up yet except for the night sentries.”
“I… didn’t sleep all that well,” Iosef admitted as he tugged on the gloves. “I’m a bit antsy. Restless. So…” He shrugged. “I figured I might as well get going with it. Questioning the girl. Since that’s my first step, so to speak— toward what comes next. Between us and Meltaim.”
Angelo tensed, biting his lip. “R-right. Yeah.” He looked down. “Don’t hurt her. Please don’t hurt her.”
King Iosef sighed as he moved to face his son again. “I’m just going to talk with her, Angelo,” he said. “That’s all.”
The boy nodded slowly, pressing his face back down against the soft cot. “Sorry. It’s just… I’ve gotten so used to it. Seeing people hurt.”
“I’m sorry.” The king moved toward the tent door, his throat bobbing as he forced a hard swallow. “I am so sorry, Angelo. But— you know me, right? Am I the sort to hurt people just because I can?”
“I… I know,” he murmured. “I know you wouldn’t, Father.” He glanced towards the older man before letting his eyes slip back shut. “I love you.”
“I love you, too,” Iosef said. “And I’ll see you at… how about we take lunch together, son? I can have our meals brought here, to the tent. It’ll be nice and quiet. Just you and me and the little monkey clinging to your back.”
Angelo nodded. “Sure. I’d like that.” He gave a soft sigh. “See you later.”
Though Angelo did slip back into a doze, it was a light one, his mind overwhelmed with fretful thoughts. What was going on in Tovah’s tent? Was she alright? Was she saying the right things?
As promised, a little while later a trembling private brought breakfast to the tent for the prince and Aithan. After their morning bath Angelo took the boy on a walk around the encampment, whereupon he noticed that he was suddenly drawing even more sideways looks and whispers than he had been before— and he’d been attracting no dearth of them already. Puzzled at first, eventually the reason for this increased attention struck Angelo when— after they seemed to think he was out of earshot— he overheard a pair of arch-specialists whispering to each other about “the Woo’s miracle,” and “magic to a non-mage.”
“Huh,” he murmured softly. “Seems people are impressed by your little trick, Aithan.”
“My trick?” Aithan, his fingers knit around Angelo’s, tilted his head. “You mean— my colours?”
“Mm-hm,” Angelo agreed. “They’re saying it’s a gift from the Woo when you got baptised. Isn’t that something?”
The little boy grinned. “I like my trick!” he informed Angelo. “My magic!” He flexed the fingers on his free hand. “I want do more.”
The prince chuckled. “Let’s take a break from magic for a bit, hm? You don’t want to get spellsick honey.” He glanced around, then added, “C’mon, it’s lunch time soon- let’s go see what they’re bringing us. Maybe my Papa will be back.”
Aithan immediately protested that he wasn’t going to get spellsick— “I did not last night eithers!”— but at least the idea of a meal was enough to quash any further protests, the boy humming lightly to himself as he and Angelo threaded back toward their tent. While Iosef was not in fact back yet, somebody had already dropped off and arranged lunch atop the large tent’s modest dining table— a robust spread of fruits, crusty breads, and fragrant cheeses, no doubt far superior to whatever the rest of the fort’s men were dining on today.
“Blueberries!” Aithan breathed gleefully, wriggling his hand out of Angelo’s grip so that he could prance up to the table. “And— and— look, is raspberry, too! Like we eat in woods!”
“You’re right,” Angelo agreed with an indulgent smile. “They’re spoiling us today, hm? I guess they want to be extra nice now that they know for sure I’m who I say I am.”
“I can eat?” the boy asked eagerly, plopping into one of the chairs.
“Not yet, Aithan,” Angelo chided with a laugh. “First we need to wait for my Papa to come back- and we have to do our prayers.”
“But then eat?” Aithan wheedled, eyeing the delectable array of food as a dehydrated man might a desert oasis.
“Yes, then we can eat,” Angelo agreed patiently.
The king did not come swiftly, however. In fact the impatient child almost snagged several bites of the tantalizing food in the wait, until Angelo distracted him with a game of I Spy. In the back of his head, the prince was worried. What was taking the king so long? What was going on with Tovah?
It was nearly forty-five minutes before the sound of bootsteps and jangling armour outside— the latter courtesy of the king’s perpetual Holy Knight shadows— marked Iosef’s arrival. Moments later, the canvas flap at the tent’s maw was brushed aside, and with a look of weary exhaustion marking his face, Iosef strode inside. His escorts moved to follow him in, but before they could set so much as a boot past the doorway, the king waved a curt hand.
“Outside,” he ordered. “I want to have my meal alone.” As the knights wordlessly obeyed, the king sighed and glanced to the table. “Am I late?” he asked, letting the canvas flap fall closed again. “I feel as if I must be late.”
“It’s been nearly an hour,” Angelo said dryly. “Aithan was about to eat his own toes.”
“I’m sorry.” With a sigh, Iosef yanked off his gloves and started toward the table. Taking the seat beside Aithan and across from Angelo, he added, “Time got away from me, I guess. I didn’t mean to take so long.”
“We eat now?” Aithan wheedled, staring longingly at the goblet of blueberries in particular.
“First we say grace,” Angelo reminded the boy. “How about you show my papa how well you know your prayers?”
“‘Kay,” Aithan agreed. Primly clasping his hands before him, he lowered his hand and took a deep breath. “Bless us Woo, and… and…” He racked his mind for the proper words, a bit of excitement seeping into his tone as he remembered and continued hurriedly: “— and these gift you has give us. We give thank for all good bounty and— and—” More racking. “And eats it under holy wing. Amen!”
“Amen,” Angelo echoed, winking towards his father. “He’s come a long way.”
“Very good,” Iosef agreed, smiling benevolently at the child. As he reached to allot himself some of the glistening raspberries, the king chuckled. “Help yourself, little one. You’re a skinny little thing, aren’t you? Woo knows you could use some meat on your bones.”
Aithan beamed, wasting no time as he leaned forward to slide the goblet of blueberries toward him. Meanwhile, Angelo cleared his throat, picking up a piece of the cheese delicately. “So… h-how did it go?”
Iosef considered this for several long moments as he gnawed on a handful of berries. “I’m not sure,” he said finally. “It’s hard to tell.”
Nausea rolled in the prince’s stomach, and he squeaked, “Wh-what do you mean?”
Iosef raised a brow. “No need to be so frantic,” he chided gently. He downed another few berries. “I mean only that— well…” He shrugged. “She was polite enough. Cooperative enough. What she told me corresponded very well with what you’ve told me. But… she could also just be a very adept liar. Woo knows with the Glass Empress as her mother, it’s a skill she might’ve developed early on in life. And has been cultivating ever since.”
Angelo frowned, finally eating his piece of cheese before replying. “And I imagine she’s probably been trained to circumvent the truth spell. So what do you want to do? What will convince you?”
“I didn’t even bother having anyone cast a truth spell,” Iosef confirmed; though the king wasn’t a mage himself, being at Special Forces camp meant he was all but drowning in a sea of them. “She could probably cut through it like a hot knife into a pat of butter.” Through with the berries, he reached for a pitcher of wine and began to pour himself a glass. “I suppose for my first encounter with her, I just… wanted to set a baseline of a sort. So that I could see what she’d say under no duress and have it set as a foundation for, ah… later on.”
That got Angelo’s shoulders up. “What do you mean duress? Father, you said-”
“Angelo,” the king warned, watching as Aithan’s eyes widened in fear at the prince’s suddenly pitchy tone. “I want to have this talk with you. And I’m hardly unaware that you have concerns. But— please, this is not going to get anywhere productive if you start to panic at every turn. All right?”
The prince closed his eyes, forcing himself to take a deep, jagged breath. “All right. All right. I’m sorry. I just…” His muscles slumped. “She never said exactly what she meant. It was always implications. Dancing. S-so I had to get really good at it. Reading between the lines. So I wasn’t caught off guard.”
“She,” the king echoed. “The Glass Empress, you mean?”
“Yes,” he whispered. Shuddering hard, he repeated, “Yes.”
“I’m not going to talk you in circles, son,” Iosef said, firmly but gently. “I want to be honest with you— you’re my heir, my son, my future. And what happens in this kingdom going forward… it’s as much your right to have a hand in it as it is mine. Okay?” He paused for a moment, then added, “But... if I’m going to be honest with you, then you need to be fully honest with me. And there are certain things that I need to know, Angelo. Before I can even begin to think about making decisions.”
The prince swallowed hard, fretting at his sleeves. But after a moment he nodded. “What do you need to know, Father?”
“The way you talk about her,” the king said simply. “And the way she talked about you today.” He shook his head, pausing from his wine to rake a hand through his short, woolen hair. “She’s not just a friend who decided to save you. Is she, Angelo?”
Angelo gulped, but after a moment he shook his head. “No. She’s not. She cared about me as a person, not just an object or an animal to be tamed. She asked me to tell her stories about the Woo because she knew it comforted me, even if her mother didn’t approve. She went out of her way to spend time with me when she had no obligation to do that, and got in trouble more than once for my sake. I… I love her.”
Iosef exhaled softly. “Right,” he said. “And… you and her— the two of you have… have you, ah… well…” He glanced sidelong at Aithan, clearly trying to think of a child-appropriate way to pose the question that was pressing at the tip of his tongue.
Angelo, fortunately, proved not to need such clarification— his face heating up like a furnace he shook his head emphatically, sputtering, “No! We… we’ve kissed. That’s it. I swear that’s it. I’m an heir and she’s an heir and neither of us was stupid enough to do anything, um. Anything compromising.”
“Good. I’m, ah— glad to… hear that.” Iosef coughed and took another long sip of his wine. “So,” he said after a moment, “this is… personal for you, then. Very personal. The girl, and what happens to her.”
“Yes,” Angelo admitted. “I… I know who I am, Father. What the obligations of my position are. But I still care about her. I don’t want her to suffer. Not like I did.”
“I know,” said Iosef. “Because you’re a good person, Angelo. I… I raised you to be a good person. Kind. Empathetic.” He dared a small smile, but it was quickly gone as he continued, “I’m going to lay things straight with you, son. The morning of our departure back to Valla, no matter what happens with that girl, I’m sending an order to Fort Crotone.” This was the Valzicks’ largest border outpost, and served as a kind of headquarters for the Special Forces. “And the morning after our departure, our troops— Special Forces and regular King’s Army— are going to be marching on Meltaim.”
The prince nodded slowly. “I figured as much. What they’ve done can’t go unanswered- and Urszula admitted to me up front that she intends to conquer Valzaim if we don’t move first. It’s why she and Tovah both have been educated in Valzick.”
“I was wondering,” Iosef replied. “Her Valzick is impeccable. Fluent.”
“Tovah good at Valzicks.” Aithan— dutifully silent so far, clearly having deigned this conversation as Adults Only— couldn’t help but pipe in as he munched on a wedge of cheese. “She and Ang’lo teach me in woods.”
“That we did,” Angelo agreed, smiling towards the boy. “And you’ve gotten very good at it too, Aithan. I bet soon you’ll be even better than Tovah.”
Aithan blushed, and Iosef managed a quiet, half-hearted chuckle. “I’m sure,” he agreed. Then: “I have no idea what to make of the girl, Angelo. Honestly, none. She seemed docile enough this morning— cooperative, polite— but I can’t get over the fact that she’s the literal heir to Meltaim. Empress Urszula’s flesh and blood.” He moved to refill his wine pitcher. “However... what I am sure about without a shadow of a doubt is that you care about her, son. You care about her deeply. And… Woo knows you’ve already had so much wrenched out of your control this past year. I can’t even imagine how much time you’ve spent fretting. Terrified. The unknowns lingering over you like a thunderhead.”
The boy bit his lip. “Half the time I wasn’t even sure what season it was,” he admitted. “A-and… when you… when you still hadn’t come for me, when the empress was still gloating about the army huddled at the border that didn’t dare cross I… I wondered if you’d given up. If your courtiers had convinced you to r-remarry.”
“Never,” Iosef said firmly. “I didn’t cross the border because I was terrified she’d kill you if I did. But I never gave up, Angelo. Not ever.” He reached across the table, over the maze of food, and squeezed his son’s hand. “I have to question the girl further, Angelo. I just— I have to. For our safety. For Valzaim’s. For the greater good. And… since I can’t just rely on a basic truth spell…”
Anguish washed over the prince’s face. “N-no…”
“I’m not going to go in there and just— have Sotir unleash a torrent of torture spells,” Iosef said quickly. “I won’t. I promise. I’ll… talk to her first. Let her know what’s happening, and why. And if she is as earnest as you say, Angelo… if she’s truly hiding nothing…” The king looked his son straight in the eye. “She’ll understand. Why it has to happen. She’ll understand, and it’ll go very quickly, and afterward… we’ll know with more certainty. Where she stands.”
“I w-want to be there,” Angelo said, his voice ardent. “I promised her she wouldn’t be hurt here. Before we ran. I w-want to be there. When you question her.”
“Then you can be there,” Iosef agreed. “You could,” he added after a moment’s hesitation, “even be the one to cast the necessary spells. If you’d like. But…” Here, his voice took on a commanding edge. “Only if you promise to do what I order you to, Angelo. Cast the spells I say, when I say. Maintain them as I say. Trust and obey me, as both your father and your king.”
Angelo quailed, his face going ashen. His teeth were chattering, and his eyes flicked towards the grotesque warren of scars on his wrist.
“W-what wrong?” Aithan asked, worry creasing his pale face. “Ang’lo, what wrong?”
“Nothing, honey,” Angelo said softly. “Nothing.” He took a deep breath, then nodded. “I will. As long as you promise it won’t be anything… excessive.”
“Only what’s needed,” Iosef promised. “I don’t want to gratuitously torment the girl, Angelo— only put her under enough duress where her mind is too addled and occupied to circumvent the truth spell. We’ll test her first— under a truth spell with no duress. Order her to tell a known lie while working around the spell so as not to trigger it, as I well suspect she can do. Then, we’ll slowly increase the duress. Until her ability to lie without alerting as such… fades, then vanishes outright. And once it has, we won’t go a step beyond that minimum needed level. I promise.”
The prince nodded, clearly unhappy but complying all the same. “Okay. If y-you’re sure.” He glanced towards Aithan. “But… he shouldn’t be there. It would stress him out. Scare him.”
“Of course,” Iosef said. “It’d be no place for a child.” The king mulled for a moment. “We can go tonight,” he suggested. “After the little one’s tucked in. The Holy Knights can babysit in case he wakes up and needs anything.”
Angelo nodded, finally seeming to perk up enough to apply himself to the food on the table. But there was still anxiety written on his face, and it was clear he was not happy about what he had to do.
As he dismounted his loaned warhorse at the side of a modest lily pad strewn pond, King Iosef chuckled heartily. Turning so that the early evening sun was beating into his back and not his eyes, he said to his son, “It’s fitting, really, I think. Dedicating someone’s soul to the Woo after the Woo has helped to lead you home. This is a nice tribute. A thanks.”
“Perhaps,” Angelo agreed. He looked down at his young charge with a smile as he waded out into the shallows, the newly rechristened “Aithan” holding tight to his hand. “Are you ready, little man? I’ll tell you what’s going to happen so you’re ready for it, okay?”
“Why is we swim in clothes?” Aithan replied simply. He shot a wary glance over his shoulder at the shore, where King Iosef stood flanked by a contingent of knights as well as the fort’s priest, the latter of whom looked rather… confused by the turn of events, to say the least. The boy added: “Is not good swim pond. Plants.”
“We’ll only be in the water for a little,” Angelo soothed the boy. “I’m going to say a prayer, and then splash you under the water for a second or two, then we’re done.”
“Under the water?” Aithan asked, his blonde brow furrowed. “But water is— is—” With his free hand he gestured sharply at the tangle of algae and silt and lily pads that lay before them; few in their right minds would have called this brackish body of water suitable for immersive swimming.
“Back in the city where I live, we usually do this in the ocean. Salt water is especially good for cleaning away the evil things.” The prince gave the little boy a wink. “But we have to make do here. It has to be wild water too, not a bathtub, because the tub isn’t big enough.” He glanced towards the priest. “You’ll bless the pond then, Father?”
“Of course, my prince,” the priest replied, his dark complexion gone slightly ashen. Atop his bewilderment lay an unmistakable layer of anxiety, curling around him like a vine of creeping ivy. “Just as— as soon as you’re in position. Sire.”
Angelo hoisted Aithan up onto his hip, and strode confidently out into the pond. “Don’t worry, I’ve got you. It’ll only take a few minutes, I promise.”
The boy didn’t look at all convinced, but at least he didn’t struggle, silently allowing for Angelo to carry him out to the deepest point of the pond. Even here, the water only reached Angelo’s waist— but if the prince were to have set Aithan down, it would have swirled clear up to his neck. As he realised this, the little boy stiffened.
“You not putting me down, right?” he asked, somewhat shrilly.
“I’ll hold you,” he assured the boy. “Just a quick dunk under the water, okay? I’ll even hold your nose for you.”
Aithan whimpered, still looking far from assuaged, but as the priest began reciting a long, lyrical prayer at the pond’s shore, Angelo gently took the boy into his arms, kneeling so that he was up to his chest in the water, and the waves lapped around Aithan’s chest in kind.
“Just listen to the prayer honey, focus on it,” he whispered to his young charge. “Don’t be scared, I’ve got you.”
“‘K-kay,” Aithan snuffled.
Next to the priest, Iosef’s arms were crossed expectantly, the king’s gaze like iron as he watched Angelo slowly raise up one hand towards the sky. Once the priest finished his prayer to bless the water of the pond, Angelo took up the thread.
“Woo who arte in heaven, spread thy wings in welcome to this young soul newly welcomed to your flock. Though he is born in sin, and no man born in sin may enter in the paradise of your making, I beseech you to shine down your mercy upon him. I shall anoint his brow with the water that has been made pure by your holy feathers-” here Angelo took one wet thumb and rubbed it across Aithan’s forehead, “And wash him clean in your radiant light.”
He put a hand over Aithan’s nose, and whispered, “Hold your breath, just for a few seconds.”
Aithan nodded warily, clamping his lips shut, but it was impossible to miss the tears pricking in his dark eyes as Angelo clamped his fingers over the child’s nose and ducked his head into the pond.
“In the name of the Lord Woo, may he shine ever radiant, Amen,” Angelo said, speaking quickly to spare the boy too much trauma, before hoisting Aithan back up out of the water.
He’d only been under for five seconds— ten at most— but as he came up over the surface, the boy sputtered as if he’d been half-drowned. A clump of algae clung to his cheek, and his nose was running like a faucet.
“I wanna get out,” he gasped, in Meltaiman. “Ang’lo— I want out!”
“What’s wrong with him?” King Iosef called from the shore. A hand clapped to his forehead as a visor against the sun, the monarch added, “What’s he saying? Why’s he crying?”
“He’s just scared, Father,” Angelo assured the king, wading towards the shore. “Any kid his age would be, getting dunked and held underwater.” The prince plucked the algae away, adding, “I’m sorry Aithan, I know that was scary, but we’re all done, I promise. You were a good, brave boy.”
“We’re getting out?” the boy asked again, eyes going red as tears flowed steadily from them.
Before Angelo could answer, however, the priest let out a sharp, loud gasp that bordered on a yell. As if subconsciously, the knights’ hands leapt toward their holstered swords; Iosef, meanwhile, only creased his brow.
“What’s the matter with you?” he demanded.
“His— his tunic, my king!” the priest stammered, gesturing wildly toward Angelo and Aithan. “Look at it— his tunic!”
Iosef looked like he half-thought the cleric had gone crazy, but nonetheless he obediently turned his gaze back toward his son and the child… and as he did, an expression of bewildered wonderment flooded every facet of his being. He blinked once, then again, as though what he was seeing was only an illusion. When it remained just as he’d seen it the first time, the king let out a small gasp of his own.
“What?” Angelo said, confused. As he looked down at the borrowed uniform, however his eyes flew wide with shock. Little Aithan’s hand was clutching hard at his sleeve- the child had grabbed on just as Angelo dunked him in the water- and where once the child’s fist had been clamped over heather grey fabric, now every thread and seam of Angelo’s uniform was pure, unblemished white.
“He changed it,” the king marveled aloud. “He— the boy— he changed it.”
“I did no mean to!” Aithan choked out, switching back into frenzied Valzick. “I sorry, I sorry—”
“Shhhh, Aithan it’s okay,” Angelo assured the boy hurriedly, pulling him close into a hug. “You’re okay, it’s okay it…” He swallowed hard. “It’s… it’s only a week and a half until his seventh birthday. I’ve heard of late bloomers not showing until they’re six but this… this sort of thing is unheard of. H-how?”
As his son and Aithan reached the shore, Iosef continued to gawp. “I— I thought you said he wasn’t a mage. That they were going to kill him because he wasn’t a mage, Angelo.”
Angelo looked his father squarely in the eye. “We didn’t think he was. He hasn’t shown any signs before now. Not a spark, not a glimmer, nothing.” He bit his lip, then suddenly his eyes widened. “Take up the sword and bring light out of the darkness… that was my vision, wasn’t it? All that time ago.”
“It’s— it’s a miracle,” the priest declared, almost feverishly.
Iosef scowled. “Aye, easy there, Father,” he ordered. Then, looking back to the soaked, algae-covered child who was quivering in his son’s arms, Iosef coaxed gently: “Can you do it again for me, little one? Change the colour of something?” He offered out his own sleeve— lightweight linen dyed to a buttery yellow. “Here,” he suggested. “Any colour you’d like.”
Aithan shrunk in further against Angelo, tucking his head against the prince’s chest. “I-I cannot,” he insisted tearfully. “Never have done before. Never. I cannot!”
“Hey, honey, it’s okay,” Angelo reassured the child, stroking his sopping blonde locks. “I bet you could. I bet you could really do it. If you just focus really hard on my Papa’s sleeve and imagine it a different color. Your favorite color- it’s purple right? Your favorite color is bright purple. You told me when we saw those violets in the woods.”
“I cannot,” Aithan repeated, hiccupping.
“Just try?” Iosef asked softly, using the sort of tone he might’ve once employed with his own hysterical child long ago. “Please? Close your eyes and just— try. Real quick. Then you can dry off, and we can go back to camp, and we can have a nice, quiet dinner in the tent, okay?”
“You’ve been so brave,” Angelo added. “Can you be brave one more time? Please? Think about how exciting it’ll be when we tell Tovah that you finally got magic.”
At the mention of Tovah, the little boy clenched his quavering jaw and nodded. “O-okay,” he squeaked. “B-but… if I no can do— you— you no be mad, right? You…”
“Not mad at all,” Iosef confirmed. Delicately, he reached with his free hand and clasped it over Aithan’s, coaxing the boy’s fingers toward his offered sleeve. “You can even close your eyes,” the king suggested. “Just close your eyes and think about how pretty the sleeve would look if it were purple, hmm?”
Aithan hiccupped again, then nodded, his eyelids slowly fluttering shut as Iosef steered his fingers the rest of the way onto the sleeve. He squashed his brow in concentration, and let out a raspy breath, and…
For several moments nothing happened.
The sleeve stayed yellow.
The boy’s hand shook.
Then— like a flash of lightning against an otherwise black horizon—
The cuff of Iosef’s sleeve changed, darkening so rapidly that one blink it was yellow and the next it was the hue of a violet in full bloom. And the change did not stop there: as the men all watched on in wonderment, the colour began to seep upward, like a snake slithering around a thick trunk to scale a tree.
“It’s a miracle,” the priest murmured again, breathlessly.
“Amazing,” Angelo whispered. He nuzzled his nose against Aithan’s cheek. “That’s amazing, Aithan! You did it! You’re a mage, the Lord Woo finally gave you your magic!”
Aithan’s eyes flew open, and his jaw fell open as he studied his handiwork. “I… I do that?” he asked, like he couldn’t believe it.
“You did,” Iosef confirmed. “It seems you’re a magician after all, little one. Your magic was merely… hiding. Waiting.”
A bittersweet lump formed in Angelo’s throat as he smiled at the child. He was a mage- he was a mage after all. He would have passed the test in Meltaim, and he could have stayed with his father.
But that his power had stayed hidden for so long, making Angelo realize the truth about Tovah’s brother and moving Matvey to turn on his Empress, had saved the prince’s life. And now his power was manifesting almost impossibly late, after his formal conversion as a Wooist.
“We’ll have to get you a wand, hm?” Angelo said with a smile. “When we get back to Valla. I need to get a new one too so I can stop using the borrowed one, it doesn’t work very well for me. We can get them at the same time.”
“A wand?” Aithan breathed. “For me?” Through his tears, he managed a wobbly smile. “I c-can finally get wand!”
“Mm-hm,” Angelo replied, kissing the boy on the forehead. “Just as soon as we get to Valla and get settled I’ll call the wandmaker myself.” He glanced at the priest, who was still gawping, and pinched his brow. “Father? Is something the matter?”
“No, no,” the priest said quickly. “Not at all, sire.” He made the sign of the triple feather and held it against his heart. “It’s simply humbling, that’s all. To see the Woo at work like this. Before my own eyes.”
“He certainly seems to have spoken his approval of little Aithan, hasn’t He?” Angelo murmured, glancing toward the king.
“So he has,” Iosef agreed. “What a blessed day, indeed.”
***
Having been raised so far in a culture that valued magic over all else, once the shock of the baptism wore away little Aithan proved positively delighted over the fact that now he could perform magic of his very own. For the rest of the evening he showed off his new trick at every possible opportunity— at supper he made his bread purple, and his water orange; back in the tent afterward, he decided his tunic looked better red and the drab gray blankets were really much better turned to aqua. The king mostly found this all amusing, but Angelo eventually warned by the boy that if he didn’t let up soon, he’d make himself spellsick.
“I will not!” Aithan insisted in reply, grinning like a cat. “Promise!”
He continued playing around with the colours… and that night, he slept heavily as a boulder, barely even twitching under the newly-brightened covers as the calamitous events of the day caught up with him at last.
He was still dead to the world when Iosef quietly awakened the next morning, before the reveille trumpets had even blared. Angelo, however, was not nearly so deeply slumbering, the prince startling awake as his father padded across the canvas floor to rummage about his leather trunk of belongings.
“You’re up early,” he murmured softly, rubbing his eyes with the heel of his hand. “Something the matter?”
The king froze for a moment, then smiled gently as he turned to face his son. “Good morning,” he said. “Sorry— I was trying not to wake you.” He inclined his chin toward Aithan, who was curled up against Angelo’s side and clinging to the boy like a baby monkey to its mother’s back. “At least I don’t see to have any chance of accidentally awakening him, eh? I’m glad I had Sotir scrounge me up my own cot— that doesn’t look all too comfortable, if I do say so myself.”
Angelo smiled crookedly in reply. “I’ve gotten used to it. I don’t blame him for being insecure, really. I’m the only one he has right now that is familiar.”
“Mm,” the king agreed. He turned back toward the trunk and riffled through it for another moment before he seemed to find what he was after: a pair of leather gloves, nearly as heavy as a falconer’s. “Well— as I said, Angelo, I really didn’t meant to wake you up. You can go back to sleep if you’d like, all right?”
“Alright, but where are you off to so early?” the boy queried. “None of the soldiers will be up yet except for the night sentries.”
“I… didn’t sleep all that well,” Iosef admitted as he tugged on the gloves. “I’m a bit antsy. Restless. So…” He shrugged. “I figured I might as well get going with it. Questioning the girl. Since that’s my first step, so to speak— toward what comes next. Between us and Meltaim.”
Angelo tensed, biting his lip. “R-right. Yeah.” He looked down. “Don’t hurt her. Please don’t hurt her.”
King Iosef sighed as he moved to face his son again. “I’m just going to talk with her, Angelo,” he said. “That’s all.”
The boy nodded slowly, pressing his face back down against the soft cot. “Sorry. It’s just… I’ve gotten so used to it. Seeing people hurt.”
“I’m sorry.” The king moved toward the tent door, his throat bobbing as he forced a hard swallow. “I am so sorry, Angelo. But— you know me, right? Am I the sort to hurt people just because I can?”
“I… I know,” he murmured. “I know you wouldn’t, Father.” He glanced towards the older man before letting his eyes slip back shut. “I love you.”
“I love you, too,” Iosef said. “And I’ll see you at… how about we take lunch together, son? I can have our meals brought here, to the tent. It’ll be nice and quiet. Just you and me and the little monkey clinging to your back.”
Angelo nodded. “Sure. I’d like that.” He gave a soft sigh. “See you later.”
Though Angelo did slip back into a doze, it was a light one, his mind overwhelmed with fretful thoughts. What was going on in Tovah’s tent? Was she alright? Was she saying the right things?
As promised, a little while later a trembling private brought breakfast to the tent for the prince and Aithan. After their morning bath Angelo took the boy on a walk around the encampment, whereupon he noticed that he was suddenly drawing even more sideways looks and whispers than he had been before— and he’d been attracting no dearth of them already. Puzzled at first, eventually the reason for this increased attention struck Angelo when— after they seemed to think he was out of earshot— he overheard a pair of arch-specialists whispering to each other about “the Woo’s miracle,” and “magic to a non-mage.”
“Huh,” he murmured softly. “Seems people are impressed by your little trick, Aithan.”
“My trick?” Aithan, his fingers knit around Angelo’s, tilted his head. “You mean— my colours?”
“Mm-hm,” Angelo agreed. “They’re saying it’s a gift from the Woo when you got baptised. Isn’t that something?”
The little boy grinned. “I like my trick!” he informed Angelo. “My magic!” He flexed the fingers on his free hand. “I want do more.”
The prince chuckled. “Let’s take a break from magic for a bit, hm? You don’t want to get spellsick honey.” He glanced around, then added, “C’mon, it’s lunch time soon- let’s go see what they’re bringing us. Maybe my Papa will be back.”
Aithan immediately protested that he wasn’t going to get spellsick— “I did not last night eithers!”— but at least the idea of a meal was enough to quash any further protests, the boy humming lightly to himself as he and Angelo threaded back toward their tent. While Iosef was not in fact back yet, somebody had already dropped off and arranged lunch atop the large tent’s modest dining table— a robust spread of fruits, crusty breads, and fragrant cheeses, no doubt far superior to whatever the rest of the fort’s men were dining on today.
“Blueberries!” Aithan breathed gleefully, wriggling his hand out of Angelo’s grip so that he could prance up to the table. “And— and— look, is raspberry, too! Like we eat in woods!”
“You’re right,” Angelo agreed with an indulgent smile. “They’re spoiling us today, hm? I guess they want to be extra nice now that they know for sure I’m who I say I am.”
“I can eat?” the boy asked eagerly, plopping into one of the chairs.
“Not yet, Aithan,” Angelo chided with a laugh. “First we need to wait for my Papa to come back- and we have to do our prayers.”
“But then eat?” Aithan wheedled, eyeing the delectable array of food as a dehydrated man might a desert oasis.
“Yes, then we can eat,” Angelo agreed patiently.
The king did not come swiftly, however. In fact the impatient child almost snagged several bites of the tantalizing food in the wait, until Angelo distracted him with a game of I Spy. In the back of his head, the prince was worried. What was taking the king so long? What was going on with Tovah?
It was nearly forty-five minutes before the sound of bootsteps and jangling armour outside— the latter courtesy of the king’s perpetual Holy Knight shadows— marked Iosef’s arrival. Moments later, the canvas flap at the tent’s maw was brushed aside, and with a look of weary exhaustion marking his face, Iosef strode inside. His escorts moved to follow him in, but before they could set so much as a boot past the doorway, the king waved a curt hand.
“Outside,” he ordered. “I want to have my meal alone.” As the knights wordlessly obeyed, the king sighed and glanced to the table. “Am I late?” he asked, letting the canvas flap fall closed again. “I feel as if I must be late.”
“It’s been nearly an hour,” Angelo said dryly. “Aithan was about to eat his own toes.”
“I’m sorry.” With a sigh, Iosef yanked off his gloves and started toward the table. Taking the seat beside Aithan and across from Angelo, he added, “Time got away from me, I guess. I didn’t mean to take so long.”
“We eat now?” Aithan wheedled, staring longingly at the goblet of blueberries in particular.
“First we say grace,” Angelo reminded the boy. “How about you show my papa how well you know your prayers?”
“‘Kay,” Aithan agreed. Primly clasping his hands before him, he lowered his hand and took a deep breath. “Bless us Woo, and… and…” He racked his mind for the proper words, a bit of excitement seeping into his tone as he remembered and continued hurriedly: “— and these gift you has give us. We give thank for all good bounty and— and—” More racking. “And eats it under holy wing. Amen!”
“Amen,” Angelo echoed, winking towards his father. “He’s come a long way.”
“Very good,” Iosef agreed, smiling benevolently at the child. As he reached to allot himself some of the glistening raspberries, the king chuckled. “Help yourself, little one. You’re a skinny little thing, aren’t you? Woo knows you could use some meat on your bones.”
Aithan beamed, wasting no time as he leaned forward to slide the goblet of blueberries toward him. Meanwhile, Angelo cleared his throat, picking up a piece of the cheese delicately. “So… h-how did it go?”
Iosef considered this for several long moments as he gnawed on a handful of berries. “I’m not sure,” he said finally. “It’s hard to tell.”
Nausea rolled in the prince’s stomach, and he squeaked, “Wh-what do you mean?”
Iosef raised a brow. “No need to be so frantic,” he chided gently. He downed another few berries. “I mean only that— well…” He shrugged. “She was polite enough. Cooperative enough. What she told me corresponded very well with what you’ve told me. But… she could also just be a very adept liar. Woo knows with the Glass Empress as her mother, it’s a skill she might’ve developed early on in life. And has been cultivating ever since.”
Angelo frowned, finally eating his piece of cheese before replying. “And I imagine she’s probably been trained to circumvent the truth spell. So what do you want to do? What will convince you?”
“I didn’t even bother having anyone cast a truth spell,” Iosef confirmed; though the king wasn’t a mage himself, being at Special Forces camp meant he was all but drowning in a sea of them. “She could probably cut through it like a hot knife into a pat of butter.” Through with the berries, he reached for a pitcher of wine and began to pour himself a glass. “I suppose for my first encounter with her, I just… wanted to set a baseline of a sort. So that I could see what she’d say under no duress and have it set as a foundation for, ah… later on.”
That got Angelo’s shoulders up. “What do you mean duress? Father, you said-”
“Angelo,” the king warned, watching as Aithan’s eyes widened in fear at the prince’s suddenly pitchy tone. “I want to have this talk with you. And I’m hardly unaware that you have concerns. But— please, this is not going to get anywhere productive if you start to panic at every turn. All right?”
The prince closed his eyes, forcing himself to take a deep, jagged breath. “All right. All right. I’m sorry. I just…” His muscles slumped. “She never said exactly what she meant. It was always implications. Dancing. S-so I had to get really good at it. Reading between the lines. So I wasn’t caught off guard.”
“She,” the king echoed. “The Glass Empress, you mean?”
“Yes,” he whispered. Shuddering hard, he repeated, “Yes.”
“I’m not going to talk you in circles, son,” Iosef said, firmly but gently. “I want to be honest with you— you’re my heir, my son, my future. And what happens in this kingdom going forward… it’s as much your right to have a hand in it as it is mine. Okay?” He paused for a moment, then added, “But... if I’m going to be honest with you, then you need to be fully honest with me. And there are certain things that I need to know, Angelo. Before I can even begin to think about making decisions.”
The prince swallowed hard, fretting at his sleeves. But after a moment he nodded. “What do you need to know, Father?”
“The way you talk about her,” the king said simply. “And the way she talked about you today.” He shook his head, pausing from his wine to rake a hand through his short, woolen hair. “She’s not just a friend who decided to save you. Is she, Angelo?”
Angelo gulped, but after a moment he shook his head. “No. She’s not. She cared about me as a person, not just an object or an animal to be tamed. She asked me to tell her stories about the Woo because she knew it comforted me, even if her mother didn’t approve. She went out of her way to spend time with me when she had no obligation to do that, and got in trouble more than once for my sake. I… I love her.”
Iosef exhaled softly. “Right,” he said. “And… you and her— the two of you have… have you, ah… well…” He glanced sidelong at Aithan, clearly trying to think of a child-appropriate way to pose the question that was pressing at the tip of his tongue.
Angelo, fortunately, proved not to need such clarification— his face heating up like a furnace he shook his head emphatically, sputtering, “No! We… we’ve kissed. That’s it. I swear that’s it. I’m an heir and she’s an heir and neither of us was stupid enough to do anything, um. Anything compromising.”
“Good. I’m, ah— glad to… hear that.” Iosef coughed and took another long sip of his wine. “So,” he said after a moment, “this is… personal for you, then. Very personal. The girl, and what happens to her.”
“Yes,” Angelo admitted. “I… I know who I am, Father. What the obligations of my position are. But I still care about her. I don’t want her to suffer. Not like I did.”
“I know,” said Iosef. “Because you’re a good person, Angelo. I… I raised you to be a good person. Kind. Empathetic.” He dared a small smile, but it was quickly gone as he continued, “I’m going to lay things straight with you, son. The morning of our departure back to Valla, no matter what happens with that girl, I’m sending an order to Fort Crotone.” This was the Valzicks’ largest border outpost, and served as a kind of headquarters for the Special Forces. “And the morning after our departure, our troops— Special Forces and regular King’s Army— are going to be marching on Meltaim.”
The prince nodded slowly. “I figured as much. What they’ve done can’t go unanswered- and Urszula admitted to me up front that she intends to conquer Valzaim if we don’t move first. It’s why she and Tovah both have been educated in Valzick.”
“I was wondering,” Iosef replied. “Her Valzick is impeccable. Fluent.”
“Tovah good at Valzicks.” Aithan— dutifully silent so far, clearly having deigned this conversation as Adults Only— couldn’t help but pipe in as he munched on a wedge of cheese. “She and Ang’lo teach me in woods.”
“That we did,” Angelo agreed, smiling towards the boy. “And you’ve gotten very good at it too, Aithan. I bet soon you’ll be even better than Tovah.”
Aithan blushed, and Iosef managed a quiet, half-hearted chuckle. “I’m sure,” he agreed. Then: “I have no idea what to make of the girl, Angelo. Honestly, none. She seemed docile enough this morning— cooperative, polite— but I can’t get over the fact that she’s the literal heir to Meltaim. Empress Urszula’s flesh and blood.” He moved to refill his wine pitcher. “However... what I am sure about without a shadow of a doubt is that you care about her, son. You care about her deeply. And… Woo knows you’ve already had so much wrenched out of your control this past year. I can’t even imagine how much time you’ve spent fretting. Terrified. The unknowns lingering over you like a thunderhead.”
The boy bit his lip. “Half the time I wasn’t even sure what season it was,” he admitted. “A-and… when you… when you still hadn’t come for me, when the empress was still gloating about the army huddled at the border that didn’t dare cross I… I wondered if you’d given up. If your courtiers had convinced you to r-remarry.”
“Never,” Iosef said firmly. “I didn’t cross the border because I was terrified she’d kill you if I did. But I never gave up, Angelo. Not ever.” He reached across the table, over the maze of food, and squeezed his son’s hand. “I have to question the girl further, Angelo. I just— I have to. For our safety. For Valzaim’s. For the greater good. And… since I can’t just rely on a basic truth spell…”
Anguish washed over the prince’s face. “N-no…”
“I’m not going to go in there and just— have Sotir unleash a torrent of torture spells,” Iosef said quickly. “I won’t. I promise. I’ll… talk to her first. Let her know what’s happening, and why. And if she is as earnest as you say, Angelo… if she’s truly hiding nothing…” The king looked his son straight in the eye. “She’ll understand. Why it has to happen. She’ll understand, and it’ll go very quickly, and afterward… we’ll know with more certainty. Where she stands.”
“I w-want to be there,” Angelo said, his voice ardent. “I promised her she wouldn’t be hurt here. Before we ran. I w-want to be there. When you question her.”
“Then you can be there,” Iosef agreed. “You could,” he added after a moment’s hesitation, “even be the one to cast the necessary spells. If you’d like. But…” Here, his voice took on a commanding edge. “Only if you promise to do what I order you to, Angelo. Cast the spells I say, when I say. Maintain them as I say. Trust and obey me, as both your father and your king.”
Angelo quailed, his face going ashen. His teeth were chattering, and his eyes flicked towards the grotesque warren of scars on his wrist.
“W-what wrong?” Aithan asked, worry creasing his pale face. “Ang’lo, what wrong?”
“Nothing, honey,” Angelo said softly. “Nothing.” He took a deep breath, then nodded. “I will. As long as you promise it won’t be anything… excessive.”
“Only what’s needed,” Iosef promised. “I don’t want to gratuitously torment the girl, Angelo— only put her under enough duress where her mind is too addled and occupied to circumvent the truth spell. We’ll test her first— under a truth spell with no duress. Order her to tell a known lie while working around the spell so as not to trigger it, as I well suspect she can do. Then, we’ll slowly increase the duress. Until her ability to lie without alerting as such… fades, then vanishes outright. And once it has, we won’t go a step beyond that minimum needed level. I promise.”
The prince nodded, clearly unhappy but complying all the same. “Okay. If y-you’re sure.” He glanced towards Aithan. “But… he shouldn’t be there. It would stress him out. Scare him.”
“Of course,” Iosef said. “It’d be no place for a child.” The king mulled for a moment. “We can go tonight,” he suggested. “After the little one’s tucked in. The Holy Knights can babysit in case he wakes up and needs anything.”
Angelo nodded, finally seeming to perk up enough to apply himself to the food on the table. But there was still anxiety written on his face, and it was clear he was not happy about what he had to do.